may be because the previous chat with Wang Dan involved Wang Dan's grandmother, which caused a certain amount of stimulation to Zhang Haorong and made him fall into endless memories, because Zhang Haorong was brought up by his grandmother, and his parents were busy with work at that time, so when he was in kindergarten, his grandparents picked him up every day, and he was sent to his grandmother's house by his parents every Saturday and Sunday. So in his childhood, the shadow of his grandmother was everywhere......

It has been five years since his grandmother died! That happened on October 10, 2002! Zhang Haorong was in the second grade of primary school at that time! One day he came home from school at noon, only to find that his grandmother had come to pick him up from school, something he had never met in thousands of years. His grandmother took him back to her home! After a while his mother came, and when he saw her, she had a black banner on her left arm! When she saw him, she said to him, "Your grandmother is gone!" Come with me to the hotel!

Zhang Haorong, who heard the news, suddenly burst into tears, and on the way to the funeral home, he cried all the way!

In fact, his crying was not because of anything else, but because of a trace of debt to his grandmother, just three days ago on the night, his father took him to the hospital once, when all the relatives of the family were present, the father leaned down and said to him: "You are raised by your grandmother, child, today you came to the hospital to see your grandmother for the last time, and you will never see him again......

After his father finished speaking, he took Zhang Haorong into the ward, and he saw that his grandmother was full of all kinds of tubes! Lying there quietly! And the hair on his head had been shaved, which made him feel scared, he didn't dare to step forward at all, just watched from a distance. At this time, his mother wanted him to be close to his grandmother's bedside...... But he was frightened by the scene in front of him and retreated, and then he walked out of the ward, not daring to go in again, but chatted with his sister and brother outside, and then his father had no choice but to send him home......

Three days later, he received the sad news from his ancestors that his grandmother had died! Three days later, Zhang Haorong experienced for the first time the regret in her life and the pain of losing her loved ones......!

Thinking about it, this pain seemed to drive Zhang Haorong's emotions, making him continue to reminisce uncontrollably.

Not only did he recall the time when his grandmother opened a commissary...... Every time she was scolded by her mother because of her poor test results, how did her wife stop her...... How did his grandmother put him to sleep when he was a child...... Every summer, his grandmother took him to the door of his house to cool off......

These memories are like a movie. The roll that stopped in his mind made it tear in the corners of its uncontrollable eyes......

Because he understands that those can only be memories, at this time he came to this boarding school for many reasons, and no matter how hard it is, he must persevere, maybe this has become a belief for him.

At this time, he couldn't help but think of Wang Dan, thinking about the past that happened between him and Wang Dan when he was traveling during the day today!

So he got up quietly, went to the coach's table, and secretly took the charging mobile phone back to the bed!

They talked about their relatives at home, got some trivial things that happened at home, and complained to each other about their dissatisfaction...... It seemed that both of them were relieved and comforted, and the two of them continued to talk! Later, they talked about what happened during the daytime travel.

Wang Dan said: It can be seen that you have some interest in history, and I heard Sister Yue say that you seem to have a certain understanding of computers, but I see that you seem to be struggling to go up the ladder today, so why did you choose to go to a sports school for development? Do you think there will be a difference in this?

For Wang Dan's question, Zhang Haorong couldn't answer it at all at this moment, because the last conversation with Coach Li had already stimulated his heart, and at this moment, Wang Dan asked the same question again, which made him fall into contemplation again......

Zhang Haorong had a strong question in her heart: Did she really make the wrong choice? Could it be that this matter is irreparable? Could it be that she will spend her time here in the future, and then successfully graduate, and after graduation, go to work as a security guard for someone in a certain company? This does not seem to be what she wants?

This is the second time that he has been worried about his future! He can't help but think that his current living conditions are not bad, and he is finally more than what he is lacking in and what he is inadequate. But sooner or later, I will grow up and start my own family, so when I wait until I have children, will I be able to give him the living environment he has now!

Soon Zhang Haorong got the answer, if he goes on like this, even if he comes out of this school, at most, he will be a security captain, he will be looked down upon by all his friends, and he will not even be able to guarantee the current superior living conditions...... But he also understands that the conditions created for him by his parents will one day be exhausted. At that time, life will definitely be gray......

After that, he secretly decided to mix here for a while, and then get out as soon as possible, because he didn't want to just eat here and wait for death...... I don't know how long it took for him to fall into a deep sleep.

It is precisely because of this decision tonight that he has slowly changed the trajectory of his life in the future......