Ji Shan's back stiffened, and he didn't react for a long time.

She didn't expect that the words 'I was wrong' came out of Zhou Jingchuan's mouth.

It was like a huge stone, smashing on the surface of the lake, causing huge waves.

Ji Shan's heart was extremely sour, and she kept shaking her head, "No." She knew that he wanted her to leave in order to get out of the shadows, and she also knew that he had paved the way for her, and she must have taken care of every detail of the school in the country, and she knew that he was reluctant to make a difficult decision, and left without hearing anything.

Thinking of what he had experienced alone over the years, Ji Shan's heart was like being pinched in his hands.

She also hugged Zhou Jingchuan tightly, "No, no." She once remembered her mother saying that raising a child is a nerve-wracking thing, Zhou Jingchuan has watched two children grow up in the past three years, and he has been educated so well, lively, simple, smart and polite.

There are many things that I can't think about deeply, and once I think about them, I cramp and hurt my bones.

The operation lasted for two days and two nights, and you can predict how dangerous it will be from the time of day. It's because I chased her. Ji Shan's heart was throbbing hotly, and she told herself over and over again not to think about it anymore, but her thoughts couldn't be controlled.

Pushing Zhou Jingchuan out, Ji Shan held his hand and said intermittently, "Can you give me a chance?"

Tearful, so clear that you can't see a single impurity. Further in, there is guilt and strong love.

"It's my fault. Zhou Jingchuan was dumbfounded, wiping away the tears on her cheeks little by little, he hadn't coaxed anyone, and this was the first time in such a scene, coaxing her awkwardly, "Don't cry." ”

Ji Shan's tears fell more and more, if Zhou Jingchuan said a few words to her at this time, or gave her a little face, and didn't let go so easily, she would feel better.

Shaking his head vigorously, "No, I didn't sleep when you came back that night. I've heard it all, and I know your intentions. Ji Shan said this sentence with difficulty, and she held Zhou Jingchuan's wrist tightly.

"I ......" Seeing Zhou Jingchuan's eyes flashed with surprise, Ji Shanxin clenched very tightly, "I just rely on the ......" She didn't dare to continue, nor did she dare to look directly at Zhou Jingchuan's expression, but if she didn't say it, it would always be a boulder pressing on her chest, and she was almost out of breath.

"Back then, I relied on your liking, that's why I was so decisive. Tears ran down her cheeks, gathered on her chin, turned into droplets of water, and fell to the ground.

"I'm good or bad. I'm not a good wife, and I'm not a good mom or a good sister. Ji Shan has forgotten how many nights she can't sleep, at least she knows Zhou Jingchuan's experience over the years from Wen Chuyang, and she hasn't slept well.

Ji Shan fell into his emotions and burst into tears.

Zhou Jingchuan brushed away the tear-soaked hair on her face with his hand, and the face that had been haunted by dreams appeared in front of him. Seeing her painful expression, Zhou Jingchuan had a dull pain in his chest, and he clasped her wrist suddenly.

Before Ji Shan could react to what was going on, he was picked up.

Zhou Jingchuan carried her to the master bedroom, which didn't turn on the lights at first, and it was pitch black. was placed on the bed, and Ji Shan's heart beat faster. And what made her heart beat faster was that Zhou Jingchuan pressed on her body.

He was attentive and avoided the wound on her leg.

In the dark environment, Ji Shan couldn't see people, nor could he see Zhou Jingchuan's expression on his body, which made people feel insecure.

She grabbed Zhou Jingchuan's clothes and bit her lip lightly, "It's so dark, can you ......?"

But the rest of the words, engulfed in fiery kisses.

This kiss was not as oppressive as before, it was very passionate, as if it was going to swallow her. The base of Ji Shan's tongue is numb.

In the next action, Ji Shan felt that he was crazy. Ji Shan floated and fell in the vast sea, like a flat boat, so hit by the waves that he couldn't shout anymore.

I don't know how long, anyway, after it was over, Ji Shan felt that he had been unloaded.

Zhou Jingchuan was completely different, refreshed, gave her a bath, put on a nightgown, carried the person out of the bathroom, and held it in his arms.

Ji Shan did have no strength, but his hands were not at ease. She fumbled cautiously, but was caught. The male voice above his head seemed to be enduring something, and he was dumb, "For three years, if you think I'm so easily satisfied, just continue." ”

Ji Shan didn't give her back hand for the time being, she wanted to touch where the wound from the car accident was. From the words of others, she vaguely felt that there was also a big wound on her waist.

Zhou Jingchuan grabbed Ji Shan's hand, "It's okay now, don't worry." ”

Ji Shan was stunned for a moment, slightly stunned.

It turned out that he knew it all.

"I'm sorry. ”

Zhou Jingchuan stroked Ji Shan's head for a while, "I'm thirty-two, not as fragile as you think, little girl." I don't know if it's because the sex is too hearty, Ji Shan can hear it, he seems to be in a good mood.

"It's all wrong, how can the couple care so much?"

"Are you ......" Ji Shan raised his head, "Are you eavesdropping on me?" That string of words, when she said it to her little uncle, she obviously didn't think anything about it, but Zhou Jingchuan heard it, and her face turned red.

The delicate appearance is addictive to Zhou Jingchuan, and he pressed Ji Shan's head, "Sleep." ”

"What about Xiaobao and Haohao?" Thinking of the two children, Ji Shan frowned, "We slept like this, who took care of the two children?"

Zhou Jingchuan snorted, "I didn't see you think of two little ghosts just now." Sleep, there is an aunt. ”

The embrace of the man next to him is warm, and it is no longer the time to embrace himself forever when he is in Africa. Ji Shan put his blushing face on Zhou Jingchuan's broad chest, "Good night." ”

Zhou Jingchuan did not reply.

It wasn't until Ji Shan was sleepy that Zhou Jingchuan put his hand on her waist and completely wrapped her in his arms. In her ear, she said in a dumb voice, "If you have any ideas in the future, you are not allowed to hide them from me, and you must tell me where you want to go." Take good care of yourself and don't run around. I'll protect you, and I'll take care of anything you don't like. ”

Although the voice is small, it is extremely clear, and the words come to the ears.

Ji Shan's eyes were sour, she closed her eyes and arched into Zhou Jingchuan's arms, "Hmm." ”

"Don't leave me again. I'm not going to let you go again. True or fake, it won't. ”

"Good. Ji Shan's tear glands were exceptionally developed tonight, and the tears fell on Zhou Jingchuan's clothes and turned into a big splash.

Ji Shan didn't want to cry, she was obviously very happy in her heart.

"But what if Mr. Zhou's wife comes back? I, a flower raised outside, will leave you sooner or later. Ji Shan played with Zhou Jingchuan's hand, faced his index finger, and hummed and chirped to say such a string.

What wife? Zhou Jingchuan coughed, "Sleep." ”

Ji Shan regretted, "The ones who are raised outside have no status, and they are not even allowed to say a word." ”

Zhou Jingchuan spit out two words stingily, "No." ”

"What's not?" Ji Shan pressed step by step.

Zhou Jingchuan: "Don't want to sleep?"

Ji Shan looked suddenly, "Mr. Zhou is so stingy, he can't say anything." ”

Zhou Jingchuan tightened the person in his arms, "I'm stingy or big, didn't you feel it just now?" Feeling that Ji Shan seemed to be blushing, Zhou Jingchuan continued, "My wife is back, she is in a good mood, so don't worry about it for the time being." Sleep fast. ”

Ji Shan's face was so red that it was hot, how did this person become so flamboyant? But despite complaining like this, Ji Shan's heart was sweet.

Wife.

Tsk tsk, good meat.

After that, neither of them said anything more. The moonlight outside shines through the gaps in the curtains, and the space is quiet and beautiful.

Ji Shan hasn't slept such a good night's sleep for a long, long time, but the duration of this 'good' is a bit short.

In the second half of the night, Ji Shan was awakened by a stabbing pain in his head.

Ji Shan pressed his head with his hand, but it had no effect at all.

The pain from time to time was upsetting, but Zhou Jingchuan was still sleeping, and Ji Shan didn't want to disturb him.

Carefully pushing Zhou Jingchuan's hand away, Ji Shan slowed down his movements and got out of bed barefoot.

Her stuff is downstairs, and the specialized painkillers are naturally there.

Ji Shan went to pick up the water first, took the water cup and pushed open the door of the guest room downstairs, turned on the light, Ji Shan put down the water cup, found the bag, took out a plate of medicine from it, deducted two, sent it down with water, and swallowed it.

This medicine has been good for a long time, and the effect is very good, and the effect will be seen soon. His head didn't hurt so much, Ji Shan got up and walked in the direction of the door.

However, the people have not yet arrived.

The lights were turned on.

The sudden light stabbed Ji Shan. She shook her head and slowly opened her eyes.

I saw Zhou Jingchuan standing in front of the door, his lips were drawn into a thin line, and his face was stiff. His gaze was directed at Ji Shan's left hand holding the medicine.

"What are you eating?"

When there was an accident to save people, the whole thing was suppressed. Things are too dangerous, and Ji Shan doesn't want Zhou Jingchuan to worry about the past.

"Birth control pills. ”

Zhou Jingchuan's face sank quickly, and a lot of gloomy aura was added to the whole person.

Ji Shan threw the medicine on the bed, walked barefoot beside Zhou Jingchuan, hooked Zhou Jingchuan's arm affectionately, and pressed his cheek to his arm, "Angry?"

"I'll wear a condom later. ”

He pulled out his hand, grimaced a cold face, and went out the door.

Ji Shan's heart jumped, how did she know that he couldn't help but laugh so much. trotted after Zhou Jingchuan, "No, I may be about to have my period, and my stomach hurts." I was very sleepy, so I wanted to take some medicine. ”

Zhou Jingchuan: "Hmm. ”

"Just kidding, don't be so stingy, smile?" Ji Shan was beside him, raising eyebrows with him, trying to make him laugh.

"Put your shoes on. Zhou Jingchuan bowed down and found a pair of shoes from the shoe cabinet and threw them in front of Ji Shan, "You are not allowed to be barefoot." ”

Ji Shan didn't wear it, a sly light flashed in his eyes, and he jumped on Zhou Jingchuan, "You take me back." ”

Zhou Jingchuan's expression was a little arrogant, "Go down and wear it." ”

Ji Shan was squeamish, "No." ”

Zhou Jingchuan: "Hold it." ”

Ji Shan nodded, "Hold it!"

She did hug her very tightly, like a koala, hanging on Zhou Jingchuan's body.

"I'll take you to the hospital tomorrow at noon, and prepare well in the morning. ”

"Don't prepare, I'll go to work tomorrow. It takes a lot of lies to make up for a lie, but Ji Shanzhen didn't want Zhou Jingchuan to worry about her, so he tried to dispel his idea of accompanying her to the doctor, "Besides, I can go by myself, you can be busy with work, pick me up at night." ”

After getting into bed, Ji Shan got into the quilt, "I'm so sleepy, good night." ”

Zhou Jingchuan is such a shrewd person, he squinted, a touch of thoughtfulness flashed in his eyes, and when Ji Shan fell asleep, he turned back to the first floor, looked at the medicine that Ji Shan had just taken carefully, and took out one and kept it.

……

Ji Shan woke up quite early the next day, but Zhou Jingchuan got up earlier.

When he went downstairs, Ji Shan saw two little guys eating breakfast. After sweeping around, Ji Shan didn't see Zhou Jingchuan, so he asked, "What about people?"

Zhou Ziqian replied coldly, "Of course I'm going to work." ”

Ji Shan sat at the dining table, and she suddenly had an impression.

It seemed that when he didn't wake up, Zhou Jingchuan told her that he was going to the company for a meeting.

"Little aunt, are you going to send me to school?" After eating, Zhou Hao winked at Ji Shan, his eyes were full of longing.

"Let's go. Ji Shan took the coat handed over by his aunt, bowed down, and dressed Zhou Hao. Then, holding his hand, he said to Zhou Ziqian on the side, "Do you want to go to work with your mother?"

Zhou Ziqian was teasing the dog and shook his head, "Don't go." ”

A touch of loss flashed in Ji Shan's eyes, but he adjusted quickly. She turned her head and instructed her aunt, "Take good care of the little master." ”

The aunt was invited by Zhou Jingchuan, she was not familiar with Ji Shan, and she didn't know Ji Shan's identity, so she wasn't very respectful, "Naturally." ”

Ji Shan glanced at his aunt lightly, but he didn't say anything, and led Zhou Hao away.

Along the way, Zhou Hao told Ji Shan a lot of interesting things about Xiaobao from childhood to adulthood, "My younger brother actually walks and talks very late, and my little uncle thought that something happened to my younger brother at first, and he took him to several hospitals, who knows, I went to several hospitals and didn't find a problem." The last time, in front of the examining doctor, the younger brother spoke his first words. ”

Ji Shan's eyebrows curled, "What did you say?"

"Are you a fool?" Zhou Hao simulated Xiaobao's tone, and after learning, he smiled.

Ji Shan also laughed.

"My brother has always been smart, but he is too lazy to walk and too lazy to speak. ”

Ji Shan said, "I don't know whose inheritance it is." ”

Seeing that he was about to arrive at school, Ji Shan slowed down the car and heard the parking space steadily.

After getting out of the car, she went to open the car door and took Zhou Hao's hand to get out of the car.

Zhou Hao's face was red, "Little aunt, do you want to send me in?"

Ji Shan touched the little guy's head, "Dishonest." Don't you want me to send you in if you call me to send you?"

"Little aunt, you're so bad. Zhou Hao blushed and snorted.

Ji Shan took Zhou Hao's hand, and after registering it, he entered the campus with him.

Ji Shan also attended this school when he was young, and the whole campus has not changed much, it has been simply renovated, and many buildings have preserved their original designs. Therefore, this campus can resonate with Ji Shan, and the memories of many mothers coming to send her to school have also quietly arrived.

"Zhou Hao, is this your mother?"

"Your mother looks so good、"

At the door of the classroom, there were children lying on the windowsill, looking out, and accosting Zhou Hao.

Zhou Hao's face flushed, and he held Ji Shan's hand tightly, "Hmm." ”

Ji Shan saw that he was cramped and flustered, and suddenly, she pursed her lips distressedly.

Holding his hand, Ji Shan smiled lightly with a few children lying on the windowsill. Then, she squatted down and helped Zhou Hao sort out her clothes, and when she was done, she smiled, "Stinky boy, study hard, I'll pick you up at night." ”

Zhou Hao whispered: "I didn't mean to lie, little ......"

Ji Shan's finger was pressed against Zhou Hao's lip, "Remember to tell me next time the parents will meet." Ji Shan looked at the time, "I'll go to work first." ”

Zhou Hao's eyes flashed brightly, and he happily waved goodbye to Ji Shan.

Ji Shanmu sent Zhou Hao into the class before leaving.

When he turned the corner, he was hit by a little girl.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. The little girl's mother hurriedly came over to apologize to Ji Shan.

Ji Shan tidied up her skirt, raised her head, and said lightly, "It's okay." ”

"The kids are too noisy. The little girl's mother pulled the little girl, "Apologize to this aunt." ”

Ji Shan looked at the child's mother and saw the child's mother's face clearly, and her heart was lifted into the air.

"Auntie, I'm sorry. ”

The little girl's soft and glutinous voice echoed in her ears, Ji Shan forcibly calmed herself, and after a while, she came back to her senses, put down the word "it's okay", and she left in a hurry.

When she came out of school, Ji Shan sat in the driver's seat, she leaned back on the seat and closed her eyes.

Who is that woman, and why is she so much like that person?

Her head began to ache faintly again, Ji Shan pressed her temples, rotated twice, and after a little relief, she turned the car around and drove to the hospital.

There are several major surgeries outside the heart today, and the part involved happens to be what Ji Shan is good at.

After Ji Shan went in the morning, he went into the operating room.

The operation time outside the heart is generally very long, and Ji Shan completed the first operation at three o'clock in the afternoon.

went to the office, and Ji Shan casually filled two mouthfuls of food.

"Doctor Ji, the emergency call just now, and a patient will be sent to the operating room in ten minutes. ”

Ji Shan quickened up and ate two bites.

Ji Shan has long adapted to the rhythm of the doctor, and what is more urgent than this, Ji Shan can take care of it in an orderly manner.

But today, Ji Shan twisted his brows, glanced at the time again, tore a post-it note, wrote a string of numbers on it, and finally embarrassedly asked a nurse, "If I can't get out at five o'clock, please call this number and ask him to pick up the child." "The number is a landline at home.

"Okay, Dr. Ji. The nurse nodded, "Don't worry." ”

Ji Shan raised his head and thanked him.

As soon as they looked up, Ji Shan and the nurse were stunned for a moment.

The one in front of her is obviously the female nurse who told her a few days ago that she will be cured if she doesn't treat it.

Cheng Ya was also stunned, her eyes diverged everywhere, and finally smiled, "Doctor Ji, I'm really embarrassed." Don't take it to heart that day. ”

Ji Shan smiled lightly, "It's okay." ”

"I was on duty for a friend that day, and I was in a little bad mood. Cheng Ya raised her hand, her index finger and thumb overlapped, and she made a little gesture, "And Doctor Ji, the man who accompanied you that day was too fierce, I ......"

Ji Shan thought about his little uncle's face that day, and sneered, "It's okay, don't take it to heart." Raising his hand and looking at his watch, Ji Shan put away his smile, "Trouble you Cheng Nurse, I'll go first." ”

……

Ji Shan walked out of the office with someone, and immediately a colleague told her relevant news.

"It was a young man who went to the mountainous area to teach, and as soon as he got off the high-speed rail station, he was carried over and had a heart attack. ”

Ji Shan strode to the operating room, his delicate eyebrows raised upward, "Volunteer teaching in the mountainous areas?" Ji Shan remembered that Song Jiaqi had mentioned that Gu Zhiheng had gone to the mountainous areas to teach. Hearing the words 'teaching in mountainous areas', Ji Shan's eyelids jumped. But after thinking about it, it didn't seem to be so coincidental, Ji Shan calmed down his emotions and sped up.

But she didn't expect that as soon as she walked into the operating room, she saw Song Jiaqi sitting on the floor in a decadent manner.

The notebook in Ji Shan's hand suddenly fell to the ground.

"Doctor Ji?" Ji Shan's deputy, the male doctor, was taken aback by Ji Shan's movements, "What's wrong with you?"

Ji Shan couldn't tell what emotions she was in now, she was very panicked, and her heart was also confused. strode in front of Song Jiaqi, and she pulled the person up.

Song Jiaqi's face was full of tears, "Kindness, kindness, ......"

Ji Shan put the person on the bench and told her word by word, "Trust me." ”

Then he added, "It's going to be fine." She said firmly, I don't know if she was convincing Song Jiaqi or convincing herself.

After speaking, she let go of Song Jiaqi and turned around and entered the operating room.

……

This operation was particularly long.

It is also the most painful operation Ji Shan has ever had.

The people on the operating table are her little ones who have played since she was a child, and she can't be so calm. If it weren't for the doctor, or if she wasn't the chief surgeon of this operation, she might have waited outside the ward helplessly like Song Jiaqi.

It lasted for 5 hours, and when it was over, Ji Shan's hands and feet were cold.

Devoted himself to it, and after withdrawing, Ji Shan's legs became weak and he staggered back two steps.

"Doctor Ji, are you alright?" a nurse grabbed Ji Shan's wrist at the right time.

Ji Shan shook his head, "Thank you, it's okay." ”

Worried about Song Jiaqi outside, Ji Shan didn't dare to stop. Pushing open the door to the operating room, she pulled her mask down.

Song Jiaqi stood up in a panic, grabbed Ji Shan's hand suddenly, her lips trembled, and she cautiously tested, "Shanshan......"

Ji Shan hugged the person in his arms, "It's okay, it's okay." ”

Song Jiaqi cried loudly, she tightly wrapped her arms around Ji Shan's waist, "Scared me to death, Shanshan, I was so scared just now." ”

"Succeeded, don't cry. Soon Zhiheng will be able to transfer to the general ward. Ji Shan patted Song Jiaqi on the back to show comfort.

Song Jiaqi kept nodding, "Thank you, Shanshan, thank you." ”

Ji Shan sneered, "Come on, now position yourself as Mrs. Gu?"

Song Jiaqi patted Ji Shan's shoulder, "Dog Shan!" These two words were a little annoyed and angry, Ji Shan looked at her reddened ears, and knew it in his heart. She thought that after this time, Song Jiaqi was going to exert her strength.

"Okay, you keep watch, tomorrow I will transfer a shift with my colleague and come over to replace you. Pressing his temples, Ji Shan continued, "I promised Hao Hao to pick him up from school, but I missed the appointment and went back to coax." ”

Song Jiaqi: "Okay." Stay safe on the road......"

"Doctor Ji!"

Ji Shan looked up and saw Cheng Ya hurriedly saying to her, "Doctor Ji, your phone." I've been calling it several times, and it seems that I'm in a hurry. ”

Ji Shanhu took the phone suspiciously, and saw that it was an unfamiliar number, she frowned and connected, and heard an anxious female voice on the other end, "Miss Ji, is Haohao where you are?"