Xueqi has been a very beautiful and obedient weird girl since she was a child, and I call her Qiqi by my nickname.

I call her Qiqi and she calls me papa. She treats me like her daddy.

When I first picked up Xueqi, I adopted her almost entirely for my own selfish desires. I adopted her to possess her, to train her, to turn her into a woman that I only belonged to, and I wanted to brainwash her and indoctrinate her......

Of course, I also found out later that in reality, such a situation is impossible.

Because people always have to come into contact with society, and now the media in society is too developed, television, magazines, computers, mobile phones, all kinds of media can increase people's understanding, every day on TV, computer information is so big, a person, not infected by those information, it is impossible.

Even Xue Qi is the same. As she grew up and had the ability to discriminate and learn, she also learned the difference between men and women from TV, the concept of a family of three, what love is, and of course, what is illegal and criminal, what is morality and ethics, and ...... What is**.

When I was young, Xueqi didn't understand anything, she slept with me, and at that time she would get under my armpits, her head pressed against my armpits, as if my armpits were a warm and safe harbor. At that time, my hands could caress Xue Qi's body casually, I could reach into Xue Qi's loose pajamas and stroke her flat little breasts, or I could reach into Xue Qi's loose white panties and poke her little sister with my fingers at will.

Sometimes, Xue Qi would be afraid of itching, and then giggled and used her fingers to take my hand away from her, but my hand was strong, and the ten fingers were like eagle claws, making it difficult for her to move, and in the end, Xue Qi could only not resist me, let me caress me, or gently pick her fingers into her valley......

As long as it's not winter, my fingers are not very cold, and my hands are not very strong, Xueqi will let me touch me and will not resist me. At that time, Xueqi was like a toy or a pillow for me, I could play with it casually, and that feeling was really refreshing......

When I was a child, when I took a bath, Xueqi would wash with me, I filled the water tank with water, and then the two of us stripped naked and threw them together in the warm water, the water vapor was diffused in the bathroom, and the white air was shrouded, and Xueqi's snow-white body was also looming in the white heat, which was very wonderful. When taking a bath with me, I'll let Xueqi grab my chick...... Then I taught her how to play with the pinch until mine got bigger......

At that time, Xue Qi was really ignorant. She didn't know anything, and that place of men was like a toy to her, like soap bubbles, it just made her feel new and fun, and she didn't think of going anywhere else.

At that time, I bathed with her, and she and I helped her rub her back, rub dirt, wash her hair, and apply shower gel...... She knelt in the tub with her knees bent, her thighs pressed against her calves, her hands resting on the edge of the tub, and let me rub her back.

Sometimes, when I was a little stronger, she would shout:

"Papa, lighter. ”

Sometimes, it will be called: "A little to the left...... A little bit on the right......"

Taking a bath with Xueqi is really one of the memories I miss the most and can't forget.

Of course, there is also wiping Xueqi's ass.

When she was young, Xueqi didn't wipe her buttocks, and every time she went to the toilet, she would ask me to wipe her buttocks.

"Papa, it's a big deal~~"

At that time, I would walk to the toilet with a little nervous and a little obscene, Xueqi was still sitting on the toilet, and when she saw me, she showed an innocent and sweet smile and said to me: "papa~~ help me wipe my buttocks." ”

Then I tore a few strips of toilet paper from the roll paper, and Xue Qi also grabbed the corners of the clothes with both hands, straightened up obediently, and then bent her ass forward against me, so that the whole ass was exposed in front of me. In fact, because I was afraid of the stool that was still on Xueqi's buttocks, I wiped her ass with toilet paper casually, and asked her to spray her buttocks with the lotus canopy head of the bathtub and wipe it, so that it would be completely clean.

When she smiled and asked me, papa, have you wiped it clean, I was really so simple, so sweet and cute, at that time Xue Qi really trusted me completely, she actually didn't notice it at all, at that time I was looking down at her secret little private parts.

"Qiqi, raise your ass higher, and I'll help you check if your ass is clean. ”

Xue Qi was innocent and tried to cock her ass in front of me, so that I could look at her whole ass from behind. But I still didn't see anything, and then I saw a small slit that was tightly sandwiched between my legs......

At that time, I was still in the golden age of youth, I loved fantasy, I also had all kinds of evil thoughts, and I was also full of longing for the opposite sex, and my desire was partially realized in Xueqi's body.

Actually, I know that's not right. However, sometimes, ** will still overcome my reason┅┅I will lie to her in a soft tone: "Qiqi, Dad can't see clearly, can you spread your feet a little more?"

"Hmm~~" Xue Qi would respond to me stupidly, and then split her legs to the sides, and then the middle valley stood out, so that I could enjoy her lovely scenery freely and boldly.

At that time, it was really the most exciting and nervous time for me. At that time, I really hoped that Xueqi would always be so simple and stupid.

It's a pity that she went to school. And as time went by, she knew more and more, and Xue Qi gradually knew that my behavior was actually "teasing" her, and she began to panic and be a little scared.

And by the day she turned 13, she finally stopped bathing with me and didn't sleep in the same bed with me anymore. The reason is, she grew up and began to be independent.

So we began to fall asleep. Since then, Xueqi has gradually moved away from me.

Sometimes, I wonder with fear, what if one day she leaves me?

A girl who has spent nearly 20 years with you day and night, she has slept with you, once sought refuge under your armpits, once bathed with you, once played and chased with you, once hugged by you, once ate and cleaned with you...... What would it be like for such a living girl to suddenly disappear one day?

Are the memories of nearly 20 years enough to crush you in an instant?

I often think like that sometimes, can I, who don't have many relatives, afford to lose Xueqi?

I don't think I can bear it. Because, I like Xueqi so much and love her so much. She is like a little angel who supports my life, no matter how many people I have met in my life, she will always be by my side until the end.

Some people may ask me, when I adopted Xueqi to satisfy my lustful desires, so over the years, haven't I ever attacked Xueqi?

I just want to say that the 40 G's in my computer have not been deleted so far......

Over the years, of course, I have solved problems on my own countless occasions.

Why? Because in Xueqi's eyes, I have always been a father who is admired by her, and a good father who has no evil thoughts about her.

Although I know I'm not.

But I still try to play that image.

Of course, sometimes, acting is very tiring, and sometimes, I can't restrain myself and do something almost out of line, of course, because those things have never broken the final bottom line between me and Xueqi, so here, I won't mention it much.

If anyone wants to know, I can also name a few keywords for everyone to imagine for themselves: horseback riding, leg rubbing, night raids, princess huddles, drawing and writing on the body, hiding underwear, smelling the body, etc......

There are a lot of things that I didn't write about earlier.

Those things are very dark and dirty, so I haven't mentioned them, and the only ones who know those secrets are me and Xueqi.

There were just the two of us.

I won't talk about the past, I just want to say that it is the darkest thing in my life and the most regretful.

Looking down now, looking back, I can still see the marks on my fingers that were wet with the liquid secreted by Xueqi's body.

People are really a very complex creature, thinking that they should know themselves in the world, but when they are controlled, people will also be horrified to find that they have completely changed as a person, at that time, only evil thoughts, madness, and lust are left in people's minds.

It was the summer vacation before Xueqi's junior year of high school.

At the beginning of the summer vacation, Xueqi received her ID card.

She's an adult.

Because the third year of high school is approaching, that summer vacation, Xueqi's vacation time is very short, starting from the beginning of July, there is only less than half a month, and the rest of the time is because the school is going to start early, she has no rest.

In the week of the start of the summer vacation, Xueqi received an advertising invitation from White Horse Company, and took time to shoot an advertisement for three days. Before this advertisement, Xueqi had already shot more than a dozen small advertisements and posters. Xueqi's advertising time is basically during winter and summer vacations, Spring Festivals or National Day. In fact, Xue Qi is just an amateur temporary advertising model.

Except for a small advertisement, Xueqi and I didn't do anything, everything was calm and bland.

Until Saturday of the first week of summer vacation.

That day, I went to pick up Xueqi at the mining spot, and Xueqi said to me as soon as she got in the car, Dad, I'm a little dizzy. It seems to be suffering from heat stroke.

Indeed, it was a hot day, and Xue Qi was shooting advertisements outdoors, so it was no wonder that she suffered from heat stroke. Of course, it was also the last day of Xueqi's commercial, and I took Xueqi home and said that I could cool off when I went home and ate the Dragon and Tiger Divine Pill. Don't shoot commercials in the future, you don't want you to make money.

Xue Qi said to me a little stubbornly, but I like it. And mine is just an amateur commercial, and it's not very time-consuming.

I frowned and took Xue Qi home, but what I didn't expect was that after I got home and turned on the air conditioner for a while, Xue Qi actually caught a cold, and her body was hot, although it was not a fever, the temperature was only 37 degrees 3, but she told me that it was not very comfortable.

I thought Xue Qi was cold and hot, so I asked Xue Qi to take some cold medicine and go to bed early.

At night, I turned on the air conditioner, although Xueqi had a little cold, I still felt a little hot, so I turned up the air conditioner temperature as high as possible.

But I didn't expect that I had only been lying on the bed for a few minutes, but Xueqi climbed onto my bed in a daze, lifted the quilt and got in, and said to me in a red voice: "Dad, I'm a little cold." ”

She called me Daddy.

Yes, I don't know when it started, Xueqi doesn't call me papa anymore.

Instead, call me Daddy.

I don't know when, but I think it was after I was in high school.

Xueqi said it was cold, so I turned off the air conditioner.

"Is it still cold?"

"It's not cold now. Xue Qi looked at me with some misty eyes and said. Then she closed her eyes and fell asleep under my covers. Probably because she was too tired, Xue Qi didn't go back to her bed. Instead, they slept with me. I think she slept with me because she trusted me, and it was like a little girl being spoiled and trying to find someone to lean on and hug.

It only then occurred to me that Xueqi seemed to have not slept with me in years.

Since she was 14 years old, it seems that Xueqi has not slept with me a few times except when she is sick or in the winter.

At that time, I was really emotional, since Xueqi slept with me, I didn't object, so I turned off the air conditioner and TV, only turned on a faint desk lamp, and slept opposite Xueqi.

At that time, Xueqi and I slept in a quilt, close to each other, I was opposite her, her eyes were tightly closed, her black thick beautiful eyelashes were slightly curved, the lovely white and tender double eyelids gently covered the big eyes, and the white jade-like smooth and delicate face seemed to be creamy, clear and tender, and it seemed that the water could pop out if you flicked it.

Xue Qi bent her fists, her pink lips opened slightly, and the hot and humid aroma exhaled from her small nostrils blew on my face, and then slid down my cheeks to the earlobes on both sides, making my whole face warm.

I looked at Xue Qi's quiet face in the dim light.

At the age of 18, Xueqi has really become a big beauty.

She's really beautiful. Prettier and more beautiful than any other woman I've ever seen in my life.

I stared blankly at Xue Qi, I hadn't been so close to her in a long time, let alone so close to her body.

My heart began to beat violently, I felt my mouth dry, and the ** that had been suppressed for many years was actually ready to move again at this moment, on this night.

I felt that I was looking at Xue Qi's peerless face, my eyes slowly moved down her nose, slid over her round white chin, slid over the white jade neck, and then I saw Xue Qi's slightly bulging collarbone, like two small crescent moons.

Xue Qi's pajamas were loose, and I could see her full, not overgrown, boobs......

At that moment, my heart went crazy and I felt my body getting hot.

Especially the lower body.