Chapter 0039: Metamorphosis in Struggle
"I ...... Nothing, no need...... No, you don't. The struggle on Li Xiaofeng's face only lasted for a short moment before softening, and he still didn't have the courage to fight in the end.
A burst of boos sounded, and Li Nezha looked at me with a playful expression, as if to say that people don't appreciate your affection, what are you more energetic, I sighed lightly in my heart, indeed, if he doesn't even have the heart to fight, I really don't need to follow blindly.
I sat back down and slept on the table, ignoring the sneers and taunts around me, and my thoughts gradually sank......
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"Everyone, look at that man who is neither male nor female again!"
In the distance are children playing with toy guns in the family yard, one of them is pointing in my direction from a distance, everyone looks at me, with contempt and disdain in their eyes, because I am in elementary school, and I still have long hair like watermelon skin, plus I am thinner than my peers, no children want to play with me, every time I am watching from the side, I want to be with them, but I don't know how to fit in with them.
"Hahaha, it's Zhuang Feng, look at him like a mentally handicapped child, and he is still wearing a yellow sweater knitted by his mother, just like Da Duck. ”
"Don't insult Da Duck Okay, that's cute, he's pure children's dementia, but it's really dirt, not only his soil, his family is dirt, it's just an ape, who still knits sweaters by himself, there is a wool for ah, they all go to the supermarket to buy sweaters, I think they can't afford it!
"Yes, his father seems to drive the bus, and my mother said that it was done by inferior people, yes, yes! Have any of you ever seen him pee, I never seem to have seen him!"
"I seem to be too, by the way, you said he wouldn't run to the women's toilet every time to learn to pee in a little girl!hahahahaha!!"
They sneered at me, I looked down at the yellow sweater I was wearing, which my mother knitted for me with the yarn from the factory, and it was a panda pattern eating bamboo, which I thought was very cute, but why did they say dirt?
This sweater is really warm, I don't think it's worse than the thin sweaters they bought in the mall, and my mother knitted it for me with such a gentle smile, this sweater is poured into my mother's feelings, they are clearly insulting my mother's smile and mother's feelings, why do you want to be so excessive, I'm so sad......
Because it was far away, and I kept my head down, they didn't see the tears in my eyes at all, and when I looked up again, my eyes had returned to flatness, and I thought to myself, maybe they didn't understand it, and when I became friends with them and told them about the beauty of this sweater, they wouldn't laugh at it, hehe!
It's just that as soon as I raised my head, I saw them walking towards me, and leading them was a very strong child, he was the child king of this family home-Lin Zhen.
"Boy, stay away from us, you're not welcome here!" Lin Zhen said to me in a cold voice.
At this time, I plucked up the courage to step forward, Lin Zhen saw that I was not only leaving, but also walked forward, immediately showed a look of displeasure, aimed at me with a toy pistol in his hand to shoot, a BB hit my sweater, it didn't hurt much, because my mother knitted me a sweater is very thick.
"Stinky boy!!Call me!!"
With Lin Zhen's orders, more than a dozen of them shot at me with the toy guns in their hands, because they were afraid that I closed their eyes, and finally squatted down and held their heads with one hand, I could feel that my face was hit several times, and the most painful thing for me was that my right earlobe was numb, and a BB bullet was embedded in my right earlobe, and blood flowed down.
The gunfire gradually stopped, I let go of the hand holding my head, and opened my eyes a little timidly, at this time Lin Zhen was already standing in front of me, looking down at me condescendingly.
"Boy, why don't you get out!" his voice was full of confusion and puzzlement.
Then I mustered up the courage to stand up and took out my other hand, which had been behind me all along, and which had not reached out even when I was holding my head to block bullets.
"This ...... To you. ”
It was a carton of Yili pure milk, which my grandfather bought for me when he came to visit me, and I took it out this time to give it to my child Wang Linzhen, hoping that he would accept me into their group.
The children behind Lin Zhen looked at each other, Lin Zhen reached out and took the pure milk, I was very happy, thinking that I could finally play with them.
"Can I join ......," I said expectantly, but before I could finish my sentence, my expression froze on my face.
Because I saw Lin Zhen lift the carton of Yili pure milk high, and fell to the ground with a snap, the soles of his feet stepped on it violently, and slammed on it, and the pure white milk spread all over the ground, splashing around, splashing my trouser legs, and even because he used too much force, several drops splashed on my face, and this kick was like stepping on my heart, stepping on my heart, and splashing blood.
"Zhuang Feng, Zhuang Feng, I think you are really crazy, I want to ask you have been weaned? You want to buy people with a box of rotten milk? Stupid!!hahaha!!" Lin Zhen laughed obediently, and the child behind him also laughed forward and backwards, laughing together, and my eyes were already red.
Yes, it is true that a carton of milk is not expensive, and anyone can afford it, but my grandfather lived a frugal life, and even though my father honored him with a lot of money, my grandfather was still very frugal, just to see the milk I bought on the road, and he came over with a box at such an age.
Why are they so unscrupulous in treating things that others hold dear to them like garbage? Sweaters, milk, but I don't play with them anymore, I go home and play with Fluttershy...... Thinking so, I finally gave up my naïve delusions.
"You bad guys, don't bully my brother!!" At this moment, a young but firm girl's voice came from behind her, it was the leading sister......
"Oh, isn't this the little sister who was lost by her own mother, what, come to stand up for your 'sister'?" said one child sneeringly.
Lingmei had a sad look on her face, this incident was a lingering poison point in her heart.
"Brother, let's go, don't play with them, Fluttershy will play with you!" Lingmei came over and took my hand, and I let her pull it like a log.
"Hehe, he's 'Zhuang Feng', are you 'Maisha'?hahahaha!!A madman, a fool, what a perfect match!" The abuse continued, and my fists clenched tightly.
"I think the mother who pretends to be crazy knows that her son who is neither male nor female is destined to be a single, so she left this little sister as a child daughter-in-law! Hahaha! If you want me to say, instead of having no interest with this person, it is better to follow ......."
The child Wang Lin Zhen's excessive words completely shattered the bottom line of my patience, I let go of my sister's hand, let out a beastly roar, and turned around to fight with Lin Zhen......
For a while, the crying of the leading sister, the shouting and screaming of the children, and the roars of Lin Zhen and me resounded.
After a long time, the sky drifted under the thin rain, diluting the scattered milk, Lin Zhen looked at me lying in the pool of milk with a bloody face, and several children cried and shouted for their father to beat me, and the leading sister kept beating Lin Zhen, and I had no strength, just lying on the ground like a dead dog, looking at the sky sluggishly, their looks were all seen in my afterglow.
"Zhuang Feng, right, I remember, I admit it, you are a man. After saying this, Lin Zhen led the children to turn around and leave.
When I got home, I stood in front of the mirror, picked up the black iron scissors used to fry fish at home, cut off all my girl-like hair, and treasured the yellow sweater that my mother knitted for me even though they ripped off the threads. From that moment on, I vowed to change myself......
Jingle bell......!!When the bell rang again, I got up from my desk.
I looked at the teacher on the podium who began to pack up the books, and the room full of students who couldn't be saved, and then turned my head to look at the leading sister next to me, she was lying on the table with headphones in her ears, and Zhang Yu in the back was still writing, but Li Xiaofeng's seat in front was empty.
"I dreamed of something so far away......" I murmured.
Yes, those scenes just now are my childhood past, it can be said that my Zhuang Feng's transformation started from the box of milk that was trampled on by Lin Zhen, no, maybe the root cause is still to lead the sister, because I am a natural sister......
But why did I have such a dream at this time? I looked at the vacant seat in front of me and thought for a moment......
After class, my sister and I went to the cafeteria, and Li Xiaofeng did not return to the classroom until the evening self-study.
"Hey, do you see, Li Xiaofeng, that stupid person is talking nonsense on the side of the rostrum......" At this time, one of Tussaud's female attendants said.
Since that dream during the day, I have been more concerned about Li Xiaofeng, because I have more or less seen my previous shadow from him, so I decided to go to the rostrum alone to take a look.
The street lamps on both sides of the campus shone dim light, and in the corner where the light could not shine, Li Xiaofeng sat there frowning, and I looked down from the guardrail of the rostrum, it turned out that he was making phone calls one after another.
"Hey, is it Brother Shi? I'm Xiaofeng... That... Well, I've got something going on here, can you lend me some money...... Oh, Brother Shi, are you going to get married?, yes, yes, okay, I'll make it up to you later, okay, okay......" Hanging up the phone, he sighed heavily and dialed another call.
"Hey, cousin, am I Xiaofeng, that's right, I've got something going on here, and I need it urgently...... Oh, I see, it's okay, I'll find someone else......" Another phone call to no avail.
"Hey,......" That's it, one after another, but nothing is gained, just when I shake my head and turn to leave, the next conversation makes my heart startled.
"Hey, are you loan shark......s? I need money, 5800, well, what does it mean to sit on the ground and draw three? That means I'm going to get 5800, but I actually have to borrow more, right......? One month, 15,000 when due?...... Well, the consequences, I... I know... Know ......"
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