Chapter 70
Chen Yixin's body trembled, and she couldn't help but look back at the boy lying on the hospital bed again. He retracted into the covers, his eyes closed, as if asleep.
"Doctor, what is his condition now?" asked Chen Yixin anxiously, her hands trembling a little.
"Due to mental problems, his memory will be affected, especially long-term memory. Also, he may see or hear incredible things in his own world, which are allusions from real life. ”
"So what?"
"So, you have to watch him 24 hours a day. People who fall into this situation must have negative emotions in their hearts that are difficult to let go, or hostility to the world. In extreme cases, he may act in a way that hurts others or himself. Mr. X was unfortunate enough to be attacked by him. I think it's better for you to stay away from him. ”
Hearing this, Chen Yixin's head hung down suddenly, like a lost flower. She couldn't believe her ears.
"How so...... How could he be such an optimistic and cheerful person?" Chen Yixin shook her head in disbelief, tears rolling in her eyes again.
"He's too depressed. If a person always releases positive emotions to others and then keeps the negative emotions to himself, over time, the psychology will become distorted. Emotions need catharsis, no matter what they are. Sometimes, the happier a person looks, the more lonely he is in the bottom of his heart. I'm sure you understand him. ”
Chen Yixin stroked her tears with her sleeve and couldn't help sobbing again.
She thought of the night when Liu Wang proposed to her to break up, it was raining outside the window, and her tears kept flowing. She now feels that it is a lucky thing to cry. At least crying and crying, my heart will not be so sad.
When you hurt others, in fact, the person who hurts the most is yourself, so no one wants to take the initiative to hurt others. So, when he proposed to break up, how was his heart scarred?
On such a cold and biting night, she thought that she was the most wronged person in the world, as if the whole world had abandoned her. So she cried desperately until dawn broke, and the rolling tears passed away with the drizzle, leaving no trace.
But those who can't cry have endured too much in silence.
"It's a good thing to put it down early. The doctor reassured.
But people of this age always have an arrogance in their blood that they do not admit defeat and do not accept their fate. The more unrecognized, the more you have to do it.
Besides, how could it be possible to tell her to put it down? It's not a can of milk, and she just puts it down when she finishes drinking.
"Doctor, I want to stay. Chen Yixin's clear eyes shone brightly.
The man in the white coat seemed to be stunned for a moment, looking at her in disbelief.
"Have you figured it out?"
Chen Yixin nodded, her eyes firm.
"You said he can't talk to anyone right now. But he remembered me, I was the only one who could talk to him. If I'm gone, won't there be nothing left in his world?"
She sat down on the edge of Liu Wang's bed again, looking at the boy who was breathing steadily, with indescribable tenderness in her eyes.
"You can't drive me away now. ”
The girl pouted, the dimples on her cheeks looming, but her eyes were covered with a light veil.
Liu Wang fell asleep groggily. In his dream, he saw that it was pitch black and there was nothing around him.
In one of the hospital's offices, Ms. Chen got into an argument with several doctors.
"I've said it many times that we're responsible for our patients!" cried out a doctor leaning back in his chair with his legs crossed.
"Then do you have a way at the moment?" Chen Yixin's tone did not back down.
"We understand your feelings, lady. But the best way to do it at the moment is to stay in the hospital for nursing treatment. ”
"He's not sick, what are you going to do? If he can't be cured, what are you going to do? Send him to a mental hospital?"
"In extreme cases, this possibility cannot be ruled out. ”
"You!" Chen Yixin was a little angry, and almost raised the cup on the side and threw it over, "He just has some psychological problems, and he needs a heart medicine for heart disease, I will definitely be able to let him come out of the shadows." ”
"His condition is no longer a simple psychological problem. ”
"We feel that having him discharged from the hospital like this will be a potential threat to others and to society. Moreover, if you insist on taking him back, you are likely to put yourself in a dangerous situation. The gentleman who drove the car last time wanted to help him out of good intentions, but he beat him hard. Do you remember?"
Chen Yixin was stunned, as if she had suddenly lost the strength of her whole body, and staggered back a few steps.
"We will definitely do our best, please relax and go back. ”
She dragged her tired body and slowly walked back to the ward step by step.
The boy on the hospital bed was holding a mobile phone with a focused expression.
"What are you doing?" Chen Yixin tried to make her tone as gentle as possible.
"What about playing games. Do you want to come along?" Liu Wang did not look up.
"I don't know how to play, I'll watch you play. She walked over and sat down on the edge of his bed.
The picture is full of flowers and all kinds of dazzling light, and after looking at it for a while, the eyelids become a little heavy. Chen Yixin didn't pay attention, leaned his head forward, and hit Liu Wang's shoulder.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't hurt you, did I?" Chen Yixin nervously rubbed his shoulder.
"I didn't mean to, I was just a little sleepy. She added.
"I wish you did it on purpose. Liu Wang muttered quietly.
"What?" Chen Yixin didn't hear clearly.
"Nothing. What did the doctor say?"
“……”
Her eyes dimmed involuntarily, and she didn't speak, nor did she look at him anymore.
Seeing her reaction, Liu Wang had already guessed the result. Chen Yixin's face has never been able to hide things, unlike him.
"Don't say it. Liu Wang continued to play the game with his head down.
"They said you would be fine after a few more days. ”
"Really?" Liu Wang looked at her suspiciously.
"That's right. Wang Zai, when did I lie to you?" Chen Yixin squeezed out a smile.
"Alas. He sighed and set his phone aside.
"What's wrong?"
"You don't have to come to see me every day, I'll be fine. ”
Chen Yixin's brows furrowed.
"What do you mean? You want to drive me away, don't you?"
"It's not. ”
"That's?"
"I've delayed you too much. ”
Chen Yixin's brows stretched again.
"So you didn't tell me about your car accident? So you're trying to get me away from you?"
"I'm for your good. ”
"Oh, good for me? Chen Yixin was a little excited, she spoke to him in this tone for the first time.
Liu Wang was a little surprised, and lowered his head again.
"I'm sorry. ”
"Don't tell me you're sorry. You know what I want. ”
Liu Wang was silent, he reached out from the quilt and stroked her cheek.
Her tears fell again.
"I know. However, I am not worthy of this. ”
"Don't say that. Chen Yixin threw herself into his arms, "As long as it's you, it's enough." ”
Liu Wang felt a little uncomfortable, and he slowly pushed Chen Yixin away from his arms.
He may have forgotten how to hug a girl.
"In a few days, I'll take you out. Chen Yixin looked at him, her face full of tears.
Liu Wang frowned, and suddenly there was a cramping pain in his chest.
"Tonight, I slept here. ”
"Sleeping here again?"
"Can't you?"
"It's not necessary, I can take care of myself ......"
Before he could say anything, Chen Yixin's index finger was already on his lips.
"Wangzai, it's raining outside, listen. ”
Liu Wang quieted down, and even his breathing slowed down.
I could only hear the sound of rain ticking outside the window, and the rustle of the wind as it blew through the treetops. The world suddenly became so quiet.
He looked at the girl in front of him quietly, her face full of exhaustion, but her eyes still sparkled brightly.
"Wang Tsai. ”
"Huh?"
"I like you. ”
Liu Wang was stunned for a moment.
What is this girl going to do?
"And then ......?"
"What, then?"
"Is this the end?" he said, confused.
"That's it...... I just want to say it suddenly. Chen Yixin lay on the edge of the bed and whispered, "You...... Like me?"
Liu Wang was a little puzzled.
"What...... All of a sudden, "Have you returned to your roots?"
Chen Yixin smiled bitterly.
"Wangzai, you have indeed changed. ”
Wangzai, if it were before, when I asked you some childish questions over and over again, you would definitely take me into your arms over and over again, and answer me gently, saying that you like me.
What I want is not a simple answer, what I want is your sincerity and your company. But now they've become so extravagant.
Although you remember me, remember that you once loved me, but you have forgotten what it feels like to love someone. In other words, you don't know how to love someone anymore.
I don't know how long you'll remember me. But compared to the people and times that have been dusted, I am lucky enough not to ask for more.
I will wait for you until you can love me all over again and until you are able to come back to me. Those hurried years that have been a vague shadow for you, I will protect you for you.
In my dreams, I must have held your hand and ran on the sunny playground like a fool.
I'm coming for you.
Good night. I want to talk about "Presence - Beyond the Island" with more like-minded people, and pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~