Chapter 086: You Are Not Only My Love, You Are My Light
Aunt Zhao nodded again, "Well, it should be." β
Mrs. Wen Lan's eyes were both surprised and displeased, "Why didn't anyone tell me?" β
Aunt Zhao lowered her head, "Maybe it's too busy." β
Mrs. Wen Lan's face changed again and again, "Let someone arrange a car, send my Hao Hao to the hospital quickly, what to do!"
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in the hospital.
After Song Jiaqi and Lai Qianqian left, the ward was quiet again.
Ji Shan was lying on her side, the baby was sleeping soundly on her side, a small mouth spitting bubbles, and her delicate and tender cheeks were bulging, beautiful and soft, affecting the softest position in Ji Shan's heart.
Wrapping the little guy's clenched little hand in the palm of his palm, Ji Shan smiled with his eyebrows, "Why are you so good-looking, huh? β
After Zhou Jingchuan sent Ji Shan and his friends away, he returned to the ward.
Ji Shan's soft voice echoed in his ears, and the aura on his body softened a lot unconsciously.
"Ji Shan. He lowered his voice and shouted in a deep voice.
Ji Shan took a while before turning over. After straightening his clothes, he sat up, looked at Zhou Jingchuan with clear eyes, and raised his eyebrows coldly and lightly, "What's wrong?"
Zhou Jingchuan: "It's time to give the child a name." β
Zhou Jingchuan's voice was deep and his timbre was a little hoarse. Ji Shan glanced at him, intentionally or unintentionally, at his arm.
almost miscarried, and then Zhou Jingchuan came to the hospital and questioned again, and all of Ji Shan's negative emotions were aroused, so that she regarded Zhou Jingchuan's expectations for the child as zero. Now, her heart is a lot calmer, Ji Shan proceeds from rationality, she actually knows in her heart that Zhou Jingchuan also has to pay for her children. For example, he has read books on parenting and learned to cook nutritious meals for pregnant women and children. The day before Chinese New Year's Eve, she also saw Zhou Jingchuan looking up the dictionary in the study and choosing a name for the baby.
Ji Shan pulled the sheets under him, "Haven't you already chosen?"
Zhou Jingchuan was obviously stunned, and after a while, his eyes were a lot darker, and there was a vague mixture of profundity that Ji Shan couldn't understand.
"Huh?" didn't hear Zhou Jingchuan's reply, Ji Shan raised his eyebrows and stared at Zhou Jingchuan suspiciously.
Zhou Jingchuan looked away, but suddenly sat on the hospital bed and grabbed Ji Shan's hand.
The thick palm carried the heat, wrapping the back of Ji Shan's hand in it.
Ji Shan subconsciously wanted to pull away, but was tightly wrapped by Zhou Jingchuan.
Zhou Jingchuan lowered his head, and his gaze fell on Ji Shan's porcelain-white palm. Stretching out his ribbed thumb, he wrote on Ji Shan's palm.
It is said that serious men are the most handsome.
Ji Shan has heard Song Jiaqi say it many times, but this is the first time she has felt it.
His gaze fell from the bridge of Zhou Jingchuan's straight nose down to his thin lips, and then to his slightly rolling Adam's apple, and finally looked at his palm.
Feel it seriously and feel what these words Zhou Jingchuan wrote.
Zhou Ziqian.
After writing, Zhou Jingchuan raised his head and explained seriously, "I only hope that he will be born free and free for the rest of his life." A humble son, gentle as jade. β
Ji Shan tilted his head and gently stroked the little guy's arm, "Your dad got you a name, did you hear it?" β
On the bed, the two of them were in harmony.
Zhou Jingchuan's body was shrouded in a cloud of heating, and the darkest and most depressing things in his heart had a tendency to dissolve because of the existence of these two people.
"What about the nickname?" Ji Shan finished teasing the little guy, his eyes were bright, and he looked at Zhou Jingchuan.
Zhou Jingchuan rejoiced in Ji Shan's closeness, and the light in her eyes seemed to be a candle flame in his darkness. Pulling the corners of his mouth, he opened his lips, "You can just get up." β
Ji Shan's neat eyelashes blinked, and the corners of her mouth hooked, "Then let's call Xiaobao." After speaking, he frowned again, raised his hand and pressed his eyebrows, "Isn't it too naΓ―ve, did you have any nicknames when you were a child?"
Zhou Jingchuan shook his head, and he asked rhetorically, "What about you?"
Since Zhou Jingchuan named her son, Ji Shan has been a lot happier, and she is no longer as stiff as she is talking to Zhou Jingchuan, she replied, "My mother, my grandfather and my little uncle, they call me Xiaoxiao." β
"They hope that I, the youngest in the family, will have a small ambition, a small goal, a small happiness, and work hard to achieve the ideal Ji Shan in a small fragment of time day by day. Ji Shan added, and in the end, there was loss and sadness hidden in her voice.
Zhou Jingchuan listened to her carefully, and he could feel the Wen family's love for her from Ji Shan's short words. She should live in a happy and free atmosphere. When Ji Shan looked at his son, he stared at Ji Shan meticulously, his eyes full of pampering and promise.
Hearing Ji Shan's words about missing his deceased family, Zhou Jingchuan held her hand and said in a dumb voice, "Xiaobao?"
Ji Shan's gaze moved away from his son's face, "Do you want your parents to get one?"
Zhou Jingchuan's expression was cold, "Zhou Ziqian is our son, what does it have to do with others?"
Ji Shan: "Really?"
"Hmm. β
The corners of Ji Shan's mouth obviously hooked up a touch of curvature.
Zhou Jingchuan guarded Ji Shan and Xiaobao, and after both of them fell asleep, he got up and walked out of the ward.
Wen Chuyang's call happened to come at this time.
Zhou Jingchuan stood in front of the window, staring at the busy traffic at night. He held his mobile phone in his hand and listened to Wen Chuyang's report seriously.
"Zhao Fan has a problem, is there?"
Wen Chuyang replied to him, "Zhao Fan has followed you for so many years, and there has been no document leakage in the company, which shows that he was not sent by anyone to be a ghost." However, Zhao Fan did deliberately hide a lot of things. β
Zhou Jingchuan continued his words, "For example, from the beginning of Tongyang Bridge, he helped Bai Yu to make a fake. Then, in the matter of Mrs. Wen Lan, he also helped Bai Yu. No, it's not so much Bai Yu, it's the Bai family, or Bai Ziyan. β
Wen Chuyang snapped his fingers over there, "Yes, I sent someone to check and found that he was a fan of Bai Ziyan." β
Zhou Jingchuan snorted.
After hanging up the phone, Zhou Jingchuan stood in front of the window.
His hands slowly clenched into fists, and his chest swelled and tingled like pins and needles.
His eyes became more and more sharp, like a freshly baked sword, glowing with cold light.
Sitting on the chair next to him, his fingers in his hair, thinking back to the grievances that Ji Shan had suffered from the beginning to the present, the more he thought about it, the tighter his brows wrinkled.
Ji Shan opened his eyes after Zhou Jingchuan got up.
She didn't see Zhou Jingchuan come back for a long time, she got out of bed, quietly pushed open the door, and found Zhou Jingchuan sitting on the sofa dejectedly.
He rested his elbows on his thighs, his hands in his short hair, and his head bowed.
Ji Shan listened to Zhou Jingchuan's words just now, and when he saw him like this, he was like a small hammer, constantly beating her heart.
Retreating back to the room, Ji Shan leaned against the door panel, she tilted her head back, and her eyes were shining brightly.
What are feelings? How can people be so sad?
Closing his eyes, Ji Shan's eyes were still Zhou Jingchuan's lost appearance, Ji Shanyi bit his lip, his heart was horizontal, his hand held the doorknob, and he was about to go out, but at this time Zhou Xiaobao cried.
Ji Shan's attention was taken away by her son, she quickly picked up Xiaobao, protected her in her arms, and walked around the room, "Good boy, don't cry, don't cry, mom is here." β
Zhou Jingchuan heard the movement in the room, and immediately stood up, pushed the door and entered the room.
"What's wrong?"
Ji Shan frowned, "I'm crying." Suddenly I cried. β
Zhou Jingchuan took Zhou Xiaobao from Ji Shan's arms, raised his head and stared at Ji Shan, "You sleep first, I'll guard him." β
Ji Shan shook his head.
Zhou Jingchuan knew that she was worried about the child, and he didn't force her to sleep.
He put his son on the bed, unbuttoned his little clothes, and sure enough, he found that the little thing had pulled his pants.
Ji Shan became a mother for the first time and saw a child for the first time...... This looks......
"What am I going to do?" Ji Shan frowned, not knowing where to put his hand.
Zhou Jingchuan: "Go and sit on the sofa." β
"Oh. Ji Shan obediently passed.
Sitting on the sofa, Ji Shan watched Zhou Jingchuan quite skillfully clean Xiaobao's little buttocks, and then covered him with a small thin blanket.
Ji Shan stared at Zhou Jingchuan's broad back, and that sense of steadfastness returned to his heart.
"Whoaβ"
Ji Shan stood up abruptly and hurriedly leaned over, "Why are you crying again?" lowered her head and opened the thin blanket, she glanced at it, "I didn't pull it and didn't pee." Ji Shan bowed, very close to Xiaobao, tilted his head to look at Zhou Jingchuan, and frowned puzzled, "What's the ......?"
Before the word "matter" could be spoken, Ji Shan felt a stream of water from the bottom up, impacting up and hitting his face.
Ji Shan was stunned.
The eyes were innocently wide, and the water in the eyes was moist, as if tears could be shed in the blink of a button, poor and innocent.
Zhou Jingchuan took a piece of paper and wiped it for Ji Shan, and comforted him, "The boy's urine is not dirty." Seeing that Ji Shan's face was getting worse and worse, he frowned, and his voice softened, "It's our son who ran out of your belly." You can understand it as your own ......"
"Zhou Jingchuan, you are so disgusting!" Ji Shan pulled the tissue, glared at Zhou Jingchuan viciously, and went to the bathroom in three or two steps.
Zhou Jingchuan is a little innocent.
He felt he had a point.
Bent down to clean up his son, he picked up the gadgets. Ji Shan wasn't there, he didn't bother to bother, "Be honest." β
It's just that the newborn child understands what he cries, and he cries correctly, Zhou Jingchuan's tone is not good, and he cries even more.
Zhou Jingchuan was so crying that he had a headache, he was really helpless, he lowered his shade, and said in a soft voice, "Okay, don't cry." β
Holding Xiaobao back and forth several times, Xiaobao stopped crying.
When Zhou Jingchuan felt that it was okay, he suddenly felt a little cold in his chest, and then became slimy, as if something was gnawing at him......
Zhou Jingchuan's face changed greatly, and he looked down. Really!
Ji Shan came out of the bathroom, and when he saw his son, what was the one biting Zhou Jingchuan......
"Do you have milk?" Ji Shanqing coughed and asked in a low voice.
Zhou Jingchuan's face sank so much that he was about to drip, "Come here and get this little ghost away!"
Ji Shan immediately forgot all about what her son had just done to her, and even expelled the congested qi in her chest in the past few days, she squatted on the ground, holding her stomach and laughing.
Zhou Jingchuan's face was full of words, "Zhou Ziqian!"
What does the child know, relying on his nature to find milk to drink, and if he can't drink it, he sucks hard, and Zhou Jingchuan's face is as black as Shura.
"Ji Shan!"
Ji Shan vaguely saw the cold sweat on Zhou Jingchuan's forehead, finally calmed down, and laughed again, "You feel it." β
Zhou Jingchuan stiffened, "I just want to feel you." Don't want to feel this little ghost!"
After the words "......", the room fell silent. Ji Shan stared at Zhou Jingchuan, and his face turned red with a bang.
Zhou Jingchuan focused on the second half of the sentence, and he didn't know how to say the first half of the sentence, and coughed dryly, "Hurry up and get it away." β
"Oooh. Ji Shan straightened up, walked over and patted his son's back, and said with a smile, "Spit it out, this won't come out of the water." β
"What nonsense?" Zhou Jingchuan changed into a shirt after he came back, the button of the shirt was arched by his son, and now it was bright in front of Ji Shan, and the roots of his ears were red.
Ji Shan glanced up at him, "That's it, I'm not lying." Otherwise, you can feed him later. β
Zhou Jingchuan was so blocked that he couldn't speak.
After Ji Shan let go of his son's mouth, he hugged his son and went to bed. Knowing that this guy was hungry, he turned his back to Zhou Jingchuan, opened his coat, and breastfed the little guy.
Zhou Jingchuan saw Ji Shan's action of turning his back to him, and frowned. He put his hand together again and looked at Ji Shan's back fixedly.
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The next day, the third day of the Lunar New Year, early in the morning, snow flakes fell from the sky.
Ji Shan hadn't woken up yet, and vaguely heard Zhou Jingchuan leave the ward to make a call.
In a daze, she opened her eyes, "What's wrong?"
Zhou Jingchuan helped her pull the quilt upward, "It's okay, I'll sleep again." β
Ji Shan didn't think much about it, and then went to sleep.
Zhou Jingchuan went out at this time, he tightened his brows and went to the fifth floor of the hospital.
When Mrs. Wen Lan saw him coming, she immediately stood up. She slapped Zhou Jingchuan's chest while shedding tears, "Do you know that Hao Hao almost died, he contacted you all night, why can't he be contacted, where have you been! Now that you have your own child, don't you take your eldest brother's child seriously!"
Mrs. Wen Lan was hysterical, and tears kept falling. Zhou Jingchuan's eyebrows were cold, and he grabbed Mrs. Wen Lan's hand, "That's enough." This is the hospital, and we have to make trouble going back. β
Mrs. Wen Lan was taken aback by Zhou Jingchuan's cold tone, and then looked up at Zhou Jingchuan in disbelief, "You...... You ......"
Zhou Jingchuan's eyes fell on Bai Ziyan, who was standing aside and silently shed tears, he narrowed his eyes and looked at her scrutinically.
Bai Ziyan's heart jumped, and she wiped away her tears, "What's wrong Jingchuan?"
Zhou Jingchuan spoke, "What's the matter with Zhou Hao, why did he suddenly get sick." β
"I don't know. Bai Ziyan silently shed tears, she took a breath, "I talked to my mother at night and went upstairs, and I found that Hao Hao was wrong, and when I finished taking a bath, he ...... Lying in a hospital bed and not breathing. β
"Thorn-" The door to the ward opened.
Zhou Jingchuan turned to look at the doctor who came out.
The doctor took off the mask and said, "We need to find the right bone marrow as soon as possible." β
Zhou Jingchuan nodded.
When Mrs. Wen Lan went to ask about the situation, Zhou Jingchuan turned his back to them and called a close friend abroad, "Is there any news? β
Bai Ziyan was asking the doctor about the situation on the surface, but in fact, the afterglow always fell on Zhou Jingchuan.
In the dark, she slowly clenched her fists, and her eyes flashed with a plan.
When Zhou Jingchuan hung up the phone, Mrs. Wen Lan also roughly understood the situation. She hurriedly asked Zhou Jingchuan, "Is there a suitable bone marrow?"
Zhou Jingchuan said in a deep voice, "There is news, but the other party does not agree to donate, I will go abroad in the past few days." With that, he lifted his feet and left.
Bai Ziyan smiled with Mrs. Wen Lan and burst into tears, "Mom, did you hear that? β
Mrs. Wen Lan clasped her hands together, "Amitabha, Amitabha." She closed her eyes, tears falling silently.
Bai Ziyan saw that Mrs. Wen Lan had her eyes closed, and she immediately looked at the attending doctor who came out sharply, and made a look with the doctor.
The doctor realized, and hurriedly said, "Madam, there is something I think I need to warn you. β
Mrs. Wen Lan opened her eyes and frowned, "I have something to say." β
"That's right, the situation of the little young master is not optimistic. Does he have any relatives? Let's try it all, I'm afraid that the child won't be able to withstand the time for Mr. Zhou to go abroad and come back. β
Mrs. Wen Lan: "What did you say?"
Bai Ziyan also pretended to be panicked, "Doctor, what are you kidding?" β
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Ji Shan opened her eyes in a daze, and she subconsciously touched the side of the bed.
Found empty next to the bed.
What about the son?
Ji Shan's sleepy insects all dissipated, she rose up and sat at the head of the bed, "Xiaobao!"
Looking around, his eyes finally focused on Wen Zhengrong, who was holding Xiaobao on the sofa.
Ji Shan put his clothes together, "Little uncle?"
Wen Zhengrong glanced at her, "What a fuss." β
Ji Shan scratched his head embarrassedly.
Wen Zhengrong put Xiaobao to sleep and put him back beside Ji Shan.
He dragged a chair and put it next to Ji Shan's bed, crossed Erlang's legs, and leaned lazily on the back of the chair, "What I say next is not a joke, it's very serious, you listen carefully." β
Ji Shan's gaze shifted from his son to Wen Zhengrong, "You said." β
Wen Zhengrong stared at Ji Shan's eyes, "In the new year, the Ji family will all be transferred to me." I also know that you have secretly been admitted to graduate school, and although your grades have not come out, I know your ability to go abroad to the school you want to go to. β
Ji Shan's face changed slightly, and she never said anything about the graduate school entrance examination.
"You investigate me. Ji Shan said firmly, with displeasure in his words.
Wen Zhengrong: "Zhou Jingchuan is fried like this with the drama, so that you can give birth prematurely, don't tell me, you still want to stay by his side, the children of the Wen family are not so cheap." β
Ji Shan: "You check me." β
Wen Zhengrong was so angry by Ji Shan's temper that his chest was blocked, "Ji Shan, don't involve me in other topics." He stood up and grabbed Ji Shan's wrist, "Pack up and come with me." β
Ji Shan broke free and lowered his head, "Little uncle, I have grown up and can decide my own affairs." β
"Ji Shan!" Wen Zhengrong's eyes were full of red bloodshots, he learned from Gu Zhiheng that Ji Shan was born prematurely, and he used all the forces around him to know the approximate reason for Ji Shan's premature birth, he didn't sleep all night, so he thought about how to take Ji Shan away from Zhou Jingchuan, but in the end, he became the most ridiculous, "Can you decide? Can you decide, it won't be the current appearance of being full of holy scars!"
Wen Zhengrong pointed to Ji Shan's face, "You find a mirror to look at your face, your face looks ugly like a ghost." What are you insisting on, you touch your heart, ask yourself, whether Zhou Jingchuan loves you or not, even if he loves, how much can you occupy? How much does that drama occupy? How much does his career and his parents account for his entire Zhou family, don't wait until you completely regret it before leaving, it's too late at that time!"
Ji Shan grabbed the sheets under him and crumpled.
Her chest was choked and she couldn't breathe.
Wen Zhengrong slowed down his tone, "Xiaoxiao, let's go with my uncle, the Zhou family is messy and unfathomable, not only will you be hurt, but the child will not be happy." β
Ji Shan's eyes shook over Zhou Jingchuan's appearance of taking care of her and Xiaobao carefully, she bit her lip and shook her hand vigorously.
Wen Zhengrong's eyes were red, "Xiaoxiao, I won't let my child be without a father." "I will treat him as my child, and protect him as I did you." You don't have to worry about everything, just go with your uncle. β
Ji Shan raised his head, and was pierced by the redness in Wen Zhengrong's eyes, and his eyes were foggy.
Wen Zhengrong raised his hand, and put his generous palm on the top of Ji Shan's head, "I don't ask for your affection, I just ask you to be safe and sound, have a smooth life, and be my happy and presumptuous niece." If you were injured by Zhou Jingchuan once, you cut a knife in my heart, even if you pity me as a lonely old man, okay?"
Outside the door.
Zhou Jingchuan was also red-eyed.
Ji Shan never answered, and his heart always floated in the air and could not be placed.
He was like masochism, didn't open the door, and stood silently outside the door, waiting for Ji Shan's reply.
Inside the house, the emotion in Wen Zhengrong's eyes was too deep, and Ji Shan was startled by him. She thought that Wen Zhengrong had already gone out of that sinful relationship, and she didn't want to ......
She hurriedly distanced herself from Zhengrong, and the little float she had just now was restrained by her, and said firmly, "Little uncle, I'm not leaving." β
A slight tingle appeared in Wen Zhengrong's eyes, "Ji Shan, can you leave?" He stared at Ji Shan for a moment.
Ji Shan turned his face away, "Don't go." β
Wen Zhengrong's throat rolled up and down, his mouth was full of bitterness, and he laughed self-deprecatingly, "You are a white-eyed wolf, I have guarded you for most of your life, and I can't catch up with Zhou Jingchuan and you for a year." β
Outside the house, a smile suddenly appeared on the corner of Zhou Jingchuan's mouth, his smile was very light, but it was really happy, and he was happy from the bottom of his heart. Gently tugging at the corners of the mouth, there is a little dimple at the corner of the mouth that is barely visible.
But the smile quickly dissipated, and through the window glass, his cold gaze fell on the back of Wen Zhengrong's head. The next moment, push open the door.
"Where does Mr. Wen want to take my wife and son?"
When Wen Zhengrong heard this harsh sound, his forehead immediately burst into blue tendons. He squinted, clasped his hands, and in an instant, he turned sharply, raised his fist and hit Zhou Jingchuan in the face.
Wen Zhengrong was born in the army, and received the education of Old Man Wen since he was a child, no worse than Zhou Jingchuan, and can even be described as evenly matched.
Therefore, when Zhou Jingchuan did not hide, he punched Zhou Jingchuan in the face, Zhou Jingchuan frowned, but he didn't make a sound.
Wen Zhengrong was full of hatred, he grabbed Zhou Jingchuan's collar, "Do it!"
Ji Shan's face turned pale, "Don't fight!"
Wen Zhengrong didn't care about Ji Shan, his face was calm, "Don't be a good person in front of Ji Shan, if it's a man, you will do it for me." Let me tell you Zhou Jingchuan, Lao Tzu will tell you clearly today, what does the ghost want to do uncle, I have nothing to do with Ji Shanfart, I love her, if you don't do it, just wait for Lao Tzu to cuckold you. β
Green tendons burst out on Zhou Jingchuan's forehead, and cyan tendons burst out on the back of his hands. A pair of dark eyes without emotion, he slowly clenched his fists.
Wen Zhengrong smiled, "What, you are allowed to cuckold Ji Shan, and Ji Shan is not allowed to wear it for you? Why don't you just rely on my Wen family not to be in Lincheng to take advantage of a loophole? What kind of thing are you to give her these angers!"
Wen Zhengrong raised his hand and punched Zhou Jingchuan on the other side of his face.
"Fight back!" This time, Zhou Jingchuan still didn't fight back, Wen Zhengrong's face turned purple, "Fight back!"
Zhou Jingchuan's hand gradually let go, "Uncle has learned a lesson." He wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and his eyebrows were clear, "I deserve it, a husband let his wife suffer the grievances of that night, these two punches are not enough." β
Wen Zhengrong's heart was tingling, and the word Zhou Jingchuan's uncle was a knife in his heart.
"You're looking for death!"
On the bed, Xiaobao was crying. Under the bed, two people are facing each other. The corners of Zhou Jingchuan's mouth were bloody, and the wound on his arm was also torn open, and a drop of blood fell to the ground.
Ji Shan hugged her son and carefully covered her son's ears, she scolded angrily, "Enough, enough!"
She came barefoot, her face covered with tears, and pleaded, "Stop fighting, you guys don't fight." β
Wen Zhengrong looked at her, "Come with me." β
Ji Shan held the child and patted him on the back, while choking up, "Little uncle, I won't." β
Wen Zhengrong's clenched hand suddenly let go, the strength on his body seemed to be withdrawn, and he pulled the corners of his mouth weakly, "You are like this, you don't give up if you don't get hurt all over your body." β
Zhou Jingchuan took the slippers and threw them in front of Ji Shan.
Ji Shan put it on without hesitation, and then raised his head, "Little uncle, I have grown up, and I can make my own decisions." β
Wen Zhengrong was not heartbroken by Ji Shan's answer, what he was sad about was the silent tacit understanding between Ji Shan and Zhou Jingchuan.
He thought, after so many years, he was really wrong, he shouldn't have left her to go to the army, he should have grown up with her, let her grow up by his side. Otherwise, she should be by his side, he changed her mind little by little, pestered her, she was soft-hearted, longing for sunshine and warmth, and would definitely become his wife. Instead of now, he has everything that was taken away by the Ji family and lost her.
Carrying his suit in a daze, he took a deep look at Ji Shan and nodded, "Okay." β
turned around, narrowed his eyes and stared at Zhou Jingchuan, "If you dare to let her be wronged again, I won't let you go to death." She has a family, and as long as she recognizes me as an uncle one day, even if I don't want to be an uncle again, I am also his strongest support. After laughing, he said again, "Don't think that Ji Shan is reluctant to leave because she is reluctant to you, you can ask her whether she is reluctant to you, or if she is afraid that my heart will not die and ruin my reputation." β
With that sentence aside, he strode out of the room.
When he left, Xiaobao stopped crying, and Ji Shan's feet were weak.
Zhou Jingchuan looked the same, took Xiaobao from Ji Shan's arms and put it in the stroller.
But the next moment, he returned to Ji Shan in three or two steps.
He stared at Ji Shan's tearful eyes, and a touch of panic passed through his heart.
Putting Ji Shan against the wall, he clamped the person between the wall and his chest, infinitely narrowing the distance with Ji Shan, but he covered Ji Shan's eyes and said in a deep voice in her ear, "Don't be moved by him, I can do what he can." Ji Shan, I ...... too"
There was a tingling, sadness, and fear on his face, and his eyes were full of affection.
His voice had already trembled, and after a long time, he also closed his eyes, "I love you too." β
His throat rolled, "You are not only my love, but also my light." "If you let go, I'll go to hell.
He didn't say the words in his throat.
He was immersed in darkness, and Ji Shan's breathing, what Ji Shan had said to him, gradually turned into a ray of light penetrating in. He closed his eyes, Ji Shan's smile appeared in his mind, Ji Shan's coquettishness when he was coquettish, all of them were his hopes for the world, and the hope that the world gave him.
Zhou Jingchuan has been taught to hide his heart since he was a child, and at the same time, he can't be seen as scared and panicked.
But this time, he slowly let go of Ji Shan's eyes and gradually opened his eyes again.
spread out his fragility and feelings to Ji Shan, and with this, he also showed his heart, showed Ji Shan, and showed himself to himself, "Ji Shan, don't be afraid of me, don't retreat, I can change a little bit." Zhou Jingchuan's voice trembled, "Just give me another chance." β