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"Yu'er, am I very timid, isn't it like my former self?" asked Mo Jia a little sadly.

She was really scared, she never knew she could love someone so much.

I'm afraid I'm going to lose him, I'm really scared.

Mo Jia never knew that she would fall so deep one day.

Before, she could say unscrupulously that she could leave, and she could not care about Rong An, that was because Rong An had always cared about Mo Jia.

But when Rong An glanced at Mo Jia like that today, Mo Jia suddenly felt so panicked, felt so confused, and the whole person seemed to be in a mess, and he couldn't breathe.

"Yu'er, I feel so useless, why can't I live like myself?" My heart is so uncomfortable, Yu'er, what do you think I should do?" Mo Jia said, tears slowly rolling down her eyes.

Xiao Ziyu sighed and said, "Jia'er, Rong'an has always been so good to you, if you don't want to be tempted and don't care about him, this is abnormal, but you don't want to suffer from gains and losses like this, even if you like Rong'an, you have to keep your heart, Jia'er, do you understand what I said?"

Mo Jia nodded, "I understand, I know, but I just can't do it, my heart is still uneasy until now, I want to talk to Rong An about something, but I can't open my mouth." ”

"Jia'er, don't be like this, this matter has nothing to do with you. Xiao Ziyu said solemnly.

"Whether it is Mrs. Rong's death, or Mrs. Rong's house arrest, or the break with Mrs. Rong, these have nothing to do with you, Mrs. Rong is to blame. Xiao Ziyu said firmly.

Mo Jia bit her lip, "I know, but I'm really afraid that Rong An won't be able to pass the level in my heart, and then I will put the responsibility on me, in fact, what I'm afraid of is not that he blames me, but that he clearly blames me in his heart, but he doesn't tell me, which will leave a shadow in his heart, and then slowly, step by step, in the end, we are no longer what we are now." ”

Xiao Ziyu listened to Mo Jia's worries, in fact, Xiao Ziyu could understand, and Mo Jia felt uncomfortable.

I don't know why, Xiao Ziyu didn't feel sympathy at all for the death of Mrs. Rong, and she didn't even feel sad, but she felt that Mrs. Rong was so restless even when she died, and she had to leave a bunch of troubles for others, which was really disgusting.

"Jia'er, don't think about it too much, things may not be what you think, maybe Rong An didn't think so in his heart. Xiao Ziyu comforted.

"I know, but I just can't help but think about it, mainly because the look he just gave me really made me desperate and plunged my whole body into darkness. Mo Jia was also a little distressed, probably thinking that he was too unproductive.

"Okay, Jia'er, now is not the time to think nonsense, you are fine, wait until the funeral is over. Xiao Ziyu said.

Mo Jia nodded, "Well, I know, I'm just panicked and want to find someone to talk to." ”

"Let's go back first, although we are not important people in this situation, it is not suitable to come out for too long. ”

"Good. ”

The two of them planned to go back to the upper room, but they happened to see Master Rong galloping over, he was almost running all the way, and he was still wearing court clothes.

followed by Xiao Qinghe.

Xiao Ziyu is not surprised, in addition to the relationship between the Rong family and the Xiao family, they were originally relatives.

Mrs. Rong is Xiao Qinghe's aunt, so she naturally wants to come over.

Xiao Ziyu and Mo Jia also hurriedly greeted them.

The two of them bowed and saluted.

Master Rong and Xiao Qinghe both waved their hands, "No need to be polite, get up." ”

Master Rong's expression was very rigorous, with sadness on his face, but he didn't have too much emotion, at least not like Second Master Rong's emotional collapse.

And the two of them went in with them.

How can Master Rong also be the eldest son of the Rong family, if something like this happens, it is naturally equivalent to the backbone of the main body.

Old lady Rong has always valued this son, and always feels that the second master Rong is a little cowardly, and the future of the Rong family still depends on Master Rong.

"Boss, are you back?" Old Lady Rong saw Master Rong, and this heart seemed to have returned to his chest.

In fact, Mrs. Rong's death was really a big blow to him.

Things have come to this point, and he is a little out of ideas.

Fortunately, Mrs. Rong's mother's family are all insignificant people in the imperial capital, and they are not afraid that they will find trouble.

But these things always have to be taken care of.

Counting on the second master Rong, it seems that he really can't count on it, the second master Rong himself made trouble first, which really makes people don't know what to say.

"Father, the son has come back late, ask the father to atone for his sins. Master Rong arched his hand and said.

"It's okay, I know you have official business. Old lady Rong waved his hand.

Xiao Qinghe also stepped forward and said, "Uncle, Your Majesty has already known about all the condolences, so let my uncle take care of his body and mourn smoothly." ”

Emperor Taihe is also the nephew of Mrs. Rong, although according to dignity, he does not need to come over, but he also has to show his concern appropriately, of course, this kind of care is definitely not for Mrs. Rong, his concern is just to look at the face of the Rong family.

Old lady Rong was very moved when she heard this, and nodded her head again and again.

Master Rong looked at Rong An still kneeling in front of the bed, and couldn't help but step forward and say, "Brother An, you get up, let the maid change the old lady's clothes, the coffin has just been set, and it will be sent over in a while, and the mourning hall will also be arranged, what are you doing kneeling here as a big man?"

Master Rong is obviously very calm, and he has already thought about how to deal with the funeral on the way here?

Rong An turned his head, looked at Master Rong, and sneered, "Uncle is really calm and calm, the whole family has arrived, you just came belatedly, and you didn't say kowtow to your grandmother when you came, you can already handle the funeral calmly, my nephew really admires it." Rong An said with a bit of sarcasm.

Mrs. Rong Er listened with a look of anxiety on her face, and Mrs. Rong was much calmer than Rong An.

Rong Er's qualifications are mediocre, and he can't count on it, Rong An will still count on Master Rong and Rong Cheng to support him in the future, so she naturally doesn't want Rong An to offend Master Rong.

Rong An's words were already very sarcastic, but Master Rong didn't react much, just looked at Rong An lightly.

"Brother An, I know you feel uncomfortable, but the deceased is gone, your grandmother is gone, and we are always heartbroken here, and it doesn't help, do you understand?" said Master Rong patiently.

"Yes, grandmother is dead, but why did she die?" asked Rong An with some sarcasm.

"That's enough, Brother An, don't say any more. Old lady Rong interrupted Rong An's words with a loud voice.

"If your grandmother's death is to blame, the old man is to blame, not to blame others, if it wasn't for the old man putting her under house arrest, she wouldn't have hanged herself without thinking about it, you don't have to say this to your eldest uncle, it's none of your uncle's business. "Old Lady Rong took all the responsibility on the anxious person, and he couldn't let Master Rong's official reputation be damaged a little.

Rong An nodded, "Yes, that's right, but with the death of my grandmother, all of us here really dare to pat our chests and say that we are innocent?"

Rong An's eyes were red, and his eye sockets were a little moist, but he stubbornly did not fall.

"I know, grandmother's style of behavior is very unacceptable, she is very extreme most of the time, unacceptable, but in fact, she loves us people in her heart, even I myself am tired of grandmother, I am not qualified to say you, in fact, I myself have not given up on her, these days, I have not come to see her, who of you have come, grandmother has always been arrogant, so locked up in this small courtyard, how can she stand it, but we have not thought about her feelings, even if she is making a fuss about life and death, we no one cares, no one thinks that what she said is true, we all think that she is just talkingAfter all, I've been talking about it for so many years, and I've never died, but this time, she's really dead, she's really leaving us, and she's never going to bother us anymore, in fact, we should be happy, because no one will interfere in my life!" Rong An said fiercely.

"But why am I so uncomfortable? Why?" Rong An yelled in a bit of a breakdown.

Mo Jia couldn't stand it anymore, and stepped forward and hugged Rong An, "Rong An, don't be like this, I beg you, don't be like this, I know you feel uncomfortable, but everyone doesn't want to be like this, don't be bitter about yourself, if you want to blame me, it's all my fault." Mo Jia sobbed under his breath.

He really couldn't see Rong An like this, and her heart throbbed for a while.

Rong An didn't push Mo Jia away, let Mo Jia hold him like this, he looked at Mo Jia, his eyes were very gentle, and he said softly, " Jia'er, I don't blame you, I really don't blame you, I'm sorry just now, when I just received the news of my grandmother's death, I admit that at that time, my emotions were a little out of control, I blamed you a little, but now I don't, and I don't have the right to blame anyone, because when my grandmother was under house arrest by my grandfather, I was also there, and I didn't think there was anything wrong, so her death, I, like you, I also became a bystander, and I have no right to blame anyone. Rong An said word by word.

When Mo Jia heard this, she felt very uncomfortable in her heart, it was the kind of very depressed discomfort, and her heart seemed to be cracked.

Although Rong An said that he would not blame anyone, Mo Jia understood that Rong An was even resentful of himself, and he also blamed himself for not preventing the tragedy from happening in the first place.

Mo Jia also knew that the death of Mrs. Rong would be a knot in Rong An's heart, a knot that could not be untied for a long time.

And Mo Jia didn't know what to say at this moment.

"Brother An, don't be like this, it's useless for you to do this, in fact, the old lady has gone, the old lady loves you the most when she was alive, naturally I hope you can be well, and the old lady like you won't be happy when she sees it." Mrs. Rong cried and persuaded.

Mrs. Rong knew that Mrs. Rong's position in Rong An's heart was very important, but she didn't expect it to be so important, her death seemed to have caused irreparable damage to Rong An.

"Rong An, please, don't be like this, okay?" Mo Jia really didn't know what words to use to comfort Rong An except for this sentence.

Xiao Ziyu looked at Rong An's excited expression, she didn't know why, she just felt a little sad.

In fact, at the beginning, Xiao Ziyu didn't know that Mrs. Rong would be so important to Rong An, but the fact was that she underestimated Mrs. Rong's influence on Rong An.

It may be that Xiao Ziyu is used to seeing life and death, and in the last life, her relatives left her one after another.

From the initial grief and indignation, life is worse than death, and in the end, my heart is numb with pain, although I am very sad, but when I turn my head, I still do what I have to do.

She will not bring her grief to others, nor will she be seen in her grief.

Some things are really numb after experiencing too much.

"Rong'an, calm down. Xiao Ziyu finally couldn't stand it anymore and spoke.

Rong An heard Xiao Ziyu's words, raised his head, his eyes were cold, looking at Xiao Ziyu, Xiao Ziyu could feel at the moment, Rong An blamed him in his heart, after all, things had developed to this point, Xiao Ziyu was also the initiator.

"Rong An, you can't blame the death of Mrs. Rong on others, you must know that life is your own, life or death, it is all your own choice, and it has nothing to do with others, in other words, a person who really wants to die, others can't save her, and a person who doesn't want to die will naturally try everything to live, Rong An, Mrs. Rong's death is caused by herself, and it has nothing to do with others!" Xiao Ziyu said very calmly.

Rong An sneered, "Xiao Ziyu, I just found out now that you are really cold-blooded, and if you can say such things, you are definitely the first person in ancient and modern times!"

"This is because what I say is the truth, it is the truth, and the truth is often more difficult to accept than lies, Rong An, I know that you feel uncomfortable, in fact, everyone present, the mood is very heavy, the death of the old lady is a tragedy, but she is dead, we living people should accept this fact, including you, to be honest, I don't sympathize with the old lady, because she herself does not cherish her life, if people want to live, whether in adversity or in good times, they can live, not because of a little setback, choose to give up their lives, not because she paid the price of her life, we should be for herIt makes no sense to turn against each other, to die or live, to resent each other. Xiao Ziyu continued.

In fact, Xiao Ziyu's words are very straightforward, and they are not very good, but they are also clear and clear.

Xiao Ziyun nodded when she heard this, and echoed, "Second cousin, my third sister is right, we are all very sad, but we can't complain about each other like this because we are sad, my grandmother doesn't want to see us like this." ”

Rong An smiled, "Lingya, I can't tell you anyway, I don't want to do anything, I just want to spend more time with my grandmother and want to guard her, isn't this okay?"

Master Rong frowned, "Yes, you get up first, wait until the old lady has changed her clothes and arranged the mourning hall, you can stay in front of the spirit for as long as you want." ”

Rong An actually knew that at this moment, Master Rong's approach was right, but Rong An just couldn't accept Master Rong being so calm and calmly handling the funeral.

He didn't know why these people were so calm, so calm.

He didn't know how to vent his anger and grievances.

He really couldn't accept Mrs. Rong's death, if Mrs. Rong was still alive now, how good it would be, she could live for a long time, her body was so healthy, it shouldn't be the cold, lifeless corpse now.

"Rong'an, let's get up first, let's go out for a while, and I'll accompany you to the wake later, okay?" Mo Jia persuaded in a low voice.

Rong An slowly stood up, he gently pushed away Mo Jia's arm that had been holding him, and then slowly walked out alone.

Mo Jia wanted to follow, but was stopped by Xiao Ziyu, Xiao Ziyu shook her head at Mo Jia, "Don't go over, let him be quiet alone, at this time, it won't have much effect if you chase after him." ”

Mo Jia actually wanted to follow the past, but looking at Xiao Ziyu, she thought about it, and finally gave up and didn't chase after it.

However, Mo Jia was also very sad in her heart, she was very unconfident, she didn't know what would happen to Rong An, she was really afraid.

This book was first published by Lewen, please do not reprint!