Chapter 23: Confusing

"What if it is?" Fu Sinian turned around, his fiery gaze was about to "Tang Qingwan" lowered his head in a panic, "Qingqing, if it is, what will happen to you?"

After a while, she raised her beautiful little face, and the words were piercing, and she said, "Even if it is, those are all in the past." Since I don't remember, it proves that the bits and pieces between you and me are not good memories. Mr. Fu, aren't you living well now? There is an endless stream of warblers and swallows, and I also have my own life, and we are okay with each other, can't you?"

"No, I can't. ”

He lifted her chin and was about to run over it, but his mind turned to the fact that the woman in front of him was not Tang Qingwan. Now, all the pretending actions made him feel disgusting, and he didn't want to dirty himself. So he quickly let go of her and let go of his emotions, "Qingqing, you can forget everything and turn the page again, but I can't get over it." Doesn't everything that comes after forgetting it cease to exist?"

"Tang Qingwan" didn't speak again, more hated himself for not being angry, and he didn't resist his indifference every time.

At that time, there was a regular knock on the door outside the ward.

"Please come in. ”

Jiang Yuze received the signal of "Tang Qingwan", pushed open the door, and what caught his eye was a woman sitting on the hospital bed, and behind her was Fu Sinian's lonely figure.

The idiom of going against the grain is just right to describe it here.

"How did it come so quickly?"

"Tang Qingwan" asked.

"Well, it just so happened that my sister's child had the flu and was injected in this hospital. ”

Jiang Yuze raised his eyes and looked at Fu Sinian, and continued: "Wan'er, what about our son?"

Hearing this, Fu Sinian turned around, different from the gentleness and sadness towards Tang Qingwan, his tone was cold, and he was rightly arrogant, "Jiang Yuze, is that your son?"

"Qingqing is Ah Qi's mother, and she and I will soon get married, so we are naturally the father of the child. ”

"Not to mention, my biological father is still alive. Jiang Yuze, did you think that the nude photos incident before was not big enough?"

When Jiang Yuze heard this, Jun's face turned a little whiter.

"Tang Qingwan" heard it in a fog, she pulled Jiang Yuze's sleeve, and didn't even judge the situation and asked: "What nude photos? Could it be that you were arrested by the media when you were filming a female star with unspoken rules?"

The sentence just now was just Fu Si's angry and unthinking words.

So he cleared his throat unnaturally, "Ah Qi is my son, you'd better not think about anything wrong." ”

"Si Nian. Jiang Yuze held Tang Qingwan's little hand, "Don't worry, even if your son is willing to recognize me in the future, I won't agree, okay?"

Then, he smiled and said to "Tang Qingwan": "Wan'er, don't guess." Hungry or not? Let's go to breakfast. ”

"Hmm. ”

At the moment when the two closed the door, the sourness gushing out of the abdominal cavity choked to the throat, Fu Sinian supported the windowsill with both hands, trying not to let himself fall, he carried her on his back, and asked bitterly: "Tang Qingwan, if you leave, don't come back." ”

Seeing that "Tang Qingwan" was a little hesitant, Jiang Yuze replied for her: "Si Nian, I said three years ago that we are competing fairly, didn't you refuse? ”

— Boom —

The door to the ward was shut.

Fu Sinian only felt that the strength of his whole body was drained all at once, and he couldn't hold it anymore and fell to the cold floor.

Lin Mu, who had finished sending Fu Zi, carried a thermos bucket and met Jiang Yuze and Tang Qingwan in the corridor unexpectedly.

There was a bit of astonishment on his face, considering that the young master was still in the ward, and he didn't say hello to the two of them, so he pushed the door and entered.

"Young Master. It doesn't matter what you want?"

The man who was in the business world was lying on the ground, crying like a child.

already had a sick face, with tears, and was even more haggard.

Seeing Lin Mu, he hooked Lin Mu's neck, and his words were intermittent, "...... She's still gone......"

The "she" in the young master's mouth, is it the young lady?

The one in the corridor had the same face as the young lady, but the young master didn't have the same face as Miss Gu......

This man, before he is about to turn thirty, can lift up and put down anything except the indestructible person in his heart.

Lin Mu heard the old man of the Fu family say that Mr. seems to have known the young lady since he was eleven years old.

In the full eighteen years, at least in the eight years that Lin Mu has been with Mr., he has never seen Mr., except for his wife, and he is entangled with any woman.

This Fu Si Nian is simply in the upper class society where he changes wives at will, showing a clear stream. Even the previous Miss Gu was only afraid of being like the young lady and staying by her side, but it was all for the sake of saving a thought.

And the reason why she married Miss Shen was that his wife almost sent her husband to prison in order to divorce, and she wanted him to be discouraged.

Later, it was said that the young master had a falling out with Jiang Gongzi.

He was a dull man.

On the contrary, all the tenderness on her body was given to the young lady.

Lin Mu didn't know why the young lady had to choose to leave back then. The video of her prosperous wedding with the young master circulated before, to put it mildly, she is all broken flowers and willows, and the young master doesn't care, why can't she live a good life?

At that time, the young master's world only had work and the little master, and all the affairs of the Fu family were all on him alone. This power, which seems to be something that can be defeated, is now in front of the young lady, in a few words, and it cannot be defeated.

"Young Master, since it's so painful, don't you think about it and be with other people?"

Lin Mu asked with a trembling courage.

"Amu. Most of my life has been spent with Qingqing. Occasionally, I wonder if I'm too stubborn about this vintage, or if it's my own reluctance that I can't let go. You know, what's the saddest thing? The sad thing is that at the end of the analysis, no matter what, right or wrong, it's a good presentation in front of me. In this life, I probably have to love her and love everything she has. Even if it's just now, watching her with others from afar, I sadly feel that it's a kind of beauty. ”

Lin Mu helped Fu Sinian to stand in front of the window again, and following his line of sight, it was Jiang Yuze's car that slowly drove outside the hospital, and finally condensed into a point, leaving a visual image.

"Ah Mu, after a person forgets, won't the wound hurt anymore?" Fu Sinian smiled bitterly, not knowing who to look at, "If that's the case, I'd rather Qingqing never remember me for the rest of my life." ”

Lin Mu will not comfort others, there is a sentence hidden in his heart and he didn't ask, if the young lady can't think of you all the time, then all the pain, isn't it all the young master alone?

"Young Master. Lin Mu helped him to the side of the bed, opened the insulated box and filled a bowl of porridge, "You have a bad stomach, drink some porridge." ”

The white thick liquid went down the esophagus with a few residual tears, and after Fu Sinian drank two sips, he waved his hand, "I have no appetite, let's withdraw." ”

This is the case in summer, the morning after the rain is slightly cool, and Tang Qingwan who came out in a skirt last night can't help but shudder.

The warm breeze rose from the Ferrari, and this small movement made her feel very warm.

Jiang Yuze is such a person, he always pays silently, regardless of any return.

Inexplicably, I wanted to ask, "Aze, why are you so good to me?"

Jiang Yuze looked sideways at her in the passenger seat, the tip of his left finger on the steering wheel ached slightly, and he said very affectionately, "Just because you are you, there is no reason." ”

Compared with the sea of stars that sinked in her pupils when she was younger, his answer gradually matured.

"Aze" was gorgeously replaced by "Xiaojiang", all of which were the baptism of the gifts of the years, so grand and so small.

"Xiao Jiang, you are so sour. ”

Jiang Yuze shook his head with a smile.

Three years ago, when he was in the hospital, he saw Tang Qingwan soaked in red.

Before she fell unconscious, the last words she left were - "Save Ah Nian." ”

And when she was young, she thought that he had a place in her heart, but now it seems that she is just an illusory world that she has forged with her own hands to deceive others and herself.

Just now, Fu Sinian mentioned nude photos. How scared he was, Wan'er would remember the only wrong thing he had ever done in his life.

It was in the past that he was not mature enough, and he used love as an excuse to put all those cruelties on her. She was obviously unhappy, but she was with him because of the so-called guilt.

The best love is never possession.

But when he generously let go and fulfilled it again and again, what did he get back?

For the first time, Fu Sinian and Shen Chenxi got married, leaving Tang Qingwan, who was depressed and waiting to give birth alone.

The second time, Tang Qingwan, who was weak after giving birth, suffered a car accident on a rainy night.

In this world, there is almost, there is no Tang Qingwan.

It's not a three-story story, is it?

Since Fu Sinian can't give her happiness, don't blame him for taking advantage of the fire to rob.

Jiang Yuze parked the car at the rice noodle shop at Granny Ding's house.

He carefully unfastened the seat belt of the co-pilot for her, and then pushed the car door, Tang Qingwan jumped out of the car and went to the store first.

"Grandma. Two servings of Korean noodles. One serving without kimchi, one with more kimchi. ”

When Jiang Yuze came in, the noodles had just been served, and Tang Qingwan pushed the bowl without kimchi to him, "Na, Xiao Jiang, look at how kind I am, I know that you don't eat kimchi, this time, I didn't add it to you." ”

In this scene, the owner of the rice noodle shop suddenly remembered that when the woman in front of him was probably a girl, she often ate noodles here with a teenager.

When the young man looked at the girl, his eyebrows and eyes were full of doting, he put all his bowl of kimchi into her bowl, and said seriously: "Qingqing, I don't like kimchi, you can eat them all." ”

After that, did the girl call Fu Gongzi or Lu Gongzi? Granny Ding was old, and she couldn't remember many things clearly. It's just that scene, so far, that makes her, who has been weathered, feel excited.

After many years, the girl became a woman, and she was still willing to come to eat noodles with him, an old woman. She stretched out her wrinkled hand and handed Tang Qingwan a plate of kimchi, "Girl, I like to eat kimchi, old mamma, I will give you more today." ”

"Thank you, Grandma. Tang Qingwan gulped down the noodles and choked, "Xiao Jiang, what are you doing there? ”

Jiang Yuze put away the wonder, broke the disposable chopsticks, sat in front of Tang Qingwan and chewed slowly.

Not many people come early in the morning to eat noodles.

Granny Ding also sat at the other table and chatted with them, "Girl, have you married the melon baby?"

Tang Qingwan's face flushed slightly, and she heard Jiang Yuze reply: "It's almost over." Grandma. ”

Older people are a little deaf, Granny Ding thought they were married, and said with a smile: "It's good to get married-after so many years, is it a fat boy?"

"Grandma!" Tang Qingwan blushed, raised her voice, and said loudly, "We are not married yet." ”

"I'm not married, it's been so many years, why haven't the two of them gotten married?" Granny Ding took out reading glasses from her pocket and put them on, then leaned in front of Jiang Yuze, looked at them carefully, and pushed her reading glasses up, "Gua Wazi, your appearance has changed a lot." I almost can't recognize the old woman, you have to be good to the girl, hang people, and don't give the marriage certificate, it's absolutely unacceptable. ”

Tang Qingwan's noodles were almost drunk, and she smiled and took Granny Ding's hand, "Grandma." Why are you still the same as when I was a child, he will be scared by you. ”

"Yes, yes, look at my old wife, my memory. Granny Ding gave Tang Qingwan a thumbs up, "The girl is right, look at the handsome melon baby, you can't get too close." ”

Seeing that Jiang Yuze still had a lot of noodles left, Tang Qingwan sat back, picked up the chopsticks and knocked on his bowl, "Xiao Jiang, what are you doing in a daze? There were leftovers from eating before, and they were all twenty-seven people, why are they still like this?"

In Sichuan City, there are traces of Fu Sinian and Tang Qingwan everywhere.

Three years ago, no matter how reluctant he was, he seemed to forget that if love had to come first and come first, he Fu Sinian was Tang Qingwan's first love.

Three years later, did Tang Qingwan really forget the memories with Fu Sinian? Or did she deliberately transfer all those good things to a completely new object, automatically avoiding all those unpleasant and unpleasant.

has been tampered with, I'm afraid it's just Fu Sinian.

"The noodles were just a little hot, so I'm going to finish it. Jiang Yuze knew it, and saw that she was still looking at him, and asked softly: "Wan'er, what's wrong?"

"It's weird. Tang Qingwan pouted and wondered: "When you couldn't eat it before, you knew that I wasn't enough, so it was all for me." ”