In the evening, the two of them cook together in the kitchen. Chen Yixin has relatively little experience, so she has always obediently followed Liu Wang's instructions. After a long time, a scent finally wafted from the kitchen. By the time it was time to eat, both of them were hungry.

"Wow, these sweet and sour pork ribs are delicious!" she said in surprise as she picked up the dish.

"You're just hungry, eat slowly. Liu Wang was unhurried to drink first and then eat.

"It's really delicious! When my parents cooked the ribs, they didn't put enough sugar, and I preferred the sweeter ones. You're burning it, and you're eating with me. She looked at Liu Wang with a look of adoration, with little stars in her eyes.

"Yes, I cook it to my taste. ”

"Wow, what a coincidence. ”

Liu Wang looked at her smile and suddenly remembered what his mother once said to him: "The happiest thing I do every day is to watch you and your father happily eat the dishes they cooked." Seeing your satisfied looks, my heart also feels very happy. ”

However, from one day on, he never ate the food cooked by his mother again. Dad came home every day with a straight face, and rarely saw a smile on his face. The house became deserted, no one cleaned it in order to prevent too much dust from escaping the house, and the windows were closed all year round. The happy and warm picture of the family in my memory is also gradually fading away in the rush of time.

Liu Wang was surprised that those things that he once thought he would never remember were waking up in the depths of his mind little by little. He couldn't control his thoughts, like lying in bed tossing and turning for countless sleepless nights, but he couldn't escape his inner voice.

"The person you're looking for isn't me. ”

It was surrounded by a pure white, milk-like color, not dazzling at all. Liu Wang knew that this was his dream.

"What am I looking for?" he bowed his head as if asking himself.

"Long time no see. A girl's voice rang out from behind her.

Liu Wang turned his head.

That's right, it's Lin Ruoxue.

She still has long hair, coupled with her tall figure, the whole person looks slim.

"Long time no see. Liu Wang also said a greeting.

"Are you okay?" Lin Ruoxue stretched out her hand to him through a transparent wall.

"It's not good, it's not too bad. ”

"Haven't you found it yet?"

"Find what?" Liu Wang smiled bitterly and sat down on the ground.

The ground was also snow-white, though somewhat smooth, like a mirror, reflecting his cheeks.

"You know, what you're looking for. ”

"I don't know. He looked up at her, "For a while, I didn't even understand why I was living in such a mess that I was already being treated like a madman. ”

"But you persevered, why?"

"I want to know too. The world is so crazy, and everyone is so weird. ”

"So, you wanted to give up this world, didn't you?"

"That's right. Liu Wang lay down and looked at the endless milky white sky.

Here, it is a place that can make people feel calm, there is no bustle and hustle, and everywhere is white.

"No matter how crazy this world is, even if all the people are weird, there will always be such a place, or that person, that makes you nostalgic and reluctant, and makes you willing to grit your teeth and persevere, right?"

The voice suddenly changed to a different person, Liu Wang sat up, and the girl in front of him had become Chen Yixin. She was looking at herself with a smile.

"You...... How come?"

The world around him suddenly darkened, and overhead was a vast night sky with some stars faintly dotted on it, which looked a little lonely.

Liu Wang came back to his senses and found that he had arrived at that secluded park.

"You won't forget this place, will you?" Chen Yixin looked at him, her eyes like twinkling starlight.

“…… Of course not. ”

Liu Wang walked under a tree, where there was a bench with a few fallen leaves. The years have carved countless scars on this bench, just like a heart that has been riddled with holes.

Memories and feelings are actually very fragile things, and sometimes they are shattered when they are touched lightly. So we always hide the things we love the most in the deepest part of our hearts, and let time fly and the years go by, and the place in our hearts will always be reserved for it.

"I know you've lost a lot of things, some things, and you'll never get them back. Chen Yixin slowly walked to his side, "But there are some things that you have to get back." ”

"What?" Liu Wang looked at her seriously.

"Of course it's you, you lost my Wangzai, you have to find it back. Chen Yixin blinked.

"But, am I not right here?" Liu Wang was a little puzzled.

"You're not Wangzai. ”

"Huh?"

"Wang Zai likes me, and he likes the kind he likes very much. When he looked at me, his eyes were full of tenderness. In the vast sea of people, I can recognize him at a glance, because he has a different light on his body. And now you, like most people, are so dim, like a candle that is about to burn out. ”

Liu Wang was speechless in surprise.

"Wangzai, I know that the world has disappointed you. But in fact, many times, we are blindfolded by something, and what we see and hear is not necessarily the truth. She gently opened her hands and wrapped Liu Wang around, "Do you feel it? ”

Is this really a dream? Why is there a warm current surging in my chest? Why is the soft warmth in my arms so real?

Liu Wang closed his eyes, and it was pitch black around him, but his heart was as clear as a mirror.

"Wang Zai, when you can't find yourself, you must remember that there is always someone in this world waiting for you to come back. ”

When he opened his eyes again, Liu Wang was lying on a soft bed, holding the spongeBob SquarePants with two rows of big white teeth in his arms. The morning sun shines through the window on the burgundy floor, leaving bright streaks in its wake.

He didn't feel sleepy at all, but he didn't want to get out of bed yet. Just as he wanted to reach for the phone next to his pillow, he suddenly hesitated.

"You're not Wangzai, you're like a candle that is about to burn out...... There is a different kind of light on his body. ”

The words Chen Yixin said in the dream kept echoing in his mind, and in order not to forget them, he immediately got up and took out paper and pen from the drawer and wrote them down.

It's not that he's not confident in his memory, it's that he's really not willing to take any more risks. The male protagonist in "Your Name", if he can write her name in his hand immediately after the female protagonist disappears, maybe he won't forget the person he doesn't want to forget.

For Liu Wang, Chen Yixin is a person who doesn't want to forget, a person who can't be forgotten.

(End of chapter)