Chapter 9: The Unknown
Everyone has their own weaknesses and their own armor.
For Yu Wenwen, Xie Lai's attitude towards the 'urban-rural junction' cannot hurt her, because she thinks in her heart that it is not a shame to be born in the urban-rural junction, and it is not a shame to live, grow up and grow old in the urban-rural junction, everyone has their own life and happiness, who can say that people with rich material life must be happy?
There are also tears in the lives of the poor, and there are also forced smiles and insincere sorrows in the lives of the rich.
What can hurt Yu Wenwen is Xie Lai's 'In my opinion, you must be at fault, I sympathize with you'.
Yu Wenwen is a cactus, living in a cruel environment, she can live without heart and lungs, and she can live well, but if others sympathize with her situation and suffering, it is tantamount to watering her, or excessive water.
She is a person who has worked hard all the way from the urban-rural junction, although she has now done better than many of her peers who were born in big cities, but the experience of gritting her teeth from the small end has also written her unique inferiority complex into her bones.
She is not afraid that others will dislike her for being poor, because she has 100,000 ample reasons to go back.
But she was afraid that others would sympathize with her, because she had no way to repay the kindness of others with evil words.
Xie Lai was born in Donghu City, and he also has a father who is an architect, although Xie Dad died a long time ago, but Xie Ma raised Xie Lai very well.
Yu Wenwen has always been very envious, Xie Lai's family conditions are not very good, but Xie Lai has always had the luxury of his pampered daughter's family, which is something that no matter how expensive the clothes others wear and how expensive the makeup is, they can't compare.
When I first entered school, the girls in the whole dormitory liked to save money to buy some cheap hot clothes on Taobao, and other girls might be haunted for a long time because of one or two eyes from other people, but Xie Lai never took the eyes of others to heart, and later different people had different ways to make money, and the clothes they worn, the things they ate, and the cosmetics they used were improved by many grades, and many people would become cautious, and even some pretend, but Xie Lai never had that kind of childish performance.
She is always so open-minded, even if there are some shortcomings, Xie Lai can face them frankly.
In Yu Wenwen's eyes, Xie Lai is like a person made of sunshine, even if it is her prejudice, she can say that she is justified, this is something that can only be shown by self-confidence from the inside out.
As long as she is a princess, whether she wears a princess dress or a maidservant's dress, she is a nobleman.
Every time she meets Shelai's eyes, Yu Wenwen feels like a clown living in the shadows, even if she wears a princess dress, she still can't become Shelai.
"Xie Lai, do you know when I am most afraid of you?" Yu Wenwen glanced at the pregnancy test stick in Xie Lai's hand, leaned into Xie Lai's ear, and whispered, "I am most afraid of you who have the light of the Virgin Mary all over your body." ”
Seeing that Xie Lai's face froze, Yu Wenwen patted Xie Lai's shoulder, and pretended to be relaxed, "Don't be so nervous, in my place, Our Lady is not a derogatory term." Everyone says you're not a good person, but you're an odd example. It's easy for you to be ashamed of yourself, you know?"
"I talked to a boyfriend when I was doing business, he didn't have any skills, he was my fellow countryman, and he ran logistics in Donghu City. Looks okay, tall and thin, a little dark, like me, like an ant in Donghu City, crawling and rolling in the mud for so many years, just barely saved a place to stay, his house is slightly bigger than mine, he said to decorate according to my idea, and as soon as I graduate, that house will be used as a new house for our marriage. ”
"On the day we got the down payment on that house, we both sat on the snack street next to East Lake University and had a barbecue for the night, and we were both so happy that we couldn't find a side, and that night, in the bed you made now, he gave me such a surprise...... For you, it may not be a surprise, it is a shock. Yu Wenwen pointed to her stomach, and there were tears in her eyes.
She asked Shelai, "Do you know what I'm thinking after the madness?"
Seeing that Xie Lai didn't answer, Yu Wenwen asked herself, "I'm thinking, if I have a child, I must find you. Although I come from an ordinary background, I want to make my child stand on the same starting line as your future child through my efforts, and I will give her everything she wants!
"So I'm trying my best to make money, and now I can save money, just to give her a better future. But you know what I saw? I saw what you posted. After we bought a house, the place where we celebrated was just a roadside barbecue stall where the price was a little more expensive, and we were usually reluctant to go to eat, but the place where you went on a blind date was the most expensive private restaurant in the entire Donghu City! You patted the man's hand, my eyes were sharp, and I saw the watch in his hand, the style was ordinary, but it happened that I had seen that watch, on the most expensive display shelf in Bailida. ”
"Just the watch of your blind date, you can buy two sets of houses like me, in Longquan District, this place where every inch of land is valuable, do you know how big a blow it hit me at that time? The achievements that have made me complacent for a long time are not as expensive as a watch on the wrist of your blind date, if you really marry that blind date, maybe you wear a necklace, I can't afford to open a Taobao store for a lifetime!"
"You're right, people in the urban-rural junction really can't get up to the grade, and you can only find a boyfriend who jumps out of the urban-rural junction to work, and in the end, you can't struggle for a lifetime, and you don't necessarily earn more money than people in the city who do some work casually. Xie Lai, I have endured these gaps, but there is one thing I can't bear, why do I work so hard, but my child is still not as good as you after birth?"
"Your blind date can afford to buy more than 4 million yuan of luxury goods, and he is absolutely willing to buy your child a diaper for hundreds of yuan, a top international brand, and what I am going to use for my child is just a cheap road goods that I have worked so hard to find, you must disdain it, right? You came to call me to do an internship, but do you think I can stay up late with such a lump of meat in my stomach? Ten months later, it is the waiting period for childbirth, can I go to the graduation ceremony?"
Xie Lai's face was full of shock, she never imagined that one day, Yu Wenwen would say such a thing to her, and she never imagined that she would have such a long thorn in Yu Wenwen's heart.
"Wenwen, I ......"
As soon as Xie Lai was about to explain, Yu Wenwen gaged her mouth with the pretense easily, "You don't have to explain, I know this is not your intention, jealousy makes people ugly, this is what I brought on myself." I have to ask you to keep it secret for me, I don't plan to look for an internship for the time being, and then ask Xie Peng's opinion, if Xie Peng is willing to have this child, then I won't intern, it's not bad to open a Taobao store, if he doesn't want it, I'll take advantage of the short flow of time, recuperate for a few days, and then find a barely reasonable company internship, get a degree certificate, and think about it later. ”
A thousand words come together into one sentence, "Then take care of yourself." ”
Out of the apartment that Yu Wenwen bought, Xie Lai's mind was a little confused, she kept thinking about what happened after meeting Yu Wenwen today, and she felt more and more confused.
What happened is a little too inexplicable.
Moreover, Yu Wenwen's performance was a bit excessive, even though Xie Lai felt that there seemed to be something hidden, but she couldn't guess it now, and she didn't dare to ask rashly, for fear that she would accidentally really stab Yu Wenwen.
Xie Lai rubbed his heart, took out his mobile phone, and finally compromised with this bleak reality - dialed Xie Cheng.
"Sister......
Xie Cheng received a call from Xie Lai as soon as he came out of the set, and as soon as he heard Xie Lai's aggrieved voice, he immediately understood, and asked with a smile, "What's wrong with you?"
"I'll have to trouble you...... Can you help me find a relationship, find a good construction company, our graduation requirements this year have been raised a lot, the construction company you helped me find before is in the pheasant list issued by our school, and the internship certificate you got there is not recognized by the school at all. ”
Xie Cheng deliberately pretended to cry over the phone and asked, "Lailai, are you blaming me?" I found you so many companies at the beginning, and you chose this one by yourself, but now you say that I found you a pheasant company...... What about your conscience?"
Xie Lai had long been accustomed to the way this 'drama spirit' cousin spoke, so he replied directly, "Wasn't it eaten by you?"
Xie Cheng choked on a word, "You can be skinned! I'll call your cousin-in-law, he is the manager of Donghu Real Estate, and it will definitely be no problem to put a little intern of yours in it." You wonder if you want to show your face in a few days, when the time comes, I will be able to take you into the circle, and you can easily earn money, which is much better than you doing live broadcasts......"
Like a cat with its tail stepped on, Sherley immediately retorted, "Don't even think about it! I don't want to have to be a thief to eat with my friends, being studied under a microscope all day, do you think that kind of day is comfortable? I have to endure burping in public...... I would rather not make that kind of money! You hurry up and tell my brother-in-law who doesn't know when he will be able to turn into a regular brother-in-law, if you can arrange me to enter Donghu Real Estate for an internship, then even if he and my mother have passed this hurdle, when he wants to marry you in the future, my mother and I will definitely not stop me!"
Xie Cheng's head is full of black lines, what is this!