"Little cutie. Liu Wang sent a QQ message to Chen Yixin.

He was alone on a dimly lit street corner. The streetlamp stretched his shadow very long, and he looked a little lonely. After school, Liu Wang had dinner outside and drank another cup of milk tea, strawberry-flavored.

He didn't want to go home, he knew that as soon as he got home, he would plug in the charger on his phone and start aimlessly browsing the news or Weibo, or just listening to a new song and watching the music video. Unless Chen Yixin chats with him and plays with him, if it continues to develop like that, he will eventually open the game, and then he won't be able to stop playing.

It's better to hang out a little longer. Without his phone and Chen Yixin, he would feel lonely. But loneliness makes people think and introspect, and it also calms the impetuous heart temporarily.

Chen Yixin quickly replied to the message:

"The cutie is applying a mask. This was followed by an expression of sticking out his tongue, as always.

"You look so good, what kind of mask do you wear?" Liu Wang in front of the screen couldn't help but smile.

No matter what you say to her, the corners of your mouth will always rise unconsciously, this is like someone.

"Hehehehe, Wang Zai, aren't you afraid of my pride?"

"But I'll be honest. ”

Liu Wang's pace slowed down a lot, and he kept staring at the glowing brick in his hand, wanting to see Chen Yixin's reply immediately.

"Wangzai, have you gone out to play? Chen Yixin made a curious expression, "Don't call me when you go out to play!

Liu Wang looked at it and smiled a little helplessly.

"No, no, I haven't been home yet. ”

"I know you haven't come home yet, say, where are you fooling around?"

"I mean, I haven't been home since school. I had dinner outside. ”

"Oh so. So what are you doing now?"

"Take a walk and think about things. ”

Liu Wang sat on the stone bench under the street lamp. Unconsciously, he walked to the park where he and Chen Yixin successfully held hands. The street lights here have been renovated and become brighter, so there are more people coming and going. But Liu Wang still feels that this is an extremely lonely place.

Across a grove of trees and a road, Liu Wang looked at the restaurant he had only been to once. Although he had only been there once, he remembered that place forever. Maybe people's memories are the same, important people and things, even if they are always hidden in the bottom of their hearts and never mentioned again, they will never be forgotten. It was much later that he understood that some things were predestined very early. He can deceive others, but he can never deceive himself.

"What? Is there any little cute girl who has confessed to you?"

Chen Yixin really guessed it casually, which made him a little speechless.

"I guess it'......"

"Wow Wangzai, you're hooking up outside behind my back again!" Chen Yixin made an angry expression.

"No, I don't. Do you blame me for my charm?"

"Who's who??" Chen Yixin in front of the screen had already thrown the mask aside and sat on the sofa with her mobile phone.

"I promised her not to tell anyone. ”

"Hey, I'm your girlfriend, someone beat me up on my boyfriend's idea, can't I even know who she is?"

"Yixin, if it were you, what would you do?"

Chen Yixin hesitated for a moment. She stared at the screen for a long time, suddenly looking a little lonely, and slowly began to reply to messages.

"I don't know. Wangzai, I'm just, I'm afraid you've really been robbed. ”

When Liu Wang saw the news, he was very happy. This at least proves that Chen Yixin cares about him very much. His originally inexplicably depressed mood instantly improved a lot.

"Don't think about it, the person I like is you. When I confessed to you, I hesitated and tossed and turned for a long time. It takes a lot of courage to speak your heart. I admire that man's courage, but unfortunately, there are some things that cannot be forced. I feel a little sorry for her. ”

Liu Wang remembered the scene in the student garden, and remembered Lin Ruoxue's lost expression when she lowered her head and was silent. She is so arrogant, it is hard to imagine that such a look will appear on her face. A cool breeze blew, and it turned out to be late autumn. There seemed to be a trace of Lin Ruoxue's temperature behind her shoulders, and when she hugged him, her body trembled slightly.

Liu Wang suddenly felt that this might be the first time she had hugged a boy like this.

"Hee-hee-hee, okay, then I'll forgive you!" Chen Yixin made a mischievous expression.

But she didn't really intend to act as if it hadn't happened at all. She clicked on Liu Wang's QQ space, clicked on the visitor record, and looked at them one by one to check for suspicious elements.

"What did I do wrong?" Liu Wang felt that her words were a bit nonsensical.

"Hmph, I don't care, I was a little unhappy just now, it's all your fault!"

"Okay, okay. Liu Wang was a little helpless.

"Wangzai, haven't you come home yet? When are you going to be home? It's so late. ”

"I'll go back later, it's too comfortable at home, but I'm always in a very impetuous mood. ”

"Wang Zai, when you are in a bad mood in the future, can you let me accompany you. I accompany you for a walk, listen to songs with you, and watch the scenery with you. Although I will not enlighten people, I will definitely be by your side quietly. ”

"I'm used to being alone when I'm in a bad mood. I'm afraid I'm going to spread my bad mood to others. ”

There is a saying that when you are alone, you are the devil. The former Liu Wang confirmed this sentence very well. When he is in a bad mood, he is bored in the room alone, holding his mobile phone or computer, and playing games all day. If someone came to disturb him in the middle of the way, even if it was just to dangle in front of him, he would suddenly burst into a rage and yell at the man, wishing that he would disappear from this world immediately. In the end, the depressed mood was not relieved at all, but I felt empty and lonely in my heart.

"Am I someone else? Wang Zai, don't do anything when you're in a bad mood, don't think about anything. Sometimes I am in a bad mood and I want to be calm and calm by myself, but the more I get to the end, the worse my mood becomes. Wang Zai, since we are together, we must be together when we are happy, and we must be together when we are unhappy. When I'm with you, I'm never in a bad mood. Wang Zai, do I often smirk suddenly, you must be secretly laughing at me! I don't know why, I can't help it every time I see you. ”

Liu Wang felt that Chen Yixin seemed to say what was in his heart, and when he was with her, his mood was always very happy, as if even the sunshine had become brighter.

"Am I funny?" Liu Wang deliberately adjusted the atmosphere.

"Haha, no, no, you are the most handsome and cuttest, my boyfriend is the most handsome and cuttest in the universe!" Chen Yixin made a lustful expression.

"Did you clean up all the little fan girls in your class?" Liu Wang continued to tease.

"Of course! In the future, you are only allowed to have a little fan sister of mine, and no one else can beat your idea!"

Liu Wang snickered in front of the screen for a long time. Later, the two chatted for a while, and then went their separate ways. Liu Wang wore headphones and walked alone on the dim path.

The headphones played Xue Zhiqian's sad song. In the past, the most he listened to was Xu Liang, Wang Sulong and the like. At that time, he thought that he knew everything, and he was sad to listen to their songs. Later, he realized that it was not the sad songs that made him sad, but the loneliness hidden in his heart. Why is it hidden? Because most of the time, it's obscured by something glossy. Music is the most evocative medium for people to feel at the bottom of their hearts, and it allows people to see their hearts more calmly.

It turned out that I used to be so lonely.

For a while, he was scared to click on the music app. Because once he started listening to songs, he would loop the single song with headphones plugged in for a whole day, and he would not be motivated to do anything. It's just because that song touched the deepest softness of his heart at that time. Throughout the day, his mind would reverberate with sad lyrics and melodies.

And those upbeat and passionate songs never have such an effect. No matter how good it sounds, I was very excited when I first listened to it, but after listening to it a few times, I forgot about it, and I didn't feel anything when I listened to it again.

Maybe he felt that a certain song actually read his heart, so he immersed his time, his emotions, and everything about himself without hesitation, regardless of the consequences.

That's why you were addicted to the virtual world of the Internet and games, right?