A bottle of wine quickly bottomed out, and I, who had never studied much about wine, didn't know that the wine I drank with Su Wan was actually a kind of wine with a lot of stamina.

When I first drank it, I didn't have anything, but after I drank it, the strength of the wine really came, and even I felt a little dizzy, let alone Su Wan.

Su Wan looked at me, holding her chin with her hands, and just looked at me.

Facing Su Wan's eyes, I suddenly had a feeling that I didn't dare to look directly, and subconsciously avoided Su Wan's gaze, and then said, "What do you look at, is there something dirty on my face?"

Su Wan chuckled after hearing this, shook her head and said to me, "No, I just want to see what is in your heart......"

I was stunned for a moment and said directly: "What do you mean, I don't really understand." ”

Su Wan smiled again, I don't know if it was my hunch or really so, I felt that Su Wan's smile was a little bitter.

"You understand, how can you not understand, I just want to know what you think in your heart, about that Xu Ya, you still can't let go?"

In fact, even if Su Wan didn't ask this question, this question echoed in my mind over and over again, and many times, as long as I saw someone or something related to Xu Ya, I couldn't help but think of Xu Ya......

"What, don't you dare admit it?"

couldn't wait for my answer, Su Wan didn't get angry, and then said, "Do you think it's worth it for you to be like this?"

I smiled a little bitterly and said, "In the relationship, what is worth it or not?"

Su Wan was suddenly stunned, looking at me stupidly, maybe because of alcohol, I feel that Su Wan at this moment is very real, and she has taken off her disguise, she is actually just a girl from an ordinary family, no different from other girls.

I continued: "When I was in love with Xu Ya at that time, I felt that I had the whole world, and her every move, her smile and smile could touch my heart, but when she left me, I suddenly felt that I had lost the whole world, which I couldn't accept......

As long as the topic of Xu Ya is opened, there is no way to take it back, and at this moment, I used Su Wan as a chatterbox and continued to talk about my inner thoughts.

"Later, I also concluded that I felt that Xu Ya's departure was because she thought I didn't work hard enough, and she couldn't see any hope in me, so she left ......"

"Have you talked about it?"

Su Wan suddenly asked such a question, which made me stunned, and I began to recall it carefully.

After thinking about it for a long time, I didn't seem to think that I had talked about this topic with Xu Ya, and even if I hadn't seen the chat records between Xu Ya and Liu Hongcai, Xu Ya and I would still be happily together......

Thinking of this, I shook my head and said, "No, Xu Ya didn't say anything to me because I didn't want to be motivated, and I didn't even quarrel at all." ”

Su Wan suddenly laughed, and then said: "I am also a woman, I think, I know Xu Ya better than you, if Xu Ya left you because of the problem you said, how could she not have any idea before, women will only choose to leave in the extreme when they are disappointed." ”

I was suddenly a little flustered, if it was as Su Wan said, did it prove that Xu Ya had never loved me, or that Xu Ya loved me at the beginning, but when she met better, she had completely given up on me?

I didn't dare to think about this result, so I shook my head and insisted, "No, it's not like that." ”