Chapter 791: I Need You
Jin Zhongda walked up to Bian Baixian, who was pulled away, looked at his face with red eyes and nose but no tears, and said, "What position do you have to be angry? Uncle has put it down, why can't you let it go?"
Yes, Bian Xiuming will adopt Lu Liangren, which means that he has let go, so since Bian Baixian has picked up a cheap one and has been born, why should he be entangled in the grievances of the previous generation and can't let go?
"Heh, hehe," Bian Baixian lowered his head and laughed miserably, and suddenly pointed at Jin Shichang and yelled: "You don't want me to be born, the two of them even gave birth to me and ignored me, I really don't understand why I came to this world, and I don't understand why they gave birth to me?!"
Hearing this, Jin Zhongda finally understood where Bian Baixian's heart knot, sighed for the Nth time in a day, walked over and put his hand on his little cousin's shoulder, but was thrown out by his body twist.
Kim Joong-dae immediately didn't take any other action, but said, "What is life? Life is to be born and live." You can't choose the first one, and no one can choose the latter one for you. ”
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On a small hillside near Jin's house, below the hillside is the training ground of the military headquarters, and some recruits who have only been in the army for a few months are doing physical exercises, and the slogans are loud.
Bian Baixian sat alone on the hillside, dragging the withered yellow grass roots in his hands, breaking one and throwing one at a time, and then throwing another one.
Kim Joong-dae and Lu Liangren stood in the distance and watched him vent.
"Oh, you shouldn't have said that. Lu Liangren said.
Jin Zhongda: "Don't say it, do you want him to pour all his anger on his grandfather?"
Lu Liangren frowned and lowered his voice: "But this kind of vain is so pitiful." Then he thought about it, and said, "You said that if I go over and let him scold me for two words of relief, will he be in a better mood?"
Jin Zhongda couldn't cry or laugh when he heard this, so he hurriedly stretched out his hand to grab her, and said helplessly: "Eldest sister, don't you think nonsense, okay? And what he wants at this time is not comfort, but need." ”
Need?...... Lu Liangren's eyes widened in confusion.
Jin Zhongda saw that she didn't understand, so he could only explain again: "There is a kind of happiness called 'being needed', only the person who is needed has a way forward in his heart, and the reason why I dared to hurt him unscrupulously just now is because I know that someone can give him this kind of happiness." ”
As he spoke, he gently pushed Lu Liangren behind his back: "Go, eldest sister, tell Bian Baixian that he is not superfluous, there are still people in this world who need him, regardless of identity, family background, or bloodline, they simply need him as a person." ”
Go ahead.
With your thoughtful hands, pull him back into our world once again.
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"The ......"
"Shut up. ”
"It's ...... me"
"Go away. ”
"...... for nothing"
"Shut up, go away, I want to be alone and quiet, don't you understand!"
Lu Liang looked at his younger brother from behind in horror, and saw that the gloomy aura on his body seemed to have become thicker, almost materializing, like a formed black hole, enough to engulf all light.
But the next second, she smiled, and then walked over to him and sat down.
Lu Liangren sat very carefully, and he didn't even touch the corner of Bian Baixian's clothes, but Bian Baixian was still angry, and said angrily: "I always suspected that your ears were just decorations, I said I wanted to be quiet, don't you understand what this means?"
Lu Liangren raised his head and looked at the clear sky above, and said slowly: "Baibai, do you know? In the past, the two of us quarreled, and every time I told you that I wanted to be quiet, in fact, I wanted you to stay more than ever." ”
Bian Baixian was stunned, subconsciously turned his head to look at Lu Liangren, and after half a sound, he sneered: "Do you think I am you?"
Lu Liangren knew the meaning of Bian Baixian's words, and explained: "I know that you are not me, I just want to say that even when I want to be alone and quiet, I still need you." ”
Bian Baixian snorted again, and was about to stab her twice, but heard Lu Liangren say very seriously: "Baibai, I need you." ”
Bian Baixian suddenly closed his mouth, his expression was very unnatural.
After a long time, he slowly spoke: "Actually, I didn't lie to you, I really want to be alone and quiet, because my brain is very messy now." I remember very well that I was Nichiro Watanabe, who grew up with his grandfather, received the highest Japanese education, studied under Japan's first-class kendo masters, and in recent years, he has begun to take over the Watanabe family's business. ”
"But I was sorry for the old dilapidated house, for the shops and pedestrians downstairs, and for ...... You're all familiar with you. I always thought that this familiarity was the after-effect of using soul searching, but the funny thing is that I was shaken when I heard his words today, because I found that I couldn't remember the names of any of my Japanese classmates or friends, I couldn't remember the faces of Japanese streets, and I couldn't even remember the details of how I spent time with my grandfather when I was a child. ”
"Which one is my real world? Am I Jiichiro Watanabe or Ken Benhaku? I don't know, I really don't know, so I need time to think. Now that you understand, let's go, give me a quiet space and leave me alone. ”
Lu Liangren was stunned, and suddenly didn't know what to say.
She was accustomed to Bian Baixian's evil voice, and now that he was talking to her quietly and peacefully, analyzing his heart little by little, Lu Liangren was really not used to it.
Lu Liangren felt that she was quite cheap, this man was very fierce to her before, she felt that he must be Bian Baixian, and there was countless joy and stability in her heart.
Now that this man is talking to her well, she is also confused, because Bian Baixian will never be so gentle with her.
But in the dark, she knew that her grandfather was not lying, and this person was really her brother.
Lu Liangren's mind was in a mess, and he had a lot of ideas, but he couldn't catch them if he wanted to.
When she came back to her senses again, Bian Baixian was raising her hand to cover her eyes, not knowing whether she was blocking the sun or reality.
In a flash of inspiration, Lu Liangren suddenly thought of a good solution: "I know, you can cry! I can't cry in vain, every time he wants to cry, it's me crying." You just want to cry about something sad and see if I can shed tears. ”
Bian Baixian was instantly thundered by the fool's whimsical thoughts, and was stunned for a long time before he scolded: "Your brain is in water!
Lu Liangren was so fierce that he shrank for a moment, but soon straightened his chest and said proudly with a smile: "You are really in vain, the only person I will be so afraid of in this world is in vain, and no one else can do it, even if it looks alike." ”