189 The concubine who has no love in life
"Hui Niangniang, exactly. Xiao Mencius knelt on the ground and bowed his head and whispered: "This is what the slave heard from the eyeliner we planted in the Shoukang Palace, and it will never be wrong." ”
Concubine Jia frowned.
Besides, the concubine didn't die.
Although she couldn't remember exactly when the concubine was given death, the result was undoubtedly that she was really given death, and there was no possibility of being mistaken.
Although things have changed to a greater or lesser extent for many reasons, every change must have traces—except that the concubine escaped this catastrophe in a clean way, which made her feel too abrupt and abnormal.
Well, what happens enough to affect a person's life?
"Take a good look at what happened in Jingyun Nunnery today, the more detailed the better. She commanded.
"The minions obeyed. ”
"In particular, pay attention to who has been to Jingyun Temple today, and don't miss a single one-"
Besides, the death and life of the concubine actually don't mean much to her, in the end she is a lonely person who has no support, and when she is old, there is no possibility of returning to the palace, so even if she is good, it can't hinder her at all.
Even if she is alive, she can still have some restraint on what happened back then.
But it's not uncommon for someone who would have been damned to survive.
Over the years, although everything around her has undergone earth-shaking changes, every one of them is under her control, even if there are some accidents due to the influence of the effect, they are all small things that are not surprising, and these changes can be found.
And as Fang just said, the concubine escaped by luck, and there is no trace at all.
When things go wrong, there must be demons.
She had to find out more about it before she could rest assured—
……
Just after the hour, the heavy rain that had been brewing for a long time finally fell.
The thunder roared, and half of the rain hit the tiles and burst into a rain mist, and half of it slid down the eaves into a line of water and slid into the courtyard, accumulating into large and small puddles in the depressions.
The window paper was stirred by the wind, and the shadows of the lights cast on it swayed left and right.
Feng Jiwen sat on the drum stool next to the bed, guarding the fragile concubine on the bed every step of the way.
The rain did not stop in the middle of the night.
It wasn't until the eastern sky turned slightly gray that the sound of the rain subsided a little.
The concubine opened her eyes, and her eyes were dim, and she didn't know where she was for a while, and what night it was.
The events of last night gradually came to mind in Chaos's mind, but they only stayed before drinking the cup of poisonous wine sent from the palace - I can't remember the rest of the things.
I only vaguely remember that it seemed to be a dream.
In my dream, I vaguely saw Ji Wen's stupid girl.
She tried to raise her hand and press her temple, which was too swollen, but she realized that she didn't even have the strength to do so.
As her mind gradually returned, a question suddenly appeared in her mind, which made her startle: Is she dead or alive now?
There was a sudden slight movement above the arm through the brocade quilt.
The concubine turned her head with great effort and looked at it.
The eye was a sleeping face crooked next to her arm. The little girl with quiet features closed her eyes, and a strand of hair that fell down fell over the tip of her nose, moving lightly with the breathing between her noses.
The candles in the lampshade had already burned out, the light in the room was not bright, and when the concubine first woke up, all aspects of perception transmission were relatively sluggish and blurred, so she looked at it for a while before she saw that the person sleeping on the edge of her bed was Feng Jiwen.
Seeing that she was sitting on the stool, the blanket on her body had slid to the ground, and the upper body lying on the bed hugged her arms tightly together, and she was still shrinking her neck, obviously feeling cold, and the concubine couldn't help frowning for a while.
She turned sideways with some difficulty, and pulled half of the quilt on her body and put it on Feng Jiwen's back.
"Hmm!"
Feng Jiwen let out a dream-like movement, and a spirit suddenly sat up straight, and when her eyes seemed to be open, she shouted in a daze: "Concubine?"
In addition, the concubine was almost not frightened by her, and when she saw Feng Jiwen's expression, she only thought that she was sleepwalking in hysteria.
The next moment, she saw Feng Jiwen, who had completely opened her eyes and her hair was messy, looking at her with surprise on her face, and her tone was as excited as a child who had found her favorite thing: "Are you awake...... You're awake!"
It's just that Concubine Guo's reaction was far less enthusiastic than hers.
"Why are you here?" asked the concubine, who sat up slightly straighter and frowned.
Feng Jiwen, who was immersed in great joy and happiness, got up from the stool abruptly, and then suddenly stretched out her arms and pounced on her, rested her head on the right shoulder socket of Concubine Guo, hugged her tightly and said, "I thought I would never see you again!"
Fang was still full of joy, but now it suddenly turned into a choked tone.
The concubine could even hear her sobbing.
“……”
This is the first time she has seen Feng Jiwen cry in front of her.
Last night was so thrilling, Feng Jiwen's soul was afraid that she would not possess her body, but she did not shed a single tear.
Or don't dare to cry.
It seems that now that he finally saw the concubine wake up safely, he dared to cry with confidence.
As a result, the fragile and hypocritical side of the child was also wantonly revealed-"You don't know, I was really frightened by your appearance last night, and I was really afraid that you would be gone...... Yesterday, Mama Kodama came to me and said that you wanted to see me, but I didn't know that such a big thing would happen, so I didn't put it on my mind and rushed over in time, who would have thought that I would almost not see you! Concubine, you don't blame me, do you? I won't be so careless next time...... By the way, are you hungry? Last night you threw up in the middle of the night and fainted until you vomited, and you didn't have anything in your stomach, shouldn't you be uncomfortable?"
Listening to her crying and chattering, and even a little incoherent, the concubine should have felt a headache and impatience, but inexplicably found a long-lost but strong sense of intimacy and cherishment that can only be found between relatives from her nervousness and panic, which made her heart warm and astringent.
"You lie down first, I'll let the maid go to the kitchen to cook porridge for you, and then call Mama Yu and the imperial doctor to come and treat you——"
Feng Jiwen let go of Concubine Guo without a moment's delay, wiped a handful of tears with the back of her hand, and turned around to walk out.
"No manners, where's the veil?"
Seeing her wiping her face with her hands while walking, Concubine Guo said weakly.
When Feng Jiwen heard this, she turned around and grinned at her: "You kept throwing up last night, I and the two maids and Mama Yu's handkerchiefs were brought to wipe your face, and the maids took them to wash, and they must not have been able to do it after a night of rain." ”
Hearing this, the concubine's face turned dark, and she ordered in a categorical tone: "...... Take it all and throw it away!"
Feng Jiwen let out an "oh", turned her head and walked out, covering her mouth for a burst of silly music.
……
Mama Yu also stayed awake all night, and when she heard the news that Concubine Guo woke up, she hurriedly came to the Huaiyuan where Concubine Guo was located with Imperial Doctor Zhu sent by the palace last night.
Imperial Physician Zhu checked the pulse of the concubine through the silk silk and concluded that it was no longer in the way.
Feng Jiwen's hanging heart was completely settled.
But soon, it was brought up again......
Because this Imperial Doctor Zhu not only didn't rush back to breakfast after diagnosing the pulse, but didn't know what kind of psychology it was, he actually mentioned it with a lot of mouth: "What the concubine Niangniang drank was a broken intestine grass, which was extremely toxic. ”
Why?
Wouldn't it be nice to take all the credit for yourself to show that you are a good doctor?
Feng Jiwen looked at the Imperial Doctor Zhu, who threw down such a sentence and left with the medicine box, and didn't dare to turn around for a moment to face the concubine's expression at the moment.
"Serve charcoal ash?"
Concubine Guo, who was leaning on the pillow at the head of the bed, looked at Mama Yu and showed an unbelievable expression: "Isn't there an antidote to the broken intestine grass in the pharmacy?
She actually ate such a dirty thing as charcoal ash?
This kind of thing accidentally got on her sleeves, and she had to change her clothes immediately, and she didn't even want to brush them, for fear of getting her hands dirty.
But this time...... She actually ate it!
This is for a person with a deep cleanliness fetish...... It's better to let her die clean.
"It's not a slave maid...... Facing the questioning gaze of Concubine Guo, Mama Yu was shamefully timid, and the idea of taking the lead in taking responsibility for Feng Jiwen was also shaken for a moment, and even in order to completely remove herself from the charcoal ash incident, she did not hesitate to betray her personality and said: "In fact, the slave maid originally hinted that he and his wife could go to the pharmacy to find the antidote. Although at the time she was out of confusion.
But all she wanted to express was ...... She is not to blame for this, she is not responsible.
Feng Jiwen was completely messy when she heard this.
She wanted to cry and looked at Mama Yu without tears.
What a grudge, what a grudge, this is!
It's simply a capitalized dead friend who doesn't die poor...... Is it really okay for people to do this?
"Concubine, I think...... Peace is the most important thing. What do you think?" her tone was full of hesitation and emptiness.
She admits that she was not smart, and that she was only scared in that situation, and she didn't understand what Mama Yu said about the pair of jade cream and perfume that were placed in the pharmacy, just to imply that she could go to the pharmacy to find the antidote.
But IQ is not something she can control!
Who wouldn't want to be smarter?
"......" The concubine was speechless, but her facial expression revealed her extremely painful heart.
If she heard from Feng Jiwen that she vomited all over her face last night, and her whole person had been in a kind of torment, then after she heard that she had taken charcoal ash unconsciously, she was basically loveless.
There was an unspeakable silence in the room.
I don't know how long it took, but Concubine Guo finally opened her mouth.
"Yu'er, bring the brazier out. There are also incense burners, all of which are placed farther away. Her tone was weak and weak.
"Yes......"
……
In the next two hours, Feng Jiwen stayed in the Huaiyuan under great pressure to listen to Concubine Guo's various admonitions.
It seems that compared with the charcoal ash incident, what made the concubine more unhappy was that she took the initiative to sneak into Jingyun Nunnery to prevent her from taking poison and committing suicide.
Although the severity of the whole incident has changed due to subsequent developments, in the eyes of the concubine, Feng Jiwen's actions have always been unforgivable.
Feng Jiwen knew that the concubine was so angry that she was not afraid that she had delayed her suicide, but that she was afraid that she would be involved, so she didn't feel wronged at all when she admitted her mistake, and only wanted to make the concubine angry.
Although she misrecognized it more than a hundred times, the concubine looked stunned and couldn't get rid of her anger at all......
Feng Jiwen couldn't help but reflect on herself whether it was the wrong way to admit her mistakes, or whether she didn't seem sincere enough.
But if you step forward and hug the concubine's thigh and cry bitterly now, it will obviously be too late, on the contrary, it will look hypocritical and artificial, and maybe it will add fuel to the fire.
Hengzhu couldn't think of a way to make the concubine discourage, so Feng Jiwen simply gave up.
Many things will fade when you put it aside, and what the concubine needs may just be time......
She must have said something else.
"Concubine, what happened last night?" Taking advantage of the fact that one of the two maids went to the kitchen to boil medicine, and the other went to feed Jingxue, Feng Jiwen took the opportunity to ask the deepest doubts in her heart, and said as tactfully as possible: "You and the palace ...... Is there something wrong with it?"
In other words, the concubine has committed some untouchable taboo.
The people who can make the concubine and Mama Yu have no room for resistance, and can only be willing to take poison, are actually very small.
There are only a few people with such power.
And later, a group of plainclothes guards came to stop them, and brought the imperial doctor to treat them-
Feng Jiwen thought about it for a long time and couldn't figure out what the intricate inside story was behind this, so she could only ask the concubine for truth.
"This matter has nothing to do with you, don't ask any more. Concubine Guo's tone was always cold: "It's all because you didn't come to Jingyun Nunnery last night." ”
Feng Jiwen hesitated when she heard this, and said, "If you don't want to say it, I won't ask more." But I want to know, can this matter be settled, and will you be in danger after that?"
She has never liked to inquire about other people's affairs, especially the affairs of the palace, if it is not related to the concubine, she will not ask.
In the final analysis, she was only worried about the safety of the concubine.
She was afraid that last night's events would happen again.
The concubine looked at her when she heard this.
====
PS: Digression series: Today Brother Liangmi went back to Dalian again, and when he called me in the car, I complained that my face would not get better, and he said it didn't matter, if I didn't mind, he wouldn't mind. I felt very relieved (although I minded) after hearing this, and couldn't help but show off my affection to my mother (a little underwhelming?), but my mother said with a cold face: "You don't mind, I don't mind." ”
I asked why.
As a result, she said: "It's good that my daughter has become like this, and I have no face when I go out." ”
Me: "???"
……
Monthly ticket thanks: Yang of the East Gate 2011, Apple Hu, Zigu Duoer, Super Nai 27, Qin Ri Nianhua, Su Jinyan_, Shaelyn, Huahua loves the pig's head, Bold Diao Ming, The Demon in the Oil Lamp, The Mid-Autumn Festival, The Spirit of the Bottle, The Quiet Kitten, QWE0362, The Spring Breeze and the Heavy Moon, The Calm Galadi, Bao Mao, I Love Me!、 Old Mengmeng, Book Friend 160527192617300, Favorite Dedication, The Color of the Flower Heart, Partridge, Momo 2199~
Reward thanks: QWE0362 (peace charm + peach blossom fan), honey meow meow (peace charm), SY1996 (peace charm ×2), I don't know what to call it 6, Leaning on the moon alone, Gu Zhong Yueming, LANazras, biting you and I am cooler, fate love33, aizaidongxue, a dull life, beautiful and greasy Gu Liang, woai4901 (peace charm), Yuan Li worry, HUANG900968 (peace charm) ~
Good night and thank you all for your support ^_^ (to be continued.) )