Chapter 388
I put down the charcoal pen in my hand, gently lifted the tent, and asked in a low voice, "Sleep?"
The person on the bed blinked quietly, lying on his side, his head resting on his right arm, his eyelashes were a little long, but not curled, which made his eyes look a little stiff, even in his sleeping face, the expression on his face was not peaceful, and his eyebrows were still slightly frowned!
I sat lightly on the edge of the bed, reaching out and quietly touching his eyebrows, I was afraid of waking him up, so I didn't dare to push too my hands, he was always easy to wake up, and in the last few days, he could only sleep for one or two hours almost every night.
Now it is a full recovery, and the stove in the palace is also thorough, in the past six months, I have looked for doctors everywhere, and even Chi Gongchen and Tan Yan have asked, he has also taken a lot of medicine, but the cold on his body has not necessarily improved, and he sleeps with him every night, and he can always feel that the cold on his body is getting heavier and heavier!
Tianyi is eventful, every time in the early dynasty, although it is Bai An who sits on the throne, but, in the end, he spends more energy than anyone else, after Tianyi won Luoze, although the land area has expanded a lot, but there are not many ministers who can be used in the entire court, and there are only two or three who can really help.
In the past six months, most of them have been committed to the integration of the two countries, and the opening of scientific expeditions has only risen in recent days, so he is a little lonely, and he can't let go of all the big and small events in the whole day, so he has to ask them one by one.
used to be just a prince, Bai An was able to contribute to the country to some extent, and today it has become like this, coupled with the medicinal properties of Bai Nan's body, and the death of Bai Li, these are all inseparable from Bai Qin, Bai An does not say it on the surface, but, after a long time, he is still more or less resentful, he doesn't love this mountain and river, but someone wants to press the dragon chair to him, and he ...... In fact, there is not much real power!
So, Bai An, the emperor, didn't do anything, and continued the usual style of Bai Li, and only knew how to play with a few red fen blue faces all day long...... There was even a kick to kick the dragon chair away, and the early dynasty was also a little child's play, and the ministers played, so he painted on the dragon chair with the Sang ghosts, and didn't pay attention to the ministers below!
And the white qin ...... I don't know what he's thinking, and he's not used to talking to me!
Even so, he refused to let Bai An go......
Sighing lightly, he has been coming over recently, and he is already planning to send troops!
Just two days ago, I had a fight with him about whether to attack Mu Yu or not.
If it had been, he wouldn't have asked me for my opinion, but...... From that day on, although his attitude towards me was still cold, and he didn't allow me to do more intimate things, there was finally a little difference between us!
I'm happy about that, but I'm also getting more and more embarrassed!
I've spent too much time with him for half a year...... For this reason, I don't know much about Yeqin and Ye'er!
The time when Yeqin was reborn at the age of twenty is approaching, and Ye'er is not far from the day of labor, and I will leave no matter what, but I know that if I leave, he will definitely send troops!
He once said...... If he doesn't attack Mu Yu, he will attack Menghua!
When I asked him why, he never said......
But I don't want him to move in these two countries!
Judging from the golden dragon lotus on the back of Yeqin, he must be the lord of Mu Yu, although he is now the ruler of Xuanzhao, but where can Yeqin watch it perish.
And Menghua -
Although the existing scenery is still superficial, it is ...... Mo Chenyi is not a god after all, after the blow of the Triple Alliance...... Tianyi came to take advantage of the fire to rob again, Mo Chenyi ...... Where can he support it!
The hardest thing right now is he...... Although I haven't seen him for a long time, even after a long time, the green is still deeply seared in my mind, and I can't help but care about him.
Menghua is in an urgent situation, it is the country with the most wars in half a year, although the eight countries are afraid of the green cold son, but they know very clearly - if Menghua is not available, how can he rule the world?
In such a time and space, Menghua's topography is destined for him to be smoothed out one day, but ...... At least I don't want to be at this time, and I don't want it to be me or Bai Qin!
Menghua's folk customs are so pure, I still can't forget the little girl holding the lotus lantern smiling at me!
There, is the country that Mo Chenyi poured his entire blood into...... If he is destroyed in front of Mo Chenyi, this will be more uncomfortable for the man who wears green than killing him!
The day when Ye'er is about to give birth is getting closer and closer, and the knot in my heart is getting tighter and tighter!
My child is about to be born, how can I not be with him!...... If I leave, what will Mo Chenyi do?
Bai Qin, a person like him, must be able to say and do!
Xu I was too engrossed in my thoughts, and with a sigh, I woke up Bai Qin!
"Done?" he frowned, sat up from the bed, paused, and asked, "What's wrong?"
"It's okay!" I shook my head and pulled the covers over him!
He looked at me fixedly, with a cold glint in his eyes......
I stopped looking into his eyes and slowly lowered my head.
He chuckled and pulled my collar, "You've been ...... lately Feeling bad?"
"No!" I patted his hand, "You're thinking too much!"
"Yes!" he smiled bitterly, but there was no smile on the corner of his lips, "Shadow, you have something to hide from me?"
"Nope!"
Letting go of my neckline, he lowered his eyes, and for some reason, there was a hint of panic on his face.
I was about to say something when he rubbed his temples and asked slowly, "You really have nothing to hide from me?"
His tone made me feel a little uncomfortable...... He was too aggressive, and I knew that even now, he had never believed me.
"No!" I said, brushing the corner of my lips against the edge of his lips, and he was a little disgusted, but he didn't refuse!
I held him firmly in my arms, and my heart felt a little numb and dull pain, "Don't talk about me, it's you...... I haven't been in good spirits for the past few days, are you worried about your mother? Don't worry, the imperial doctor will cure her!"
Since Bai Li's death, An Wansi has been sick, and in the past half a year, there are only a handful of days without illness, and Bai Qin is quite uncomfortable for this.
After a while, Bai Qin bit her lower lip, "No, she can't get better!" As he spoke, he raised his head and stared at me tightly, "Since Bai Li's death, she doesn't want to live anymore!"
He is not ruthless after all, at least when talking about An Wansi, he will still be angry and resentful, not just blindly calculating!
"That person treated her like that, but my mother still remembered him, even me...... Even his son didn't want to care! just for the man who had kept her in the cold for decades. Bai Qin's Adam's apple moved, clutching my sleeve tightly, so hard that my hand could feel pain, "But...... I don't want her to die, that is, let her be riddled with diseases, and I will hang her with medicine, and I won't let her die...... Even if I torture her, don't think that I will do what she wants!
As I listened, I was a little frightened, and even more sad......
Bai Qin, he is not like this, he is just...... It's been lonely for too long! There are so many injuries that now, he doesn't dare to ask for anything, even if he puts his sincerity in front of him, he will always question it!
If you don't want anything, you won't be afraid of losing anything!
When he went to Luoze to be a proton, he was only twelve years old!
In those days in Luoze, he smoothed out his blood little by little, Situ Baili once mentioned that Baiqin back then had the sunniest smile and the warmest heart!
I've never seen him like that, but I think it'...... That's what he should be!
At least, even if it is changed to a clear sky, the moon ...... It should still be the way it used to be.
"Moon!" I hardly knew how to comfort him except to be by his side!
I gently touched my forehead to his, "Moon...... At least, in the future, there will be me!"
He stiffened and didn't speak.
After a long time, he got up and went to drink a cup of tea.
Looking at me steadily, he said softly, "Shadow...... This time, no matter how much you object! I won't stop! In two days, I will move, and the soldiers, horses, food, and grass will be ready!"
There was even some mournful begging in his voice!
Then, at that time, I didn't pay attention, just in an instant, all the blood in my body rushed to my head, and in an instant, my brain was numb, "You ......"
He sighed softly, walked up to me, and gently took my hand, "You won't betray me, will you?"
Without waiting for me to answer, he continued, "You're not going to leave me, are you?"
Then, with his cold hand, he grabbed my face and said to me, "It's okay...... If, if you still let me down after all, I will make your life worse than death!" As he spoke, his face turned blue and his body trembled a little, but he held my face tighter, "I have been very good to you...... So, don't let me down!"
He is a bit like me back then, paranoid, doesn't believe in anyone, and just wants to live alone!
Back then, it was the moon that pulled me out and made my dusty heart feel a little sunshine, and now...... It's probably the other way around.
At this time...... I couldn't hear what he was saying, I just had his words echoing in my head, and in two days, he was going to act, he was going to act!
It took a deep breath before I calmed myself down, "Yue...... Where is it? Mu Yu or ...... Menghua!"
"......" He didn't look over, didn't look at me, and said for a while, "I'm already for ......" Speaking of this, his brows furrowed very tightly, and after a while, he swallowed the words in his mouth into his stomach again, and changed his words, "I have disobeyed Mr. Yan many times, this time, no! Yue, you will be by my side!"
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Mo Chenyi...... The matter of Meijiang's hidden soldiers back then was found out by him, and now, if I don't take advantage of Menghua's decline to attack, I'm afraid it won't be so easy to fight against Luhan Gongzi again!"
So...... This time, is he trying to hurt Mo Chenyi?
"Shadow, are you okay with Baili to lead the troops?"
"Ei, I believe in you!"
I took a step back with some resistance, put my hands under my sleeves, and began to tremble!
He told me to kill Mo Chenyi personally!
How is this possible!
The trembling and fear in my heart could not be calmed down!
I want him to be nice to him and make him believe that I won't betray him! I want him to be able to speak to me once in a while, to let him know that there is someone in this world who can open his heart, and if I can, I can really die for him!
However...... How could I hurt Mo Chenyi for him!
How can I?
I know he really did a lot for me!
In this world, I am afraid he really does not do this to anyone as he does to me!
He quarreled with Yan Hui three times and twice for me, and after each time, he would be a little tired, but he never said it to me.
Even Mu Luo told me that before me, he had never blushed with Yan Hui.
People like him are willing to do this for me, I don't know how determined he is!
I can't be without heart and emotion for what he did
He cares about me, even if he doesn't care as much as I care about him, but...... This is so precious to him and to me!
I don't want to disappoint him!
I said...... Whatever he asks me to do, I say yes!
What's more, he finally became popular, how dare I disappoint him and be sad?
If I go, how will I face Mo Chenyi?
If I don't go, how can I be worthy of his care?
In the second half of the night, neither I nor him spoke, and our eyes were quietly closed, but we knew each other...... The other party didn't sleep with Ben!
He didn't believe me, he always felt that I had a secret to hide from him!
And I, constantly trying to make him trust, can't help but do something to disappoint him!
He didn't know that I was hiding from him to send the poison in Bai Nan's body to Bai An, and he didn't know that I desperately delayed his dispatch speed, and even delayed the delivery of grain and grass in the future!
He didn't say anything, even if I confessed afterwards, but ...... He always knew it beforehand! Moreover, these days, the person he secretly looked for to spy on me has never returned!
My relationship is different, but there is only a very delicate balance that will ever be ...... can't trust each other and expect each other like other lovers.
I don't want to upset that balance, in fact, I'm very careful to maintain that point!
It's just that these days, my relationship with him is starting to become dangerous!
He's a bit aggressive, and I, with my helplessness!
I rolled over, reached out and wrapped my arms around his waist, and rested my head on his shoulders.
His body was a little stiff, but it took a long time for him to warm up again!
Two days!
I...... What to do?
In a daze, I just felt panicked, my head was swollen as if it was about to explode, and my eyes were so abrupt that they seemed to come out of their sockets.
This morning, Bai Qin was the only time he didn't wake up before midnight, and he didn't know when he fell asleep again last night!
Whether it was Situ Baili or Muluo, no one dared to wake him up, in fact, there were not many days when Bai Qin could sleep lazily, so Situ Baili took everyone away, and it was not until the afternoon that Bai Qin rubbed his eyes and sat up from the bed!
I haven't slept for so long for a long time, however, after waking up, I didn't feel refreshed, but a little groggy and uncomfortable.
"Shadow ...... Shadow!" Bai Qin called twice, but the person on the bed did not respond, but his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he seemed to be able to hear the person talking.
Bai Qin sneered, a terrifying cold air flashed in his eyes, "What? Two days later, you don't want to go?
While speaking, Bai Qin stretched out his hand, and after a while, he suddenly got startled and retracted his hand!
He...... Really sick, the temperature above the forehead is high oozing people.
These days, no matter how bad the weather is, no matter how difficult the conditions, this person has never been like today, so that Bai Qinxian felt as if he would not get sick.
Bai Qin got dressed, half-squatted beside the bed, and whispered again and again, there was some warmth in his voice that he didn't usually have, "Shadow...... Shadow!"
I felt that he was calling me in a daze, I opened my eyes with difficulty, and before I could sit up from the bed, I fell back again, the whole person seemed to be under advanced anesthesia, and I couldn't use half of my strength, "Moon!"
I called for a call and I realized that my voice was ...... It's so hoarse and low!
My head hurts and swells, like a bug is drilling, which is a very bad feeling.
"Do you want water?" Bai Qin asked in a low voice, but without waiting for me to answer, she walked straight to the table and poured me a glass of warm water.
He helped me up and moistened my lips with water!
This kind of him made me feel strange, but extremely happy and close, my nose began to pantothenic, and I suddenly felt ...... In fact, when the shadow and moon depended on each other, the past never passed.
After only one sip, I felt more and more thirsty in my mouth!
I saw a hint of concern in his eyes, a bargaining smile, and a blind eye to the cup that came to his lips!
"Aren't you drinking?" he asked me, confused!
I shook my head and said in a low, ugly voice, "No, I'm still thirsty!"
"Then why don't you drink it?" Bai Qin said, moving the teacup over again!
At the beginning, he didn't like to be touched by people, and he didn't want to use it with others, if it was touched by others, even if he liked it again, he would rather destroy it!
Now...... He is willing to share a teacup with me!
I have seen these little changes in my eyes, and I have rejoiced in them countless times, and ...... It could only be me, if someone else touched the corner of his clothes, he would still be the same as before, and it would burn in an instant!
Month...... Do you know how happy I am?
When he saw that I didn't drink, he frowned and scolded, "What do you want?"
With that, he put the teacup in his hand to the edge of the bed.
I smiled, grabbed his hand, and gently pressed it to my heart, "Feed with your mouth!"
He flicked his sleeves, retracted his hand from my arms, knocked over the teacup by the way, snorted coldly, turned around and walked to the door!
Before I could call him, he disappeared through the door, and soon I was alone in the room.
I braced myself up and tried to find him...... Some frustrated reflection, did he do too much, knowing that he actually didn't like that!
Before I could get out of bed, the door opened again!
He turned against the light, his silhouette was extremely clear, but his face was not clear......
I stared at him blankly and rubbed my eyes in disbelief!
He, unexpectedly, turned back.
Closing the door, his steps were a little unsteady!
However, it did come towards me.
I stared at him blankly, only to see a hint of confusion in his eyebrows......
I can't help but press it back to the bed!
He frowned and looked at me condescendingly.
After a pause, he turned his hand to the teapot...... Pour a lot of water into your mouth!
I hear my own heartbeat again!
I even suddenly wondered if the tingling feeling in my brain was due to illness.
He was dripping, he hadn't moved for a long time, his eyebrows were sometimes spreading and sometimes frowning, and a little blush was seen on his face! No, not red, that red...... More obvious than ever, as if it was about to burn in his face, anyone could see it at a glance.
Until the crystal liquid really flowed into my mouth, I still felt like I was in a dream, and I didn't even dare to breathe!
Bite after bite, he literally fed me many, many!
My body began to heat up, and at some point, the sweet spring in my mouth could no longer satisfy me...... I slowly poked my tongue into his mouth and sucked hard!
And he ......
At first, I didn't resist, but gradually, I responded one by one!
I can't remember how long I haven't been sick, and now I'm as hot as red-hot carbon!
Eventually, I was getting a little unclear in my head, but I just felt ...... The cool touch is very comfortable to hold, just enough to transfer the excess heat in the body, so happy, from the body to the heart can get great satisfaction.
I haven't left his mouth since I took his lips in my mouth.
He replied lightly, but it was enough to make me impulsive!
After a while, I was all teased by him!
The powerlessness just now seems to have passed in an instant!
My hands began to run around his body, slowly lifting his silver robe and touching his cool skin!
Slowly...... All the clothes are starting to fade!
I've never hugged him and kissed him so thoroughly!
His body is different from his Ling Li, it is extremely green, and wherever his lips and teeth move, he suddenly shrinks!
Let me feel that the delicate is reluctant to work hard!
Ever since I first met him, I've wanted to kiss every inch of his skin, and now, I've finally got it!
He kissed his Adam's apple, I kissed his lower abdomen, I kissed his instep and toes......
He was so young and confused, his eyes were confused and panicked, but there was a desire to settle down.
I did everything I could to please him and make him happy!
Finally, a moan escaped from his clenched lip......
I could hardly believe it!
His eyes narrowed slightly, as if he was drunk, and the touch on his cheeks made me never forget it for the rest of my life!
Maybe it's because I'm sick, my body is hotter than ever, and his body temperature is still cool, but...... This relieved my heat, and I warmed his body!
Both of them felt a great sense of comfort!R1152