Chapter 100: Growth

On the road of Shuyiju, there is the brightest and warmest scenery in Sufu, a grass and a tree, all carefully cultivated and pruned, the water and grass complement each other, and the cloister pavilion is often borrowed by people to come.

Rummaging through the Su Province, this is the most peaceful, calm, bright and gentle place.

Just because, the owner of this Shuyi Residence, Yan Shu, until the day she married into the Su family and lived in the Shuyi Residence, she was respected and loved by people up and down the Su Mansion as a god, and until she died for so many years, there was no slackness, everything was the same as before.

Su Tong walked on this road, as in the past, his mood was agitated and difficult to calm down, to say that his father is really a peerless and boundless person, but God has never been merciful to such a benevolent person, and took away his only confidant Yan Shu early.

Before Su Tong arrived outside Shuyi's residence, he saw Su Ming coming from the direction of Shuyi's residence, and he didn't see Su Yi, Su Ming said a few words to Bai Xuan, and Bai Ming left in a hurry, leaving Su Ming standing under the corridor, looking at the Mingyue Lake under his feet and no longer moving.

was so far away, Su Tong's heart was already hanging uncontrollably, and inexplicable tension and depression surged all over his body.

Approaching Su Ming step by step, the more he could feel the turbulent waves under his calm surface, he couldn't think of a reason to dispel the hidden worries in his mind, he could say that he had never seen Su Ming think about things so distractedly, although the eyebrows were flat and gentle, but lingering gloom.

"Brother......" Su Tong called softly.

Su Ming's eyes froze, and when he returned to his senses, Fang Cai's deep worries swept across the sky without a trace, and disappeared silently, quietly staring at the sparkling water waves in Mingyue Lake.

"It's back. ”

Short three words, plain narration, Su Tong heard Su Ming's relieved sigh.

"I'm worried again......" This self-knowledge, I still have it, Su Tong glanced at Su Ming's unchanged demeanor, apologetic, and remembered that he had traveled thousands of miles over the mountains and mountains to find Yunchu, but his heart was already dying......

"I ......" Su Tong wanted to admit his mistake, wanted to daoqian, wanted to say, what Su Ming said at the beginning was right, if he was alive, he would come back, if he was dead, he couldn't find him all over the world......

But these words could not be spoken.

Denying the person he cares about, especially the person who has moved his heart, is more uncomfortable than denying himself, and he can't say anything.

"I know you feel uncomfortable, but people can't be resurrected when they die, and we can't live in grief all the time......" Su Ming was also silent for a while before deciding to talk to Su Tong about what was in his heart, hoping to persuade his younger brother that it was better for him to listen to his own thoughts than for him to drill the horns alone.

Su Tong didn't answer, didn't immediately reject himself or leave in a hurry as before, which made Su Ming feel that he had a chance, so he went on and said, "Mingyue Lake, Shuyi Residence, Feijiang Pavilion, Liujiang Corridor, Caoseyuan, I, my father, and some old servants in the mansion have all lost the most haode women in the world, if Su Mansion is all devastated because of her death, where will there be today's scene?"

"Mother...... She can also smile under the nine springs, everything is as peaceful and happy as when she was there, don't keep what you can't keep, isn't it good to just leave the warm years that you once had?" Su Ming said softly, and said this, he actually used a rhetorical question, as if he was asking Su Tong, and as if he was asking himself.

But Su Ming didn't know that the matter was no longer what he knew, and people could not be resurrected after death.

Su Tong had a hurdle in his heart that he couldn't overcome, but in Su Ming's gentle tone, he didn't know what this hurdle in his heart was, Yun Chu's deception, or did Yun Chu love Luo Yu so much? Or did he suffer a lot, not only did he gain nothing, but he would also completely lose Yun Chu as they joined the world?

The beginning and the end are no longer clear.

I can't tell which point I care about the most. The heart is being damaged little by little, and I only feel the constant pain, which is deepening point by point.

The stars of Mingyue Lake shattered and blurred the light, but they couldn't shake the expectation and obsession of Zuihou in their eyes.

"I'm not forcing you, but you have to think about this matter clearly, with twists and turns, ups and downs, and one day it will end. Su Ming sighed slowly, closed his eyes and gently sniffed the flavor of the lake, turned around and bypassed Su Tong to leave.

Su Tong has been doing his best for Yun Chu for so many years, which has already made Su Ming feel uneasy when he thinks about it from time to time, at this moment, if he wants to let go of the bits and pieces about Yun Chu, it is not possible to do it in one sentence or two, and in the end, he has to think clearly by himself and be willing to come out.

Su Ming had already walked down the Liujiang corridor, Su Tong looked at the lake blankly unconsciously, the white and blue that moved in the corners of his eyes led his gaze over, looking at the straight back, Su Tong always felt indebted and always felt that he was extremely lonely, and those worldly fame, for his brother's happiness, did not matter.

"Brother......" When Su Tong called Su Ming, his heart felt pantothenic, swallowed the taste in his mouth, and caught up with Su Ming, "Brother, in the future, I won't go anywhere, I'll help you." ”

Su Ming paused at his feet, staring at the winding and bright road for a long time, he couldn't believe what he had heard with his own ears, when his wish for many years came true one day, he was more afraid and nervous than ever, and he didn't even dare to make a sound and fly away from reality.

"Brother......" Su Tong couldn't understand Su Ming's thoughts, but just saw that he suddenly stopped, motionless, and a little frightened, "What's wrong?"

From childhood to adulthood, whenever Su Ming had this kind of contemplation, Su Tong could be frightened.

In his eyes, his brother is too powerful, there are almost no things that can't be solved, and there are no things that can't be calculated, so as long as he can't solve the mystery and can't find a solution, when he is deeply troubled and immersed in contemplation, Su Tong will be inexplicably nervous and afraid.

Slightly uneasy, he could already tell from the timbre, Su Ming raised his head and looked at Su Tong, a moment of doubt and a moment of distress, before, he would never say such a thing.

The loss of an important person, although there have been several times of life and death, people have turned their backs, but he still has some gains, he has finally grown up a little bit, but this little bit has made him suffer so much, Su Ming feels distressed when he thinks about it.

"Brother, don't look at me like this, I can see that I am flustered, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me, okay?" Su Ming's gentle and painful gaze understood what he meant in the eyes of those who knew, but in the eyes of Su Tong, who didn't make a fuss about what Su Ming was thinking, he only felt panicked.