Chapter 117: Never Loved
Oh, even now, you still don't repent. ”
Gu Yihuan shook his head disdainfully, "In that case, what are you doing here? I hope Gong Yan will forgive you for what you did?" I advise you not to think too much. ”
"That's a matter between me and him, you let me go up, I want to see Gong Yan in person. ”
Li Xiru demanded with a bad attitude.
Gu Yihuan really couldn't understand where she got her confidence, and would think that she could let her go upstairs.
Taking a deep breath, Gu Yihuan really didn't want to argue too much with her, so he directly ordered, "Send off!"
"Miss Li, please!"
The bodyguards surrounded her and forcefully drove her away.
"Gu Yihuan, you can't do this! You let me up!"
Li Xiru sprinkled.
Gu Yihuan snorted coldly, glared at her, and said unceremoniously: "Why can't I be like this?" You calculate Gong Yan, if it weren't for Du Ge, I'm afraid that the news about Gong Yan and Mu Yun'er has been spread on the Internet now, let me tell you, I'm very polite now, if you continue to make trouble unreasonably, I don't guarantee what I will do!!"
She wasn't joking with her.
If it weren't for the murder and crime, she really wanted to stab her and Mu Yun'er to death with a knife, saving a lot of trouble in the future.
"Gu Yihuan, you are not qualified to stop me from going to see Gong Yan, you let him come to see me, let me see me......"
Li Xiru was pulled out directly, she resisted desperately, and finally broke free from the group of people, she rushed into the living room, took advantage of everyone's unpreparedness, picked up the fruit knife on the coffee table, and aimed at the person who wanted to stop her.
"Don't come here!!"
Li Xiru fiercely faced them.
Gu Yihuan was protected by the bodyguards, stepped aside, frowned and said sharply: "Li Xiru, you put the knife down, if you hurt someone, I will definitely not let you go!
"Let Gong Yan come down! He once owed me something, I came to get it back today, let him come down !!"
Li Xiru shouted loudly: "Gong Yan! I want to see you! You owe me a human life, and today I will ask you for it!!"
“……”
Such a huge movement finally alarmed Gong Yan.
After Li Xiru finished saying that, Gong Yan slowly walked down from the upper floor.
When Gu Yihuan saw him, he stepped forward, "Why did you come down?"
"I heard her. ”
Gong Yan said lightly: "Be careful, don't get too close." ”
After speaking, he looked at Li Xiru, "Put the knife down, I will allow you to talk to me." ”
"Really?"
"Hmm. ”
Gong Yan shook his head.
Li Xiru put down the knife.
Gong Yan asked Gu Yihuan to go upstairs first, but she refused, "Don't, I'm not at ease." ”
"It's fine. ”
"No! I'm going to stay here. ”
Gu Yihuan grabbed his sleeve tightly.
Gong Yan chuckled and rubbed her head, "Then stay away from her, be careful." ”
"Good. ”
“……”
When did it be, seeing this scene, Li Xiru was so angry that her lungs were about to explode, and her eyes burst with anger.
After a while, Gong Yan sat down lazily, looked at her indifferently, and asked coldly: "I know that you came this time to negotiate terms with me." You're right, you saved my life many years ago, and I'm grateful to you. Since you put this matter on the table today, then I can tell you that it is my greatest mercy to ban you. If you bargain with me again, I may make your life worse than death!"
"Gong Yan, you can't do this to me!"
"Why not?"
Gong Yan retorted without hesitation, "What you did to me tonight is likely to ruin my reputation." Even the next day, the stock price of the Gongshi Group plummeted. Do you know what that means, and that's enough for me to kill you!"
"You ......"
Li Xiru didn't expect to say this, she was trembling with anger, gritted her teeth and said: "I tried my best to save you back then, how can you do this to me!"
"As I said, blocking is the greatest mercy, and if you continue to entangle with me, I don't guarantee what I will do. ”
Gong Yan exuded an aura of indifference all over his body, and his tone was irrefutable.
"Gong Yan !!"
Li Xiru didn't know what to say anymore.
It was only at this moment that she realized that Gong Yan was such an indifferent man.
He is cruel and decisive to everyone except those he cares about, and he shows no mercy.
"Please. ”
Gong Yan got up, pulled Gu Yihuan and went upstairs.
Looking at his resolute back, Li Xiru burst into tears......
It's over, it's all over......
The man she had liked for so many years had never looked at her from beginning to end.
It's a shame that she still calculates so much, but in the end, it's a waste......
Nothing left......
Nothing left......
Li Xiru didn't know how she got out of the palace family.
When Qian Yue saw her dejected appearance, he seemed to have expected that she would be treated like this, stepped forward, hugged her, and comforted: "It's okay, Xiru, even if you can't mix in the entertainment industry in the future, I am willing to accompany you, no matter what you do, I will support you!"
“……”
Li Xiru was in a trance.
Leaning on his chest, the tears in his eyes burst down, "It's gone, Qian Yue, there's nothing left......"
She has fought hard for so long and has been honored several times.
But it was all destroyed overnight......
"It's gone, it's gone, it's not too bad. ”
Qian Yue hugged her tightly and stroked her head over and over again, "Xiru, for so many years, I have always stood behind you and supported you. This time, I'll do it anyway. Even if everything is gone, now, you will return me. ”
"But why you......"
Li Xiru asked in a choked voice, feeling uncomfortable as if she was being clenched tightly by a big hand.
Why is it not Gong Yan who is staying with her now.
That's the person she's loved for so many years......
"He doesn't love you. ”
Qian Yue cruelly said to her: "It is precisely because he doesn't love you that the person who is standing by your side now is not him, do you understand?"
“……”
These words struck Li Xiru's body like a thunderbolt.
She froze in place, her body tense.
Qian Yue, who was hugging her tightly, could clearly feel her emotions, sighed helplessly, and comforted: "Don't think too much, go back, even if you don't have everything, you can start from scratch." ”
“……”
In the end, Li Xiru was persuaded by him to get into the car.
When the car drove away, Li Xiru looked at the palace family outside the window, and her heart was like a knife.
Gong Yan, this is the most hated slap you have ever given me.
I'll always remember!
From now on, I don't want to see you again......
……
……
"Li Xiru said she saved your life?
At night, Gu Yihuan was lying on Gong Yan's bed, thinking about what happened tonight over and over again, and couldn't help but ask.
Gong Yan put his arm around her and whispered the story to her.
"When I was in high school, I was kidnapped. After I escaped from the kidnappers, I was chased all the way, and at that time, I happened to meet Li Xiru, and she helped me escape this catastrophe. ”
It is precisely because of this help that Gong Yan has always remembered it, so he rarely cares about her, and turns a blind eye to what she has done.
Even if she hurt Mu Yun'er, he never pursued her.
If it weren't for what she did too much this time, Gong Yan would have to teach her a lesson, and she would have chosen to let her go.
After hearing this, Gu Yihuan understood, "No wonder she was so excited just now." Back then, she had the courage to fight the kidnappers for you, and she must have put her life on the line, and she must be extremely disappointed if you do it today. ”
"I do want to disappoint her. Otherwise, if such a farce continues, no one will be able to cope with it. ”
Only by cutting off all hope for Li Xiru can they achieve a stable life.
"Or are you thoughtful. ”
Gu Yihuan thought for a while, and then said, "I don't know, tomorrow morning, after Mu Yun'er wakes up from the hotel, what will happen......
She had a hunch that Mu Yun'er would never be as easy as Li Xiru to give up.
"Don't think about tomorrow, it's important to live in the moment. ”
Gong Yan kissed her forehead, "Sleep." ”
"Hmm. ”
Gu Yihuan leaned into his arms and closed his eyes.
Hopefully, when I wake up tomorrow, things won't be too bad......
……
……
Next.
Sunlight pours into the room through floor-to-ceiling windows.
On the big bed, after a night of clouds and rain, Mu Yuner finally woke up from her dream.
Beside him, the body of a man.
When Mu Yun'er opened her eyes, she happened to see the man's back.
It worked!
She finally succeeded!
Although she didn't remember the events of last night very clearly, when she woke up in the morning and saw Gong Yan lying beside her, Mu Yun'er was overwhelmed with excitement.
The little hand swiped the texture on the man's arm little by little, she hooked her lips and smiled, and kissed his back with a bully, "Gong Yan...... I've finally got you!"
“……”
The man, who was still asleep, seemed to be awakened by this sentence.
He moved, feeling that the woman behind him was winding up, he suddenly chuckled and said, "Miss, you only paid for one night, if you still want it, you have to add money!"
The unfamiliar voice made Mu Yun'er shake suddenly, she sat up with a 'rub', and when she saw who the man lying on the bed was, her face suddenly turned pale.
"Ahhh......hh
Screaming frantically, Mu Yun'er looked at this scene in disbelief.
How so?
Why isn't the person lying here Gong Yan?
Who is this person?
"Miss, what's your name!"
The man glared at her very unpleasantly, "It's like **x." Please, aren't you the one who is called the Cowherd? Why did you wake up and pretend? ”
"You...... You ......"
Mu Yun'er covered herself with the quilt, trembling with anger, "Who the hell are you!!The person who was here last night was obviously Gong Shao, where did you come from? and...... You were the one who slept with me last night??"
"Who else could it be if it wasn't me? When I came last night, you had already stripped yourself naked, and you couldn't wait to pounce on you, I can warn you, if you say that I killed you in the other way, I have proof that you took the initiative!"
The man glanced at her, rolled over and got out of bed, getting dressed.
“……”
Mu Yun'er was stunned.
The room was empty when he came last night?
What about Gong Yan?
Gong Yan just left her and threw her to a strange man?
It can't be!
Something must have gone wrong.
Last night, when she heard Gong Yan knocking on the door, she opened the door, but then ......
Afterward......
Mu Yun'er finally remembered that it was Gong Yan who knocked her unconscious!
The pale face turned even whiter.
At this moment, Mu Yun'er could not face such a situation.
So, she was slept with by a strange man last night, and all this is probably arranged by Gong Yan??
"Hey, miss, as for the money, someone will pay for you. But, to be honest, when I slept with you last night, you kept shouting about other men, which was really disappointing, next time, don't do that......"
Before the man's words were finished, Mu Yun'er grabbed a pillow and threw it hard, "Get out!
"Neurotic, you!"
The man got dressed and left without looking back.
'Bang-'
The door was closed, and at this moment, Mu Yun'er completely collapsed.
"Ahhhhh......h
She picked up everything on the bed, threw it on the ground, and fell in pain to the bed where there was nothing, crying bitterly.
Wrong, wrong, everything wrong.
She miscalculated Gong Yan's heart and God's mind.
And her mistakes cost her enormously......
Why? Why did you do this to her?
She just wants to be with Gong Yan, why did she become like this......
What is there about her that is not as good as Gu Yihuan?
Why hurt her like this??
Mu Yun'er clenched her hands, clenched them into fists, and gritted her teeth.
It shouldn't be like this!
She shouldn't have gone through this!
Now, even if she wants to be with Gong Yan, it's impossible......
She was divorced, and she slept with other men during this time period, which was caused by Gong Yan herself.
All this has shown all his attitudes......
"Heh, hehehahaha......"
Mu Yun'er smiled and cried, her eyes mixed with hatred. "Gong Yan, you are still so ruthless. It's the same as it was at the beginning!"
However, she was not reconciled.
She didn't understand why Gong Yan did this to her!
She loved him so much that she would stop at nothing to get back to him.
But all this, what has changed?
Now, she feels that she really needs to ask in person, even if she wants to die, she will die clearly!
Thinking so, Mu Yun'er wiped away the tears on her cheeks, got up from the bed, put on her clothes, and walked out of the hotel.
At this time.
Gong Group.
Because of Li Xiru's banning, early in the morning, he needed to go to the company in person to deal with the public relations crisis.
After all, Li Xiru is a movie queen, saying that if he is blocked, he will be blocked, and there is no reason, it will definitely cause a lot of storms, and he, as the president of the company, needs to make a decision and let his subordinates implement it.
When he finished the first meeting, suddenly, Fan Yue walked into the conference room, and after saying something in his ear, Gong Yan's eyes became deep.
"Boss, do you want me to turn her down?"
Fan Yue frowned and asked.
Gong Yan thought for a while, "No need, I'll go see her." ”
There are some things that still need to be explained clearly in person.
After all, that woman is different from Li Xiru, they have been together and loved each other before.
Lounge.
Before Gong Yan pushed open the door, he could already hear sobs in the lounge.
When he walked in, Mu Yun'er's depressed and embarrassed appearance came into view.
"You're here!"
Gong Yan stepped forward calmly, expressionless.
Hearing this, Mu Yun'er came back from her sadness and slowly raised her head, she looked at the familiar and strange man in front of her, and her heart was like a knife.
"Why?"
She choked up, tears glistening in her eyes.
"You took an aphrodisiac last night, and if there was no man, you would have died. ”
Gong Yan sat on the chair opposite her, his voice calm and unspeakable.
"So you just sent me to another man's bed?"
Mu Yun'er looked at him puzzled.
Gong Yan avoided her gaze and sighed, "You took the medicine, there is no other way." ”
"And what about you? You're a man, why? Why didn't you save me last night?"
Mu Yun'er asked.
Hearing this, Gong Yan tugged at the corners of his mouth, "Yun'er, you know that I am a man with a family and a wife, it's ridiculous for you to say that." ”
"But it's ridiculous that you're doing that!!"
Mu Yun'er's voice couldn't help but increase, and her emotions instantly became excited, "Gong Yan, you know that I love you! Why do you do this to me!"
"You did it yourself! I didn't force you to take an aphrodisiac. It was you and Li Xiru who designed it and wanted to frame me. I was forced to make this decision. Now, you have ended up like this, you have suffered it yourself, and you can't blame others. ”
Gong Yan's attitude suddenly became much more indifferent.
Looking at the man in front of her, Mu Yun'er suddenly realized for a moment that she didn't know him.
It's horrible......
It's horrible......
This man she once liked and was about to go crazy actually said these words to her......
"Gong Yan, have you ever loved me?"
Mu Yun'er looked at him, her eyes no longer full of love as before.
"Loved. ”
Gong Yan replied expressionlessly.
"Really?"
Mu Yun'er didn't believe this answer, she sneered, and asked again: "Then if one day, Gu Yihuan and I do the same thing, will you bear to let her go, will you bear to send her to another man's bed?"
“……”
Gong Yan was stunned.
He had never thought about it.
Now listening to Mu Yun'er say this, he suddenly realized that it won't!
He wouldn't allow her to leave him, let alone any man touch her.
It's possessiveness, but it's also love!
Silence is already the best answer.
When Mu Yuner got such an answer, her emotions were completely out of control.
She got up from her chair and asked loudly: "Why do you say you loved me? If you love me, why didn't you stop me when I left? If you love me, why didn't you come to me after I left? If you love me, why did everything happen today? Gong Yan, I only now realized that for so many years, we have been lying to ourselves! You have never loved me, and I, for so many years, have all been ruined by you! Are you worthy of me?
“……”
Mu Yun'er's words seemed to give Gong Yan a heavy blow to the stick, completely waking him up.
However, even though he realized that he did not love her, he did not agree with the love she said she had for him.
Gong Yan coldly lifted his eyelids to look at her, and asked: "You say this about me, why aren't you like this? If you loved me at the beginning, would you leave me? Will you find another man to marry after leaving me? Mu Yun'er, from beginning to end, all you love is a superior life and a man who can make you decent.
If your ex-husband's business didn't go wrong, would you divorce her? You left him and chose to come back to me, but you just thought I could bring you better. You just asked me if I would be willing to let Yi Huan go, and my answer was - no.
Do I know why you and I choose to let go, and I choose not to let go of her? Because I know that if I ask Yi Huan the same question, her answer will be the same as mine. She loves me, and she's willing to give up a lot of things for me, but what about you?
From beginning to end, all you love is yourself. Everyone, everything, in your eyes, is a tool to help you reach the highest peak, not worth mentioning.
So, such feelings, let me ask, why should I be worthy?"
In this world, all feelings are equal.
Even if it's giving.
Mu Yun'er will not compromise something for the sake of Gong Yan.
Gong Yan too.
So, they are not people who love each other.
It is precisely because of this that they are so embarrassed as they are now.
Hearing Gong Yan's words, Mu Yun'er felt like someone had stabbed her heart with a knife, and then slashed it one by one......
She covered her chest and raised her eyes to look at Gong Yan, with hatred in her eyes, "But even if you didn't love me, how could you ruin me?" Do you know how I felt when I woke up in the morning and saw a strange man lying next to me?"
"You're not in a position to question me here. ”
Gong Yan responded indifferently, "Last night, it was you who voluntarily took the aphrodisiac, and it was you who pushed yourself to a dead end. Yun'er, I once gave you a chance. I didn't care about Gong Xi's matter last time, but you have been unrepentant again and again, you say, what should you do to you?"
“……”
Mu Yun'er was choked and had nothing to say, tears burst out of her eyes, and she kept flowing.
"So, you think I deserve it?"
"Isn't it?"
Gong Yan asked rhetorically.
"Huh!"
Mu Yun'er suddenly sneered, "Gong Yan, Gong Yan, I have only seen your face and your indifference completely until today. I've loved you for a long time, but now...... I hate you to death! Why can you be so ruthless? Isn't it that one day, Gu Yihuan is disgusted by you, and you will treat her like this?"
"No, it won't. ”
Gong Yan replied without thinking about it: "I won't dislike her, your question is meaningless." ”
"Hahaha......"
Mu Yun'er laughed as if she had lost her mind, "Okay, what you said is good, you won't dislike her!" Okay, you have to remember what you said, you won't dislike her...... Hahahaha......"
“……”
Gong Yan watched her leave the conference room, and the laughter in his ears gradually disappeared, but at this time, he was inexplicably worried.
Is she crazy?
She wouldn't do anything to Yi Huan, would she?