Tang Jialuo has a special identity now, and there are many inconveniences when he goes out to buy things, so he may be recognized by fans.

In order to avoid unnecessary trouble, she made a list, and Su Qingzhi only needed to go to the vegetable market and follow the map.

Tang Jialuo's cooking skills have been practiced since childhood, and he is not inferior to Su Qingzhi.

Today she made three dishes, sweet and sour loin, stir-fried yam with fungus, stir-fried lotus pond, and made a mushroom black chicken soup.

When the meal was served, she walked over with a bottle of liquor.

Su Qingzhi frowned, stopped her, and said, "Don't you drink, right?"

Tang Jialuo shook his head, looked at him softly, and his voice was sweet: "Lao Su, come and drink with me." ”

She poured a cup for Su Qingzhi first, then filled her own cup, picked up the cup and gently touched Su Qingzhi, raised her neck and drank it all.

There was a spicy sensation in her throat, and she coughed and tears flowed uncontrollably.

Su Qingzhi put down his chopsticks and handed her the napkin.

"Something?"

Tang Jialuo poured another glass and drank it all again.

Su Qingzhi looked at him quietly, without blocking or making a sound.

If she wants to say it, she will naturally say it, but if she doesn't want to say it, it will be in vain to ask.

"I have three younger sisters—"

Tang Jialuo looked at Su Qingzhi with drunken eyes, and said with a sad smile: "There is also a younger brother." ”

Su Qingzhi didn't know what she meant, so he listened quietly and didn't speak.

"When I was four years old, my first sister was born, and when I was almost a year old, I gave it away. ”

"When I was six years old, my second sister was born, and just after the full moon, I gave it away again. ”

"When I was seven years old, my third sister was born, and I didn't give it away this time, because I couldn't send it out, and no one wanted girls...... One night, I saw my dad put my third sister in a bucket and put a lid on it, and then I don't know where she was buried. ”

Su Qingzhi listened, and the hand pinching the cup couldn't help shaking.

Tiger poison doesn't eat children, let alone people?

To what extent would Tang's father be ruthless to drown his little daughter who had just been born for a long time?

In the seventies and eighties, the social concept was still very backward, and people generally believed that raising children to prevent old age and raising daughters was someone else's family after all.

Driven by this concept, there are patriarchal customs in many places.

At that time, the country had not yet begun to implement the basic national policy of family planning, so there was no need to worry about fines.

However, "poverty" is a portrayal of the whole era, and many rural families are already hungry and full, and when they have many children, they are even more hungry and cold, and they cannot afford to support them at all.

In this case, most people choose to give their children away, which can be regarded as giving their children a way out, and there are only a few people who directly drown their children like Tang Jialuo's father.

But even a few are enough to make people feel frightened.

"Sometimes I wonder why I bumped into this, how nice it would be if I had been kept in the dark, at least I wouldn't have to have nightmares when I went to bed at night, but unfortunately I didn't ......."

After Tang Jialuo finished speaking, he smiled sadly, poured another glass of wine, touched it with Su Qingzhi, and drank it all.

"I didn't want to talk about these troublesome things in front of you, but today, my dad called me again to ask for money, and asked me for money every once in a while.

"Just because I'm the eldest daughter, I have to help them raise their sons regardless of whether they live or die?

"I was sold by them when I was thirteen years old, do you know how much their daughter of thirteen years was sold for? four hundred, four hundred!"

"Speaking of which, I've long since disowned them, why are you still asking me for money?"

"My brother asks me for money when he goes to school, asks me for money when he is sick, asks me for money when he buys clothes, and asks me for money when he falls in love at school and gets jealous and hurts someone...... Why? Did they give me a penny when I went to school?"

"When they asked me for money, did they think that they would sell me to someone else a long time ago?

Su Qingzhi listened quietly and didn't interject from beginning to end.

He only knew that Tang Jialuo was not on good terms with his family, but he didn't expect that the situation in her family was more complicated than Chu Xin's family.

When Tang Jialuo was nine years old, his younger brother was born.

Tang's father and Tang's mother were ecstatic, begging for a son for nine years, and finally got what they wanted, but the price they paid was also huge.

The second and third daughters were given away, and the fourth daughter drowned, leaving only one eldest daughter.

This eldest daughter is Peugeot, smart and smart, and good at studying, if there is no son, they will definitely do their best for her to study and grow up.

It's a pity that with a son, this daughter is nothing.

When the eldest daughter was thirteen years old, her son suffered from a serious illness, and in order to raise medical expenses for her son, the two discussed and decided to sell their eldest daughter to others as a child daughter-in-law.

At that time, although the Tang family was poor, it had not yet reached the point of selling their daughter to live.

The reason why Tang's father and Tang's mother did this was that they felt that their daughter was older and would marry sooner or later, and it was better to marry late than early, so that they could waste less food on her.

Tang Jialuo was a child with his grandparents and grandparents, and the two old people liked this granddaughter in their hearts.

When they heard that their daughter and son-in-law were going to sell her to others as child brides, the two old men disagreed.

In the end, the two took out the coffin capital and borrowed a lot of foreign debts, which can be regarded as buying their granddaughter from their daughter and son-in-law.

Because of this, the old man also fell out with his two uncles, and almost died of old age.

The two old men saw that their granddaughter was studying well and had been providing for her to go to school, but because of her old age, she became ill from hard work and died in Tang Jialuo's third year of high school.

As soon as the old man left, the two uncles who had been looking at her unpleasantly resented her for killing her grandparents and kicked her out of the house.

This is also the reason why Tang Jialuo did not go home during the New Year, he was really homeless.

"When I talk about my worries, I feel much more relaxed. These things have been pressing on my heart for many years, and no one has ever said it, not even my grandparents, who are closest to me, for fear that they will worry, I have never said it......"

"But I'm also a human being, I also have joys and sorrows, and I also need to find someone to talk to, and I want to find someone to share. ”

Tang Jialuo was completely drunk, crying for a while and laughing for a while.

When she mentioned her grandparents, she cried heartbreakingly, and when she mentioned her parents and brothers, she laughed unscrupulously.

It can be seen that her hatred for her parents has gone deep into her bones.

However, for her younger brother, who had no relationship with him, she provided help within her ability more than once, which was why Tang's father asked her for money one after another.

If she didn't recognize this younger brother from the beginning and didn't give a penny, I'm afraid there would be no next troubles, after all, she was sold by her parents a long time ago.

What about the water spilled by the daughter who marries, let alone the daughter who is sold?

Su Qingzhi carried her back to the bedroom, took off her clothes and put her in the bed.

Tang Jialuo hugged his neck drunkenly, kissed him all the time, and asked in a charming manner: "Su Qingzhi, if I give birth to a daughter for you, will you not like it?"

Su Qingzhi settled her down and left the bedroom, and the sound of pots and pans suddenly came from the kitchen.

Tang Jialuo opened his eyes slowly, and the hazy drunkenness disappeared, replaced by a clear one like well water.

Listening to the sound coming from the kitchen, recalling Su Qingzhi's indifference just now, she fell into deep thought.