Chapter 117: I can't tolerate others anymore in my heart
Lei Yuting and Jiang Ruoya sat on the bench by the river, both of them holding a can of beer in their hands, "Brother Yuting, are you thinking about your sister again?" Jiang Ruoya turned to look at him.
He quietly looked at the river, and the dazzling lights of the city were reflected in the sparkling waves.
Lei Yuting turned around and looked at Jiang Ruoya, "Can I still miss her?" He couldn't think about it, he had already made her hurt too much, and he didn't have this qualification anymore, when he left her a year ago, he had already lost it.
"Brother Yuting, in fact, you also understand, my sister is already married, no matter what, she is already someone else's wife, and she will not belong to you anymore. Jiang Ruoya told him the truth, but could Brother Yuting not want Jiang Ruoxi? How could it be? For a whole year, she was obviously by his side, and she was the closest person to him, but she never felt any trace of affection from Lei Yuting.
"I know, she can't belong to me anymore, but I can't. Lei Yuting drank all the beer in his hand in one gulp, threw out the can in his hand, and fell to the concrete floor, making a sound.
He thought that he could not think of him if he didn't see him, he thought that he wouldn't hurt if he didn't see him, everything was his self-righteousness.
Why was Ruoxi repeatedly ruined by Leng Yan for him, what should he do?
Leng Yan is a devil, can he save Ruoxi from the devil's hands? There is nothing he can do, if he doesn't come back, will Ruoxi be a little better? Youqingduo's if, but at this time it has become a fantasy.
Jiang Ruoya stretched out her hand and took his hand, "Brother Yuting, you can do it, you have me, let me accompany you, isn't it?"
Lei Yuting turned his head and looked at her, Ruoya is a good girl, but he has no affection for her, only a family relationship beyond friends, just because she is Ruoxi's sister, just because she can give him a little bit of Ruoxi's news.
"Ruoya. Lei Yuting took a deep breath, "Do you know, this is Ruoxi's favorite place to come before, she will come when she is in a bad mood, and she will come when she is in a good mood." She said she liked the cool breeze blowing by the river. ”
Jiang Ruoya was stunned, Brother Yuting brought her here to tell her that only Jiang Ruoxi was in his heart now, no matter how good she was, no matter how gentle she was, no matter how much she loved him, she would never be as good as Jiang Ruoxi.
"Brother Yuting, don't you like me a little bit, even if it's just a little bit. Jiang Ruoya has already loved him with the most humble and pitiful attitude, to pray for a little love from him, but she can't get anything.
"Ruoya, I'm sorry!" Lei Yuting still couldn't accept her.
Jiang Ruoya stood up, "You really don't like me at all, you don't even want to make me happy and laugh, I really let you hate me so much, since that's the case, then we won't meet in the future." With that, she threw away the can in her hand, the beer spilled and got wet, and then she turned and ran away, stepping on her heels, just a long bandeau gown.
The cold wind blew in her face, chilling the bottom of her heart, and tears slid down her cheeks and dripped to the ground.
Lei Yuting saw her run away like this, and he chased after her, "Ruoya, don't run, you'll fall." He called her loudly, but Jiang Ruoya didn't even look back and continued to run forward.
However, stepping on such high heels and dragging the ground in a long dress, he couldn't outrun Lei Yuting.
"Ruoya. Lei Yuting reached out and grabbed her, "Don't run anymore." ”
"What are you pulling me for? Don't you don't care about me? Don't you care about me? Now what are you pulling me to do, you go to Jiang Ruoxi! You go to her!" Jiang Ruoya struggled hard, trying to escape.
Now he is what she doesn't want to see, she is heartbroken, why can't he see her love for him, and he doesn't dare to ask for it. He would rather guard Jiang Ruoxi who does not belong to him, and he does not want to be willing to send himself to the door, in his heart, Jiang Ruoxi is a treasure, and what about himself?
Lei Yuting still held her wrist tightly, "Ruoya, don't make trouble, I'll send you back." It's too late now. ”
"No need!" Jiang Ruoya shook off his hand vigorously, "I'll go back myself." ”
Why can he care about her, but he can't love her, why does he always love her like a sister, but can't love her as a girlfriend?
She doesn't need pity, she doesn't need sympathy, she wants love, but he can't give it, can he?
Jiang Ruoya continued to walk forward, holding the hem of her skirt and walking briskly.
Lei Yuting followed, and only took two steps, Jiang Ruoya walked too quickly and fell to the ground.
"Ruoya. Lei Yuting stretched out his hand and wanted to help him up, but Jiang Ruoya didn't look over, unwilling to stand up, and unwilling to look at him.
Lei Yuting squatted down, met her eyes, and looked at her with teary eyes, "Don't cry." ”
"Don't worry about me, since you can't give me what I want, you don't pay attention to me! What do you want me to do? Do you think I can never leave you, and I will never get your affection? I can't do it!" Jiang Ruoya yelled at him, she had been holding back the grievances in her heart for so long, she had been holding back, but why in the end, she was still not as good as Jiang Ruoxi?
Lei Yuting didn't speak, because he couldn't make a promise, if he promised, he was afraid that he would break his promise like Ruoxi, and the consequences would be even more terrible.
"Brother Yuting, I know you can't do it, so, give me time, let me forget about you!" Jiang Ruoya held her hands on the ground, stood up, and walked forward.
Jiang Ruoya walked slowly, will he follow? Will he pity her? Even if he is worried about her, pity her and follow, she will be moved to want to throw herself into his arms, and she will continue to give her feelings.
But he didn't, he could really be so ruthless, he really didn't worry about her at all, in the middle of the night, did he let her wear such a conspicuous and eye-catching dress and walk on the road?
Lei Yuting looked at her back, he obviously took a step, but stopped, he couldn't, since he couldn't give her the love she wanted, then, they should keep a distance, they should see each other less, or it would be better not to meet.
Because he only loves Ruoxi in his heart, he will always love Ruoxi alone, and he can't tolerate anyone else in his heart.
Lei Yuting turned around and looked at the river, blowing a cold wind, he imagined Ruoxi smiling, he imagined Ruoxi was still the same Ruoxi as before, but her smile gradually disappeared, and disappeared completely with her phantom.
"Ruoxi, will you come? I wish I could see you here, but you won't come, you won't come. Lei Yuting muttered softly, just sitting on the cement steps, looking at the river in a daze.