VIP81: I ...... Is there really no way back?
William quickly took his grandmother away, and I followed him, cautiously, watching as he took his grandmother into the hospital-like place. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Watching them go in, my tears began to continue to flow, and a very clear picture suddenly appeared in my mind, that is, an old grandmother holding me, with a kind face, that grandmother looks very much like William's grandmother now, but I know very well that she is not William's grandmother, I don't know why, the picture suddenly disappeared.
My heart hurts, it feels like I've been beaten hard.
"Linlin. Bai Junxi suddenly put his hand on my face and wiped away my tears, and at this moment I realized that I was already in tears.
"Are you sad?" he asked me, still concerned.
"I feel like a picture of my grandmother appears in my head, I don't know if it's my relative's, but the picture flashes by, and I can't think of anything more useful. Sorry, I just had a bit of a gaffe. "I waited for him to take his hand away and began to wipe my tears myself.
"If memories make you so sad, I'd rather you never remember anything. When he said this, he sighed heavily, as if he was worried about me. His sapphire eyes seemed to twinkle, as if he was thinking about something.
"Thank you for comforting me, but I've made up my mind, no matter what the end result is, I'm going to try to remember, to remember everything I've experienced before, and I don't want to run away from anything anymore. This brief recollection made me realize that it was actually in my previous life. There has always been a very important person, and I have forgotten too many important things, so I think I must remember and get back to my old self. "I know that he should be comforting me, how important Zi Yanyan is to him, how could he let go of such an important clue for my sadness! And now I really find that I am not in this world without care, I should have forgotten a lot of very important things. The voice in my heart told me. Be sure to think about everything.
"I just found out that you just now looked like someone I knew before, and I suddenly felt very heartbroken. If you are willing to go to reminisce. Naturally, I will cooperate with you. Baek Jun-hee looked at me with his deep eyes. He has faint dark circles under his eyes. I think it must be because Zi Yanyan hadn't slept well before, but he didn't notice my scrutiny, and continued to mumble. "But did you really decide you wanted to be with Prince William?"
"Now I don't even know who I am, how dare I accept his love and hurt someone again?" I looked at the blue sky, and had to admit that the sky here was very blue, but my heart was very uncomfortable, I don't know why, he asked this, remembering his previous answer to this question in front of Prince William, which made my heart very uncomfortable.
"What if he wants you to accept him?" he asked, seemingly dissatisfied with my answer.
"You have to accept it, and you will naturally accept it. "Now myself, if William wants me to be with him, I really have no position to refuse, I can just show my attitude, but I know that now I have nothing I have the strength to confront the royal family, they force me, I must have no choice. "It's just Bai Junxi, why do you care so much about this matter, it's not like you before. ”
I hate it when people are trying to talk to me like this, and the more he does that, the more uncomfortable I feel.
"I'm just asking casually, don't take it personally. He explained, but in a far-fetched tone.
He and I fell into a long silence, and the atmosphere between the two of us was a little awkward for a while, but I began to worry about the condition of that grandmother.
"Linlin. "Prince William walked out," Grandma woke up, and she said she wanted to see you. ”
"Good. Thinking of this good grandmother, my heart became sad again, "How is grandma's condition?"
"Not very optimistic, the doctor said that grandma's time is running out. William's eyes were full of sadness, and I could not bear to ask any more questions, for I was afraid of hearing more terrible answers.
I slowly walked into the room under the guidance of my subordinates, and Grandma William was lying on the edge of the bed, her face was pale, and I was a little frightened.
"Child......" When she saw me, she quickly got up, but she was very struggling.
"You don't have to get up. I hurriedly went to help her, she was so fragile that it seemed that a gust of wind could knock her down, and I couldn't help but sigh at the impermanence of life.
"I'm very worried about William, he will be alone in the royal family in the future, and there is no one I can rely on to be him, and I still know my situation. She started crying, and I was very sad to see her crying.
"Grandma, you'll be fine. "I can only comfort her.
"Son, is what you promised me still valid? Grandma can't look at William now, you have to help Grandma watch him, otherwise, even if I die, I will be sad." She wiped her tears again.
I patted her on the back, since I agreed, naturally I had to do it, grandma's life has counted down, no matter how I can, I can't lie to a person who is about to die, right?!
"Grandma, what I say will be done. "Although I try my best to calm down, but when it really comes to this, I still regret my original promise, and now I seem to be rewriting the trajectory of my life because of that promise.
Then grandma was relieved. She took my hand and, somehow, fell asleep again.
"Nurse...... "I called out to the nurses, and when they came in, they asked me out, saying that the patient needed to rest.
I stumbled out and life ...... Is it really going to be gone? This old woman who has met me a few times......
"Why are you listless, how is Grandma?" asked Prince William, looking indescribably flustered.
"Grandma went to sleep, and the nurse said she needed a break and asked me to leave first. I continued, "William, let's get married! I promise you to be your princess." ”
"What?" Prince William looked incredulous, as if he felt that everything had come too suddenly, and he was a little overwhelmed. In terms of sincerity, I'm really ashamed of what I'm saying now, but since I'm going to make myself promise everything, I'm naturally not qualified to talk about regret. I only hope that even if I can't respond to Prince William's love, at least be kind to him, so that everyone will be happier in the future. It's just that I feel like I'll never be happy again.
Baek Jun-hee looked at me with a complicated expression, as if he wanted to say something. But in the end he didn't say anything, just silently watched me and Prince William. My heart also became complicated.
I look at the sky, I ...... Is there really no way back? )