"Su Qingzhi, male, 36 years old, from Long Yu County, Ha Lok Province, was sentenced to 8 years in prison in 2007 for intentional injury, then behaved well in prison, commuted his sentence by 3 years, and was released in June 2012.......

Aunt Liu of the neighborhood committee held a stack of A4 paper printed out of the file, pressed the elevator on the 11th floor of Block A of Tomson Villa, and then lowered her head and continued to look at the file of this "labor prisoner" named Su Qingzhi.

Today is the 30th Chinese New Year's Eve, and Aunt Liu spends the whole day "visiting villages and households" to send the party and the government's earnest care to those who have experience in labor reform.

Jingle Bell –

The elevator stays on the 11th floor.

This residential building is a two-staircase, two-family structure, with A101 on the left and A102 on the right, and she rang the doorbell of A101 directly.

The man who opened the door was a man in his forties and fifties, somewhat similar to the photo of Su Qingzhi on the file, and Aunt Liu guessed that this person should be his immediate family, so she asked: "Is Su Qingzhi at home? I am from the community neighborhood committee." ”

The man hurriedly let her into the house and said, "I'm Su Qingzhi, you're Aunt Liu, right?"

When Aunt Liu heard this, she couldn't help but be stunned, could it be that the information provided by the file was wrong?

She hurriedly glanced down at the black and white photo on the file, then looked up at the person in front of her, and carefully compared the two before she was sure that he was himself.

"Aren't you 36 years old this year, how can you ......"

The man in front of him was hunched up, with silver-white hair on his temples, and his skin was wrinkled like poplar bark, and he didn't look like a man in his thirties.

Su Qingzhi smiled and took over the conversation: "How do you look like 46 years old? My actual age is indeed 36 years old, but I look old...... This is my ID card, you can verify it, the person must be me, please rest assured. ”

He handed over his ID card and household registration booklet, made a cup of tea for Aunt Liu, and sat straight across from her, waiting for the care and greetings from the community.

"Are you married?" Aunt Liu took a sip of tea.

It was already dark outside, and she was in a hurry to go home for the New Year, so she didn't greet politely, and went straight to the point.

Su Qingzhi replied truthfully: "No." ”

Aunt Liu frowned: "Why don't you get married yet? Do you have any opinions about the party and the government? The state has liberalized the two-child policy and encourages childbirth, you have to actively respond to the call, if everyone is like you and does not get married and have children, how can our country still carry out construction?"

Su Qingzhi had a big head for a while.

Since the death of his wife Zhang Yixin nine years ago, he has not remarried, who would have thought that this has become a "stain" on his life that he can't erase.

"I am actively working to solve the problems of my personal life in 2018, and I resolutely respond to the call of the state to contribute to the modernization drive, not to create problems for the party and the government, and at the same time accept the supervision of the people. Su Qingzhi said righteous words.

Aunt Liu nodded, her attitude of admitting her mistakes was not bad, it seems that the ideological transformation over the years has been fruitful, which has enabled him to return to the embrace of the masses from the beginning of detachment from the masses and confrontation with the masses.

"What do your parents do?"

Aunt Liu is a person with a serious work attitude, and the warmth must be sent to the place, relatives and friends are the objects of "care", and no one can be missed.

"Mom, Dad...... It's been several years since he died. ”

Su Qingzhi's thoughts flew back to when he was 27 years old, when his wife Zhang Yixin, who had been married for two years, died of congenital heart disease, and he was also sentenced to three years in prison for intentionally injuring people.

The misfortune is that the wealthy businessman he injured in the hospital has a background in gangsters, and the other party has enough connections and forcibly commuted the sentence from three years to eight years.

The daughter-in-law's bones were not cold, the son staggered into prison, Su Qingzhi's mother was almost blind from crying, and on the way to visit the prison, she was hit by a speeding car, and then ran over by the truck behind her, and died on the spot.

Unable to cope with the devastation of his family, his father drank heavily and anesthetized himself, freezing to death in the winter of his second year in prison......

After investigating the family background, Aunt Liu focused on his work and study, but fortunately, Su Qingzhi was prepared, sorted out and printed out his work resume, and submitted his detailed information as if a primary school student was being checked by a teacher for homework.

Su Qingzhi, currently the marketing director of Shanghai Fengke Chuangxin Technology Co., Ltd., is mainly responsible for customer maintenance in East Asia, Japan and South Korea and other regions, with 37 people in the marketing department......

Half an hour later, Aunt Liu, who had completed the task of sending warmth to the community, stood up and prepared to leave.

Before leaving, she habitually said the mantra: "Your performance this year is qualified, but you can't be proud, let alone relax the transformation of your thinking, the party and the government will never give up a good person, nor will they forgive a bad person......

Seeing off Aunt Liu, it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening, and the sound of firecrackers came from afar, and the fireworks in the sky bloomed with colorful beauty.

Su Qingzhi began to cook dumplings, and after eating this bowl of Chinese New Year's Eve rice, he turned on the TV to watch the Spring Festival Gala, and turned up the sound to the maximum.

It's just that the louder the voice, the more the loneliness in my heart can't be discharged.

He turned on all the chandeliers in the room, held a white rag in his hand, and hunched over, looking down to inspect the smooth hardwood floor, hoping to find a speck of dust in some corner, so that he could finally have something to do.

Unfortunately, I searched all over the living room and bedroom, and even the study, kitchen, balcony, and bathroom were carefully checked, and the room was spotless.

Books, cutlery, tables, daily necessities, and clothes in the cupboards, etc., were all in order, and the room was so harmonious that he really had nothing to do.

Su Qingzhi was vaguely disappointed, returned to the bedroom in a daze, and then poured out two pills from the white pill bottle, and was about to swallow the water when he suddenly remembered something.

There are only the last two sleeping pills left at home, so if you eat it tonight, what will you do tomorrow night?

"This damn insomnia......" Su Qingzhi scolded secretly.

He eventually swallowed all two sleeping pills, and now he has developed a resistance to these drugs, and eating two pills is not very effective, and eating one pill is equivalent to eating it for nothing.

When I was going to sleep, I glanced at my phone, dozens of New Year's greeting text messages, and I didn't bother to reply, I was about to turn off the phone and called.

"Uncle, are you sleeping?" said a gentle woman's voice on the other end of the phone.

Su Qingzhi's "um" was a response.

The woman said, "I want to hear your voice, so that I can sleep soundly...... By the way, I wish you a happy new year. ”

Su Qingzhi said: "If it's nothing, I'll hang up first." ”

The woman said three "don't" words in a row, and finally mustered up the courage to confess: "Su Qingzhi, I like you, I want to marry you, please don't reject me again!"

After turning off the lights, Su Qingzhi closed his eyes, and his breathing was a little disordered.

The woman's words were like a stone, causing a ripple in his Gujing Wubo's heart, but as soon as this sprout wanted to take root and sprout, it was forcibly cut off by him.

He is already a person who has gone to the grave with half of his body, and he is destined to be lonely and helpless in this life, what is it to be entangled with a little girl who has just graduated from college?

The two sides are not on the same channel at all.

Twenty minutes later, Su Qingzhi began to toss and turn again, and the two sleeping pills had no effect after all.

He opened his eyes in pain, insomnia stopped, his tinnitus became more and more serious, and some strange sounds always echoed in his ears, like Zen sounds, as if he was calling.

At three o'clock in the morning, Su Qingzhi fell asleep groggily, this time his ears were very clean, and he didn't hear strange sounds, but he began to dream again.

In the dream, he felt that his body was getting lighter and lighter, and finally his soul broke free from the shackles of his body and flew into the distant sky, his wife and parents were waving to him, and the family was happy......

If there is an afterlife, cross me, can you?

If there is an afterlife, do not bear it, this life.