Chapter Seventy-Seven: The One Who Misses (End of the Volume)
Chapter Seventy-Seven: O Man Who Misses
"Hey, little girl, what are you doing in my place?" the young boy pointed to the girl and said with an unhappy expression.
"Ah, this is your place, but I don't see any books here, so I sat here. The girl blinked dumbly and said.
The boy was thrilled by this sudden beauty, and his little heart unconsciously beat faster.
"That...... You sit down. The boy blushed and sat down beside the girl. The girl looked inexplicable.
This is their first meeting, and it is not good. Everything looks extraordinarily young and immature.
Boys who enter puberty are looking forward to a pure, vigorous love, maybe it is not mature, but it is a manifestation of every boy's adolescence, and it is also the best way to express youth.
When you are young, you may only need to meet someone once and say hello. When they first met, the boy said that he was in love with the girl, and in order to get the girl's attention, the boy often did something unthinkable.
The boy will deliberately let his pen fall under her chair and then say to the girl, "Classmate, my pen has dropped, can you help me pick it up?" and will deliberately mess up the girl's neat pile of books and tell her, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." "When class is over, boys deliberately walk around in front of girls. It's just that the boy never dared to confess to the girl, and the dead friends said that he was unproductive, and he was usually the demon king of the mixed world in front of them, and he dared to say and do anything, but he didn't dare to confess in the face of the person he liked.
One day, the boy couldn't stand the saliva of his best friend, so he intercepted the girl on the way back to the dormitory after school and said to the girl, "I like you".
The girl's reaction was, "Have you taken any medicine today?" and passed by him as if nothing had happened. But the boy was not discouraged like Xiaoqiang, who couldn't be beaten, and after returning to the dormitory, he made a weekly plan for her to start his pursuit.
Every weekend, the boy will ask the girl out, for example: ask her to go to dinner together, go to the movies together, go for a walk by the lake ...... together. Most of the programmes in this series are carried out by boys alone, with very little participation from girls. He believes that he can slowly get her to accept himself, as long as he doesn't give up.
It turns out that girls like quiet boys, no wonder he can't get into her heart this year.
From that day on, the boy did not pester the girl as before, but just silently cared for her and silently did something for her.
Soon another year passed.
In his junior year of high school, the boy bothered the girl from time to time, just like he did in his sophomore year, but this time he used books as an excuse to ask her to teach him, and invited her to dinner from time to time, and the excuse was that she helped him with his homework and he wanted to repay him.
This time the girl did not refuse, and the girl and the boy became good friends who talked about everything. The girl will also often take care of the boy, but the relationship between the two has never broken through. To outsiders, they are boyfriend and girlfriend, but in fact, only the boy knows that the girl never said she liked him. But the boy feels that at least now their relationship is better than before, and the boy believes that one day the girl will accept her.
Soon a year passed, and the girl confidently walked into the examination room. After the college entrance examination scores came out, the girl was admitted to the university as she wished. The girl went to the boy on the day she got the admission letter, and the girl wanted to know what school the boy went to, and by the way, told the boy that the sentence had been hidden for three years.
But when the girl knocked on the boy's door, it was the boy's mother who opened the door, and the girl called out to the boy's mother, "Hello Auntie!" and asked the aunt if the boy was not at home.
The boy's mother shook her head, "Ruoxuan has already gone to South Korea." ”
The girl was like a bolt from the blue, her ears were buzzing, and she couldn't hear anything. The boy's mother gave the girl a letter, saying that the boy had specifically told her to give it to the girl. The words inside the girl's letter were indeed the boy's, and when the girl saw the letter, her tears welled up like a spring.
Xueqing, please allow me to call you that, I wanted to call you that when I was a freshman in high school, maybe I had already left this country when you read this letter. I think you'll get a letter from your dream school. Xue Qing, forgive me for saying goodbye. I am tired. I'm really tired of living like this. The days without hope are very uncomfortable.
Xueqing, no one is by your side after I leave, remember to eat on time, remember to buy stomach medicine, I remember one night in the second year of high school, you fainted because of stomach pain, from that day on, I often help you put stomach medicine on your table and remind you to remember to eat; no one is by your side after I leave, remember to bring the band-aid on your body, you will often get hurt, every time you go out to play in class, you will put a few tablets, and I often prepare for you; no one is by your side after I leave, you have to remember······ , The girl couldn't help it anymore, rushed out of the boy's door, and when she returned home, the girl locked herself in the room, crying all the time, her parents thought that the girl had smashed the college entrance examination, and they didn't dare to ask her, just silently guarded her for fear that she would do something stupid.
After going to college, there was no shortage of suitors around the girl, but the girls refused one by one, just because she couldn't let go of that person, the boy who had accompanied her throughout her youth.
The day before the May Day holiday, the girl went to watch a midnight movie with her roommate, and after watching "To Youth" Later, she cried a mess, not because the storyline in it was too touching, but in Zheng Wei she found the shadow of the boy back then, he and Zheng Wei chased and beat the girl (the boy in the film) after confessing, and finally they got the boy's love, but the two of them were not together in the end because of some changes, but she was luckier than Zheng Wei, her love was very pure, and the boy was thinking about her when he left, but Zheng Wei was on the occasion of graduation, but her boyfriend chose to abandon her for fame and fortune. She thought that her youth was not full and complete, and a sincere love appeared in her youth.
This is just as Xu Zhimo said in his poem.
A flashy life, forgetting a season, empty memories, messing up, smiling and missing, lonely, strings, Sihua years, those years, suddenly like a dream, too, flowing water, never returning, not crying parting, not complaining about the end.
Memories are like a tide, and after they pass by, they are also like a tide, slowly receding and disappearing.
Lin Ruoxuan retracted his gaze.
All of this and that was once was just a once. Regardless of the past, he only focuses on the present. Now, the person he loves is called, Kim Taeyeon!
"Well, the reunion has just begun. Seeing Lin Ruoxuan turn around, the old squad leader clapped his hands and said loudly.
Everyone is also an adult, and even if they are dissatisfied with the sudden departure of a lady like Yan Xueqing, they did not show it.
How deep is Yan Xueqing's background? The oldest family in Sijiu City. What do you say? It's just that it has nothing to do with them.
Lin Ruoxuan also knows this. But for him, having a happy life is far more precious than having wealth.
The class reunion could be regarded as a real start after Yan Xueqing left.
Everyone sat at a round table. The table in the center is a mix of outstanding.
The class reunion, to put it bluntly, is to show off the current status, and to recall the memories of youth by the way. This kind of helpless vanity pervades the whole society.
Lin Ruoxuan can also be regarded as an outstanding group of people. The star professor of a famous Asian institution of higher learning can be called the most accomplished person in the previous class.
"Ruoxuan, why didn't you bring your girlfriend over this time?" Wang Zhiyang asked curiously.
Lin Ruoxuan smiled, "She didn't come over because she had something." ”
Wang Zhiyang pursed his lips, "The girlfriend you said that day shouldn't be a lie to me, right? ”
Lin Ruoxuan smiled absently. "It depends on what you think. I have a girlfriend anyway. ”
"Cut. ”
"Haha, next time if you still have a party, Ruoxuan, you can bring your girlfriend to meet everyone. What kind of Korean woman can capture the heart of our Professor Lim. The old squad leader said with a smile.
The others nodded their heads. For this woman who can make Lin Ruoxuan willingly give up Yan Xueqing, who is extremely outstanding in beauty, talent, and family background, they are all very curious, what will it look like?
Lin Ruoxuan smiled and nodded. "Okay, I'll let her come when I get a chance. ”
Come on, come on, sister, come on! Kim Taeyeon is so busy every day that she doesn't even have time to go on a date with herself, and she will come to show you where to stay where it is cool.
However, the face is enough for these people.
Classmates are just a group of acquaintances now. The big dye vat of society has long polluted the ignorant boys and girls back then. If it was before, he would have taken fellowship with his heart, and now if he does. It's purely long-lasting.
Don't blame Lin Ruoxuan for thinking so, society is like this.
The party didn't last long and ended quickly. The old squad leader invited everyone to go to KTV to sing nursery rhymes, but Lin Ruoxuan refused.
After saying goodbye to his classmates, Lin Ruoxuan drove home.
Home, your own home.
"Xiao Xuan, why are you back, the class reunion is over?" Lin Mu asked with some surprise when she saw Lin Ruoxuan.
"Hmm. They went to sing, and I didn't go there if I wasn't interested. Lin Ruoxuan explained.
"Oh, sit down, I'll pour you a glass of water. ”
"Hmm. By the way, Mom, what about my dad, hasn't he come back yet?" Lin Ruoxuan asked.
"Nope. It is estimated that it will be a few more days before I return. Lin Mu said while receiving the water.
"That's right. Lin Ruoxuan nodded and said with some disappointment. He hadn't seen Lin Zhichen for a long time, and he missed it a little.
"What, miss him?" knew her son Mo Ruo's mother, and Lin's mother knew that her son missed his father at a glance.
"Hmm. It's kind of a bit. I haven't seen him for almost half a year, so I miss him. Lin Ruoxuan admitted it calmly. He understands that since he loves his parents, he has to show it. For parents who have entered old age, nothing is more wonderful than the feeling of their children's concern for themselves. Although Mother Lin's current appearance is just forty years old, she is actually fifty years old. As for Lin Zhichen, who looks like he is middle-aged, he is even more Ben Liu.
"I think he'll wait for him to come back. Lin Mu said with a smile.
"Nope. There are still jobs at school, so I'll go home when I have time. Lin Ruoxuan shook his head and said.
"Just look at it. Mother Lin didn't force it. She doesn't care what Lin Ruoxuan does, she just needs to support her behind her. What's more, isn't there still that cute little girl?
Thinking of Kim Taeyeon, Lim's mother couldn't help but show a satisfied smile on her face. For this daughter-in-law, if you give a score of ten out of ten, Kim Taeyeon has now reached nine points. The only point deducted is that she is too short, although Lin Mu does not require height, but Kim Taeyeon is indeed too short.
Lin Ruoxuan looked at his mother who suddenly showed a satisfied expression unconsciously, and was inexplicable for a while. What's going on? Why did you suddenly show such an expression? It's weird.
"Alright, you can play by yourself. I went to sleep. "Mother Lin is old after all, and her energy is not as good as that of adults, so she will go to bed at nine o'clock.
Lin Ruoxuan nodded. "Go to sleep, I'll sleep in a while. ”
"Look at my head, I almost forgot to ask. What time is your plane tomorrow?" Lin Mu patted her head and asked.
"I'll see it tomorrow, anyway, if I can't go tomorrow, the day after tomorrow. It's been just these two days. ”
Lin Mu nodded. Turn around and walk into the bedroom.
Smiling and watching Mother Lin walk into the bedroom, Lin Ruoxuan withdrew his gaze. Sighing slightly, he didn't know how much time he had left to spend with his parents. With his career, lovers, and friends in a foreign country, he can come back once or twice a year. But Lin's father and mother were reluctant to go to South Korea, and Lin Ruoxuan didn't know what to do.
Lying on the sofa, I looked at the ceiling in a daze.
"Taeyeon, what are you doing now?"
Seoul, South Korea, a dormitory for young people.
On the balcony of the dormitory when she was young, Kim Tae-yeon's long wet hair was draped over her shoulders. The simple white dress still can't hide the amazing beauty.
Hold the fence with both hands and support your body. A pair of beautiful eyes quietly stared at the sky.
The silvery moonlight sprinkled on the ground, and the fragrance of the night filled the air, weaving a soft net that enveloped all the scenery and gave people a dreamlike feeling.
Kim Taeyeon just watched quietly, without words or movements. It's as simple as that, watching quietly. Look at the West.
The West, China, is BJ. There, there was the man she missed.
"Oppa, what are you doing now?"
A shallow smile rose at the corner of his mouth, and he whispered softly.
Missing, like this night sky. It is the brightest star in the night sky.