The first session in the morning is an English lesson.

Because he stayed up all night in the Internet café last night, Su Qingzhi was sleepy, but Lin Shuying, who was at the same table, was not there, and he didn't dare to sleep blatantly when no one looked at the wind, so he switched seats with the squad leader Liu Weijie.

"Help me watch the teacher, I'll sleep for a while. He is quite familiar with Chu Xin, and there is no need to speak politely.

Chu Xin's beautiful eyelashes frowned without a trace: "You went all night last night?"

Su Qingzhi did not deny it.

He opened his English textbook, spread it on his legs, and fell asleep with his forehead resting on his arms.

Teachers come from their school days, and they are familiar with the common small actions in the classroom, and those students think they are seamless and can't hide their eyes.

Meng Xiuyi soon noticed Su Qingzhi's abnormality, but he didn't say anything.

Liu Weijie was indignant: "This guy is engaging in privileges. ”

Chu Xin smiled and didn't say anything.

The third period was a Chinese class, Su Qingzhi didn't dare to be too presumptuous, cheered up, and listened to a class in a daze.

At the end of class, Lin Shuying returned to the classroom.

Her expression was a little lonely, and she became silent, and her aura eyes lost their former brilliance.

Su Qingzhi felt that he needed to pour her a mouthful of chicken soup for the soul, so he took a draft paper and pen, and wrote on it: "People live in this world, many things are not for themselves, they want to be for themselves, and they are often quietly for others. ”

When he finished writing, he pushed it in front of her.

Lin Shuying stared at it for a moment, then wrote, "What do you mean?"

Su Qingzhi replied: "You are also an adult, you have to think twice before doing things, what can't you wait for after the college entrance examination, give up on yourself at this juncture, are you worthy of your parents who have high hopes for you?"

Lin Shuying's expression was blank, and after a while, a rebellious sneer appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he grabbed a ballpoint pen and wrote on the paper: "If they had high hopes for me, they would not have divorced!"

Su Qingzhi understood, it turned out that the little girl gave up on herself because of the changes in her family, so it was understandable.

He continued to write on the paper: "If I remember correctly, your home is not close to the school, right? The old class informed you last night that your grandmother arrived at school this morning, and who is she so old for?"

"If I were you, even if it was for grandma, you must study hard and live up to her love, and at the same time let those who abandoned you see how stupid their decisions were......"

At noon, Su Qingzhi gave half of the rice sent by Su's mother to Lin Shuying, who did not refuse, grabbed the bamboo chopsticks and ate them.

The first period in the afternoon was geography class, Su Qingzhi and Lin Shuying almost didn't sleep last night, and at this point in time, they were so sleepy that they couldn't even open their eyes, and the two of them fell asleep on the desk very tacitly.

After the geography teacher finished writing the board book, he flicked his fingers, like a flick of his fingers in a martial arts novel, and the half of the chalk in his hand flew out in the air, and it happened to hit Su Qingzhi's head impartially.

"Go outside in the sun and be sober. "The geography teacher said that the clouds are light and the wind is light.

Su Qingzhi glanced at Lin Shuying, who was still confused, and 10,000 alpacas were galloping in the green prairie in his heart......

Liu Weijie was dumbfounded and asked Chu Xin: "What's the situation?

It is said that since Su Qingzhi became a "scholar", he has slept in class not once or twice, and the teachers of various subjects have turned a blind eye to this, like today, which can be called the first time since Pangu opened the world.

What's more, Lin Shuying is also sleeping, why is he only punishing Su Qingzhi?

Liu Weijie couldn't figure it out, and Chu Xin couldn't figure it out either, but Lin Shuying understood that this was the convenience that the teachers opened the door for her after they learned about the changes in her family.

She was given special privileges.

She would love to find a place where no one was around and cry because she needed a complete and harmonious family, not preferential treatment at school!

……

……

It couldn't be more accurate to use the phrase "being in Cao Ying's heart in Han" to describe Lin Shuying now.

She came back, but her heart obviously didn't take it back, and she wasn't studying.

The bright little girl in the past has become taciturn, she doesn't memorize new concepts in her early self-study, she is absent-minded all day long, and her homework is so-so and perfunctory.

Her talking eyes had also lost their spirituality and had become dull, and now she seemed to have lost her way, not knowing why she was born and what she was fighting for.

Su Qingzhi is a person who has experienced life and death, and he will not be affected by Lin Shuying's negative emotions, he just feels sorry, at this critical juncture, if she collapses, I am afraid that she will leave lifelong regrets.

"With my current academic performance, even if I don't work hard, I can get into one or two books, and I will go to college anyway, is there any difference?"

Lin Shuying was indifferent to Su Qingzhi's persuasion, and felt like she was breaking the jar.

Su Qingzhi said solemnly: "There is still a difference between those who graduate from ordinary undergraduate schools and those who graduate from prestigious schools. ”

If it was Lin Shuying before, she would definitely be eager to ask what the difference was, but now although she also wanted to know, she didn't ask.

"I once read a book that explained very well that the difference is not the salary after graduation, nor the level of study, but a way of thinking and the standard of doing things, why do you say that?"

Su Qingzhi deliberately sold a pass, he saw that Lin Shuying listened very seriously, so he continued: "A mature person, his standards come from his heart, while most people are swayed by the environment. ”

"When a young person enters a not-so-good university, he will involuntarily lower his standards to adapt to the environment, so as to reduce the conflict between himself and the environment, and this practice may be fatal to their lives. ”

Lin Shuying's eyes blinked slightly, thoughtful.

Su Qingzhi finally said: "You will only win the pity of others by giving up on yourself like this, hurt the people who really care about and love you, and punish yourself for the mistakes of others, how stupid should it be?"

"If I were you, I would fight against the trend, and let those who laugh at you, despise you, and abandon you see that you Lin Shuying is strong and will not be easily defeated!"

After he finished speaking, he took up his pen and drew the stave on the scratch paper, and after he finished drawing, he made various syllable marks on it.

Lin Shuying blinked, and there was a strange fluctuation in his eyes.

Su Qingzhi fulfilled the promise he made at the beginning and wrote an English song for her, the lyrics are like this:

Trouble-will-find-you-no-mater-where-you-go-oh-oh

No-Matter-if-you're-fast-no-matter-if-you're-slow-oh-oh

The-eye-of-the-storm-and-the-cry-in-the-morn-oh-oh

Your-fine-for-a-while-but-then-start-to-loose-control

…………

"This song "Trouble-Is-A-Friend" is for you, and I hope you can get back on your feet as soon as possible. ”

Su Qingzhi looked at her, everything that should have been done has been done, as for whether she can get out of the shadows and regain her strength, her own robbery, external force is external force after all, and she can't change anything, in the end, she still has to rely on herself.