Chapter 72
One morning, Chen Yixin didn't find Liu Wang, so she wandered around the hospital. Later, I woke to a small pavilion and saw him.
The whole pavilion is shaded by a towering tree, and it is also surrounded by shrubs of different heights.
"What are you doing here?" Chen Yixin patted him on the back and asked softly.
Liu Wang didn't speak, just kept looking at the city in the distance.
"You want to go back, right? I'm here to pick you up. ”
He turned his head and glanced at her, his eyes a little hollow. The breeze ruffled his forehead, revealing a broad, white forehead.
"What are you doing here, every day?" Chen Yixin sat down next to him and rubbed his arm against him.
This is her favorite action, whether it is walking together or sitting together, she always likes to rub his body against him, sometimes with her arms, sometimes with her face, like a mischievous kitten.
Liu Wang didn't speak, nor did he look at her, his whole person was listless, in stark contrast to those vibrant plants. The heavy upper eyelids are heavy on the eyeballs, the slender eyelashes are like grass, hanging weakly, and the thick lips are dull and have some peeling.
"You...... Don't you want to talk to me?" Chen Yixin lowered her head and muttered quietly.
The tips of her hair were caressed by a breeze and floated to Liu Wang's cheeks, dancing on them, making him itch for a while.
He shook his head.
But does this mean that he doesn't want to speak, or doesn't want to speak?
"It's so quiet here, you can play games every day, you don't have to go to school, you don't have to worry, no one bothers you, you should be quite happy, right?" Chen Yixin joked.
Liu Wang still didn't speak, just shook his head.
How many people envy such a day, they don't have to do anything, they just need to live in their own world, entertain themselves, be happy by themselves, have no hustle and bustle, no worries, how good.
"Wangzai, I want to live in the mountains when I get old. Find a place where no one is, build a small quiet house, and then plant a big tree behind the house, and stay with the people I love. In this way, although I have left nothing in my life, after I am gone, I can be accompanied by a green tree. I'll never be lonely. As she spoke, her eyes were full of yearning.
Liu Wang watched her quietly, watching the dazzling light flicker and jump on her body. But those rays of light could not shine on him. So there was a lonely darkness around him.
"Wang Zai, will you accompany me?"
This time he didn't shake his head again, but was completely silent.
He had made countless promises, and he thought he could do them all. But when he really had to give up, he really felt that he had done his best.
"Wang Zai, do you have any arrangements today?" Chen Yixin didn't look at him anymore, and lowered his head and muttered to himself.
She thought he would remain silent forever. But suddenly he spoke.
"Wait for death. ”
Chen Yixin was taken aback.
"What did you say?" she wondered if she was hallucinating.
"Waiting for death, every day, is waiting for death. Liu Wang's tone was very cold, like the biting wind in the cold winter moon.
"What nonsense are you talking about?!" Chen Yixin was a little anxious.
"Liu Wang, get ready, go for electrotherapy immediately. A nurse came over with a handbook for the roll call.
"Electrotherapy?" Chen Yixin looked incredulous.
Liu Wang slowly stood up, dragged his body, and moved forward step by step, like a puppet without a soul.
Chen Yixin suddenly ran over and grabbed the nurse's collar.
"What do you mean? He's not sick, what kind of electrotherapy? I think you're sick, right?" she was a little excited, and her otherwise sweet cheeks were full of anger.
"What are you doing!" the nurse pushed her away, "have you been with him for a long time and are mentally ill?" I advise you to get a check-up soon. ”
"You!"
Liu Wang ignored her and slowly walked past her. Leaving a helpless back of Chen Yixin.
While waiting, the passage of time seems to slow down. I don't know how long I sat at the door, but the door to the medical room was finally pushed open.
He lay quietly on the white bed, being pushed back to his room by the nurses. Along the way, she didn't have time to take a good look at him.
Liu Wang's eyes were closed, and his face was shiny. Chen Yixin took out a tissue from her bag and pressed it gently on his face, from his forehead to his neck. Looking at his angular cheeks, she suddenly felt a little dazed.
I didn't expect time to pass in a hurry, and so much time has passed in the blink of an eye. She still has fine bangs and shoulder-length hair, and he is still so handsome and handsome, just like when we first met.
Liu Wang opened his eyes slightly and saw her.
"You're still there. His voice was weak.
"Well, I've been there. Chen Yixin shook his hand.
"I ...... It can't be treated anymore. Liu Wang's voice was a little hoarse.
Chen Yixin's heart tightened.
"Why? What do you mean? What does the doctor say?"
"You girl...... Nothing has changed...... Asking questions is always asked in a series of ways. Liu Wang smiled.
The smile that had been lost for a long time, although a little bitter, finally appeared on his cheeks. Chen Yixin's eyes suddenly moistened.
"You take care of me. She pouted, dimples looming.
"It's me...... I don't want to be treated. Liu Wang paused and said.
"Why?"
"Because ......"
"Huh?"
"I don't want to forget you. ”
Two tears slipped from the corners of Chen Yixin's eyes.
"Every treatment, every medicine, makes me forget a lot of things. I don't have much left in my head. Although I couldn't communicate with those people, their appearance slipped through my heart and became a drop of water in my vanishing memory. I've lost so much,...... I can't forget anymore. ”
"Liu Wang, it's time to take medicine. A nurse pushed the door in, startling Chen Yixin.
The sudden interruption made Liu Wang's heart suddenly surge with anger. Although he couldn't see the nurse's appearance clearly and couldn't hear her voice, he knew that Chen Yixin, who was listening to him intently, was frightened.
He bounced off the bed and smashed a pillow into the nurse's face.
"Get out!" he almost screamed.
"I'm going to call the doctor to treat you!" the nurse threw down her medicine and trotted outside.
Seeing this, Chen Yixin hugged him immediately.
"Wangzai, calm down! It's okay, it's okay, I'm fine. ”
Liu Wang's eyes widened, the green tendons on his arms burst out, and his face was a little hideous.
"I don't like the way you look, whether you're for me or not. Chen Yixin sobbed against his shoulder.
Liu Wang's heartbeat gradually calmed down, and he breathed a sigh of relief.
"Wangzai, don't you want to stay here? I'll take you away, and we'll leave right away. Chen Yixin picked up the coat on the side and draped it on his body.
"No, I can't drag you down. Liu Wang turned his head and broke away from her hand.
"No, Wang Zai, how can this be a drag, don't worry, I will take you away, and never come to this kind of place again. Chen Yixin was a little excited, and hurriedly packed things everywhere.
"No, I can't. Liu Wang pushed and shoved again, breaking away from her hand.
"Liu Wang!" Chen Yixin stood up and shouted.
He was stunned for a moment and didn't move again.
Chen Yixin's face was already full of tears, like a little cat. She gasped for breath, her big eyes staring straight at him.
"I love you, so I won't give up on you. You come with me, not to drag me down, but to fulfill me, do you understand?"
Liu Wang didn't speak, and lowered his head silently.
"I know...... You don't love me anymore. But you can't be so cruel that you don't even allow me to be with the people I love. ”
"The person you love is gone. I'm not him. After a long time, Liu Wang slowly opened his mouth, and his tone was cold.
"I know. Chen Yixin wiped her tears and sat back beside him, "Can you come with me and get him back?"
Her eyes sparkled with anticipation. Liu Wang felt as if something was beating in his left chest, and his long-dormant mind seemed to be slowly waking up. I want to talk about "Presence - Beyond the Island" with more like-minded people, and pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~