Chapter 10 Confession
The college entrance examination lasted for three days.
Day 1: Chinese in the morning and Mathematics in the afternoon.
On the second day, the morning is comprehensive, and the afternoon is English.
On the first day of the Chinese exam, I felt that I was not in a very good state. When it came time to take the math exam, I was even more nervous, because math has never been my strong point, plus the mathematics of the college entrance examination, it was actually several grades more difficult than usual.
Wen Zong's words, the only feeling is that time is tight, although I memorized a lot of outlines before the college entrance examination, but because I memorized too much, I didn't have time to write when I was on the spot, and in the end I had to add something to make up, abbreviated sentences, many big questions were answered in a very general way, and I don't know if the teacher will give some sympathy points.
English...... I also feel that it is not up or down, although it is difficult, but there are a lot of answers, or rather, at least the paper is filled, as for whether to give points, it is not my problem.
After more than two days of exams, I was highly nervous. Especially after the morning and afternoon exams every day, I have to go back and forth to school to feed Jiaqi. This caused me to be in a bad state, especially during the math exam, and my thinking was distracted and I thought of Jiaqi, which made it difficult to concentrate and play abnormally.
But no matter how nervous I was, whether the test was good or bad, these two days passed in the blink of an eye.
Like the countless days and nights I've experienced before.
On the day of the exam, I was in a very relaxed mood, feeling like a burden on my shoulders, a rare relaxation, and a relaxed mood, this person also became much more cheerful and lively, and I even hummed a little song in the classroom after the exam that day.
In any case, a major event that has been worrying and making me sleepless for three years has finally come to an end.
On the afternoon of the exam, a simple farewell activity was held in the class, and some of the students were busy writing the class record, some were busy answering the answers, and some were busy crying...... Emotionally cathartic.
The head teacher and the teachers of each course came, hugged the students one by one, took a group photo, laughed and said goodbye and blessings.
That kind of scene is really unforgettable and unforgettable.
Looking at the classmates smiling with tears, I suddenly felt at that moment that three years of time were over.
Whether it's joy, sadness, jealousy, or contradiction...... Looking back at this moment, it is all so dreamy, so worth recalling, and remembering it for a lifetime.
From now on, they will go their separate ways and scatter the world, and it will be difficult to meet again in this life.
That day, while I was relaxed, I was also inexplicably sad.
After the farewell party, the students began to organize their drawers and schoolbags one after another, and prepared to go home.
Although there are still a lot of books left in the school. After spending about 15 minutes packing all the books and test papers in the drawer into my bag and bag, I finally said goodbye to a few classmates who were still good friends, blessed each other, and walked out of the classroom that had brought me countless memories step by step.
Walking outside on the still bright school corridor, I let out a long breath, and every scene around me evoked memories. When I saw the gate of the school, I remembered the scene of secretly drugging in the school cafeteria back then, and now that I think about it, it is so far away.
It's been three years......
I sighed, went to the carport, put my bag in the basket, and planned to ride home.
Just as I was dragging my bicycle, a girl's voice suddenly came from behind me.
"Yang Jiandong, wait, wait. ”
I looked back a little surprised, but saw Qian Lulu standing behind me, she was wearing a pure white shirt, wearing jeans, the white shirt was tightly attached to her belly, outlining her slender body, she still had a loose black hair, but what surprised me was that she didn't wear the heavy glasses that gave people a heavy feeling today, and the bright sun shone on her face, illuminating her face so dreamy.
That was the first time I was surprised to find that Qian Lulu, who didn't wear glasses, was so beautiful.
Why didn't I find out before.
"That...... Yang Jiandong, how did you do in the exam?" Seeing me staring back at her, Qian Lulu also seemed a little shy, and hurriedly found a topic and asked.
"Uh...... It's average.,I feel that math is very difficult.,Wen Zong just has a few questions that haven't come and written in detail.。 Language: English...... That's it. What about you?"
"I don't feel like I'm doing very well in the exam. Qian Lulu shook her head slightly and said, "Others say it's very difficult." I also got a few math questions wrong. It seems that this time 120 points will not be reached. ”
"You didn't do well in math? You're the representative of our first year of high school. If you don't do well in the exam, then we don't know each other?" I said in deliberate surprise.
Qian Lulu smiled: "Where, my math is not very stable......"
Qian Lulu and I both smiled.
The atmosphere was quite relaxed.
"Well, by the way, that, Yang Jiandong, this ...... Here you go. After recovering her look, Qian Lulu hesitated for a moment, and then she handed me a small note from her hand, which was folded in half I don't know how many layers, it was really very small.
"This is ......" I was a little stunned when I took the small white note that Qian Lulu gave me.
"It's nothing...... Think of it as a memorial. That's it, goodbye. Qian Lulu seemed a little embarrassed, and her fair face had a touch of crimson.
"Okay, goodbye. I inexplicably took the piece of paper in my hand and said goodbye to Qian Lulu. After saying goodbye to me, Qian Lulu turned around and trotted briskly towards the school gate.
Looking at her back, I vaguely felt a little strange.
Qian Lulu gave me a small note, what is this for?
Don't......
Suddenly, I realized something.
I hurriedly opened the note, my hands shaking with excitement.
The piece of paper was really well folded, and it was folded several times, and because I was a little excited, I failed several times before I gently unwrapped it.
Finally, when I saw the words on the piece of paper, my mind went blank.
The word count on it is very short, just a short sentence.
But I believe I will never forget that sentence in my life:
"I like you. ”
It's Qian Lulu's handwriting.
Looking at these lines, I felt like I had been struck by lightning, almost suffocating.
The brain can't function, it can't think.
After a while, I suddenly looked up, but I saw Qian Lulu's figure, which had already been submerged in the sea of people coming and going.
At that moment, I realized that in high school, I missed another love that might have been with me for the rest of my life.
At that time, I realized that when people are young, they will always forget that what is perhaps the most important thing around them because they are obsessed with certain fixed pursuits.
Only when the youth is at the end of the year will I look back, and what I see at that time is only endless vicissitudes and sighs.
To this day, I still don't know why Qian Lulu likes me.
Until then, I had never thought about pursuing a girl, let alone imagining that a girl would confess to me. At most, I'll just watch the girls with long flowing hair silently fantasize and lust, and then alone in a dark corner where no one is around.
What does Qian Lulu like about me who is introverted and withdrawn?
If I talk about this, I think I'm just a mediocre boy, and there are thousands of boys who are better than me just by their faces. I'm not good at sports, and there are a lot of boys who play basketball better than me. I'm introverted, quirky, and occasionally a little obscene, and my favorite thing to do is to sit silently in my seat after class, looking at the scenery outside the window and quietly in a daze.
Unless, she likes the way I look when I'm in a daze?
How is that possible.
Even if there are fewer boys in the small class of liberal arts. But Qian Lulu may not like a masturbation man like me.
Later, I could only tell myself.
Maybe you don't need much reason to like someone.
Just like I can't do without Jiaqi, Jiaqi also depends on me and can't do without me. I would be so reluctant to give up on her simply because I had been with her for too long. She would depend on me, and only because I was the first to enter her young inner world.
Perhaps, the same is true for Qian Lulu.
The acquaintance of the first year of high school, to the front and back tables of the third year of high school. In the past two years, from meeting to acquaintance, perhaps, because I am at the front and back table with her, and every time she turns around, the first thing she sees is me, so the inadvertent joke, a certain conversation, or a casual heart-to-heart exchange are all building an invisible bridge.
Maybe that's it.
Of course, the truth, I will never know.
I still keep Qian Lulu's note, and I carefully hide it in the deepest part of my cabinet.
I will save it for the rest of my life.
And since the farewell on the day of the college entrance examination, I have never seen Qian Lulu again. I only learned by chance from others that her performance in the college entrance examination was a little abnormal, and she originally wanted to go to Fudan University, but later went to Shandong Ocean University.
Other than that, there was no more news.
I don't know what happened to her, or where she went.
In this way, she and her note have since become my most precious memories of high school. It has also become the most undecipherable mystery of my adolescence.