Chapter 7 Intentions
When I asked this, Dad's figure froze slightly, and then his deep voice said, "Hmm." In the past few days, I went to Anhui and came back, I just finished a business, and I just took a few days off, and I will basically be at home in the past two or three days. What's wrong, what's the problem?"
Hearing my father's words, I was a little stunned, my father was actually at home for three days, so the chance of Jiaqi being discovered by him was relatively high.
My dad was at home, which meant that I had to juggle my studies and Jiaqi, and at the same time, I had to be careful that little Jiaqi, who was like a time bomb, would not suddenly attack and push me to the point of no return.
Taking into account all three situations, can I do it as a high school student with my experience in Meisha?
The most important step in my loli development plan is to hide from my sharp-eyed father, can I do it?
At that moment, I really didn't know the bottom in my heart.
"Nothing. Just ask. In the face of my father's doubts, I finally said this casually perfunctory.
"Ask?"
"Hmm......" I mumbled and fell silent.
Seeing my silence, Dad didn't ask much, and then, he went into the kitchen to wash dishes and brush chopsticks, while I watched TV in the living room for a while, but I thought that Dad could go out early, so that I could go to the underground warehouse to change Jiaqi's diapers, but unfortunately in the end Dad didn't leave at almost 1:10, but watched TV with me, and it seemed that Dad wouldn't go out today. In the end, the time was about the same, so I had to give up the idea of going to the underground warehouse again, prayed in my heart that Jiaqi would not be discovered by her father, and then rode the bicycle in front of my house and went to school.
The afternoon I spent at school was extraordinarily long, and I kept wondering if Jiaqi would be "accidentally" discovered by my father. For example, Dad suddenly wanted to clean the underground warehouse and found Jiaqi, or Jiaqi suddenly cried and was heard by Dad who happened to go to the underground garage.
All sorts of absurd and terrible thoughts kept circling in my head, and I couldn't rest all afternoon. At that time, I wished I could teleport like in a science fiction movie, and be able to go back and forth between home and school in an instant.
I tossed myself around all afternoon, and in the evening I pedaled home again.
As soon as I entered the house, I was stunned.
Because I saw that there were three cars parked in the garage on the ground at home, and one car was parked at the door.
There are so many people in the house.
Seeing this scene, I was shocked again.
The more people in my family come, the greater the risk for me.
The first thing I did when I saw the car parked in the garage on the ground was to go to the underground warehouse to check on Jiaqi's plot, and when I entered the first floor of the underground garage, I was frightened because I clearly heard the baby's cry, fortunately no one in the underground garage had ever come to park, otherwise I am sure that anyone would have heard Jiaqi's cry.
At that moment, I really hated Jiaqi's crying, why was her crying so penetrating, why did she keep crying?
Sneaking into the underground warehouse, I repeated the noon action to feed little Jiaqi, and then took out the layer of stinky diapers that had turned into a paste inside her little pants, wrapped the stinky diapers in toilet paper, and then boiled water to simply replace her with new diapers. The new diapers I took out of my bedroom and hid them in my bag before I left the house at noon, for this time.
After feeding and changing into new diapers, Jiaqi stopped crying, and I was also relieved, sitting on the shabby sofa in the underground warehouse and panting.
My dad is at home these days, and it seems that I am really busy.
After Jiaqi stopped crying, I went out of the underground garage again and walked into the house.
As soon as I entered the house, I heard the sound of men's laughter and the collision of mahjong.
I just saw my dad playing mahjong in the living room with a few uncles I knew well, and he seemed to be playing quite happily.
My dad is a very fond of playing mahjong, and he likes to call his friends to play mahjong when he has free time, and he plays it from morning to night.
Everyone should know that when playing mahjong, the noise is very loud, and the sound of mahjong crackling and colliding is enough to prick people's eardrums, and I thought that this could cover up Jiaqi's crying.
After signaling to my dad in the living room that I was back, I went back to my room where I did my homework for the day. Because I have been very inattentive in class these days, I suddenly found that my homework is a little unfamiliar to me, and I can't do many questions, which is a little surprising to me when I was still listening carefully in junior high school.
Turning the pen in my hand and looking at the dense questions in my homework book, I suddenly understood that if I had to take care of Jiaqi, it would be almost impossible to do well in my studies.
If this continues, sooner or later I will abandon my studies.
The thought of this made me break out in a cold sweat. My dad attaches great importance to my studies, although the family is not very short of money, and I don't need to worry too much about not being able to find a job in the future and not being able to afford a house and a car, but because my grades are okay, my dad has always warned me to study hard, and I will have some success in the future, and it is best to get into a prestigious university, and even he can support me to go abroad. Of course, I didn't think about going abroad, because although I had some expectations for the new environment that I was not familiar with, I was more afraid.
With my father attaching so much importance to my studies, if my grades are too bad, then I will definitely break his heart, and I will even be scolded by my father.
It can be said that if I don't get good grades at the beginning, then I don't have to feel too much pressure for my father's words, but the problem is that my grades are okay now, and because my grades are okay, I can't regress much, so my academic pressure is even greater than that of poor students.
Thinking about it like this, I felt heavy, took out a few textbooks and read them myself, and I wanted to make up for the content I had missed in class.
But I didn't understand much after watching it for a while.,It seems that what I didn't listen to in class can't be completely made up by making up for it casually after class.,I don't have the super talent of those so-called self-taught perverted students.。
Especially in physics and mathematics, there are many formulas and equations, and it is really difficult to understand them just by reading textbooks on your own.
This really doesn't work, it seems that I have to be more serious from tomorrow, and I have to hold my mind in class and not think about Jiaqi.
It's hard, though.
"Yang Jiandong!"
I was reading a textbook, but I heard my father's voice, and when I went out of the bedroom, it turned out that my father had played mahjong and asked me to go to dinner.
When I went downstairs, my dad took me to a nearby hotel to have dinner with his uncles, who were playing mahjong.
Although these uncles all know me, I am still a relatively timid person, and I am not very good at talking when there are many people, so after a meal, I basically say a few greetings such as hello uncle.
And Dad had a good meal with those partners, and had a few glasses of wine.
From their conversation, I know that they are going to play mahjong again tonight until late at night.
It's actually a good thing for me that my dad plays mahjong all night, because then he won't be able to focus on anything other than mahjong, and I can have time to go to the underground warehouse area to take care of little Jiaqi while my dad is playing mahjong.
That night, my dad was playing mahjong in the living room on the first floor, while I was reading in my room.
Generally speaking, I should feed Jiaqi every three hours or so, and it is okay to delay it for a while, but not too long, otherwise it will affect Jiaqi's body.
At about 8 o'clock, I secretly went downstairs and went to the underground warehouse, where I read until about half past nine, and then went back to the bedroom after feeding Jiaqi.
One of the things that was very troublesome when my dad was at home was that every time I fed Jiaqi and changed her diaper, I had to run from the bedroom on the third floor to the underground warehouse, which was not only troublesome but also easy for my dad to find. What's more, I'm still a high school student, because I have to get up early the next day, generally speaking, I should go to bed on time at 10 o'clock, otherwise it will be difficult to get up the next day, but in order to feed Jiaqi, I have to go downstairs in the middle of the night, and because there is no Jiaqi's cry to remind me that it is impossible to get up at two or three o'clock in the middle of the night.
As a result, it was difficult for me to guarantee that I would be breastfeeding Jiaqi.
It might be fine to feed less than once a day, but I can't imagine what will happen to Jiaqi in the long run.
This question bothered me for a long time, and that night, I spent all night in my room thinking about how I could get up in the middle of the night to nurse Jiaqi without being found out by my father when he was at home.
It's just too difficult.
I couldn't have brought Jiaqi to my room, even if I could hide her in the cupboard, Jiaqi's crying would definitely be heard by my father, who was sleeping on the second floor, and I would have been exposed.
What should I do? It is certainly unrealistic to bring Jiaqi to my room to feed. Unless......
Unless I sleep in an underground warehouse?