Chapter 379: Leaving as a Last Resort

The hot breath sprayed on my neck, leaned back slightly, and slowly raised his hands to hold Mu Zihan's cheeks.

Looking into her eyes, I didn't know what to say, I always felt that I was not wrong to leave, but now, my heart is full of apologies.

Thumb wiped away the warm tears from the corners of her eyes, Mu Zihan gently closed her eyes, her delicate body trembled slightly the moment her lips met, and the hands on my chest grabbed my shirt tightly.

The tip of my tongue pried open Mu Zihan's teeth, she responded to me awkwardly, the breathing of the two gradually became rapid, the fragrance of the girl lingered on the tip of my nose, and the temperature around me gradually rose.

My chest was beating violently, and I slowly put down my hands and hugged Mu Zihan, my hands swaying on her back, feeling the silky skin through the thin pajamas.

This moment, time, and space have nothing to do with us, we are intoxicated with each other's kisses, in our eyes and hearts, there is only each other, only love.

In the hot kiss, we slowly sat on the edge of the bed, fell on the soft big bed, I fell on Mu Zihan's body, kissed her beautiful eyes, her nose, and her lips......

When I was fanatically trying to remove Mu Zihan's thin pajamas, looking at her tightly closed eyes and stiff body, I slowly got up and sat on the edge of the bed, taking a deep breath to suppress my desire.

There was a sound behind her, Mu Zihan's eyes dimmed a lot, she covered her mouth with her hands, whimpered and asked softly, "Why ......?"

I leaned over and stroked her head, shook my head and whispered, "Not yet...... I have to be responsible for you......"

Mu Zihan has been sitting by my side in the afternoon, we don't have a fleshy love talk, but this afternoon is so precious to each other.

In the evening, Linda made a sumptuous dinner for me to practice, and we drank five bottles of red wine before returning to our rooms that night, and I didn't enter the game, just looked at the suitcase that had been packed next to the bed in a quiet daze.

I used to think that my heart was very small and I could only live Xiao Wu alone, but when I met Mu Zihan, I realized that a person's life is not only about loving one person.

I am pedantic, conservative, and love a woman in my heart If you don't have the ability to give her a future, then don't touch the last bottom line, which is why Xiao Wu once wanted to give herself to me but was rejected by me, until now she can never come back.

I regret that Xiao Wu didn't really become my woman in the end.

Mu Zihan, I want to be with her, but I can't bear it, she is too good, so I feel that our love is a little illusory, and the daughter of Mu's enterprise will fall in love with a poor boy like me.

I knew that if I wanted to be with her, I had to be good enough, at least, that she wouldn't suffer with me, and that I wouldn't want to possess her if I couldn't take care of her all my life, even though my heart couldn't hold it anymore, but what was left of my sanity always warned me.

……

The next day, Mu Zihan and Yue'er saw me off, and I saw Mu Zihan's eyes slightly red, she must have cried last night.

I have some pain in my heart, but I have to go, I want to create my own future, create the future I am with Mu Zihan!

After leaving the villa, I came to the new city community, which I had not returned for almost two months, and I used to live alone, which could not be regarded as a writer's home.

"Yohe~ Brother, you're finally back......"

Guazi opened the door and welcomed me in: "Your room has been cleaned for you, as before, you can live in it." ”

The air is filled with the smell of air fresheners, it seems that the melon seeds were busy for a long time yesterday, I really don't know what has become of this place during my absence, but it doesn't matter, I treat the melon seeds as if they were my own, even if they are really dirty and can't be cleaned.

Back in the room it was indeed the same as before, looking at the spotless room I smiled and said, "You weren't online last night and you were cleaning the room?"

Melon Zi scratched the back of his head: "It's just been cleaned for a while, but the living room is a little messy." ”

I shrugged my shoulders and put my clothes in the closet, and asked Melon Seeds, "Are you still living here next semester?"

Guazi thought for a while: "Look at you, if you live here, I will live here, after all, this place is much more free than the dormitory." ”

"Yes"

I nodded: "You try to help me deal with the gang's affairs in the past two days, I'm busy." ”

"That's not a matter of one sentence!

……

Guazi returned to his room to launch the game, and the Fenglin Pill that I had refined for more than an hour in the game was handed over to Brother Canghai to distribute to the various gangs of the national war.

At noon, I ordered a takeaway for melon seeds, and spent more than a hundred oceans for him to have a good meal, and I took a taxi to a nearby five-star hotel, Piaoxiang Building, which was also the place where Mu Zihan and I met for the first time, and the bloody bamboo gun made us know each other.

When I came to the reserved box on the third floor, a middle-aged couple with a seventeen or eighteen-year-old child was already waiting in the box, and I smiled and said, "I'm sorry, I'm a little late." ”

The middle-aged man hurriedly got up and stretched out his right hand: "Hello, my name is Guo Fugui." ”

I reached out and shook it: "Ye Hua." ”

At this time, the boy who lowered his head and played with his mobile phone suddenly raised his head and looked me up and down: "A lonely boat!

The boy got up excitedly, ran around the table to my side, and asked, "Are you a lonely boat?"

I coughed dryly twice and nodded slightly.

"Oh my God, can you take a picture with me, sign it for me by the way~" The boy didn't wait for me to answer, he turned on his phone camera.

I symbolically took a picture with him with a scissorhands, and then signed my ID in the little notebook he took out.

The middle-aged man looked puzzled and asked the boy, "Do you know?"

"Dad~ You don't know, he's a lonely boat......"

The boy swallowed a mouthful of saliva excitedly and continued: "Our big touch of China's virtual online game, recognized as the first in China's game area, a few days ago he killed more than 400,000 players in the world war alone, and the whole world virtual game knows his name." ”

I waved my hand: "It's so exaggerated, it's just a game, by the way, Mr. Guo, let's get down to business." ”

I asked the waiter to serve the food, and this meal cost me 3,000 oceans, but this business can be negotiated, and it will definitely not be a loss!

Guo Fugui had some admiration in his eyes, maybe he listened to the boy's words, but his expression was more serious: "Do you really plan to rent our row of storefronts?"

I smiled: "Since you're here, it's naturally serious......"