Chapter 62
It's rare to encounter such a strange thing. He wanted to take a picture of what he saw and heard with his phone, but what about it? Who would show it to? Maybe he would be taken for a madman again.
Besides, such an obvious thing can be seen by those who can see it, and those who can't see it will not believe it even if they see the photo.
Shopping alone and staying at home alone are the same for him, just lonely. It's just that although it is depressing outside, at least it will not be lonely, because there are so many people like him, with their heads down and playing with glowing bricks.
As we passed through a row of restaurants, the rich aroma of food that should have come from it was gone, and they were probably absorbed by the dark purple gas floating in the air.
After the appearance of the black sun, the world seems quieter. Liu Wang didn't know why it was still daytime, it should have darkened immediately and then reached out and lost its five fingers.
He looked up at the orb encased in a dark purple cloud, radiating light and heat like the sun as it continued to emit gas. It's just that the light is darker.
The world he sees now is like seeing it with sunglasses.
Liu Wang studied science, but he could not use science to explain the phenomenon in front of him. He could only lie to himself, telling himself that he was having a dream that was very close to reality, which is why his senses and touches were so real.
Suddenly, there was a strong smell of flowers wafting beside him. The smell came from a girl walking by.
Liu Wang felt a little surprised, he shouldn't have been able to smell the smell of others.
He unconsciously looked in the direction the girl had walked. It was a girl with long hair, and the girl was very tall, almost about the same as Liu Wang.
She is tall in tight black jeans, and her back looks a little slender.
There are not many tall girls like her, and she also exudes a smell that makes Liu Wang feel a little familiar.
His mind returned to a white room, a white bed. There was a girl in a big orange cotton jacket sitting next to the bed, the girl leaned back on the chair, crossed Erlang's legs, and her long fine hair fell down her shoulders, like a galaxy falling from the nine heavens.
"But I just like you, can't you give me a chance?" the girl sat on the edge of his bed, the teacup still steaming in her hand.
"I said, I don't want to compromise, you don't want to waste time on me anymore. ”
"Aren't you going to tell her?" the girl's eyes welled up with tears, and her voice was a little weak, which made people feel distressed.
"Hmm. It's good for her and for me. Liu Wang closed his eyes, as if swallowing all his emotions into his stomach, "My injury has to be recuperated for several months, so I have to suspend my studies and repeat my grade." If she knew, she would have been worried, and she would have been distracted to take care of me. But I don't need her to take care of me, I just want her to live her life well, and don't take care of one or the other because of me. She doesn't belong to me, and she shouldn't break her peaceful life for me. ”
"So what...... How long do you think you'll be able to hide it?" the girl snorted with her head down.
"I need you to help me. Liu Wang looked at her seriously.
"How can I help you?"
"Don't let her know, find a way to keep everyone who knows about it from her. ”
"I'm not a god, how can I do this?" the girl was a little embarrassed.
"I'm sure you can hide it for as long as you can. When necessary, you can go to Chu Wenhao for help. Liu Wang said lightly, without any tone, like a monk chanting scriptures.
After a turn of thought, Liu Wang returned to his living room, but at this moment he was lying on the ground in embarrassment, his feet twitching and flipping, rolling the blanket on the ground in a mess.
His right hand trembled in the air, and in the direction of his fingers, there was a tall back of a girl, who was slowly walking towards the door, step by step.
Her tears slipped down her snow-white cheeks one by one, like pearls with broken threads, ticking and falling to the ground. But she didn't look back.
Because she had already turned her head back for him too many times, using up all her strength.
Even after pushing the door out, she just turned her back and gently closed the door with her hands behind her.
At the moment when the goalkeeper was about to close, Liu Wang saw her lonely back through the gap. Even though the back was somewhat transparent, he imprinted it deeply in his mind.
At that moment, the back of the memory overlaps with reality.
That's right, it's that girl.
Liu Wang took a step forward and walked towards the girl. If he could run, he would have thrown away his crutches and run towards her. But he couldn't run.
He could only gasp for breath and stumble closer to her on crutches. The closer she got to her, the stronger the floral fragrance emanated from her body became, and in the end, she almost devoured Liu Wang completely.
Her back was becoming clearer and clearer, and it was within reach. Liu Wang stretched out his hand and wanted to hold her arm, but unexpectedly, as soon as his hand touched her body, he passed through it and didn't catch anything.
Liu Wang was stunned for a moment, and then remembered that the girl had turned into a shadow, and he couldn't touch her.
When she was stunned, the girl in front of her walked out a few more steps. Once again, he took a step to catch up, this time faster.
He wanted to catch up with the girl, walk in front of her, and look at her cheeks.
The last time they met, before he had time to say goodbye to her, she left her back to him forever.
He was not reconciled, so at that time he shouted desperately behind her, but she did not hear back.
He tried to rush forward to grab her and keep her, but he fell to the ground in a fit of rage, and could not keep up with her departing footsteps.
She was gone, as if she had disappeared from this world, and the only thing that remained was the heartbreaking tear stains on the floor.
He couldn't imagine the despair on her cheeks as she left, for the feeling of heartache always interrupted his thoughts.
After that, his only thought was to see the girl again, and then say goodbye to her seriously and say sorry.
The girl was right now in front of her, not far from herself. Now he couldn't fall again, he had to keep gritting his teeth to keep up with her.
He knew that shouting was useless, because she would not hear her.
After walking briskly for a while, his forehead was already sweating. The dim sky and suffocating sense of oppression brought by the black sun are especially evident in this time of exhaustion.
He didn't know how far he could go, maybe the next moment he would trip over the manhole cover on the road and hit the ground hard.
No one should come to his rescue now, because everyone has become a shadow, and everyone ignores him. Even if he falls in the middle of the road, no one will pay attention to him.
He didn't know if the cars moving on the road were shadows, and if not, if he fell in the middle of the road, he really had to go to Hades to sign in.
So he must not fall, he must persevere like a madman.
Perhaps God had played a joke on him, and the girl climbed onto the overpass across the street as she walked.
Fortunately, there is an elevator on the flyover, otherwise Liu Wang would really be scolding. When he was on the elevator, he could also take a break and catch his breath.
The girl was not far from her, standing near the handrail, her long legs as straight as the fence on the road.
Liu Wang remembered the scene when the girl held the class flag and led the class phalanx past the rostrum on the playground full of sunshine. She held her head high and walked like a fly, and the boys outside the fence all looked sideways.
However, at that time, Liu Wang only had Chen Yixin alone in his eyes. Because his heart is so small, so small that it can no longer hold anything else.
Because of this, when his little heart is filled with something he doesn't want, he becomes no longer him.
He had forgotten when he had lost himself. He also forgot where he had been abandoned.
Maybe it's an endless wasteland, or maybe there's a dark night where you can't see your fingers. Or perhaps, there was nothing but the black sun and the dark purple clouds. No one, no one who would look up at him.
Liu Wang had a premonition in his heart that as long as he caught up with that girl and saw her cheeks like condensed cream, the haze in his heart would disappear, and then he would be able to get his lost self back.
The girl stepped off the elevator and continued along the pedestrian street of the department store.
Liu Wang followed her and gradually walked to the most prosperous and noisy place in the whole city.
But he could hear nothing but the sound of the loudspeakers and the loudspeakers, the sound of water falling into the pool from the fountain in the middle of the square, the sound of posters tumbling on the tall buildings, and the occasional whistle in the distance.
What was filtered out was the sound of a woman's high heels on the ground, the sound of people talking and laughing softly, the shouting of the waiter at the door to solicit customers, and the invective of customers and clerks......
Where have all those people's voices gone?
Liu Wang couldn't see their faces clearly, but he knew that they must all be talking. A few of them gathered together and dotted the square.
Having lost their voices, they looked very lonely. If you think about it, maybe you have lost your voice, or maybe you are very lonely.
They have their own things to do, busy, running. If you're free, take out your phone and take a look. At times like these, for them, mobile phones are the best way to fill up their spare time.
So the glowing brick is no longer a brick, but a close friend who understands you better than anyone else.
Whenever Liu Wang took out his phone and switched back and forth between the main interface, this friend seemed to tell him, honey, you are very lonely.
Liu Wang couldn't find someone who could replace it, and if there was, it was also lost by him.
He's now trying to retrieve what he's lost.
The girl stopped as she passed the central fountain. She stopped to watch the springs that were sprinkled into the air, and they bloomed in the air one after another, and although they were fleeting, they left a wave of wonder for passers-by.
Oh, Liu Wang, he can't hear other people's voices at all now, and those exclamations are all memories from the depths of the sea of knowledge.
At that time, another girl who liked to wear voluminous sportswear often pulled him here, bathing in the coolness of the oncoming mist.
He didn't know why, but that girl liked to play here so much. She always had a big smile on her face, like a sunflower blooming in the sun.
He rarely saw any other expression on the girl's face, and even when she was sad, she would always manage to squeeze out a smile.
The girl who likes to be more scissorhands and has a pair of shallow dimples is a flower in his heart that will never wither.
However, not long ago, he personally took the hood and put it on her head, and in the name of her good, he left her alone in the rainy night where she could not see the light.
Where is she now?
Liu Wang suddenly had the urge to take out his mobile phone and switch back and forth between the main interface. He knows that when he wants to be alone, he is the loneliest.
He held his right hand down with his left hand to prevent it from pulling the brick out of his trouser pocket. But the crutches fell to the side.
He couldn't squat down yet, he could only bend down to pick it up, which was not an easy thing for him, and if he didn't fall down, he would have to go back to bed and lie down for a few more days.
Moreover, he can't go back now. The dim sky, the black sun, the deep purple clouds, and the people who wouldn't lift their heads reminded him that there was no turning back from the moment he stepped out the door.
Survive or perish. Either find yourself or get lost in the sea of people.
The girl standing under the fountain didn't seem to have any intention of leaving, she stood for a long time, like a statue, but her back was a little lonely.
Liu Wang felt that this should be an opportunity.
Even though there were crowds of people coming and going between them, he knew that those people were just shadows, and they couldn't stop their progress.
He just had to walk forward one step at a time, to her side, and no one could be an obstacle between them.
But the feeling of loneliness burned like a fire in my heart, and the right trouser pocket was as hot as a fire. But that is by no means because Liu Wang forgot to clean up the background applications and caused the fuselage to heat up.
The burning sensation kept him from taking a step, and he was about to scream in pain, but he gritted his teeth and made no sound. for he knows that no one will hear.
Maybe if you get a little closer to the fountain, it won't be so hot, right?
But the opposite happened, as he got closer to the girl, the temperature in his trouser pocket got hotter and hotter.
Why does the feeling of loneliness become more and more acute when I am about to get closer to the answer?
Unless, that answer is wrong.
The girl under the fountain finally twisted her legs again and began to walk away.
Liu Wang didn't have time to think and continued to follow.