Chapter 48

"It's been a long time, are you going to ask me out?" Chen Yixin let out a wicked smile, but she knew that Liu Wang probably didn't mean it.

"I have something to tell you. ”

"What's the matter?"

Liu Wang looked at the cold words in the input bar and hesitated for a while.

Outside the window, the moonlight and the lights of the city are mixed together, and the view is exceptionally bright. If you don't close the curtains, you can't sleep at night.

He turned off the lights, closed the curtains, and thought the world was quiet.

But he found that his heart was beating so fast and heavy. He leaned back on the bed and no longer had the strength to stand up.

He plucked up his courage and pressed send.

"Let's break up. ”

Sure enough, there was no movement in the dialog box for a long time.

Liu Wang collapsed on the bed like a deflated ball.

He buried his head under the covers and left his phone on the bedside table. It's as if all of this isn't going to happen.

He gasped for breath until there was no more oxygen in the bed, and he whistled and burrowed his head out.

On the side of the mobile phone, the message prompt light has been flashing.

Liu Wang was suddenly a little scared.

He took a moment to breathe before reaching for it.

"Oh, that's it. ”

Chen Yixin only replied with these few words.

"What does this mean?" Liu Wang was puzzled.

"Nothing. I don't agree!"

He stared at the screen for a moment.

"I just let you know, I didn't ask you if you agree. ”

After saying this, he suddenly felt that his heart was beating much slower.

He suddenly felt that he and Chen Yixin were so strange.

This is something he couldn't have imagined before.

"I want to see you, you make it clear to me face to face. ”

"Now?"

"Yes, right now. ”

Liu Wang looked at the time, eleven o'clock.

"It's too late. ”

"Right now, right now, right now. ”

Even if it is tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, Liu Wang will not go to see her. I'm a mummy now.

"We broke up. Liu Wang sent it again.

"I disagree!"

"We broke up. He sent it again.

"I disagree!"

"We broke up. ”

"I don't agree!!"

"We broke up. ”

"We broke up. ”

"We broke up. ”

……

Until the end, he was the only one who kept sending it there. His mind went blank. He didn't dare to let his hands stop. Because once he stopped, Chen Yixin would appear in his mind with tears streaming down his face.

So he kept posting "we broke up" and kept posting.

His arm, from holding the phone for a long time, felt a soreness. Thankfully, his arm injury wasn't serious.

He forgot what he was doing, just kept typing "We broke up" in the input field and hit send. Every five seconds, a new "Let's break up" will appear in the dialog.

He didn't use copy-paste, although it was easier that way.

It was as if he was punishing himself, and even though his fingers cramped many times, he didn't stop.

His cheeks, illuminated by the screen, gradually became a little pale and hideous.

It wasn't until later that tears wet his pillow and his phone turned off automatically because of the lack of power, and he finally fell asleep in a daze.

Will this be a nightmare? Will those cold attachments turn into hot "I love you" after waking up from a dream?

If there will be a separation, then it is better to break it off as soon as possible. And the person who proposed to break up must be me.

Because I like you so much, I don't want to lose you, I'm afraid of losing you.

But I'm going to lose you.

There will be so many boring days and nights to come, and I will be alone, guiltily, lonely, and repentant.

When you hurt someone, the saddest thing is actually yourself.

No one wants to be hurt, and no one wants to hurt others.

Maybe I just want to protect myself, to protect that little bit of humble self-esteem. Because I know I'm going to lose you.

I've never been so sure of one thing as I am now.

I know I love you.

But I've lost you.

Accidentally tripped over a stone, Chen Yixin staggered forward a few steps and knelt on the ground.

There were no tears on her face, for they had been dried by the bitter winter wind.

She sat on her knees like that. Looking around, before I knew it, I was back in that familiar park.

At this time, there was no one here.

The street lights were still on, a little glaring.

She looked at the time, half past one in the morning.

The dialog box between himself and Liu Wang no longer flickered. He finally stopped.

When she saw him frantically send "Let's break up", her mood almost collapsed.

She rushed out desperately, not knowing where to go.

Walking on the corner of the street with the lights dim, she looked like a lonely ghost.

"What the hell am I doing wrong......"