Chapter 48: Suicide
"Lin Yao, then call me if you need to take care of yourself, don't think nonsense, rest well, I'm leaving." Qiao Jing didn't have any other superfluous words to say to Lin Yao except for comfort and instructions, after all, these words were useless now, how much Lin Yao cared about Su Yang's heart, how much discomfort he couldn't let go. Lying on the bed alone, looking at the empty position next to the pillow, Lin Yao's heart was cold, and she didn't know what to say.
Leaning on Yan Shan alone, the loneliness in her heart can be imagined, and the sustenance in her heart is gone, but Su Yang was affected by Lin Yao after all, and there is no plan to deal with these evil people of the Wu clan, and there are still these unlucky things with these wicked people of the Wu clan, and the smoke and miasma of the Wu clan made Su Yang lose his life in vain. "It's all my fault, it's all my fault that I want to come back to let you die, Su Yang, I'm sorry for you, it's my fault and it's all my fault" Lin Yao kept hammering the position of his heart.
For a while, all the faults were attributed to herself, and the more Lin Yao thought about it in her heart, the more sad she became, maybe these were all destined and her fate with Su Yang stopped here. But she couldn't forgive herself, and she couldn't forgive those evil forces of the Wu Clan, who were planning to do bad to them step by step.
"Su Yang, I'll accompany you, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'll go to you soon, your Lin Yao will always be with you, I'll come to you" Lin Yao tore off the curtain next to the bed and tore it off and went around to the roof, probably this way of death can make her really free, so that she can not spend it in remorse, so that it is good for them.
Lin Yao immediately took a stool and put it down there and began to prepare to commit suicide by hanging the beam, but even so, Lin Yao still felt a burst of pain in her heart, she was about to end her life like this, and now it was still not very comfortable to think about it like this, and when Lin Yao thought about it like this, it was something that was difficult to let go.
She was also a little impulsive in this way of leaving, but as long as she had Su Yang smiling at her in her mind, everything was willing, and nothing could stop her from going to Su Yang, Lin Yao stepped on the stool with both feet, her neck hung on the rope, and as soon as she kicked the stool, the whole person was suspended in mid-air, just when Jiang Xu pushed the door open, she saw Lin Yao committing suicide there, "Lin Yao, why are you so stupid, how can you treat your own life like that, don't you want to think about me?"
Jiang Xu hurriedly pulled Lin Yao back from the border of death, he didn't expect to see his comrades so soon, Jiang Xu came before dawn early in the morning, and came to the door of Lin Yao's room as soon as he came back, looking at Lin Yao hanging there with a messy feeling in his heart, Lin Yao never thought that Jiang Xu would run into her and commit suicide.
Lin Yao's neck was flushed, and his whole eye socket felt like he was about to pop out, Jiang Xu watched Lin Yao seek death, fortunately he came in time, otherwise he had just learned of Su Yang's death and encountered Lin Yao committing suicide, so how would he bear it for a while, "Lin Yao, look at me, I'm Si Lan, why did you give up your life for so long! Now that there is no Su Yang, I only have Lin Yao, doesn't Lin Yao want me?"
Lin Yao came back and looked at Jiang Xu crying so sadly, Lin Yao was also holding a mouthful of blood in his heart, and for a while, he had to "poof, poof" and vomited a lot of blood.
Jiang Xu was carved out of the same mold as Su Yang, looking at his face, Lin Yao couldn't help but want to touch Jiang Xu's face, "It's too similar, it's really like him, it's exactly the same" Lin Yao said while watching, the sourness in her heart became more intense, Lin Yao was really unwilling to accept Su Yang's sudden death, and she always thought that Su Yang had nothing to hurt him, but she lost to her after all.
"My son is here, Si Lan, your Su Yang, he died, he was crushed in the secret passage and died, Lin Yao couldn't save him if he didn't use it, he was involved in this disaster for me, it was Lin Yao who hurt him, Lin Yao is a sinner, you just let me go with you Su Yang" Lin Yao felt guilty when she thought about it like this, Jiang Xu was also uncomfortable when he saw Lin Yao blaming himself like this.
"Lin Yao, don't be like this, you still have me when Su Yang goes, you still have me and Shu Qing, we are all Lin Yao's children, without Su Yang, you still have us" Lin Yao looked at Jiang Xu and cried and begged her not to commit suicide anymore, but she was also a little unbearable, yes, even if Su Yang went, she still had Jiang Xu to take good care of, she owed Jiang Xu a lot over the years!
"What's the matter, Jiang Xu, what's wrong with Lin Yao, there's a rope around her neck" Shu Qing hurriedly came in when she heard what looked like Jiang Xudi's voice, and when she pushed the door open, she saw a room full of messes, could it be that Shu Qing could only guess in her heart, but she didn't know exactly what it was, but she was much more at ease when she saw Jiang Xu in her heart.
"Shuqing, quickly help Lin Yao to the bed to rest, don't spread this matter, help Lin Yao freshen up, I'll go see Su Yang to discuss something, come and see Lin Yao later, you are so good to take care of this side" Jiang Xu settled down Lin Yao and went to find Qiao Jing, this time it was all because he came too late to make it like this, and his heart was not particularly comfortable, although he didn't spend much time with Su Yang, but after all, it was Su Yang, whom he respected the most, and left like this, Jiang Xu was also very sad.
"Lin Yao let me serve you to freshen up! Now that Jiang Xu is here, Lin Yao can't think about it, let him pass when it should pass, and he still has to live like this in the future, right?" Lin Yao looked at Shu Qing and suddenly seemed to grow up, it was true that Shu Qing's younger brother did something hateful this time, but Shu Qing was not wrong, this child was talking more and more decently.
"Su Yang, I'm late, almost made a big mistake!" Qiao Jing received the news early that Jiang Xu was coming, but he didn't expect to come so early, hearing Jiang Xu's apology coming late, Qiao Jing's heart was even more uncomfortable, now that everything is over, Su Yang is gone, he is ashamed of Lin Yao, ashamed of Jiang Xu, and he can't let go of himself, because these things of the Wu clan make Su Yang's body really uncomfortable.
"I went to Lin Yao's room early in the morning but saw Lin Yao looking for death, didn't Su Yang know about this matter, it seems that you don't care much about Lin Yao anymore, so she was left alone and almost died. ”