Volume 10 The Dusty Mystery Chapter 795 Your Indifference, My Gentleness (II)
Ouyang Yue'er and Chu Fan nodded to each other, and they said hello in a hurry. (, Ouyang Yue'er gently opened the door and walked into the ward.)
11He sat on the edge of the bed, and hung his head with a thoughtful look. When Ouyang Yue'er came in, she couldn't let him raise his head to take a look.
Ouyang Yue'er walked lightly to the side of the bed, looking at him quietly with a soft and hesitant gaze.
There was no verbal exchange, and both of them waited quietly in silence.
After a long time, 11 suddenly spoke, and his tone was as cold as ever: "What are you still doing here?"
"I ......" Ouyang Yue'er bit her lip lightly and said softly, "I'm worried about you." ”
11 raised his head to look at her, with a certain taste of rejection in his eyes, and said lightly: "What is there to worry about?"
Ouyang Yue'er opened her mouth slightly, wanting to ask why Chu Fan had cried just now, but the words were swallowed back by her before she could speak, because she knew that even if she asked, 11 would not say it. He has always been like this, everything will only be hidden in his heart, whether it is good or bad, he will never take it out to share with others, or share it.
Lowering her head and muttering for a moment, Ouyang Yue'er didn't dare to look at 11, and said in a mosquito-like voice in a low voice: "We, isn't it, have we had a ......" At the end, the nervous look was on her face. She has never had intimate contact with any man, but she lost her precious first time in a daze. When facing this man who took away his first night and was still the love of his life, he said in his heart that he was not nervous, it was fake.
In the final analysis, Ouyang Yue'er, who was born in a military family, still has deep-rooted conservative thoughts, because from the age of Ouyang Bo to Yang Lin, they have constantly instilled in her and Ouyang Ning the idea that a woman can only give herself to one man for the rest of her life. So even if it was Ouyang Ning's rebellious character, she didn't dare to have a boyfriend at school casually, let alone hand over the first time casually. Because of his body, he can only give it to his future husband completely. As Ouyang Bo's daughters, born in the old-fashioned and conservative family of the Ouyang family, they are destined to be like ordinary girls. If they really dare to do something insulting behind their family's back, the angry father is afraid that they will really kill them directly.
Because of this, Ouyang Yue'er was very uneasy when she faced 11, the only man who could have a skin-to-skin relationship with her. Because she already knew that 11 would do this to save her, she didn't know if 11 would be willing to accept her, let alone what identity she should use to face this man in the future.
At the end of the day, she was still afraid that 11 would say something to say no.
But this world is so helpless, the more you are afraid of something, the more it will become. It's like 11 said something she didn't want to hear, but he said it himself.
"Forget about it. 11 withdrew his gaze from her, lowered his head again, and said in a faint tone, "I had no choice. ”
Ouyang Yue'er closed her eyes, but she couldn't stop the tears from sliding down the corners of her eyes. Do you really have to be so unworthy of his glance and disdain?
A woman's heart is very fragile, fragile like water, and a light poke can turn into tears and shine.
Ouyang Yue'er was deeply stabbed by this seemingly cold, but actually ruthless word, and held her chest tightly, and her tears couldn't stop pouring down.
11 Continuing to keep his head down and not looking at her, is it unbearable? Is it unwilling, or is it really ruthless?
Except for himself, no one could know what was going on in the deepest part of his heart, not even Ouyang Yue'er could guess it.
Biting her lip tightly until her lips turned white, Ouyang Yue'er asked in a low voice with bitter words, "Have you really liked me?"
"Nope. 11 replied very directly. It's just that when he said this, a trace of confusion and confusion flashed in his heart.
Is there really none?
He didn't know what liking was, so he didn't know if he liked Ouyang Yue'er or not. I only know that my feelings towards Ouyang Yue'er are indeed different from others.
Whether it is Zhang Xinxin or Ruan Qingyu, if they are in danger, they will be worried and will immediately rush to save them. But when Ouyang Yue'er has something, he is not only worried, but also has a trace of uneasiness in the deepest part of his heart. So when saving Ouyang Yue's childhood, 11 risked his own life. I didn't have much thought at the time, I just wanted to save her. But after sobering up this time, when he saw that Ouyang Yue'er was unharmed, he was not only relieved, but also had a little doubt in his heart, why did he risk his life to save her? Her safety was really more important than avenging Chu Hailan?
There's no denying that 11 has really changed a lot over the years. In the past, he would only insert a knife in Ouyang Yue'er's heart without hesitation to relieve her pain, but he would never gamble his life to save people. But now, he not only saved, but almost put his own life into it. Although the two of them are fine for the time being, 11 pays a great price for this, and the crisis hidden in his genes erupts early, and in the end he only has seven months to live.
He was dying in seven months, just to save a woman he had always thought of as a "burden" in his eyes.
Is this qiē worth it?
Fortunately, 11 is different. For him, what he did is what he did, and it didn't matter if it was worth it or not, just because he would never regret what he had done. Because in his opinion, regret is only making excuses for his cowardice. Since it is destined to become a fact, what is the point and necessity of not regretting it in the future?
And what he has to think about now is not regret, but how to make the most of the last seven months against time.
Love, a woman, was not in his plans. What happened between him and Ouyang Yue'er was just watching a play, and since the play was finished, it was time for the song to end.
Maybe it was intentional, maybe it was unintentional, but in any case, what 11 said was really hurtful and even more sad.
Ouyang Yue'er looked at him with miserable and desperate eyes, closed her eyes, and let the tears slide down her smooth face. He nodded his head slightly, and the corners of his mouth showed a touch of bitterness and hurt. Although he was in tears, he said softly in a calm tone: "I know, I won't bother you again in the future." I'm sorry...... Also, thank you......"
Ouyang Yue'er covered her nose but turned around calmly and went out, only stopped when she walked to the door, turned her back to 11, bit her lip lightly with tears, and said softly: "If one day, you are tired and want a home." If you remember a woman named Yue'er at that time, come back to her, okay? She will always wait for you, if you can't wait in this life, then continue to wait for the next life, the next life. ”
11 He did not answer, neither nodded nor shook his head, nor looked at her.
Ouyang Yue'er turned her back to him and smiled bitterly, salty tears mixed with bitter saliva and swallowed quietly. Gently twist the door lock and quietly walk out.
Inside the house, 11's eyes finally showed a trace of dazedness, and then turned into a breath, gently exhaled, and slowly dissipated in the air.
Maybe it's not that I haven't been moved, it's not that it's impossible, it's just that there is no fate, the love is deep and shallow, and we love at the wrong time......
Ouyang Yue'er returned to her ward next door, standing by the window but had no intention of enjoying the scenery. Tears have long blurred their eyes, like a flood that has burst its embankment, and it can't close the valve.
Looking up at the sky outside the window, there are no colorful colors, only a blue expanse.
There were no traces of wings in the sky, but the birds had flown by. My heart has not been cut by a knife, but the pain is so clear. The softest part of the chest, the wound that has been wounded by the person you love the most, is far sharper than the wound of those limbs.
Your indifference has pierced my tenderness.
……
"Chu Yuan. In the silent meditation, the voice of the frenzy suddenly appeared in 11's ears: "Ouyang Bo wants to talk to you personally." ”
11 stood up and walked to the bathroom and said, "Take it." ”
There was a soft sound of "beep" in the communicator, and then Ouyang Bo's steady and heavy voice with a little high taste came out: "I am Ouyang Bo." ”
"Oh. 11 Answered. Maybe in the entire Dragon Kingdom, there are only 11 who can respond to Ouyang Bo with an "oh" word, and there is no other semicolon. Even the top leader of the country would never be so rude when talking to Ouyang Bo.
Ouyang Bo didn't know if he was angry with 11, or if he was organizing the language. Seeing no response from him,11 he asked, "Is there something?"
Ouyang Bo's calm voice sounded again: "I'm waiting for you to explain." ”
"What's the explanation?"
There was a hint of anger in Ouyang Bo's tone: "Don't you think you should give me an explanation?"
"Zhang Zhen, or Ouyang Yue'er?"
Ouyang Bo said coldly: "What do you say?"
11 closed the toilet lid and sat on the toilet, and said, "Zhang Zhen, you don't have to worry about it, I will go to Taiguo to solve him." ”
Ouyang Bo didn't speak, apparently continuing to wait for 11's explanation.
"If it's Ouyang Yue'er, I'm here to save her. ”
"I know you're saving her, but if you save someone, you want to act like nothing happened?"
11 frowned and asked, "What do you mean?"
Ouyang Bo didn't answer and asked, "How are you going to deal with the relationship with Yue'er?"
11 said lightly: "I have nothing to do with her. ”
"Bang!" Ouyang Bo slapped his palm on the table, and the teacups on the top of the shock trembled. Any father who still doesn't admit his daughter after his daughter has been ruined by a man will be furious about it. What's more, with Ouyang Bo's status, he has more reason to be angry.
"Chu Yuan. Ouyang Bo gritted his teeth and said fiercely: "Don't think that I won't dare to touch you if I have a dragon soul to protect me." My Ouyang Bo's daughter is not something that anyone can touch, let alone pat her ass at will after touching it!"
11 still asked flatly, "Then what do you want?"
"Get married. Engaged this year, marry me next year!"
11 said lightly: "You are dreaming." ”
"You fart!" Ouyang Bo was also angry, shouted a curse that did not match his identity, and yelled into the phone: "You dare to give me a try if you don't admit it!"
11 I felt that this fight was really inexplicable, he was just trying to save people, how could he rise to the point of forced marriage? And not to mention whether he was willing or not, even if he was willing, he would not be able to get married. Affection is a burden, and marriage is a grave. A killer who can only live in the dark, if he wants to get married, he has already stepped into the grave with half his foot. It's only a matter of time before the other foot comes in.
Although with the full support and protection of Ouyang Bo and the Dragon Soul,11 maybe after marrying Ouyang Yue'er, he can really put aside his previous life and live a normal life from now on. But he was absolutely unwilling to do this, not only because Chu Hailan's revenge had not yet been avenged, but also because he knew that he only had seven months. Every minute of the remaining days is precious, wasted on meaningless marriage, not to mention that he is unwilling, even if he dies, he will not be blind. 11 is a warrior, and from the moment he was taken away by the devil, he was already destined to be a predator who could no longer live a normal life. His ultimate fate is only to die on the battlefield, and death in battle is his best ending, rather than lying on the hospital bed pitifully and sadly waiting for his breath.
After waiting for a long time and not seeing 11 speak, Ouyang Bo said in a stiff tone: "Why don't you speak?"
"You're bored. ”
Ouyang Bo grinded his teeth fiercely and said fiercely: "Do you believe that I will make you unable to leave the capital in your life?"
11 replied in a tone of indifference, "I don't believe it." ”
"You ......" Ouyang Bo was really angry with him, and he didn't care if others lined up to be his son-in-law, and when he met this kid 11, it actually looked like he was begging someone to marry his daughter. What kind of character is he Ouyang Bo? Will he have a headache for marrying his daughter? As long as he can relax his mouth, young heroes from all over the country will obediently line up for him to choose. And what is Ouyang Yue'er's identity? If she wants to get married, she only needs to say a word, and the men who come to propose marriage will probably be able to crowd the entire capital.
It's a pity that it backfired, Ouyang Yue'er only had 11 people in his eyes, and he couldn't tolerate other men besides him.
Some people say that a man's love is born to look down, and a woman's love is born to look up. If love is like a mountain, the higher a man climbs, the more women can look down. And the higher a woman climbs, the fewer men can look up.
This sentence is very appropriate, Ouyang Yue'er's status has climbed very high today, and there are fewer and fewer men who can be worthy of her admiration, and she finally chose an alternative man who would disdain her.
Originally, it didn't matter if people didn't look down on her, and it wasn't that no one wanted his Ouyang Bo's daughter. But he raised this daughter so well, so good that it was almost perfect, so perfect that it was as paranoid as him. His paranoia lies in his career, but Ouyang Yue'er's paranoia lies in his feelings. Once this man is identified, Ouyang Yue'er, like his father, is nine hundred cows, and he can't even think of pulling it back.
Ouyang Bo knows his daughter too well, she is the kind of character who will not pay lightly, but once she pays, she will not regret it. What's more, she has now dedicated herself to 11, and with this layer of intimate contact, Ouyang Yue'er will not be able to tolerate other men in the future, whether in her eyes or in her heart.
So for the sake of his daughter's lifelong happiness, he, the general, pulled down his old face for the first time and made the choice of forced marriage. But...... But what almost pissed him off was that 11 bastard actually replied with only one bastard saying "you dream".