Chapter 63: Actually, I Really Love You

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Everything the mistress did was for Li Xing and Li Yue, Li Xing didn't say it, and those people also knew to bury her well.

Li Xing hugged Ning Fuyan, no longer silent tears, she cried unscrupulously, crying loudly, shedding tears, and finally she was tired of crying, and fell asleep in Ning Fuyan's arms.

was hugged by Ning Fuyan and left here.

The next day, Ning Fuyan brought his mistress's ashes to Li Xing.

Li Xing looked at it in a daze, and for a long time, said in a hoarse voice: "I will take her back to see my father." ”

She held the urn and rubbed it gently, with mixed emotions in her eyes.

That night, Li Xing took the urn and Ning Fuyan to go through the formalities together, and went back to China directly by private jet.

got off the plane, didn't stop, Li Xing went to the hospital with the urn, Li Ce seemed to know that she would come, and there was no surprise at all when she saw Li Xing appear with the urn.

This time, Ning Fuyan didn't come with him, and as soon as he got off the plane, he was taken back to the Ning family's old mansion by someone sent by Old Man Ning.

In the Ning family's old house, the housekeeper was waiting at the door, and when he saw Ning Fuyan getting out of the car, he hurriedly greeted him and said softly: "Sir, you can explain it clearly to the master, and it will be fine." ”

"Hmm. Ning Fuyan nodded, with a flash of helplessness in his eyes.

The housekeeper was relieved, knowing that as long as the gentleman explained clearly, the lord would not be angry anymore.

Ning Fuyan entered the study, and Old Man Ning stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with his back to him, and did not look back, and snorted: "Are you willing to come back?"

There was a clear mockery in his tone.

Ning Fuyan was helpless, walked over, stretched out his hand to support Old Man Ning's arm, and shouted: "Grandpa, I said I would explain it to you, but now I won't explain it to you." ”

Old Man Ning snorted lightly and didn't speak, but he didn't dodge Ning Fuyan's hand either, and let him help himself to sit down on the small sofa next to the desk.

Ning Fuyan sat opposite him, and there was a glass coffee table between the two.

Ning Fuyan poured a cup of tea before he began to speak, he told everything about Li Xing, including the fact that Li Xing was pregnant with his child.

Old Man Ning listened to what Ning Fuyan said, his emotions fluctuated, and when he was about to listen, he was so angry that he poked Ning Fuyan on the shoulder several times with a cane.

The poke hurt a little, but Ning Fu Yan only twisted his eyebrows and held back a word.

But there was still some pain on his face.

Old Man Ning snorted, not distressed at all, after hearing that Li Xing went to see her father at this moment, he went over with another cane and knocked on Ning Fuyan's calf.

He scolded: "Don't pick up people yet! If you can't coax people back, you can get out of here!"

Ning Fuyan promised to coax people back before leaving.

As soon as Ning Fuyan left, the housekeeper entered the study, and before he could speak, he heard the old man Ning say: "Go and talk to the old man of the Jiang family, saying that Ah Yan has been busy recently, I'm afraid I don't have time to eat, by the way, invite him and the girl of the Jiang family to come to the old house for a meal." ”

The butler smiled and agreed.

Before, Old Man Ning's plan was that as soon as Ning Fuyan returned to China, he would let him meet the girl of the Jiang family, and it was best to match the two together.

But after knowing the matter between Ning Fuyan and Li Xing, Old Man Ning gave up this plan and didn't let Ning Fuyan go to the appointment for dinner, but invited people to the old mansion, and the people of the Jiang family understood what he meant when they heard it, and they would not mention this matter again.

Li Xing and Li Ce talked a lot, this time, Li Ce didn't hide it anymore, and talked about a lot of interesting things when she was a child, and when she came out of the ward, she saw Ning Fuyan leaning aside.

Ning Fuyan was waiting for her, and when she saw her come out, she walked over and said with a smile: "Are you hungry?" I asked the assistant to order a meal at Yu Meiren. ”

Li Xing looked at him and shook his head, "I'll go see Ah Yue." ”

By the way, I told Li Yue about the matter, and until now, Li Yue doesn't know these things.

"Let's go after eating, Qin He said that you haven't eaten. Ning Fuyan walked into the elevator with her, his eyes still falling on her face.

Li Xing looked at the wall of the elevator, with her and Ning Fuyan reflected on it, and she still shook her head.

Ning Fuyan noticed that something was wrong, the curvature of the corners of his lips fell, and he looked at her sideways, wanting to ask her if something had happened again.

The elevator doors opened.

"Then I'll send you to Ah Yue. Ning Fuyan had no choice but to change his words.

This time, Li Xing did not refuse him again.

Ning Fuyan breathed a sigh of relief almost imperceptibly, the two got into the car, and the car left the hospital and drove towards the villa area where the Li Yue base was located.

At first, the car was very quiet, until waiting for the traffic light, Ning Fuyan looked sideways at Li Xing and said, "Grandpa said that he wants to invite you to the old mansion for dinner tomorrow, do you have time?"

Li Xing was slightly stunned, a little stunned, she looked sideways at Ning Fuyan, and saw the apprehension in Ning Fuyan's eyes.

Ning Fuyan was afraid that she would refuse.

Li Xing realized this, her hand on her lap tightened unconsciously, her nails pinched her palm, and there was a slight pain, but she was like an addiction, and she didn't let go, just pinched it.

Li Xing retracted her gaze, still shook her head, and said, "I'm sorry." ”

Just a word of apology, for no reason.

Ning Fuyan's eyes darkened instantly, and he opened his lips, probably wanting to ask her the reason, but Li Xing interrupted him.

"Green light. Li Xing reminded him.

The car behind was also honking, Ning Fuyan couldn't, so he had to retract his gaze and start the car.

His hands holding the steering wheel were a little stiff, and his throat was tightly choked.

But no one spoke again, and the car was even more silent than it had been before the traffic light.

Until the car stopped at the gate of the base where Li Yue was, Li Xing whispered: "Thank you." ”

Then he unbuckled his seat belt, pulled the car door and was about to get out of the car, Ning Fuyan reached out and grabbed her.

"If," Ning Fuyan spoke, his voice a little hoarse, and he said, "If you don't have time tomorrow, it's okay the day after tomorrow." ”

Li Xing glanced back at him, his eyes indifferent.

She slowly wanted to pull her hand out of his hand, but Ning Fu Yan realized that she wanted to go, and subconsciously used her strength, he exerted, and Li Xing also exerted.

In the end, Ning Fuyan was afraid of hurting her, so she compromised and let go.

"It's not a matter of time. Li Xing got out of the car, turned around, and bent over to look at Ning Fuyan in the car, she was holding a bank card and putting it in the passenger seat.

"This is the money for taking the bracelet, Ning Fuyan, you helped me a lot this time, I am very grateful, but," Li Xing paused, his voice faint, "That's all." ”

She was telling him that she was only grateful to him.

After Li Xing said these words, he straightened up, closed the car door, and then turned around and walked into the base, never looking back again.

Li Xing stayed in the base for a long time, and it was not until after eleven o'clock in the evening, when it was almost midnight, that Li Yue sent her out of the base.

"The room you used to sleep in is still there, it's so late, do you have to go?" Li Yue still muttered unwillingly, his eyes were still red, obviously he had cried before.

Li Xing smiled, and only reminded him again: "Dad is in the hospital now, go and see him when you have time, he really wants to see you." ”

Li Yue pursed his lips and responded, "I know." ”

He turned his head away, out of the dignity of being a man, he didn't want Li Xing to see that there was wetness in his eyes again.

Li Xing still saw it, but she didn't say it, and decided to save some face for the big boy in front of her.

"Then I'm leaving. Li Xing stretched out his hand, rubbed it the top of his head, turned around and walked out of the base.

However, when she looked up and saw the car still parked, the smile on her face froze for a moment, and then slowly retracted.

"Ah Xing. Ning Fuyan was standing outside the car, and when he saw her come out, his eyes lit up with a small light, and he raised his feet and walked over.

But Li Xing just walked past him expressionlessly, when he was held by Ning Fuyan's hand.

She didn't look back, only asked in a cold voice: "Ning Fuyan, do you have to be like this?"

"Yes. Ning Fuyan gritted his teeth in response.

Li Xing sneered and looked back at him, "Ning Fuyan, if you are like this, it will only make me feel that my previous six years of liking were wrong, and you are like this, which makes me look down on you very much." ”

"Then you'll look down on me. Ning Fuyan smiled lowly, but his eyes were slightly red, he didn't let go of Li Xing's hand, and his voice was hoarse, "I don't know what happened when I was in the hospital during the day, so that you suddenly did this again, Ah Xing, I tell you, I won't let go." ”

Li Xing raised his chin slightly, his expression indifferent.

She didn't speak again, but her eyes hurt more than her words.

Ning Fuyan was so hurt by her eyes that he turned his face away slightly, and his voice was a little pleading, "Ah Xing, don't look at me with such eyes." ”

Li Xing didn't speak, just broke free of his hand, then turned around and left without looking back.

Ning Fuyan stood in place for a long time, his body was stiff, his eyes were a little dead, and when he raised his foot and wanted to walk to the car, someone behind him shouted to stop him.

Ning Fu Yan. Li Yue stood at the door of the base, half of his face hidden in the dark.

Ning Fuyan turned to look at him, pursed his lips, and said in a deep voice: "Why haven't you slept yet? Your body has to stay up less late, otherwise Ah Xing will be worried." ”

Li Yue was stunned for a moment, and then smiled bitterly.

He said, "You're so miserable and you still care about me." ”

"yes, it's miserable. Ning Fuyan pulled the corners of his lips, the pain in his eyes flashed, and he waved his hand at Li Yue and asked him to go back to rest.

Li Yue said something that made him stop turning around.

Li Yue said: "Maybe I know why my sister treats you like this." ”

Ning Fuyan looked at him fixedly, and asked in a dumb voice, "Why?"

Li Yue moved, sat down on the steps, he looked up at Ning Fuyan slightly, pulled the corners of his lips, and said in a low voice: "Do you know? ”

Ning Fuyan wanted to say, "I know", but he opened his lips, his throat was so blocked that he couldn't say a word, and his heart hurt so much that his hands and feet were numb.

That shot also took away his and Ah Xing's children, how could he not know.

Li Yue looked up at him, seeing at a glance what he was thinking, but he smiled, his eyes were sour, and finally he could only reach out to cover his eyes to block the tears from flowing.

Li Yue said to Ning Fuyan: "You don't know, if I don't tell you today, you will never know that that one shot not only took away my sister's child, but also made my sister ......."

Li Yue choked up, covered his eyes, took a few deep breaths, and barely calmed down his emotions before he said the complete sentence with a crying voice, he said: "That shot made my sister lose the opportunity to be a mother forever." ”

This sentence made Ning Fuyan fall into hell completely.

At that time, Li Xing, who had just woken up, cried so hoarsely when she got the result book from Jiang Chi's hand, not just because the result book said that she really lost the child.

And that sentence is enough to make Li Xing fall into the abyss.

The uterus is damaged and it is no longer possible to have children.

For a long, long time, Ning Fuyan seemed to have regained the consciousness of his body, he turned around, strode towards the car, pulled the car door, got into the car, and then drove away from here.

Li Xing was sitting in a taxi, the car was walking towards the airport, her mobile phone kept ringing, showing Ning Fuyan's name, Li Xing lowered her eyes and didn't answer.

The driver looked at her several times in the rearview mirror, and stopped talking.

Li Xing directly turned off his mobile phone.

Li Xing didn't answer the phone all the time, and finally directly prompted "The phone you dialed has been turned off", Ning Fuyan stopped dialing and called Qin He in the hospital instead.

Qin He was sleeping when he received the call.

"Qin He, has Ah Xing gone to the hospital?" Ning Fuyan asked in a deep voice.

Qin He got up and went out to find the doctor on duty before replying to Ning Fuyan, "No." ”

Before he could ask what was going on, Ning Fuyan had already hung up the phone.

Ning Fuyan never found Li Xing, and finally asked Lin Qin to find out that when Li Xing had taken a plane back to country M, Li Xing had already gotten off the plane.

He Yu came to pick her up, and handed her a tablet by the way.

"Jiang Chi asked me to transfer the things to you, you can take a look. ”

When Jiang Chi found him, He Yu was also surprised, but he promised to help Jiang Chi hand over the things to Li Xing.

Li Xing was silent for a while before opening the tablet, the tablet was not locked, and when Li Xing opened it, the video playback was paused.

On the screen, it is Jiang Chi sitting in the study.

It can be seen that the video should have been recorded by Jiang Chi in the past few days, and after learning the truth, Jiang Chi was hit the hardest, his whole person lost a lot of weight, and even a lot of stubble appeared on his chin.

But when Li Xing clicked to play the video, Jiang Chi still showed a gentle smile at the camera, but there was no more yin owl in the smile.

The first thing he said was, "Ah Xing, I'm sorry. ”

Li Xing pursed her lips, but He Yu handed her a pair of headphones from the front seat.

"I just forgot to give it to you. He Yu smiled.

"Thank you. Li Xing took the headphones and plugged in the tablet.

What Jiang Chi said earlier Li Xing could probably imagine, it was nothing more than treating her like before, he felt very sorry for her, however, after Jiang Chi said this, he was silent for a while.

He suddenly opened his mouth and said, "Ah Xing, there is actually one more thing I lied to you. ”

Li Xing twisted his eyebrows slightly.

"Ah Xing, in fact, the result book I showed you after you woke up is fake. Jiang Chi pursed his lips and said, "You...... and was not denied the opportunity to be a mother again. ”

In a word, Li Xing lost strength in his hand, and the tablet fell to her feet, and she looked stunned, after half a ring, the video had already been played, and Jiang Chi didn't even care that he had dissolved the legal relationship between the two.

He Yu heard the movement behind him, looked back at her, and saw that her expression was wrong, so he wrung his eyebrows and shouted: "Li Xing?"

Hearing He Yu's voice, Li Xing came back to his senses, but his expression was like crying and laughing.

"Li Xing, what's wrong with you?" He Yu hurriedly leaned over and asked worriedly.

Ke Lixing raised his eyes to look at her, and said urgently: "Go back!"

"Where are you going back?"

"Airport!" Li Xing grabbed He Yu's hand, cried and laughed, and said, "Back to the airport, I want to go back to the capital." ”

He Yu had to tell the driver to turn the car around and drive towards the airport, while constantly reassuring Li Xing, trying to calm her down so that she could know what had happened.

He Yu's reassurance still had some effect, and Li Xing's mood gradually calmed down, at least he didn't cry and laugh like a madman anymore.

She finally remembered what she was going to do.

Take out your phone and turn it on.

As soon as the phone is turned on, countless missed calls and texts from the same number pop up.

Li Xing didn't care, and directly dialed back.

As soon as I remembered the sound of the phone being connected, the person over there picked it up.

"Ah Xing!" Ning Fuyan's voice was full of surprise.

Li Xing opened her lips, her throat was hard, half ringing, and she choked up when Ning Fuyan's voice on the other end of the phone changed from surprise to panic.

She said, "Ning Fuyan, where are you now?"

"I'm at the airport. Ning Fuyan stopped, his voice was dry because of nervousness, "Ah Xing, Ah Yue told me......"

He wanted to say that he knew all the facts she had endured, and he could carry them with her, even if he didn't have children, it didn't matter, he loved her, and it had nothing to do with whether he had children or not.

But before these words could be spoken, they were interrupted by Li Xing.

Then, Ning Fuyan heard Li Xing on the other side say a word.

She said, "Ning Fuyan, you stand there and don't leave, I'll come to you." ”

The phone hung up.

In the crowded airport, the tall man stood motionless with a mobile phone in one hand and a ticket and documents in the other, even if he looked a little bad because he hadn't slept all night, he still attracted the attention of many women.

But he didn't realize this, just stood there and looked down at the mobile phone in his hand.

Someone deliberately approached and caught a glimpse of the check-in time on his ticket, so he kindly persuaded him: "Sir, your flight is about to take off, you should hurry over." ”

However, Ning Fuyan just lowered his head, and he didn't hear his words.

The man was bored with himself, and left in a mocking manner.

Ning Fuyan stood here for a long time until the familiar voice sounded behind him.

Ning Fu Yan. ”

He raised his head suddenly, then turned around and saw Li Xing standing not far away, surrounded by people, but he only had her in his eyes.

And she stood there with red eyes, not moving, just opening her hands to him.

Ning Fuyan did not hesitate at all, strode over, and hugged Li Xing fiercely in his arms, he bent down slightly, lowered his head, and rested his chin in her shoulder socket.

He said: "Li Xing, I really love you miserably, don't go, okay?"

And the sound of reminding boarding on the radio sounded, the sound of people next to him talking, the sound of suitcases dragging sounded, the sound of footsteps sounded, and many voices rang in Ning Fuyan's ears together, but he only heard Li Xing's words that were still choked.

She said, "Okay." ”

At this moment, Ning Fuyan, who fell into hell, was pulled into the sun by Li Xing's "good".

And Li Xing is not.

In this world, there will always be such a person, even if he has given you a body of pain, you fell into the abyss for him, and tasted despair, but as long as he stands in front of you and stretches out his hand to you, you will still go with him without hesitation.