Chapter 2 Our Feelings
It won't be long before the final exams arrive, and the students who were busy reviewing didn't notice that Tang Zhihang, who had been missing for a month, suddenly came back, after all, some people didn't even know that Tang Zhihang hadn't come to class for a month.
Tang Zhihang and I sat by the window and looked out the window, neither of us had the heart to listen to the class, nor did we play with our mobile phones, just quietly looked out the window.
"Ah...... Couple. I suddenly noticed a couple walking outside, and blurted out without holding back for a while.
"Explode now. This kind of guy who exudes the sour smell of romantic comedy all over his body ......" Tang Zhihang said in a jealous speech.
I looked at Tang Zhihang and sneered: "Single dog, do you want to leave the group quickly? Otherwise, you will be hit hard every day Wu Xuan comes to me in the future." ”
"Tsk......" Tang Zhihang turned his head and stopped facing me, obviously the two of us are the same person, but the person who was hurt by himself estimates that Tang Zhihang is the only one in this world, right?
I pulled Tang Zhihang, and then he turned his head and asked me, "What are you doing?"
Looking at Tang Zhihang's turned face, I noticed that in fact, all my previous thoughts were wrong. I used to think that "I" and Tang Zhihang was actually ugly, because in Tang Zhihang's memory, Tang Zhihang was once ridiculed by a group of girls for being ugly when he was a child, and since then, Tang Zhihang has been living in the shadow of that memory, and has always thought that he is an ugly ghost that no one likes.
In fact, at this time, although Tang Zhihang is not as sunny and handsome as Liu Lang, he has nothing to do with the word "ugly", and can only be said to be a decent boy. In fact, as long as Tang Zhihang is not very demanding, it is not a problem to find a good girlfriend on his terms, but why does Tang Zhihang just not have a girlfriend...... Ah, I see, this guy is a dead house......
suddenly realized that Tang Zhihang usually knew that he was playing games in the house, and when he was hungry, he would order takeout, and when he went out, he would only go to class every day, and such a dead house didn't even have a chance to meet girls, how could he have a girlfriend.
Thinking like this, I suddenly had an idea -- why don't I help Tang Zhihang find a girlfriend? No matter how I say that my memory is Tang Zhihang's, which is equivalent to Tang Zhihang giving me half of my life, then I will find a way to find a girlfriend for Tang Zhihang, and I will repay the memory he gave me...... Although I don't think this memory is a good memory, but after all, it is influenced by him, and I think I will be happier if Tang Zhihang can be happy.
"Eh, how about I find you a girlfriend?" I said, poking Tang Zhihang's elbow.
When Tang Zhihang heard this, the corners of his mouth twitched for some reason, and he hurriedly waved his hand and said, "No, no, no, I don't dare to ask for it, I don't want to fall in love for the time being." ”
"Then how about I help you match you with Zhao Min?" I have Tang Zhihang's memory, of course, I know who Tang Zhihang wants to be with the most, and in an instant I said what Tang Zhihang wanted the most.
Tang Zhihang looked at me and asked suspiciously, "Are you ...... Is there a way?"
"Joke, why can't I do it?" I pointed to myself and said, "I'm a girl—a super beautiful girl, as long as I find a way to become good friends with Zhao Min, and then find a way to fool her, let her break up with her girlfriend, and then fool her to be with you, won't this be successful?"
"I don't think I can succeed, after all, you know it all too well - Zhao Min doesn't like me at all, she has another kind of affection for me, not a relationship between men and women...... Even if you could fool her into breaking up with her girlfriend, she wouldn't want to be my girlfriend. When Tang Zhihang said this, he looked loveless, and he didn't have any hope for this matter at all.
I don't know why, looking at Tang Zhihang's expression, and thinking of Zhao Min again, my heart itched again, this feeling should not be there anymore, I still haven't figured out what is going on, I just feel very uncomfortable......
I put my hand on the position of my heart and looked at Tang Zhihang and asked: "My heart seems to be being scratched by someone here, and I can't stop itching, and I even ......."
"I even want to cry a little, don't you?" Tang Zhihang said, "Especially every time I think of something related to Zhao Min." ”
I was stunned for a moment, then nodded and said, "yes, why are you ......?"
At this time, I realized that this is not a "myocardial infarction", this kind of itchy feeling, this kind of emotion, it seems that many people call it "love".
That's natural, I inherited Tang Zhihang's memory, and naturally inherited Tang Zhihang's character and feelings, Tang Zhihang knows how much he likes Zhao Min, since I inherited his feelings, I should know it very well - how can my feelings for Zhao Min be forgotten because of Wu Xuan's appearance?
I have a bad saying for this kind of behavior called "eating in the bowl and looking at the pot", I originally knew that I was not Tang Zhihang, after Tang Zhihang came back, I thought I could be freed from this relationship with Zhao Min, I thought I could face Wu Xuan wholeheartedly, I thought I could accept Wu Xuan's love with a clear conscience. But now I realize that I was wrong, not only Tang Zhihang, but both of us were locked up in Zhao Min's cage, I thought I had been freed from that cage, but in fact I was just locked up in the cage next to me.
For a moment, I felt that my mood was extremely low, I originally thought that I and Tang Zhihang were completely different existences, but why is my relationship still Tang Zhihang's now?
Somehow, a nameless fire came, and I punched Tang Zhihang's hand with all my might, and his face distorted and asked me, "Why did I provoke you and you suddenly hit me, it hurts, okay?" ”
Tang Zhihang's body is full of soft feelings, even if I hit his biceps, it is like hitting a ball of cotton, if it were Liu Lang, it would never be like this. But fortunately, it's Tang Zhihang, if I change to Liu Lang, maybe I will feel a lot of pain, right?
"I don't think you're upset that you can't beat you up?" I said angrily: "The two of us are basically one person, and I still need a reason to beat myself myself?
"Why do you want to self-harm with your own body, why do you use mine? Don't think that if you're a girl's body, I won't dare to hit you, but I know that you bastard is a rough man like me at heart. ”
Although Tang Zhihang said so, I know that Tang Zhihang will not beat me - after all, for this Lolitacon, he will never be able to let him beat such a beautiful girl, how can he beat a girl even if he has no ability to be rough with a little roughness...... Looking at Tang Zhihang's raised palm, I was a little unconfident, I know "myself" and Tang Zhihang very well, if this guy is really angry, he will directly attack whether the other party is a girl or not - although Tang Zhihang has not been angry until now.
Sure enough, in the end, Tang Zhihang still put down his palm, although Tang Zhihang is a dead house, but his palm is a boy's palm after all, if this wide slap comes down, it is estimated that my face will hurt for a week.
Tang Zhihang sighed and asked, "What were you thinking just now?" Why did you suddenly want to hit me?"
"I ...... I'm thinking that I'm not you, why should I be affected by your feelings? I just want to fall in love with Wu Xuan, but when I think of Zhao Min, I ......"
Tang Zhihang was speechless, he didn't know how to answer me, and the two were silent and stopped talking.
The sound of the teacher lecturing echoed in the classroom, and before I knew it, time passed, and the bell rang for the end of class.
Just after class, my mobile phone also lit up - it was Wu Xuan who called me, and the phone was like in the morning, and before I could speak, Wu Xuan said: "Yu Han, you are waiting for me in the classroom, I will come over immediately!"
Before I could speak, Wu Xuan hung up the phone again, what are you doing in such a hurry?
Tang Zhihang and I had to wait in the classroom, and not long after, I saw Wu Xuan rushing in with Liu Lang, fortunately, there were only two people in the classroom, me and Tang Zhihang.
After Wu Xuan rushed over, he directly pulled Tang Zhihang away and forced him to ask: "Tell me honestly! Did you do anything to Yihan last night!"
Tang Zhihang didn't understand what was going on, and said with a blank face: "I, what am I doing? No, I fell asleep last night when I was tired of playing games, and I didn't do anything." She slept in her room and did nothing. ”
Wu Xuan grabbed Tang Zhihang's collar angrily and continued to ask, "Are you sure? I saw you with my own eyes last night...... Seeing you stuff your disgusting stuff into ...... Uh-huh......"
Before Wu Xuan finished speaking, I covered her mouth and pulled aside, and I said in her ear: "What are you doing, you yourself know that it was a dream and it is so real, nothing happened to us, do you need to be so excited?"
"But ......" After I let go, Wu Xuan began to entangle again: "But you are living with a man, although you two are like one person...... But that's scary, isn't it?"
"Terrible?" all three of us wondered at the same time, "What's so scary?"
Wu Xuan explained: "You think, you and Tang Zhihang have the same way of thinking, and you will also think about what Tang Zhihang thinks, aren't all boys more...... If you two have that idea one day......"
As soon as Wu Xuan said this, Tang Zhihang and I waved our hands at the same time and said, "No, no, no, it's absolutely impossible." ”
"Why?"
Sighing, we said, "Would you want to experience what it's like to be on yourself (being on yourself)?"