The Buddha doesn't save me, I save myself!

"It's none of your business, let's talk about it tomorrow at the unit, it's late, your sister-in-law needs to rest!" Guo Han's wife opened her mouth and before she could speak, he put her arm around my shoulders and dragged her out the door.

"Guo Zi, can you talk well? Don't be cold to your colleagues, you see how old this kid is?" cough cough cough cough cough

"Daughter-in-law, don't be angry! I..." Guo Han hurriedly ran to the side of the bed and gently patted his wife's back.

"Sister-in-law, don't be angry, my brother Guo is also afraid that our chat will disturb your rest, otherwise I will come to visit you another day..."

"You shouldn't be less than eighteen years old, right? You came out to work at such a young age, and your family isn't local to S City, right?" asked me Guo Han's wife with a concerned face.

"Uh-uhh

"He's a college student, and he got a social internship in advance, daughter-in-law, can I apply to drink a little later, after all, it's your birthday, and it doesn't seem polite to invite guests to a glass of wine..."

"Drink, if it weren't for my poor health, I would like to help you stir-fry a few dishes..."Guo Han's wife sighed with some guilt.

"When my sister-in-law is ready, please invite me to stir-fry again! I came with cooked food today!" I shook the plastic bag in my hand and smiled at her.

"Daughter-in-law, you lie down first!" the two of us will make a fuss in the yard..."Guo Han gently helped his wife to lie down, and after glancing at me, the two of us left the room with beer and cooked food.

"Go outside, don't disturb the neighbors!" I pointed to the gate, Guo Han nodded silently, and followed me out of the yard.

"Thank you, Yiyi is very happy today, she hasn't laughed like this for a long time, and the girl named Zhang Xiaoyu was also deliberately found by you, right?" Sitting at the door of his house, Guo Han took out half a cigarette from his shirt pocket, lit it in his mouth, and asked me after spitting out a large smoke ring.

"Well, yes, but don't get me wrong, I did want to woo you at first, but now I just hope to help you! How much does my sister-in-law's illness cost?" I honestly sat down next to him, opened a can of beer and handed it to him.

"It takes a lot... It's scary!But I don't want to accept your help..."Guo Han shook his head, raised the can of beer, took a sip, it should be a big sip, and smiled at me, "Yiyi said that she hopes that every penny I spend on her will be clean, she hates the underworld!"

"Brother Guo, I don't agree with your statement! Actually, the underworld does not exist, because if a society is not black, it is impossible for the underworld to exist. And when there is a so-called underworld in a society, then this society has begun to become black, and I don't think my money is not clean, my money is also exchanged for my own sweat and blood! I don't feel dirty..."I touched Guo Han with a beer can.

"Your thinking is terrible, if it was a few decades ago to catch up with the Cultural Revolution, you would have to be labeled a counter-revolutionary... Haha!" the frosty man smiled at me for the first time.

"Maybe my thinking is too realistic, if the society is not black, you and your sister-in-law are down-to-earth, why can't you afford to buy a house if you earn your own money? Why does my sister-in-law look down on the doctor? Maybe my psychology is too dark, I personally think that as long as the people I care about live well, it doesn't matter whether it's the underworld or the white society!" I looked at Guo Han categorically.

"When I was your age, I was even more extreme than you, otherwise I wouldn't have been in labor re-education for five years..."Guo Han lowered his head and muttered to himself.

"Brother Guo, do you worship God?" I asked him coldly.

"I used to worship Guan Erye when I was in mixed society, and then my daughter-in-law got sick, and I also worshiped the Buddha, and I worshipped many gods and Buddhas... What's wrong?" asked Guo Han puzzled.

"Did the Buddha help you? In the words of their Buddha, did the Buddha save you?" I pinched my cigarette and drew circles on the ground.

"Didn't you see it, and none of the gods and Buddhas in the sky were willing to save me..."Guo Han smiled very reluctantly, and I felt that his smile was like crying.

"A few months ago, in order to carry the guilt for all my brothers, I went into prison alone, and then I regretted it, called the heavens should not be, and shouted that the earth is not working, at that time I told myself, the Buddha does not save me, I save myself!" I shook the empty can, pointed at Guo Han and said with a smile, "Brother Guo, wine is character, you can't pit brothers, right?"

"The Buddha doesn't save me, I save myself!" Guo Han's eyes lit up a little, and he raised the beer can, "Goo Dong, Goo Dong...", all of them were poured into his mouth, and after drinking, he pursed his mouth and said, "I, Guo Han, have never cheated my brothers in my life, even if my so-called brothers finally sold me, I never said a person's name in the police station!"

"Brother Guo, how much does my sister-in-law's illness cost? I'm also a poor bastard, but if you treat me as a friend, I'm willing to make up with you..."

"Conservatively, it's estimated to be one million, but she may not be able to hold on to me to raise enough money..."Guo Han spoke, tears appeared in his tiger eyes, "Yiyi followed me at the age of sixteen, she accompanied me when I mixed with society, and then I lived in prison, she waited for me from the outside, and she didn't have a good day, I'm sorry for her..."

"The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place!" When he drank the second can of beer, Guo Han was already crying like a child, and his angular face was full of tears.

"One million? I don't have that much at the moment, let's figure out a way together, how long can my sister-in-law last, let her be hospitalized first tomorrow, the environment of the hospital is better than at home!" I breathed a sigh of relief, one million is not only a huge amount of money for Guo Han, but it is not an "astronomical amount" for me, but I am willing to help him raise it, because I believe that Guo Han is definitely worth more than one million.

"Thank you, but Yiyi asked, how should I answer? He doesn't like me to have any entanglements with people in society, in fact, I don't blame Yiyi for being prejudiced, those guys are too bad, when I was in prison, Yiyi went to beg, after Yiyi got sick, I also came to the door to beg, but they were all prevaricated and shirked..."Guo Han gritted his teeth and said, I think the "they" in his mouth may be Guo Han's previous group of brothers.

"It's okay, I told my sister-in-law, just say that our unit knows about my sister-in-law's situation, and spontaneously organize to donate, don't forget that we are colleagues now..."I said with a smile.

"But..."Seeing Guo Han's expression as if he wanted to refuse, I hurriedly interrupted him, "It's nothing, besides, I'm helping my sister-in-law and not helping you, even if you have hands and feet, even if you beg me, I won't take care of it!" I interrupted him, stuffed Zhang Xiaoyu's borrowed more than 1,000 yuan into Guo Han's hand, and continued, "Stay in your hands, help your sister-in-law buy something she likes to eat, no matter what happens to your sister-in-law in the end... During these days, she always wanted to be accompanied by you, and she must be very helpless and lonely alone, so let's quit my job for the time being..."

"Thank you..." Guo Han's voice was very hoarse, and his head was very low, I didn't know if he was crying, I didn't want to ask or didn't dare to ask, I took a deep breath and stood up, and patted him on the shoulder, "Brother Guo, I'll go first! I'll come over tomorrow to help you send your sister-in-law to the hospital first! Don't be uncomfortable, the problem that can be solved with money is not called a problem..."

"I... What can I do for you?" Guo Han raised his head with red eyes and asked me fiercely.

"I don't know if there is a way to make money quickly, I'll go back and ask later, if there is something suitable, I'll call you!" I want to go back and ask Jiang Feng or Wang Xing if there is any way to make money quickly, I only know these two old rivers and lakes in S City.