Chapter 730: The Past That Can't Be Returned
() A life, a play.
Everyone's life is acting, wearing a mask of hypocrisy and playing different roles. Often, after a mask is torn off, the mask is still worn on the face.
In life, we are all actors, shedding our own tears and acting in other people's plays.
No one can see what kind of heart is hidden behind this mask in this scene.
Someone once said that the most difficult thing in the world to understand is a woman's heart. In fact, it's not right, because both men's and women's hearts are elusive, and there is a saying that it is difficult to draw the skin of a tiger and draw bones, and it is difficult to know people and faces.
Therefore, the most difficult thing in the world to understand should be the human heart.
In fact, there are many kinds of hearts, sincere, false, loving, kind, selfish, black-hearted, hypocritical, and ...... Ambition.
What kind of person is Wang Tianji? What kind of mask does he wear? And what kind of heart is hidden behind the mask?
No one can see it, and the only one who can really understand him is himself.
But 11 knew that he still had ambition, an ambition that was silent but not yet lost. He only added a spark to the prairie fire, and he completely ignited this heart that had been dead for many years. It is foreseeable that the Wang family will soon have a large-scale infighting, and the person who can stand to the end in this infighting is the ultimate winner. However, 11 believes that the victor will definitely be Wang De and Wang Tianji, father and son.
Wang De11 has not seen it, so it is difficult to evaluate, but if what Liudao said is true, then Wang De is not an ordinary person. And Wang Tianji11 already has a general understanding, his calmness, his ability to deal with death threats calmly, as well as his clever mind and hidden ambitions, all show that this person is not an ordinary person. I believe that as long as he has the opportunity, he will be able to do a great job.
A shady agreement was finalized at the dinner table of this specialty restaurant, and 11 and Wang Tianji also became temporary allies, the reason why it was temporary was because whether this relationship could be maintained or not, the key was to see if 11 could kill those elders, if he failed, this alliance would be meaningless.
I don't know if God also has an ally to celebrate 11, after Wang Tianji accepted 11's conditions, Zhuge Hui came over with a plate of special dishes called "Red Lotus in Fire". Zhuge Hui secretly glanced at the expressions of these two people, there seemed to be nothing abnormal, and Wang Tianji's eyebrows seemed to have a little more brilliance than before. Although she was puzzled, she didn't show anything on her face, she gently put it on the table, and reported the name of the dish: "This is the red lotus of the bath fire, please taste it slowly." ”
Wang Tianji warmly introduced to 11 like facing an old friend for many years: "This dish is my favorite dish, don't look at it like a lotus flower, in fact, it is made of rice cakes." However, it doesn't taste like a rice cake, but it is really crisp like eating a flower petal, and it has the fresh taste of plants in your mouth. You try. ”
11 shook his head, didn't even glance at the dish, stood up and said, "I'll go first." ”
"Huh?" Wang Tianji was stunned: "Won't you finish eating and then leave?"
"No, I'll wait for your news. 11 After speaking, he turned around and left without hesitation, and at the moment of turning around, he and Zhuge Hui glanced at each other. Then, without stopping for half a minute, the girl's figure did not leave any memories in his world, and passed by.
The connection of blood does not keep this pair of relatives, and when they step out at 11, they are still people from two worlds. An older sister and a younger brother, a chance encounter, but they rubbed shoulders with each other. There are no intersections, no surprises, and no regrets. Because to them, each other is just strangers.
Perhaps, they will never meet again in this life......
Fate, it's playing a big joke, a slight turn, maybe has been missed for a lifetime. Since then, one in the east and the other in the west, each other's worlds no longer intersect. Even if all the efforts are not worth a joke of fate, God only blinks in the clouds, and all the endings have been completely changed.
Zhuge Hui watched 11's back disappear from sight, but he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time. The bleak and lonely figure had left a deep impression on her heart. His steps were also very heavy and heavy, as if he was carrying a thousand pounds of weight on his shoulders, and every step of the sale was so difficult and heavy.
What kind of person is he, and what kind of story does he have in him?
"Xiaohui?" Wang Tianji's voice pulled Zhuge Hui back to reality, and when she came back to her senses, she blinked, and immediately responded: "Ah, what's wrong?"
Wang Tianji smiled: "What's wrong with you? ”
"Oh, nothing. ”
Wang Tianji looked out of the door where 11 had disappeared, and asked with a smile, "You can't have a crush on him, right?"
Zhuge Hui glared at him, and said angrily: "What nonsense." I just think he's ...... Uh, it's special. ”
"Special?"
"Yes, his eyes are ......" Zhuge Hui thought for a while, but couldn't find a suitable adjective, shook his head and smiled: "I don't know how to describe it." ”
Wang Tianji said on her behalf: "It's cold, not angry?"
"Pretty much. Zhuge Hui smiled self-deprecatingly, in fact, she didn't think that man's eyes were cold, it was true that he was not angry, cold was just his disguise. She could feel that he had buried his true self deeply, built a tombstone for himself so deep that no one could dig it anymore, and then disguised himself completely with indifference. So, although he looked cold, Zhuge Hui knew that it was not his true heart.
"That's right. Wang Tianji stared at Zhuge Hui carefully and said, "Speaking of his eyes, I found that you look a little like him, especially these eyes." ”
Zhuge Hui smiled: "My eyes aren't so cold, right? If I were like this, the boss would have driven me away." ”
Wang Tianji shook his head and said, "I'm not talking about your eyes, I mean your eyes, as well as your facial features, they look a bit similar." But if you look closely, I don't think it's quite like it. Well, the main thing is that you don't have his repulsive demeanor. ”
Zhuge Hui didn't have the anger to continue to entangle with him, and said separately: "By the way, your friends are gone, can you eat more dishes?
Wang Tianji shook his hand and said, "No need, don't return it if you order it." ”
Zhuge Hui muttered, "You are such a waste. ”
"Heh, I'm in a good mood today, it's worth wasting it. By the way, Xiaohui, I just told you to find a house in advance, I may not move for the time being. ”
Zhuge Hui smiled: "Afraid?"
Wang Tianji rolled his eyes and said, "What are you afraid of, it's just that I will have something to do in the next few days, and I don't have time to care about that for the time being." And it's uncertain whether you can move in the future, but if you really plan to move out in the future, I'll trouble you again. After saying this, he added an extra sentence in his heart: "I hope there will never be that day." ”
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"I hope there will never be that day......" muttered somewhere in a secret place, lying on the lawn in the cold night looking at the sky silently.
"You've been very decadent lately, why don't you train anymore?" I don't know when an old man over half a hundred years old was already standing beside him. He appeared very suddenly, as if he had just jumped out of thin air.
Leng Ye was not surprised by the appearance of the old man, his expression was still calm and looked at the sky, and asked softly, "Has my execution come down?"
"What execution?"
Leng Ye smiled softly and said, "Obsidian senior, don't comfort me. From the day I came back, I knew what I was up against. To them, I was just a traitor. Obsidian sat down beside him and asked, "Do you think you are?"
Leng Ye neither nodded nor shook his head, closed his eyes and muttered, "I think yes or no, does it make sense?" After a pause, he added: "When I was very young, I dreamed that I could become a soldier and surpass my father. But along the way, I realized that this road was not so easy, and no matter how hard I tried, I still couldn't surpass him. ”
Obsidian sighed and said, "She's the best sniper I've ever seen, and she's the pride of our Dragon Nation. If he hadn't gone too early, he would still have a good chance of being selected by the Tigers. ”
Leng Ye smiled bitterly and continued: "In order to improve myself as much as possible, I even volunteered to apply for an undercover transfer, desperately improving myself in the most dangerous places. And this stay has been almost ten years...... For the past ten years, I've been living every day in such a way that I've almost forgotten who I am. Every day, I take the trouble to take tasks and complete them, like a machine, and even I am almost numb. ”
Leng Ye raised his hands in front of his eyes and looked at them quietly, and said: "My hands are stained with too much blood, although I have killed all the innocent people, but the more people I kill, the greater the conscience blame I bear." I couldn't sleep every night, and I often wondered, what would happen to their children if I killed those people? Will they be like me, sitting alone every night, holding a picture of my father and secretly crying alone?"
Obsidian didn't interject and listened quietly from the side.
Leng Ye sighed and continued: "But that's it, what can I do? This path is my own choice, and from the first day I set foot on it, I knew that I had no chance to turn back. I can only continue to carry the guilt of conscience and continue to kill, and many times I push myself to the fullest. Gradually, I became numb. After killing too many people, I felt like my heart was about to get cold. I don't feel it anymore when I kill someone, and sometimes I can still feel a thrill when I see a bullet go into someone's body. I was scared, I was afraid that I would sink and become a pervert from now on, and I knew that if I continued like this, sooner or later I would drive myself crazy and become a murderous pervert. Just when I was about to despair, I met him......"
Leng Ye smiled and continued: "He is a very special guy, and he has a very convincing charm in him. I learned a lot from him, although he was more murderous than I was, and even sometimes I felt that his heart was made of ice at all, without the slightest emotion, even innocent people could be killed so confidently that he could not even blink an eye. However, after in-depth contact, I found out that he also has feelings, but he hides his feelings very deeply, so deep that no one can touch them. He also knows how to care about others, but he will never let you know that he cares about you. The burden and pressure he carries will not confide in anyone, and he will always be carried silently by himself. Oh, this guy is so angry and loving sometimes. ”
Shaking his head, a trace of memory flashed in Leng Ye's eyes: "When you are with him, there will always be a lot of wonderful things happening." It's like we infiltrated the bug country twice, rescued the scientists, released those monsters, and destroyed the bug net base. And to Innia, who blew up their secret military base and destroyed the headquarters of Black Jasmine. After coming back, he was hunted down by your dragon soul all over the world, and while hiding from you, he also had to secretly collect evidence to find out the person who framed us, and later joined forces with the big circle, the Green Gang, and fate to attack the Blood Rose Base. Oh, during that time, every day was killing and fleeing, and I couldn't even be at peace for half a moment, and it was normal to not be able to eat or sleep for a few days, although I was under a lot of pressure, but my life was very fulfilling. When I was alone, I was afraid every day if I would die the next day, but with them, I never thought about it. Even if - this article is transferred from Shushu.com - http://www.shushuw.cn/shu/3239/4156500.html
http://www.shushuw.cn/shu/3239/4156500.html - really dead, it's worth it. At least I once had a group of partners that I could trust, rely on, and give to each other. ”
Leng Ye raised his head, looked up at the blue sky, and a warm smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "The days with them are the most missed time in my life." Now, I really want to go back......"
Obsidian asked, "You want to go to them?"
Leng Ye shook his head and muttered, "I can't go back, can I? Some things are missed, even if they are missed once, they will be missed for a lifetime." To you, I am a defector, and to them, am I not a defector? I have no way out, no matter how I go, it is a dead end. ”
Obsidian pondered for a moment and asked, "What would you do if you were given a chance to choose again?"
Leng Ye glanced at him and said, "I hope to retire." ”
"Retired?"
"Well, I always thought that my dream was to be a soldier, and to be loyal to my country was my greatest honor. ”
"That's good. ”
Leng Ye smiled bitterly: "But what did my loyalty get in exchange? After ten years of hard work, all I got was a word of distrust. Obsidian, I really want to go back, to my friends. That's where I'm supposed to be. ”
Leng Ye looked at the sky and muttered, "Monkey, queen, frenzy...... 11……”