"Hmm...... Come to think of it, I don't seem to have any secrets. ”

"It's okay, you think slowly. ”

The rain stopped anyway.

"Hey, I think of one thing, I don't know if it counts. ”

"What?"

"Wangzai, let me tell you, in fact, at the beginning, I didn't particularly like strawberry flavor. ”

"Oh, what about later?"

"Later, I fooled you that you liked strawberry flavors, but in fact it was just to please you. ”

"And then?"

"Then, you always bring me strawberry-flavored milk tea from time to time, with strawberry double-skin milk, and even lollipops, you stuff strawberry-flavored milk into my mouth. ”

"Hmm. ”

"I thought you liked strawberries yourself. As I ate it, I slowly realized that the strawberry flavor was actually quite good, and I liked it more and more. ”

"Me too. ”

"Haha, I'm reminded of a lot of things from the past. ”

"For example?"

"Our homeroom teacher was fierce and didn't let us eat lollipops, saying that we were like children. One time I was in the hallway eating a lollipop while chatting with you. Suddenly, the teacher came over and scared me to take the candy out of my mouth, shove it into your mouth, and run back to the classroom. I still remember your bewildered expression at that time, it was so cute!" Chen Yixin let out a loud laugh.

"You're embarrassed to say that my teeth still hurt when they were touched. ”

"Haha, I'm sorry, I wronged you, I feel sorry for you. ”

"Hmph. ”

That night, Liu Wang forgot when he fell asleep and forgot that he had actually broken up with Chen Yixin.

Even, he almost forgot who he was.

All he was thinking about and thinking about was that girl.

He should be happy and content, because he has a smile on his lips.

How I wish we had ended up like this. No matter how many ups and downs and twists and turns you go through, as long as I can be with you in the end, it will be worth it.

I want a happy ending.

Thoughts are like a jug of wine, which grows stronger and stronger as time goes by, and I only dare to take a few sips in the dead of night.

However, after only a few bites, I was already deeply intoxicated and could not help myself.

My mind is like a drizzle in the wind, up and down, searching.

But I can't find a single you.

That night, was it a memory, or a dream?

Are the warmth that crosses the tip of my heart real?

I can't touch you through the screen, but I feel like you're right there for me. Your breath lingers on my pillow, and your whispers ring in my ears, like a dream, real and illusory.

At night, it rained again outside the window.

Liu Wang was already asleep.

No one complained about the lingering night rain, but it still fell on its own, like a silent cry, like the sound of a broken heart.

When he woke up, a ray of morning light blew away the haze and the thoughts of last night.

I'm going to forget you.

So do you.

We were just snuggling up to each other on a rainy night. When the day dawned, the clouds dispersed, and we didn't know where we were.

It was just a dream.

The mess on the table, the broken coffee cups, the black roses on the walls, and the plastic bags that were dropped on the tenth floor, these are the bleak realities.

If he could, Liu Wang really hoped that he would never wake up again and sleep in his dreams forever.

Because, there is a meter of warm sunshine, there are tall and straight broad-leaved trees, there is a path covered with fallen leaves, there is a grassy playground, there is a silent park, there is a cheerful promenade, there is a group of lovely children.

There, there's also a girl he likes.

Am I crying? No.

But why did the tears fall?

Dad frowned when he saw the mess in Liu Wang's house. After a while, he walked in with a broom and a bucket and began to clean with a creak.

"Get out. Liu Wang lay on the bed and said lightly without twisting his head.

Dad was stunned for a moment, and then continued to creak and clean, and the more Liu Wang listened, the more upset he became.

He didn't know why, but he always felt an inexplicable surge of anger in his heart, and then went on a rampage like a vehicle that couldn't be stopped.

"Can't you hear me?" he yelled, and the window trembled.

The cold wind was blowing outside, but the inside was no warmer than the outside.

Dad didn't say anything, leaned the broom and bucket against the wall, and walked out with small steps.

Liu Wang finally turned his head and glanced at him. In fact, as soon as the words were spoken, he regretted it.

He longed for forgiveness from his father's back, but what he saw was a shadow that was fading away.

The shadow was somewhat transparent, and he could see through him the coffee table and sofa in the living room.

"Dad?" Liu Wang called tentatively.

But the man did not look back, and continued to walk outside.

Liu Wang's expression was a little dazed, as if not long ago, a girl also left him like this.

Who is that girl? Why can't you remember?

"Dad!" he yelled again, but no one paid attention to him, as if he were shouting into the air.

He didn't desperately catch up like he did last time.

Because he knew that once he fell to the ground and couldn't get up, no one would help him back into the room.

In the end, he was the only one left in this family. It's ridiculous and scary.

Bang.

The door closed on its own.

Liu Wang stared at the smooth door panel in a daze, his heart was at a loss, as if he was on the boundless sea, and he couldn't see the edge.

Chen Yixin and them are about to start school, and they don't even have time to finish on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month.

After that night, he rarely had contact with Chen Yixin again.

Many times, he trembled and picked up his phone, clicked on her profile picture, opened the chat box, and typed in lines of innocuous text, but never had the strength to press send.

Chen Yixin also seems to have a very tacit understanding, if you don't come to me, I won't go to you.

He knew that they were all the same.

Before Chen Yixin went to school, she finally sent him a message telling him to see him at school.

It turned out that she was still looking forward to it.

But she will be disappointed.

Because she won't see the person she wants to meet. Every day when she wakes up, she will no longer receive that good morning, and there will be no one to accompany her to breakfast, lunch and dinner on time.

In the classroom, the place that belongs to you, empty, must be very lonely.