After having dinner with Lin Lin, the two of us were not in a hurry to go home, and the two decided to go for a walk on the road before going back.

Walking down the street at night, the two of us held hands as if we were good friends. Originally, I didn't plan to do this, it was Lin Lin who came to hold my hand, anyway, it was very common for girls to hold hands, and I didn't care.

Lin Lin was asking me if the courses at the University of Commerce were very tight, and I was worried that there would be no time to play after the start of the school year, and my answer was: "Whether the courses are tight or not depends entirely on whether you want to study or not." ”

If you want to study, you have classes 24 hours a day, and there is no time to rest at all, but people like me ...... Basically, I didn't take classes seriously, that is, I had the idea of leaving with a graduation certificate.

But Lin Lin is different, Lin Lin is a good girl, I can't cheat her, so I said to Lin Lin: "In fact, the curriculum of the University of Commerce is not very tight, and the course arrangements of different majors are also different. However, many of the teachers' classes are very interesting, so it is better to study seriously after entering the University of Commerce. ”

"But why does Sister Gardenia feel that you haven't been to class this week?" Lin Lin's words directly pierced my heart, and a soul crit came. I still persuade people to study hard, but I am the one who does not study hard.

I said to Lin Lin: "I took a week off for some special reasons, and even if I didn't go to school, I still had to study hard at home." I don't believe it myself.

Lin Lin's suspicious eyes seemed to see through that I was lying, and I felt that I couldn't continue to talk to her anymore, and if I continued to talk about me, I would be a senior...... My majesty as a senior sister is gone.

After shopping with Lin Lin for a while, we went home.

When I got home, I didn't have any other plans, so I went to bed early after swiping the copy on the game - in order not to sleep lazily tomorrow, in order to be able to play with Zhao Min energetically tomorrow.

But before that, I have to think about how to explain my current state to Zhao Min when the time comes...... Forget it, I'll save those things until tomorrow when we meet.

……

When I got up on Saturday morning, the industrious sun had risen as usual, even if I wanted to get up early, I found that it was already late, and now the time was past eleven o'clock at noon, maybe now Zhao Min is about to arrive, right?

I hurriedly got up and turned on my phone, but at that moment, I saw a message from someone I was particularly concerned about: "I'm sorry master, our school suddenly has an urgent matter to gather, I can't come over today, I'm sorry." ”

I put down my phone calmly, maybe I should have guessed this ending as early as last night, this is the first time? The first time I made an appointment with Zhao Min, I couldn't meet because of various unexpected circumstances, I felt that my heart was numb.

How...... It's empty joy again. It's been so many times, and Ming Ming decided that he didn't have hope for Zhao Min anymore, why can't he help it every time?

Well, instead of thinking about that, you might as well call and ask Yami how things are doing now.

Accustomed to being released pigeons, I dialed Yami's phone instead, and it didn't take long to hear Yami's voice: "What's the matter?"

"Those two people yesterday...... Did you find it?" I thought Yami was busy right now, so wouldn't it be a problem for me to call him at this time?

"......No," Yami said, "I don't know what method the other party used, and now even the Kowloon Society can't find any trace of them...... It's also to blame that I was too anxious yesterday, if I had calmed down yesterday, I might have caught those two guys. ”

"What then?" I said with some anxiety, after all, today is already Saturday, and tomorrow is Sunday, and then Yami and the others need to leave, wouldn't it be bad if they didn't catch those two people in these two days?

But Yami's answer was unexpected: "If you can't find it, you won't look for it, anyway, I didn't plan to catch the mastermind behind the scenes this time, at most I just brought the five escaped prisoners back." ”

"You're just going to take those five escapees back?"

"No, I don't necessarily have the five of them back with me - so I'll just bring that Ichinose Yuka back this time. ”

What the hell? That's five murderers! Obviously you're here, and as the vice president of the Guan Ling Student Association, don't you care? Are you so irresponsible?

"The main reason why I didn't bring those five guys back was that I wanted to keep them here, so that they would think I had given up on them and paralyzed them. When the matter on Guan Ling's side is settled, I will kill them again and kill them all. ”

You just talk nonsense, only if you believe in you can you have a ghost.

However, Yami said that Guan Ling was in trouble many times, but I didn't know what happened to Guan Ling at all, so I asked Yami, "Yami, can you tell me a little bit about what happened to Guan Ling?" ”

"Why are you so curious? It's not something worth studying, so it's better not to know. ”

It seems that Yami really doesn't plan to tell me about Guan Ling, and sure enough, even if I know the three generations and Yami, outsiders are always outsiders, and they are not qualified to know about Guan Ling's internal affairs.

"Okay then...... When are you going to go back?"

"You won't have to send the plane at noon tomorrow. ”

"I didn't say I'd be here to see you off. "Of course I'm not going to send Yami them, I'm just asking. It feels like it's only been a week since Yami and they've been here, and it's only been two weeks since I became a girl, but so many things have happened in this time, and I always feel that the things I have experienced in my dull nineteen years are not as wonderful as those in these two weeks.

"I'll just say casually, why don't you really come?" Yami smiled, "There is also something about your body, Nader should tell you, right? So be it...... I'm going to settle the matter with the Kowloon Society, and I'll go back directly tomorrow...... Goodbye......"

Yami's goodbye is a bit meaningful, and after saying goodbye, will we be able to say goodbye? I don't know, but I think after Yami leaves this time, maybe there will be no more contact between us, right?

In fact, at this time, I even envy Xiaoxiao, envy that she can meet Yami at this time, and can get Yami's help to become a supernatural person, how great would it be if I could also become a supernatural person?

I took out the device that the three generations had sent me from the previous three generations to detect the existence of the Alien, and magically turned on its switch, but the machine didn't respond.

It's strange to have a reaction.,I just felt stimulated when I picked up the crystal that Yami used to help Shino awaken the ability that day.,I thought I could take that opportunity to awaken the ability like those novel protagonists.,But it seems that this can only be my fantasy.,I'm just an ordinary person after all.,I can't be a supernatural after all.。

Turning off the machine and putting it back in the cupboard, I lay on the bed in a daze. The sense of loss of being released by Zhao Min, the jealousy that Xiaoxiao can become a stranger, and a bunch of negative feelings instantly surged into my heart.

I am dissatisfied with this world, why did I encounter these things? Why did the good things happen to others and the bad things fell on me? Why did I like Zhao Min? Why did I like Wu Xuan after I became a girl? Why did all this happen?

There is no one to answer for me, and I can't ask myself to answer myself, only to ask these meaningless questions in my heart to vent my dissatisfaction, from time to time I raise my weak fist and beat the pillow, and finally in a cowardly cry I sat up after venting my grievances, looking at myself in the mirror who did not change color but my eyes were red, I could only jump out of two words in a daze: "waste ......"