"My name is Chen Qi'an and I'm from Suzhou, well, thank you. ”

This is what Chen Qi'an said when he introduced himself at the first class meeting.

Chen Qi'an hates to introduce himself, so what can he do. All you know is a name, a code name, and it doesn't mean much. The meaning of the name is more important than the soul in the body.

Chen Qi'an hates things that don't make sense.

She sat at the end, like all the southern girls, her long hair draped haphazardly, and she wore an ankle-length floral skirt that swayed as she walked.

But she felt different. She said her soul was dirty.

Hidden under the quiet exterior is a determination to tear everything apart at any time.

She was the last one in the dorm. Because she came late, the class cadres in the class had already helped her get the bedding, and her roommate also kindly helped her put on the quilt. But she doesn't appreciate it, she hates when people touch her things.

Although she didn't like it in her heart, Qi An still greeted the other three people in a friendly way, and one of the Northeast girls warmly held her hand and discussed her hometown with her. She said for a long time, but Chen Qi'an just responded with a hmm, like a well-behaved doll. I don't know why, Qi An looked at this girl's face and felt a little overlapping with the uncle on the train.

Qi An's coldness did not discourage the enthusiasm of this northeastern girl. An hour later, the Northeast girl finally finished speaking, and returned to her bed satisfied. Chen Qi'an got up and walked to the bathroom to turn on the faucet, and washed his hands for a long time.

Chen Qi'an has a habit of cleanliness, which should be like her adoptive mother. She hates when people touch her things, she hates buses, she hates confined spaces, she hates when people touch her body. But she never said it, just endured it disgustingly. Because she didn't want her adoptive father to see the shadow of her adoptive mother in her.

When his adoptive mother died, Chen Qi'an happened to be in junior high school and was 12 years old.

The adoptive mother wore a white shirt, floral skirt, and light makeup that day. In order to celebrate Qi An's promotion to junior high school, the whole family said that they would go and have a good meal. She was much happier than usual that day, and the black and white photos of the little boy had been taken down from the living room for a long time. She took Qi An's hand and smiled all the way. The sun was shining that day, and the adoptive mother's skin was translucent, and the silhouette of the sun shining on her head was beautiful. Chen Qi'an also smirked happily.

They went to a very high-end Western restaurant, the family finished their meal happily, and Qi An ate a lot of desserts. The adoptive mother said dotingly, An'an, you beware of becoming a little fat man.

The waiter who served them said to the adoptive mother, "Your daughter looks like you, just as beautiful."

The adoptive mother poked her head and pretended to be serious and looked at Qi An's face that had not yet grown, although it was a single eyelid, the eye sockets were large and deep, like the eyes of a foreigner, a round goose egg face, and plump lips under the high bridge of the nose. The adoptive mother looked at me for a long time and said, "I am much more beautiful than my daughter."

Everyone burst into laughter.

After eating, the adoptive mother asked the adoptive father to take Chen Qi'an back first, and she said that she was going to buy a gift for Qi'an.

After that day, Chen Qi'an never saw her again.

It's just that later, the black and white photo of the little boy's position became a black and white photo of the adoptive mother.

Chen Qi'an came out of the toilet, and the Northeast girl was still lying on the bed and telling jokes to others noisily. Chen Qi'an didn't like this atmosphere, not at all.

The next day, military training began. Qi An, who was still asleep, was woken up by a girl from the Northeast. The Northeast girl is wearing a wide military training uniform, with that authentic Northeast dialect, which is very funny. Qi An still remembers her self-introduction:

"Hello everyone, I am from Qiqihar, Heilongjiang, and my name is Han Qing. That's how it is, when my mother gave birth to me, it was raining loudly. When I came out of my life, the sky was clear all of a sudden. My dad decided at that time that the child's name should be Han Qing. ”

The other two people in the dormitory, one is Zhao Qingzi from Yunnan, who is thin and small, and has a very sweet smile. The other is Wang Zhizhi from Shandong, whose personality is a bit similar to Han Qing, but occasionally gives people a gloomy temperament.

Military training is painful, the daily exposure to the scorching sun is unbearable, and the calves are stiff and sore because of the kicking every day. Every night everyone gathers together to sing military songs. Everyone coaxed the officers to perform, and there were also many boys who showed off, volunteering to perform street dance and singing. Even when girls go to the toilet, they will encounter a boy who is there to ask for the phone number of a beautiful girl, which is very childish.

In the evenings, each dorm has to discuss their high school life, which is a common practice at the university.

Is Chen Qi'an's high school life too ordinary?

After the death of the adoptive mother, the aunt of the family came to visit, Qi An was reading in the house, and the aunt began to complain to the adoptive father about the shortcomings of the family parents. She suddenly lowered her voice, and Qi An knew that she must be talking about herself. Sure enough, my aunt said to her adoptive father, I think this girl is unlucky, you know Chen Sheng, I asked her about the people in the orphanage, her parents died in a car accident, on the way back from the amusement park. It's all dead, but she's still alive......

After that, my aunt babbled about something, and Qi An didn't hear a word. She vaguely remembered that her biological parents had died in a car accident, and that the brown bear she had brought with her since she was a child had been won by her father pitching at the amusement park.

Chen Qi'an's ears were suddenly filled with the sound of sudden braking, and the sharp roar of a siren sounded in his head.

Qi An felt that his head was about to explode. She pushed open the hidden door of her bedroom and said to her adoptive father, "Chen Sheng, I have a headache." When his adoptive father saw Qi An coming out, it was like picking up a life-saving straw, and immediately said to his aunt, An An is not very comfortable these days, you should go back first.

The aunt glanced at Qi An meaningfully, and reluctantly left with her bag. Qi An knew that her aunt didn't like her, because she was not her aunt's niece, and she was not a boy.

The adoptive father came over, bent down and touched Qi An's head, and said with concern, Don't have a fever, An'an, didn't you sleep well.

Qi An, like the day he had just adopted her back, willfully leaned his whole body on him. The adoptive father picked up Qi An and put him on the bed in the room. He said to her, An An, you are 12 years old, you see that you are almost 1.6 meters now, Dad can't hold you anymore, Mom... He paused, controlled his emotions and said, in the future, your mother is gone, you have to be obedient.

With that, he closed the door and went out.

Qi An got up and flipped out all the photos in her room, she looked at the smiling woman in the photo, although they were not biological mother and daughter, they really looked alike. The old people all think that staying together every day will naturally be like it after a long time.

Now that she's gone to another world, I don't know if she's ever met her biological parents. Mom, I miss you so much. Qi An muttered, hugged the photo, and fell asleep on the floor.

The coolness of the floor deepened with the arrival of late night, and Qi An shivered and woke up. She still didn't open her eyes. She felt that only when her eyes could not see anything would her ears be more sensitive, like a blind person. Sure enough, she heard Chen Sheng's sobs.

"Chen Qi'an, hurry up", Han Qing shook her bed violently in the lower bunk. Qi An turned over impatiently and said, "What's the matter, today isn't the weekend."

Han Qing said to Qi An while pulling her hair, "Send the instructor today, although it is voluntary, but the head teacher asks us all to go." Due to Han Qing's outstanding expressiveness and sense of responsibility, she is now Han's deputy squad leader. After the public vote that day, she said indignantly, hmph, why does the squad leader have to be a man, sexist. Wang Zhizhi stopped her and said, It's okay, you two are just two votes away. Qi An walked with Qingzi behind and glanced at each other, expressing his incomprehension. This kind of work that I can't avoid by myself, how can anyone care so much.