Chapter 206: Worship
When he got home, Zhang Fan borrowed a motorcycle and bought two bags of cement and some sand, which will be used tomorrow, and this kind of work can only be done by himself as a man.
When she came back, her mother had already slept, and she had slept at seven o'clock, she said that she was a little uncomfortable, so she would rest early, and Zhang Fan wanted to take her to the hospital to see.
"What's wrong with Mom?" Zhang Fan was a little confused, now the two brothers and sisters are eating together, it's still so early, he is in Binhai, he doesn't sleep for a while, and his mother hasn't slept so early.
She said she was a little uncomfortable, took a little medicine, and went to sleep. Zhang Zhilan lowered her head, thinking about something, Zhang Fan was eating by herself, and just called the demon girl, she was at her sister's, and she had to get up early tomorrow, so the two didn't talk for long.
After taking a shower, go back to bed. "What are you watching me do? Go sleep with my mother" is a big girl, and she is not a child, and she is not afraid of people laughing at her, just sleep with herself when she is a child, and you still want to follow yourself when you grow up?
"Brother, I won't move, I'm scared, I always have nightmares, my mother is not feeling well, so I will sleep on one side. "This is her room, her room hasn't been tidied up yet, Zhang Fan actually lay down when she saw her, you can't get her down.
"How old are you, you still sleep with me, I really don't know how to marry in the future. "This little sister has been attached to herself since she was a child, needless to say when she was a child, and she is still so naughty.
"Brother, I'm scared, I always have nightmares. He turned off the light and said to himself. "Don't be afraid, I'm here, no ghosts and gods dare to come, you just sleep in peace. "Zhang Fan is so tired that she doesn't care so much, she sleeps honestly, she won't move, she can't be so old and sleep with her mother, she is the baby of the family, and she has no choice at all.
When I got up the next day, the little sister next to me was gone, and I still heard her lively voice outside, she was not as lazy as herself.
I don't know if I made breakfast, I slept for a while, and came over with my mobile phone to see, the demon girl has set off, and it's only seven o'clock, so early.
I came over with a book to take a look, and when I took it over, it was Qiong Yao's, she had some romance books here, and she didn't like these things.
I couldn't sleep, I got up by myself, and then I saw my little sister chatting with a few people in the same village outside, Qingming They all came over, Zhang Fan saw that his mother had gotten up, busy in the kitchen, and those sacrificial supplies were also bought.
"Mom, are you feeling better?" Zhang Fan walked in, sat with her, and watched her busy, "It's okay, Zhilan slept with you last night? How old is the child?
She said she was scared, I can't leave her down, it's just how old a girl she is, mom, you have to teach her a good lesson, I said her, but I don't listen. Zhang Fan added firewood to make the fire burn more vigorously.
"She just kissed you, and she refused to let her go with her cousin and cousin, she really didn't grow up child, don't you know the difference between men and women?" As soon as his mother said, Zhang Fan also nodded vigorously, he had never heard of a child who was nineteen years old and still slept with his brother.
"Go and call Zhilan back, she got up early in the morning and was talking to the other children on the other side of the disc. As soon as the woman said, Zhang Fan nodded, he planned to go back at night, and if he went back tomorrow, there would definitely be a lot of cars.
I walked out, I don't know what a group of people are talking about, when I saw Zhang Fan coming, my little sister immediately ran over and pulled herself, Zhang Fan greeted them, they were all doing things in the city, and they only came back last night.
"Mom let us go to breakfast, I want to go back tonight, or tomorrow I will go back and have another day. Zhang Fan also has no temper at all for his little sister.
When she got home, Zhang Zhilan glanced at her mother and saw that she was not unusual, so she was relieved and sat next to Zhang Fan, Zhang Fan stretched out his hand to knock her, looking at the two pairs of eyes, she could only touch her head in embarrassment.
At home, her mother loves this little sister very much, and she can't teach her a lesson, if there is no one, knock her on the head, she won't dare to say anything, but now, she looks like you're going to knock me.
Zhang Fan didn't care about her, and when he went back to Binhai, he saw how she could jump, he ate first, went to the cement, and the two of them prepared sacrificial supplies at home.
Zhang Fan carried the flat burden, and the little sister carried those sacrificial supplies with her, when she was in school, she would not come, and her mother went to sweep the tomb, and now that she is back, she is naturally herself.
In fact, this tomb sweeping really has nothing to do with girls, girls have to get married, but she wants to follow, and she can't feel her go.
I first came to my father's grave here, tidy up the grave, sew it up, there are firecrackers all around, go, it rains during the Qingming Festival, and the pedestrians on the road want to break their souls, at that time they are still too young, and the memories are slowly dissipating, but I also know that my father is very good to himself, and his good to himself has surpassed this little sister.
His father is a rural teacher, a cultural person, and he writes well, but unfortunately because of illness, he passed away shortly after his little sister was born, and now he can only look at this grave.
"Ouch!" she didn't come over in a skirt today, but she had just stood up and stretched out her hand to wipe her sweat with her elbow, and her little sister thought she was going to hit her, but she took a step back and fell directly to the ground looking at herself.
I didn't teach her much lesson, why was she so afraid of herself? Zhang Fan looked at the shallow pit next to him that had been filled, and then remembered what was going on, that was the only time he slapped her in the face, I didn't expect that so many years had passed, she still remembered?
No wonder I am so excited here, looking at the shallow pit, looking at here, so many years have passed in a flash, the hard days will always pass, as long as there is a breath, we must go on strongly.
Zhang Fan stretched out her hand, she shook her head, gritted her teeth and stood up, and then burned the straw paper money, Zhang Fan looked at her, sometimes felt that she was very timid, but sometimes felt that she was so bold, that night, I don't know how she dared to come here, and hid here for three days.
"The hard days will pass, our future will only get better and better, sad things should be forgotten understand? People always have to look forward, I believe that our days will not be worse than before, by our hands, the future belongs to us." Zhang Fan looked at the little sister in front of him and watched her bow sincerely.
For her, her father is just a code name, she was born and gone, and then her life trajectory is that she and her mother, decades ago, didn't all such a hard time come? Isn't it good now? People can't always look backwards, they have to keep their heads up and move forward.
"Nineteen years ago, I was always behind my brother, and I don't know how much time I will have in the future, I still follow my brother far away, as long as my brother doesn't dislike it. "So sincere, so serious.
Zhang Fan gently hugged her body and hugged her: "How can I dislike my sister, today in front of my father's grave, I still have to say, you are my little sister, as long as I am still here, I will take care of you for a lifetime." ”
"Cover your ears, I'm going to set off firecrackers. Zhang Fan took out a lighter, lit a string of large firecrackers at the head of the grave, stood in front of the grave, bowed three times, and poured wine.
Then go to the next place, in this small village, spent their childhood, here is their roots, these buried in the ground are their ancestors, today is the day of memorial, they will bless themselves safe.
"I can tell you, you can't eat Qingming flowers, you will be allergic. "Zhang Fan walked ahead, today's sacrifice will take half a day, and the Zhang family is a big family here.
"I didn't eat it!" is holding a particularly beautiful Qingming flower in his hand, I want to take a bite, but I am afraid that Zhang Fan will say that her, so I have been holding it in my hand, these things are now in the mountains, and there are tea bags that can be eaten, but I haven't noticed it yet, but there are a lot of Qingming flowers on the road, which looks particularly bright.
"Brother, Mom prepared mushrooms for us, I don't know where she found them, now they are precious, more than 30 yuan a catty, or they were robbed when they got to the market, I saw them, they must be for you!" Zhang Zhilan said with certainty, and now the two of them are walking along this half of the mountain.
Zhang Fan has not been here for many years, but he has remembered them all, how can he forget these places? There are many wild things on the mountain, and in autumn there is even more to eat, and the things that he did not eat when he was a child are all found in the mountains, and there are especially many bayberry trees in the mountains, and his teeth are sour at that time.
"How much money did you give to your mother?" The scorching sun was empty, and it was only half of it, "Seven hundred yuan! Brother, the more money you give your mother, the better, too much, she will save it, too little, no, I have calculated seven hundred yuan, she spent a little, there must be five hundred yuan left, and then it will be kept at home, and it will not be saved." ”
"As far as you know, I don't know what to do with my mother, what's the use of me, when I get to the beach, I buy it for my mother and mail it to her, she has to ask for it if she doesn't want it. ”
"Brother, Mom won't scold you, but she will say me, I don't dare, she will definitely say that I am a waste, you don't know Mom, brother! look, tea bags!"
"I saw it, I'll pick it for you and let you take it back to eat! Zhang Fan also saw a tea tree on the side of the road, with tea bags on it.