Liu Wang closed the door and collapsed on the bed. He took a few big breaths before picking up his phone.

In the class group and the school group, it was very lively. Some people explode photos of food, some people post the scenery of their hometown, some people have nothing to do to talk about calves, and some people have money and die, and the red envelope is hundreds of yuan.

On the screen, countless people's dialog boxes rolled like leather balls, and Liu Wang didn't have time to finish reading a sentence, and the next sentence came up again.

He felt inexplicably irritable, and blocked all the group messages one by one.

When the message bar was empty, he felt a little lonely again.

Why doesn't anyone talk to me?

He flipped through his friends list.

Chen Yixin online, Lin Ruoxue online, Xiaotong online, Xiaomao online, Xiaobo online, Xiaoshen online, Lao Yu online, Ding Xianren also online...... All online.

But why didn't anyone talk to me? What are they up to?

Busy making Chinese New Year's Eve dinner? What are you kidding, how many young people nowadays can cook? It's good to be able to make an egg fried rice.

Busy going out to play? It's not right, they're all wifi online, if they're outside, they're definitely 4G or 3G online.

Busy watching TV and eating snacks at the same time? How is it possible, that's what old ladies who don't know how to play with their mobile phones do.

Busy studying? Oh my God, who would have such a terrible thought.

When Liu Wang boarded the game and saw the astronomical numbers in the online friend list, he understood.

"Uncle, it's almost hourly, are you coming to grab the gift bag too?" The nephew sent him a message in the game for the first time.

Liu Wangli ignored him and closed the game directly.

He clicked on Chen Yixin's QQ space and saw the top saying "You still owe me a cup of strawberry-flavored milk tea".

The bottom is clean, and there is not a single comment, which has obviously been deleted by her. Because according to her popularity in school, it would be normal to have dozens of comments, to say the least.

He looked back, and his heart suddenly ached.

Because he saw "what the hell am I doing wrong......".

The bottom is still clean and there are no comments.

Liu Wang looked at the date, which was the night he proposed to break up.

His hand suddenly went limp, as if he had been stripped of all his strength, and the glowing brick fell straight down and smashed into his face.

!! (omit uncivilized words)

He snorted, feeling that his handsome face was about to be smashed and deformed.

He grabbed his phone viciously, and really wanted to throw it out the window.

However, that was his only companion.

He hesitated and withdrew his hand.

He clicked on Lin Ruoxue's space again. Her space is more flowery, and the variety of outfits looks dazzling. Chen Yixin's space is relatively simple.

He found that since that incident, Lin Ruoxue's space had not been updated. He left her a lot of messages, sent a lot of messages, and made a lot of phone calls, but he never got a reply from her.

However, her QQ has always been online, like an everlasting lamp in an ancient tomb.

Where did she go? Did she disappear from this world?

Or did she simply disappear from her own world?

Liu Wang's back began to break out in a cold sweat.

He immediately sent a message to Chen Yixin.

"Yes? ”

He waited anxiously in front of the screen. He was afraid, afraid that Chen Yixin would disappear inexplicably like Lin Ruoxue.

It wasn't until his palms were soaked with sweat that Chen Yixin's news was late.

"I'm making dumplings. ”

Liu Wang breathed a sigh of relief, and a rare smile appeared on his mouth.

"Really, I must try the dumplings you made. Without thinking, he couldn't help but utter these words.

However, the moment he sent it out, his smile froze.

How can you say such a thing?

He felt that it was inappropriate and immediately withdrew the message.

"Huh, what did you withdraw, I didn't see. ”

"It's fine. ”

"Will you send it again?"

"Nothing. ”

"Oh. ”

She's really changed.

If it were her before, she would definitely say, "I don't care, I want you to send it again, hurry up!"

Liu Wang sighed.

Thankfully, nothing happened to her now. That's enough.

As for the dumplings...... Just think about it.

In the evening, the sound of firecrackers still rang out from all directions.

Dad deliberately turned up the TV so that the house would not be so empty.

"Ngawang, it's time to eat. Dad knocked on his door.

"You eat first. I'll come back later. Liu Wang leaned back in his chair and teamed up with Ding Xianren to fight the royal war.

"Why didn't he come?" asked Grandma.

"He told us to eat first. Dad sighed helplessly, "Don't wait for him, he won't come out in an hour or two." ”

A table full of dishes, a middle-aged man, an old man.

The loud music on the TV was a bit harsh.

Liu Wang was wearing headphones, he couldn't hear the hustle and bustle outside the window, and all he was tumbling in his head was the majestic battle horn.

"When the whole world is restless, only the two of us who have attained the Dao can calmly cultivate immortals in the paradise. ”

Ding Xianren said this, instigating Liu Wang to play games with him for several hours.

Liu Wang looked at the dynamics, the scrolling blessings, and the visions, and suddenly felt funny.

He walked to the windowsill, where the lights and fireworks had shrouded the night as bright as day.

How many people really appreciate those fleeting beauty?

Is someone busy adjusting the phone camera so that it can shoot more beautiful fireworks, and then put them in the space or circle of friends for everyone to be amazed and watched?

However, the fireworks put on the screen are not fireworks, real fireworks, they have missed it.

Like, the beauty in the kaleidoscope is not really beautiful, it is a fragmented dream.

Liu Wang leaned over and looked at the city under his feet, there were dots of light everywhere, like a dream.

The light in the memories is the colorful firelight sprayed from the fireworks barrels placed on the ground, the crackling sound of a large string of fiery firecrackers, the flowers that bloom when the fireworks rush into the sky, and the smiling faces of children holding fireworks sticks......

If Liu Wang was not a mummy at this moment, he would have frolicked with the children when he walked downstairs, but instead of fireworks sticks, they were holding glowing bricks.

Later, the group began to send red envelopes non-stop. After the first person finishes sending, the "luck king" who grabs the most money each time will continue to send it, and so on.

However, there are many people who have downloaded the app to grab red envelopes, and they don't have to worry about it when they open the software, just put it in the background and grab it themselves, and playing games is the most important thing.

Liu Wang is like that.

In order not to let himself go crazy in the hustle and bustle, he chose to bury himself in the game.

Halfway through a game, a signal abnormality suddenly appears on the screen.

This is the key game of the upper score. Meow a mi, is the network targeting me?

Liu Wang frowned, slapped his hand on the router, and with a snap, there was an extra crack on the plastic shell.

The signal is still not good. He simply switched to 4G.

When I go back to the game screen, the trend is gone.

"Hey, Mr. Liu, why did you suddenly hang up?" Ding Xianren immediately sent a message to question him.

He already had resentment in his heart, and when he saw that annoying guy, he was even more angry.

He pulled the router off and slammed it against the door frame. The little black box turned into a firework with a thud.

"What are you doing, Ngawang?" Dad knocked on the door.

The door was locked by Liu Wang.

"It's nothing, you go away. ”

"How did you make such a big commotion?" asked Dad.

"Do you want me to get you out of here?"

There was silence outside the door.

Liu Wang clutched the glowing brick, on which the word "failure" was displayed in large dark blue letters.

He didn't care that much about winning or losing the game.

However, the more empty a person is, the easier it is to pin all his emotions on one thing.

When everything about oneself is completely denied, people will first protect themselves and blame all their frustrations on the external environment.

Then, more and more failures will make people can't help but feel that they are really too weak and useless.

Teachers often say to students, "I can't read well, what kind of games do I play?"

Some students will retort: "If you can't play the game well, what books are you reading?"

Liu Wang looked at his space and then at his mailbox.

He remembered that when he first learned to surf the Internet, he felt that it was very new, and he could find a lot of interesting things every day, even if he was wandering around.

But as the days passed, what he did online became more and more simple, nothing more than chatting and playing games, and occasionally listening to songs.

He has registered accounts on many forums but never posted about them, he has created characters in many games but uninstalled them within a few minutes of playing, he has added membership in many apps but he forgot his password, he has registered a lot of email addresses but no one has emailed him, he has written many articles but no one has ever paid attention to them.

Online, there are so many games to play, too many songs to listen to, and too many dramas to watch. But he didn't want to, he didn't want to do anything.

So why does he hold a mobile phone every day? Why do some people immerse themselves in it day and night? Why do some people regard some illusory numbers as life?

He gradually discovered that it was a different world.

Chen Yixin once asked him if he believed that there was another incredible world in this world.

He originally thought it was just a casual emotion.

But now he found that not only was there another plane in this world, but that this plane was becoming more and more in tandem with the real world. Even, some places have been completely replaced by it.

It's a complex world, and nothing really belongs to you.

You can listen, you can think, you can explore, you can discover, but don't try to have.

It is a world where sad people can be happy and happy people who are happy. It can also make happy people happier and sad people sadder.

However, it can only make lonely people more lonely.

It turned out that I just wanted to kill time, time and solitude.

Day and night, what is opposite to me is actually just a shadow of my own loneliness.

But I couldn't stop.

There's always something that makes me want to escape from everything I have now.

It was the only place that could accommodate my loneliness.

In the dream, under the fireworks that bloomed in the night, there were two lonely shadows, who turned their backs and walked towards their own path.

Liu Wang wanted to see the faces of the two people clearly, so he moved over with difficulty and fixed his eyes.

The two men had exactly the same faces, a high nose bridge, thick eyebrows and big eyes, and forehead hair that drooped from the corners of their eyebrows......

He suddenly discovered that the two people who went back on his back were actually himself.