"Yan Yan?...... Why are you here?" I was really shocked to see Tang Mengyan who suddenly appeared in my hospital room, I didn't expect her to come to see me.

"Boss......" Tang Mengyan screamed, and suddenly rushed towards me, crying loudly when her head entered my arms.

I was a little surprised and asked Tang Mengyan what happened.

Tang Mengyan just cried, beat me while crying, and said some vague words, I comforted her to calm down, say it well, and make it clear, but Tang Mengyan was very emotionally abnormal, and her words were not clear until I comforted me repeatedly and finally stabilized my mood, and I knew what was going on.

Tang Mengyan told me that she learned the news an hour ago that Zhang Yang had become a deranged dementia due to brain damage and nervousness.

I gasped, just looked at Tang Mengyan fixedly, didn't speak, but my mind was blank for a short time.

Tang Mengyan cried again as she spoke, and it took a long time to finally return to normal.

I didn't say anything.

I can probably know Tang Mengyan's thoughts, after all, Zhang Yang has always been sincere to Tang Mengyan and has not done anything wrong to her, and now Zhang Yang has become paralyzed, which is definitely a huge blow to her.

But what about me? I may have felt a little ripple in my heart, but that's about it.

I have never had any good feelings for Zhang Yang, even now when I hear the news that he has become paralyzed, I am shocked for a moment, but I have no more emotions.

After Tang Mengyan calmed down a bit, she sat down at the head of my bed, her long black hair hanging quietly on her shoulders, and her loose pajamas outlined her charming figure.

Tang Mengyan looked at me with red eyes and said, "Boss, I know you hate Brother Zhang Yang very much, but he is really just my brother......"

"Brother, don't you say he's not your boyfriend?"

I looked at Tang Mengyan.

Tang Mengyan was red-eyed, crying at me, and told me: "It's not like this, when I was in high school, he pursued me...... We've been dating for a while...... But after we were suspended, he broke up with me...... He said that he was just a gangster, and he had been a gangster all his life, and he couldn't get ahead. He said I was a good girl...... Unlike him, he didn't want to delay me. He told me that he would be satisfied with just being my brother in the future. He also said that he would always protect me until I found my real boyfriend...... And then leave me ......."

Tang Mengyan almost cried and said this, and after listening to it, I only felt as if I had been poured vinegar in my heart, which was very unpleasant. It's like a block, and it's stuffy.

Wang Fatzi told me about Tang Mengyan and Zhang Yang's past, originally I thought Tang Mengyan's past was like that, but now, I found that I seemed to be wrong.

"Boss, I know that Zhang Yang has a bad temper and is not a good person, but he is really good to me...... It's really good. ”

I was silent, and Tang Mengyan cried.

After listening to Tang Mengyan's narration, I suddenly had a sense of sadness.

An unprecedented sense of sadness.

Because I found out that Zhang Yang really likes Tang Mengyan. His dedication to Tang Mengyan is indeed no less than mine.

Even surpassed me.

What is the limit of loving someone?

It's not that you can give her what you have, but give her what you have.

To be honest, I can actually imagine what it would be like when Zhang Yang knew what Tang Mengyan and I would be like, and I could also understand his mood at that time, at least to some extent.

Because I also have Xueqi.

I know that Xueqi and I have almost no chance of becoming a real couple, and all I can do is to guard Xueqi and be by her side until she finds her true love. I also knew that one day, Xue Qi would leave me and go to her lover's side. My identity for Xue Qi is like Zhang Yang's identity for Tang Mengyan.

Just a guardian in life.

We all know that the girl we love will leave us one day, but we still don't hesitate to give everything we can to the person we love.

Because when we embark on the path of love, we have no turning back.

can only go to the end without hesitation.

Tang Mengyan cried, and I was melancholy.

For a long, long time, I stretched out my hand, brushed away Tang Mengyan's scattered hair little by little, touched her face and said to her:

"Yan Yan, I will be good to you in the future, just like Zhang Yang did to you...... Come back and stay with me, don't go any further, okay?"

"Boss......" Tang Mengyan threw herself into my arms with red eyes, whimpering and crying.

That night, we hugged and kissed passionately in the hospital room...... Until dawn.

Of course, because the injury has not healed, Tang Mengyan and I have never broken through the last step, and we have stopped hugging each other.

That night, Tang Mengyan was surprisingly good to me, she was no longer willful, she was no longer coquettish, she no longer looked like a little girl, as if she had grown up.

She rubbed my shoulders and massaged me......

She treats me as a wife treats her husband.

That night, we fell asleep cuddling each other and feeling each other's warmth.

It's as if everything has been frozen out.

I don't know how I woke up the next day, maybe it was the morning sun that woke me up, or maybe it was the careful knock on the door when Tang Mengyan left that alarmed me.

When I opened my eyes dimly, there was no longer Tang Mengyan's dreamlike figure in the room.

All that was left was the sunshine that fell on the ground.

An inexplicable sadness suddenly rose in my heart.

I got up and looked around for Tang Mengyan's figure, but I couldn't find it.

It wasn't until I was about to call Tang Mengyan that I found a simple note.

It was full of Tang Mengyan's handwriting.

Tang Mengyan has been my secretary for so many months, and I am familiar with every word of her.

Do all girls have a habit of leaving a note when they leave?

I do not know.

All I remember is that my hands were shaking when I picked up that note.

On the note, Tang Mengyan left me words that made me regret it for the rest of my life:

Top dog.

Top dog.

Top dog.

Boss, you know what, this is the last time I'll call you Boss.

Because I'm leaving. It could be temporary, or it could never come back.

So, let me call one at a time.

Boss, in fact, I hate writing envelopes, notes, or something, and every time I see the plot of a note in a TV series, I think it's so old-fashioned. But this time, I learned to do the same. Because I changed my phone number, I don't want you to find me.

Boss, when I was with you before, you always said that I was a wayward girl, always causing trouble and helping you. Actually, sometimes I really want to help you, but I'm sloppy and stupid, and even if I try to do something for you, I will only make you scold in the end.

Maybe I'm just a stupid girl who never grows up. But, boss, I don't know why, I just like the way you frown and lecture me, I like the stupid look you have when you criticize me with a straight face every time, but when I am coquettish, you will smile and forgive me for your stupid expression.

Maybe that's how I like you. I like to see you usually silly, but when you get serious, it's quite scary.

Am I stupid?

I think I'm stupid.

So I decided to leave, because I was so stupid and willful, I know, I stayed by your side, I will always only cause you trouble, do you a disservice, I am really an unqualified assistant.

I know, boss, you like me very much, I like you too, and I really want to stay, eat by your side, and spoil you every day. But boss, you are the boss of Sanxin Company, you always have to go higher and further. I will stay with you, only with your feet, and you will be bound by me. I'm a headstrong girl, so let me go willfully.

Boss, it's a pity I didn't conceive your child, otherwise I probably wouldn't have left.

Don't worry, boss, I'm beautiful, even if I'm no longer a virgin, I can find a husband.

Even if I can't find a husband, I can be self-reliant. I've always told you that girls don't have to rely on men, they can be strong and independent.

Boss, please let me call you Boss one last time. I'm really leaving.

Maybe one day I'm not so willful, and I'll come back to you, but boss, don't wait for me, because I don't know if you wait, and in the end it may only be in vain, so you better let go and chase other girls.

Boss, you and your lovely sister have to be healthy every day, live happily and happily, I was really angry that day, I accidentally hit her, I'm really sorry for her, please apologize to Qiqi for me.

I really hope you can all find your happiness.

Boss, your Yanyan is gone, and she finally tells you a little secret: she said that if she wants to find another boyfriend, she must find someone like you.

Goodbye, Boss.

Goodbye, my stupid "husband".

Hehe.

……

Tang Mengyan is gone.

I silently finished reading the note, and then crumpled the note into a ball, eager to swallow it in one gulp.

But Tang Mengyan's handwriting seemed to be engraved in my mind, and it couldn't get rid of it no matter what.

I took the mobile phone on the bedside and dialed Tang Mengyan's number, but it showed that there was no such number.

Tang Mengyan changed her mobile phone number.

At that moment, I finally understood that Tang Mengyan was really leaving.

I finally understood why Tang Mengyan was so kind to me last night.

Because at that time, she had already decided to leave me.