Chapter 40: It's Difficult to Say Goodbye (4)

didn't wait for Su Han to think about this matter thoroughly, but Gao Ming asked a question she didn't expect, Gao Ming said Su Han, what happened to you and He Fei's newly hired assistant?

The reason why Gao Ming suddenly asked about this was because he was completely desperate for Chen Xiaowei, so he wanted to talk to Su Han seriously. Since there is such a consideration, Su Han's affairs always want to know a little more. Su Han's interpersonal relationship is very simple, Gao Ming and Ren Jian almost know it, but they have never heard her talk about this little girl surnamed Chu.

Su Han came back to his senses, and didn't answer Gao Ming first, but asked rhetorically, "What's the matter?" Why did you suddenly remember to ask this?

Gao Ming smiled and said because I think she hates you very much.

Su Han smiled bitterly and said I have never offended her, do you believe it?

Then he briefly talked about the grievances between them. Gao Ming listened, and there was nothing to say.

Su Han thought about it, and said that in fact, not only do I not hate Chu Huifang now, but I am very grateful to her, if it weren't for her, things might not be the way they are now.

Gao Ming was a little puzzled when he heard this, so he asked Su Han, why did he say this?

Su Han hesitated for a moment, but still told Gao Ming what she really thought in her heart. At that time, she planned to leave Ren Jian and Gao Ming completely, and had reached a verbal agreement with He Fei.

In fact, deep down, although Su Han knew what He Fei had in mind for her, he also admitted that He Fei was really good to her, and believed that He Fei would never force her. So Su Han thinks that as long as he can stick to the bottom line, things will not be so bad that he can't get out of control.

If it weren't for Chu Huifang's rumors and troubles with the 500,000 check, which seriously worsened Su Han's situation and forced her into a corner, then maybe Su Han might stay in the Sunshine Group just out of gratitude. And with He Fei's status within the group, he can completely protect her. But in this way, after a long time, only God knows whether anything will happen between Su Han and He Fei.

Gao Ming listened to Su Han's true narration, and couldn't help but be very shocked in his heart, and his emotions fluctuated so violently for a while, it was like turning the river and the sea. As long as he thought of that moment, he almost passed by Su Han in his life, Gao Ming was not only sorry, he would also be very sad. This feeling made Gao Ming very afraid, because he really didn't dare to imagine that if Su Han stayed by He Fei's side, what fate would she face, would she become the third Wang Lei again?

Shock was followed by heartache, and heartache was followed by fear, so from this moment on, Gao Ming decided to accept Su Han, and no matter what resistance he encountered after that, he would not give up.

Perhaps because she had begun to resonate emotionally, Su Han immediately felt the change in Gao Ming's mood, and this tacit understanding prompted her to be extraordinarily gentle. Although he was still struggling with Chen Xiaowei's affairs before, at this moment, Su Han focused his mind on Gao Ming, for fear that he would be half-hearted and make things change again.

There are few cars at night, and the road is very smooth. It only took Gao Ming more than twenty minutes to return to the Hengjie apartment. The biggest drawback of this old-fashioned building is that it is difficult to find a place to park.

Gao Ming wanted to park the car at the newspaper office, but suddenly remembered that Ren Jian was leaving tomorrow, and he was very upset not to go if he didn't send it off, and he didn't know if he could find a way to talk to Qian Weidong tomorrow and let him help keep an eye on it for a while?

After hesitating for a moment, he finally found a corner on the street near the apartment and parked the car. After entering the apartment, Su Han almost didn't hesitate, and followed Gao Ming to his room. Gao Ming saw that it was still early, and he also felt that there were many things between them that had not been discussed clearly, so he didn't say anything.

As soon as Su Han entered the door, he found that compared with a few days ago, the room had almost undergone earth-shaking changes. All the things have been neatly placed, and the small hall at the door has been cleaned up, and you can also receive guests seriously.

Su Han couldn't help but feel a little moved in her heart, because she knew what all this meant. This means that Gao Ming knew that Su Han would definitely come to visit, so he made these preparations. Moved, Su Han turned to look at Gao Ming, but saw that Gao Ming was also looking at her with a bit of pride.

Su Han smiled appreciatively and said Gao Mingxing, I can't see that you are quite capable.

Gao Ming also smiled and didn't speak, but took out an electric kettle, boiled water with the newly added household goods, and made a cup of tea for Su Han. Then the two of them sat on the couch and talked.

This time, Gao Ming didn't deliberately act again, and the two kept an appropriate distance, neither far nor close. Gao Ming has been thinking about Chen Xiaowei in his heart, this is an unavoidable topic between him and Su Han, since he can't hide from it, he has to talk about it sooner or later, and it is better to talk about it later. But how to start this conversation, Gao Ming took a lot of thought.

Gao Ming thought for a while, and finally got straight to the point, so he asked Su Han, do you know what the current situation is between me and Chen Xiaowei?

Su Han shook her head, she was very concerned about this question, although she wanted to ask, it was difficult to say.

Gao Ming thought about it for a while, and then said that I can tell you plainly that it was after I met her in the plum garden just now that I finally made up my mind.

When Su Han heard Gao Ming's words, his heart became excited, but there was no expression on his face. She looked at Gao Ming quietly, waiting for him to continue.

Gao Ming did not go into more details, but changed his perspective, saying that since this matter has passed, I don't want to say anything more, so as not to add to the trouble. It's just Jojo's thing, and it's still a piece of my heart. I don't know if Su Han has thought about this?

Su Han nodded and said that he had thought about it, but I didn't know what to do. I don't have much thought on this issue, so I respect any choice you make.

Gao Ming was silent for a moment, and said that in fact, you don't have to think too much, if I promise you, I will keep my promise, unless...... Suddenly, he stopped talking.

Su Han became a little nervous, and hurriedly asked, unless anything?

Gao Ming said, unless you treat me like she treats me too.

Su Han was taken aback at first when he heard this, and then smiled bitterly, saying that it seems that we really need to understand each other better.

Gao Ming nodded, and also smiled bitterly, saying that I have chased two women in my life, and in the end they are the same result, so you have to understand me.

Su Han didn't think about it, so he said But this time it's different, this time it should be me chasing you, right?

Although Su Han was telling the truth, both of them were stunned at the same time, and then they looked at each other and laughed. The atmosphere of the scene, which was too solemn, finally relaxed.

Su Han didn't want to continue this deep topic, so he said Gao Ming, didn't you ask me last time, why did you fill in the song "Poppy Beauty"?

Gao Ming said yes, but you didn't want to tell me at the time.

Su Han said that it was too late that day, so I'll tell you now.

Then he talked about what he experienced in Feiyun Peak. Su Han first recounted the touching scene of the elderly couple supporting each other, and then described his true inner feelings.

In the end, when he asked why he wanted to fill in that poem, Su Han's voice was a little astringent, and there seemed to be tears flashing in his beautiful eyes.

Su Han said that in fact, I was very depressed at that time, and if I didn't have a similar experience, I'm afraid no one would be able to understand it. So I can only use words to express my thoughts about someone, and the ambivalence of anticipation and despair for the future.

Gao Ming was also moved when he heard it, and said emotionally Su Han, the artistic conception of that poem is very beautiful, but your heart and your feelings are even more beautiful, thank you for giving me such a beautiful everything!

Su Han was infected by Gao Ming's passion, and he also said with a yearning for Gao Ming, and I thank you for this poetic language. You said it would be nice if we could do that when we were old!

Gao Ming came back to his senses from his reverie and looked at Su Han silently. Su Han also looked back at Gao Ming silently, and the tenderness in those beautiful eyes was like water.

Gao Ming suddenly became impulsive, and suddenly reached out and took Su Han into his arms. Su Han gently rested his head on Gao Ming's shoulder, and for the first time in his life, he had the idea of relying on a man.

At this moment, Su Han is no longer entangled, Chen Xiaowei has long been forgotten. Her heart became very soft, and there was only one thought in her head, that is, love itself was exclusive and selfish. She must respect her feelings and also respect her wise choices.

Su Han especially felt fortunate that this was a decision made after careful consideration and careful consideration.

After a while, Su Han seemed to suddenly remember something, raised his head suddenly, and said Gao Ming, I want to show you something, and then he took out his mobile phone and clicked on an interface, and handed it to him with a smile, Gao Ming took it and saw that it was Su Han's "scissorhands" photo.

Gao Ming remembers clearly that Su Han conspired with Ma Yusheng during an interview in Xiaoshi Village and secretly took this so-called "work photo", which had been deleted by him at the time, why did it appear in Su Han's mobile phone now?

He couldn't help but be a little strange, so he asked, "Why do you still have this picture?"

Su Han pretended to smile mysteriously and said You don't care where I came from!

Gao Ming saw that Su Han's face was full of pride, and he couldn't help but want to tease her, pretending to delete it, Su Han shouted, and said Gao Ming, you dare!

Gao Ming said that this must have been done by Ma Yusheng, look back at how I cleaned him up!

Su Han glared at those beautiful eyes, and said I warn you Gao Ming, don't mention this matter again, otherwise I will be in a hurry with you! You didn't delete your own operation mistake at that time, what does it have to do with Ma Yusheng? Besides, this is the only photo of the two of us, and I cherish it.

Gao Ming looked at her nervous appearance, smiled and didn't speak again.

At six o'clock in the morning, Gao Ming was woken up by the preset electronic alarm clock. He got up in a hurry, washed up briefly, and went out. I bought a pound of xiaolongbao and two cups of soy milk in a small shop at the corner of the street, packed it, and drove straight to Ren Jian's house.

The reason why Gao Ming went out so early was to avoid the rush hour at work. At this point, the road was really unimpeded, and it only took more than twenty minutes to reach Ren Jian's downstairs.

After parking the car, Gao Ming wanted to call Ren Jian first, but he didn't call after thinking about it, so he went upstairs directly with the breakfast he bought. When I arrived at the door of Ren Jian's house, I just knocked on the door, but I was surprised to hear Ren Jian's voice, and asked in the house through the door, Hey, who is it?

Gao Ming thought about it, then deliberately pinched his nose and said, from the Public Security Bureau, hurry up and open the door!

There was a sudden silence in the room, but then the door opened.

Ren Jian probed out and saw that it was Gao Ming, first an accident and then a surprise, and then he shouted, Master, what are you doing here?

Gao Ming entered the room with a smile, and only after a glance did he know why Ren Jian got up early. There were two large suitcases on the ground, one had been covered, the other was open, and there was a pile of miscellaneous pieces next to it, probably Ren Jian was packing.

Gao Ming glared at Ren Jian, and said angrily, do you want me to help?

Ren Jian hurriedly said no, no, really no, in fact, I had already packed it yesterday, should I not hesitate a little before opening it and looking through it.

Gao Ming didn't look like he was lying, and when he thought about how early he went home last night, how many things could not be done, and he had to stay until the morning to do it, so he didn't say anything more, and told him that Su Han was going to come to see you off, but I didn't let her come.

Ren Jian said, oh, why?

Gao understood him and said lightly No why.

Gao Ming actually thought very simply, the closer he was to Su Han, the more he didn't want to cause trouble because of this. There are many rights and wrongs in the press department, if he and Su Han don't go to work in the morning, and then they appear at the same time, it is easy to attract people to gossip.

Ren Jian said that you are really, Su Han and I are also friends, why don't you let her come?

Gao Ming said that you have a lot of face, and you still come here? It's not that you don't know the people in the press department.

Ren Jian still wanted to argue, but Gao Ming changed the topic and said okay, okay, let's talk about your side of the matter. Why don't you call your friend and tell him not to come, and I'll take you to the airport?"

Ren Jian's own car has already been sold, and he has borrowed it from a friend for the past two days, and when he went to the airport today, he also made an appointment with a friend to send it in advance.

Hearing Gao Ming say this, Ren Jian hesitated a little, and said Aren't you quite busy? Why don't we just talk here, and don't go to the airport?

Gao Ming said don't talk nonsense, who do you want to send, you hurry up!

Ren Jian thought about it and called his friend, and when he asked that someone was about to go out, he quickly told him that someone had already come to deliver it, so he didn't rush over again.

Ren Jian packed up his luggage three times and twice, and Gao Ming hurriedly took out the buns and soy milk, and ate them with Ren Jian while they were hot. The two hurriedly went downstairs, and finally put Ren Jian's two large suitcases in the car, and Gao Ming hurriedly drove on the road. Although there are more cars and pedestrians on the road, they are still barely able to walk.

In fact, Gao Ming rushed to see Ren Jian, in addition to the deep relationship between brothers, there was another consideration, and he wanted to talk to him about Su Han. And the reason why Ren Jian agreed happily was because he had the same idea.

Ren Jian also thought about it for a long time after he came back last night, and finally figured out a truth. Many times, emotions are not something that can be controlled by reason, just like himself and Ouyang, no matter who stops it, it is useless. Since it is difficult to be wicked, it is better to be good people and let them toss themselves. Anyway, out of sight and out of mind, no matter what the outcome, it is up to them to bear it.

Although the two thought of one thing, they held back for a while but neither of them spoke.

In the end, Ren Jian didn't hold back, and took the initiative to say Master, after I came back last night, I thought carefully about you and Su Han, and finally I figured it out and stopped caring about your affairs.

Gao Ming turned his head sideways and glanced at Ren Jian hurriedly, although he didn't speak, he was a little surprised in his heart. Since Ren Jian took the initiative to change his attitude, he omitted the rhetoric he had originally thought of.

Ren Jian thought about it and said, I want to formally retract what I said to you, and reiterate my original point of view, no matter what result you have, I will accept it. That's what Su Han and I said.

Gao Ming said, do you really think so?

Ren Jian nodded, and said Of course it's true! Although I didn't bless you, since this matter has already begun, I really hope that you can have a good ending.

Gao Ming secretly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, since Ren Jian's attitude was so sincere, there was no need to say many words again. He and Ren Jian are also teachers and friends, and some things are really not so easy to say.

Shun Shundang arrived at the airport, Ren Jian just got out of the car, and received a call from Su Han, wishing him a smooth journey. Ren Jian thanked Su Han for his kindness, and hurriedly went to check in his luggage and check in.

Gao Ming saw that the time was almost up, so he quickly took the time to call Qian Weidong, saying that he had a cold and a bad headache, and was seeing a doctor in the hospital, and he might have to go a little late.

Qian Weidong was not very happy when he heard it, but since Gao Ming had already cut it first, he had no move, so he had to say, I can only keep an eye on it for you for a while, and the party group of the newspaper will hold a meeting at half past ten, so you should come over as soon as possible after you are done. When Gao Ming heard this, he immediately responded happily.

After Ren Jian finished his business, Gao Ming said goodbye to him for the last time, and went to the waiting room after watching him go to the security check before going to pick up the car and return to the company.

Gao Ming returned to the newspaper office just after a quarter past ten, as soon as he entered the office, he hurriedly called Qian Weidong, and the two handed over, but it did not affect him to go to the party group meeting.