Giving up watching Tang Zhihang and Zhao Min again, I left Kaifeng Cai. I don't know where the breath came from after knowing about Tang Zhihang and Qin Shi before, and this time after knowing about Tang Zhihang and Zhao Min, it was the same, I only felt extremely irritable in my heart, and even wanted to pull Tang Zhihang over and blow the hammer.

I couldn't explain the feelings myself, so I had to wander around the streets, and when I felt tired of walking, I found a place to sit and rest.

Looking at the river behind him, according to Tang Zhihang's memory, the river was still relatively clear when he was a child, but now there is basically not much water in the river, unless it is a rainstorm, otherwise the river water of this river is basically only a little poor water that can't even hide his toes.

Looking at the river full of aquatic weeds and exposed rocks, I seemed to remember something for a moment......

"Zhihang...... Zhihang ...... "It seems that someone is calling, as if someone is smiling." Who is it? the face that lingers in my mind, but I can't recall it anyway...... Who is it?

"Zhihang, this way...... Candy for you...... "Who? Who the hell is it? The person I desperately want to remember, the person I can't remember......

"Zhihang ......"

"What are you doing here?" The person who suddenly appeared in front of me was the person who had just been called in my mind—Tang Zhihang, "Didn't you go to find Qin Shi?"

I looked up at Tang Zhihang and said, "It's already separated...... What are you doing here?"

"I just finished the net and was going to my grandmother's house for dinner...... Tang Zhihang glanced at the river next to him and said, "What are you doing here?"

"When you're tired of walking, rest and rest. I turned to the river and asked, "Do you have any impressions of this place? Have you ever experienced anything memorable here?"

Tang Zhihang looked upstream and said: "If you want to talk upstream, when I was a child, I often went there to play and swim with Liu Lang when I was idle......

Looking at Tang Zhihang's somewhat sad eyes at the end, he probably remembered something, right? I hurriedly asked, "What are you thinking?"

"It's nothing...... Tang Zhihang sighed: "I remembered that my grandfather brought me here to catch snails before......"

In an instant, as if I had caught a keyword and entered it into a search engine, a large number of images appeared in front of me. Tang Zhihang, who looked to be only two or three years old, was wearing a pair of sandals and clutching a snail in the water, and the T-shirt and shorts on his body were soaked by the river, but he didn't seem to care about those, and he only had a snail in his head. On the shore, an old man in his seventies with a wrinkled face looked at Tang Zhihang with a smile on crutches, but what did not match the scorching sun was that the old man was wearing a black coat, and there should be thick clothes under the coat, right?

"Outside...... Grandpa......" I looked at the river and muttered, "Yes...... Grandpa he ......"

"Let's go. As if he didn't want me to continue, Tang Zhihang said, "I'm going to eat at my grandmother's, what about you?"

"I ......" I stared at Tang Zhihang, my good eyesight allowed me to clearly see the crystal droplets in the corners of Tang Zhihang's eyes, but it was only in the corners of his eyes and did not fall, it seems that Tang Zhihang was trying his best to restrain himself from letting the tears fall, right?

didn't care about me anymore, Tang Zhihang turned around and left: "Goodbye, I'll go first." ”

Looking at Tang Zhihang's distant back, I raised my hand and touched the corner of my eye. Although I felt a little sad, I didn't cry like Tang Zhihang - I wasn't as moved by that memory as Tang Zhihang, although I was touched, but I just felt a little sad about the death of Tang Zhihang's grandfather, after all, it was a few years ago.

But no matter how many years have passed, that incident is Tang Zhihang's eternal pain, right? That is the closest grandfather who has watched him grow up......

"I said it, right? You can feel the difference between you. The voice of the grandson of the third generation sounded again: "Isn't this just the thing that happened? The things he is sad about you will not feel so sad, and the things that he thinks make you sad will feel that they are moaning without illness, disgusting and contrived......"

Nausea contrived, moaning without illness...... I finally knew why I felt upset after knowing about Qin Shi and Zhao Min before, and I wanted to beat Tang Zhihang.

Is it just that the girl you like has a lover? Do you really only identify with this person in your life? What is the sadness of a little virgin who has never even been in love? Just like the non-mainstream on the Internet, I really think that I have experienced all the darkness of society? I really think that I am the worst person in the world?

It's just that you've been betrayed by a friend, and is that a betrayal? You yourself are forced to confess to a girl, why can't people introduce a suitable boy to your good friend? The other party is better than you in terms of appearance and personality, I don't know how much, what qualifications do you have to resent? If you have that time to resent, it is better to cultivate yourself well to make yourself a better person, can resentment alone make others fall in love with you?

The more I think about it, the more I think Tang Zhihang is a bad guy, he just likes the other party, but he hasn't done anything for the other party. A crush is really just a crush, without any actual action, just sitting lazily thinking that one day the other party will look back at himself, and then he can hug the beauty.

If you like it, you can chase it, you will pay it, and you will become better for her!

Tang Zhihang himself didn't know about this at all, he didn't understand anything...... I looked at the notebook in my hand, smiled bitterly and said, "I understand, I understand what you mean......"

"Let's continue to find some memories of Tang Zhihang. He continued: "If you know more, you won't have amnesia anymore." ”

"Oh, too...... There's one thing I'd like to ask you. I looked at the five bright spots on the cover and said, "As long as I find these memories of Tang Zhihang, there will be no more amnesia, is it your own guess that hinders others from telling you?"

"My grandfather told me. Without hesitation, he replied, "My grandfather told me about it when I asked about you, and he had been observing what you were going through, so he knew about your amnesia, but he didn't know the solution at that time." By the time he has figured out a solution, you won't have any more amnesia...... Hahaha, thinking about it this way, he actually solved the problem himself. ”

Three generations of ...... The third generation is still watching me, and although he plans to stop interacting with me, the third generation is still worried about my situation, right?

Speaking of which, this guy is the grandson of the third generation, so who did the third generation have a daughter with? I suddenly asked him, "Who is your grandmother? Who did the third generation marry in the end?"

"What do you care about this?" The grandson of the third generation suddenly said vigilantly: "I said that I can't tell you too much about the future, and telling you that I am his grandson is already a special service." ”

Cut, stingy, don't you just ask who the wife of the third generation is.

……

Sitting on the usual train from Liyang, I experienced three days and remembered a lot of Tang Zhihang's memories buried in my mind, and also let me see a lot of Tang Zhihang's unknown side.

And I finally understood that even if I had the same memory, after more than a month of life, I had long since stopped equating with Tang Zhihang, and I couldn't even use the approximate equal symbol. We are two different individuals, and we will have different opinions when looking at the same things, I am me, I am Tang Yihan.

I didn't have any amnesia yesterday or when I woke up today, and I clearly remember that I was Tang Yihan, and I was an artificial person who was endowed with the memories of others.

Anyway, since this matter has been resolved, it means that I can play with Wu Xuan with confidence and boldly in the future without worrying about myself getting up one morning and screaming again, right?

Looking at the bright sunshine outside the window, although the weather outside is a little hot, but the air conditioning in the car makes me feel no heat, there are no guys around to grab other people's seats, and there is not even the cry of the child I hate the most, as if the whole world has become very beautiful, and even the soul of people has been sublimated.

Wait until you get out of the car and ask where Wu Xuan is, that guy hasn't seen me for three days, and I don't know what he's been aggrieved about. When I messaged her last night, she said that she went to the bar with her master, and I guess she was still sleeping, right? According to the habit of the lazy worm, it would be strange if she could get up at this time.

Not long after thinking about it, the train also arrived at the station, and I didn't even watch the animation on the train, so I just stopped for a while and hurried by, I should have taken the train instead of the high-speed train......

Walking out of the train station, I called Wu Xuan to ask where she is now, but no one answered the phone, it seems that Wu Xuan is still sleeping, right?

But I didn't care, it's normal to sleep a little heavy when I'm drunk, I dialed Wu Xuan's phone again, I just don't want her to sleep well, I want to wake her up and play with her.

And this time I quickly connected the mobile phone call, but it was not Wu Xuan's voice that came, but the master who connected Wu Xuan's mobile phone: "Hey, soup?" obviously called me Yihan directly after saying it, but the master still couldn't help but call me soup.

I asked, "Master, where are you, did you drink too much last night?"

"Soup......" The master paused and said, "We are in the hospital...... Xiaoxuan she ...... Something happened to her......"