"Huh...... During the more than 10,000 years that I was imprisoned by the Heavenly Court, I said to myself countless times, it would be good if I could still go out......" Long Xian'er raised her head and looked at the blue sky and white clouds around her, "Get out alive and enjoy the air, sunshine, and beautiful scenery......"

"I have told myself countless times, if I go out, if I have saved me, if she is a woman, I will be her sister for life, if it is a man, I am willing to be his lover for life, maybe I don't belong to this era at all...... Maybe I shouldn't have been in this day and age at all...... I was wrong, so badly......"

"I thought that with my pure heart, I could influence a person, but this person never waited to see me, even if I poured out my heart and lungs and put all my heart and soul on him, it was all in vain...... I don't even qualify for a stand-in...... What a failure I ......"

Long Xian'er smiled, but tears flowed down, she shook her head, "Yes, how self-inflicted I have always been, I thought I could take care of him instead of them, but from beginning to end, it was just me who was self-inflicted, in the past seven years, I wanted to get close to him countless times, but all I got was some cold answers......"

She staggered back, and even said a little stupidly: "I understand now, I understand everything...... In his mind, I was nothing, not even a corner......"

Long Xian'er turned into a black ancestral dragon and quickly shuttled towards the sky, and I looked at her figure, and my heart shook violently, but I still clenched my fists and turned back silently.

"Sun Wukong, you are not a man!" Moyun Golden Wings strode over, and a fist was smothered in my face, I didn't resist, so the whole person was beaten to the ground, "Long Xian'er's affection for you, each of us sees it, but you say some decisive words again and again, do you know how many things she has done for you?" Knowing that you are frustrated, so she helps you deal with some trivial matters, and she knows that you are uncomfortable, so she often comes over to ask for some things you like, and changes the way to please you, but you are missing and treats her coldly!"

Moyun Golden Wings slapped another fist into my face: "I know, you and the Seven Fairies love to die and live, but you can't ignore all the efforts made by others!"

"Bastard, asshole, asshole!" Moyun Goldwing gritted his teeth, but also with tears in his eyes.

At this time, the master said, "Third child, come back, why do you have to say so many things to a person who has given up on himself." ”

"I ......" Moyun Golden Wing gave me a fierce look, sighed heavily, and left.

And at this time, just when Long Xian'er left, the mobile phone left behind was in my hand, I opened the phone, but there were several videos in it, and there was my son in the video.

"Aunt Xian'er, is my mother beautiful?" my son looked at Long Xian'er with a smile.

Long Xian'er smiled lightly: "That's it, your mother is the most beautiful woman in the world, and they are also the greatest women in the world!"

"But I really want to meet them......" Ke Fan grabbed Long Xian'er's hand and said, "Aunt Xian'er, when there is no one, can I secretly call you Mom?"

When Ke Fan said this, Xian'er trembled obviously, and Xian'er nodded and said, "Okay, but don't let your father know about this matter......"

"Why? Mom is so beautiful and so gentle, why can't Dad know? ”

"Because your dad doesn't like me......"

……

I flipped through another video, and Ke Fan ran to Xian'er with a certificate of merit: "Mom, Mom! Look, I got a compliment from the teacher today, and I won the first prize in the handicraft class!"

"That's good, I'll take you to ice cream when I go back!" said Xian'er gently.

"Hehe, it's still my mom the best, but my dad won't let me eat ice cream, he's really good or bad, he's been busy with work, he hasn't been to parent-teacher conferences several times, and he's ...... He didn't even ask me......"

"Isn't there still a mother...... Xian'er said softly, "What kind of parent-teacher meeting, I'll go for your father!"

"Does Daddy like you now?"

"I don't know, but now I'm quite happy, and I can accompany your dad and share some of your sorrows, which is also ...... That's enough. Xian'er's gaze was soft, but it revealed a kind of sadness.

Ke Fan said: "Mom grew up with Ke Fan, in fact, in Ke Fan's heart, you are Ke Fan's mother! Dad is really too much, too much!"

"Don't blame your father, he's not easy, he's the strongest man in the world, you have to be considerate of him, you know?"

"Okay! I listen to my mother, huh...... Mom is dressed so beautifully today!"

When Xian'er heard this, she smiled: "Really?"

"Yes, Mom is the most beautiful woman in the world. ”

Xian'er immediately hugged Ke Fan: "Little guy, now you know how to please women!"

……

Looking at these videos, I was very surprised, I saw a lot of photos, on the photos, there are some folders recorded by Xian'er, it turned out to be photos from Kefan's age one year to seven years old, and I have been running around for the past seven years, and I am not so concerned about home.

But the photos in this record a lot of scenes of Xian'er and Kefan's birthdays, and my parents are also nearby, but I am missing.

My heart was very heavy, it was heavier than ever, but when I watched Master leave with the twelve golden immortals, I also silently returned home.

At home, my son was playing ball, and when he saw me, he said happily, "Dad, are you back?"

"yes. I responded, stretching out my hands to hug my son, but I didn't expect him to look around, and I said, "What are you looking for?"

"Where's Aunt Xian'er?" said the son expectantly.

I was stunned for a moment and said with a smile: "Aunt Xian'er went to work somewhere else." ”

The son stayed for a while, and suddenly his eyes moistened: "Aunt Xian'er...... Woowoo...... Aunt Xian'er is gone?!She doesn't want me anymore?!Aunt Xian'er?Woo woo woo woo ......"

"Well, don't you still have Daddy!" I said.

My son immediately struggled and bit my hand, although I didn't feel pain, but my son cried: "You must have made Aunt Xian'er unhappy, otherwise she wouldn't have easily stopped me, you bad father, bad father!"

Saying that, his son made a fuss.

At this time, my father immediately ran out of the house, saw me at the gate of the courtyard and said, "Little Sheng, what's the matter, it's making Kefan unhappy again?"

"I ......" I didn't know how to answer for a moment.

I looked at my son's resentful eyes, and my heart felt as uncomfortable as a needle prick, and I wanted to enter the house, but I stopped, because my heart was in turmoil, and all kinds of things were intertwined and could not be disassembled.

I could only go back to the unit house in Tianmen, as soon as I opened the door, I saw the pot of lilies on the windowsill, I went to water a little, and saw the photo on the desk, the photo is Bai Jingjing, Ling Aihan, Jiang Wanting, Guo Kexin and Wang Ziwei and I photo, this photo was taken very early.

Later, when Li Pujia and the others came, they didn't take pictures, because there were many things at that time, and it was too late to take pictures.

And I held the photograph and carefully wiped the dust on it with a tissue, and I said to the photo, "Am I wrong, you say, shouldn't I keep your memories and live like this?"

Of course, the photo can't answer me, the only thing that answers me is the tranquility around me, I sighed, put the photo away, and took out Long Xian'er's mobile phone again, in WeChat, I saw a conversation that Long Xian'er sent me, but it was still in the draft stage, and it didn't seem to be sent.

She said: "This weekend, let's go to the playground with Kefan...... The neighbor's child went to the playground and always bragged in front of Kefan, he was very envious, although he didn't say it, but Kefan wanted to go to ......"

I also saw a picture with a picture of Ke Fan's painting, a crooked painting, without any lines to speak of, but on it there was a Ferris wheel, and then under the Ferris wheel stood three people, the highest was a woman, then a man, with a little boy in the middle......