The carriage was cold, and the two of them had their own concerns, and they were silent with each other, and they didn't feel sleepy.

After a while, Chu Xin whispered, "Su Qingzhi, I may not go back to Shangnan in the future." ”

Su Qingzhi was stunned, slightly surprised, and asked, "Because of Fang Tianming?"

Chu Xin nodded.

Su Qingzhi asked: "What about the aunt? If you don't come back, can you rest assured that she is home alone?"

Chu Xin said: "I discussed with my mother, she will return the house to rent in a few days, sell everything in the house, and then come to Yanjing to find me." ”

When Su Qingzhi heard this, he couldn't help frowning: "You are still studying, your aunt is not in good health, and the cost of living in Yanjing is ......"

Although Chu Xin is a college student from a prestigious school, she has not graduated after all, and she has no stable financial resources, she has just entered her freshman year this year, and tuition fees, living expenses and other expenses are a lot of expenses every academic year.

In Yanjing, she is a college student, and it is difficult for her to be self-sufficient, not to mention taking care of her mother, and the pressure can be imagined.

What's more, Chu Shuqin's illness has been repeated, in case of illness in Yanjing, the cost of medical treatment will skyrocket, and a family like her can't afford it at all.

Chu Xin was silent for a moment, and sighed softly: "No matter how hard and tired we used to be, my mother and I survived, and now the situation is much better." You may encounter all kinds of difficulties in Yanjing, but no matter how hard it is, it is better than being blackmailed and bullied by that person all day long. ”

After speaking, he said quietly: "There is still a lot of money left for me you gave me, even if there is no income, it is enough for the two of us to live for a while...... I took two jobs as a tutor at school, and I should be able to save enough for tuition and living expenses, but the only thing I'm worried about now is my mother's illness. ”

Chu Shuqin's illness was originally well controlled, but after Fang Tianming appeared, her mood fluctuated greatly, and the number of seizures became more and more, which was one of the reasons why Chu Xin decided to take her mother to Yanjing.

As long as you get rid of Fang Tianming's entanglement, let Chu Shuqin change her life, change her state of mind, and have a good mentality, her condition will naturally be alleviated.

Su Qingzhi felt very sorry for the girl in front of him, and really wanted to take her in his arms, take good care of her, and share the pressure of life for her.

Nineteen years old is the same age as flowers, and it should be carefree, but Chu Xin had to carry the responsibility of supporting his family on his thin shoulders too early.

When she was in high school, in order to reduce the financial burden on her family, she did not hesitate to transfer from the city to the county.

Fools know it's not worth it, but that's what she did.

In order to take care of her sick mother, she had to take frequent leave and travel back and forth between the county and the city, delaying a lot of study time.

But she still occupies the first place in the grade in the exams every semester, and she even won the top prize in the liberal arts in Heluo Province in last year's college entrance examination.

How much hardship and effort has been put into this, only Chu Xin himself knows.

These encounters of hers, if they were ordinary people, I am afraid they would have been crushed long ago.

But Chu Xin became more and more courageous.

However, God seems to be deliberately against her, and the more courageous she is, the more tragic her fate will be.

Their orphans and widows depend on each other, although it is a little miserable, but at least they are in a good mental state, and Chu Xin was admitted to Yenching University, Chu Shuqin also has hope.

Fang Tianming's appearance completely broke their peaceful life.

In fact, Chu Xin has always had a knot in his heart, and he can't untie it.

The reason why Chu Shuqin was pregnant with her back then was because of Fang Tianming's rape.

It was an unspeakable past, and her mother told her when she was very young, which made her feel unusually inferior, because she was not even an illegitimate daughter, but only a "wild seed".

After Fang Tianming's wife found out about this, she publicized it to the outside world, saying that Chu Shuqin had seduced his husband and asked her to give an explanation.

Then he brought a few brothers to the door and made a big noise, so that everyone in the neighborhood knew about it, pointing fingers behind his back.

Chu Shuqin's father was old and had a daughter, and he never dreamed that his flower-like daughter would be ruined, and he kicked his leg in a fit of anger.

At this time, Fang Tianming's wife fell into the well, and said everywhere that Chu Shuqin was a peach blossom life, lustful and lewd, watery Yanghua, and an ominous person, who killed his father.

Chu Shuqin couldn't argue, after all, her elderly father was indeed angry with her......

No one cared that she was a victim, and in the eyes of the neighbors, she seduced the married man and killed the old father, which would have been immersed in a pig cage if it had been placed in ancient times.

After her father was buried, Chu Shuqin was poked in the back by countless people, and she had no choice but to leave her hometown and come to Shangnan City to wash dishes in a state-run restaurant to make a living.

She knew that when she was pregnant, the fetus was already large, and there was no way to have an abortion, so she could only give birth.

After giving birth to her daughter, Chu Shuqin was going to drown this little thing.

But halfway through drowning, listening to her hysterical crying, I couldn't do it after all.

As soon as his heart softened, he stayed.

Chu Xin walked away from the ghost gate and finally saved his life.

When she was very young, Chu Shuqin told her life experience.

This put a lot of pressure on Chu Xin.

She has always told herself that heroes don't ask about their origins, but when they think of their background, they still feel inferior.

This knot had been bothering her, and she didn't know what to do.

In the dark, an invisible shackle bound her, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't break free.

Perhaps, this is fate.

Chu Xin pressed his forehead against the window, looking out of the dark window, his eyes were confused.

She doesn't know how to go in the future, and she doesn't know when it will end.

As Su Qingzhi said, the cost of living in Yanjing is too high, she is only a student now, and it is still difficult to be self-sufficient, what can she do to take care of her sick mother?

Sometimes, she felt so tired that she wanted to close her eyes and sleep, and when she opened her eyes, it was just a dream.

Pity......

was thinking about it in a daze, when suddenly an arm reached over, put his arms around her shoulders, and took her in his arms.

Su Qingzhi finally got a man once, didn't say anything, and just hugged her in his arms as a matter of course.

Chu Xin came back to his senses and trembled in his heart.

Struggling to push him away, Su Qingzhi didn't let go, and said softly: "Xin'er, if there is any difficulty, I will bear it with you!"

Su Qingzhi's words were very soft and soft, but with an unquestionable commanding tone, there was no room for negotiation.

Chu Xin listened, stopped struggling, quietly lay on his chest, felt his body temperature, listened to his heartbeat, and his tired heart finally found a harbor where he could dock......

At three o'clock in the morning, the train arrived in Zhongzhou City in the ice and snow.

When I left the train station, the wind was howling outside, and the temperature dropped to minus ten degrees, which is said to be the lowest in the past five years.

Neither of them was dressed thinly, but they still couldn't resist the biting cold wind, and they shivered from the cold.

Su Qingzhi originally wanted Tang Jialuo to drive over to pick him up, but Chu Xin was here, so he didn't dare to call.

I had no choice but to take a taxi.

There are quite a few taxis outside the train station, but there are more people waiting for taxis.

This kind of ghost weather, most people would rather spend a few more dollars than suffer this kind of sin.

Chu Xin kept looking around, thinking about finding a hotel to settle in, and when Su Qingzhi finished the school, they would go to Yanjing together tomorrow.

In the snowstorm, a neon sign in the front right attracts her attention, which reads "Romantic Nest", which is supposed to be an inn.

She was about to tell Su Qingzhi to move her luggage over, but the latter pulled her and ran to the left front, and before she could figure out what was going on, she was pushed into the taxi by him.

Su Qingzhi put his luggage away, sat in as well, and said, "Master, go to the Normal University." ”

Chu Xin was puzzled: "Go to the Normal University?"

Su Qingzhi warmed his hands while kneading his frozen face, and explained: "There is a place to live in the Normal University, and there is a mess here, and there are all small cards sold in it......"

There are a lot of things today, and the update is late, so I'm sorry everyone~~