Chapter 49: Fireworks in an instant
In the camera, I wrinkled my little face like a pouting pig. The brakes didn't mind, and he leaned his face closer to the camera, and the two of them pooped across the screen, and he received my goodnight kiss.
"Ahem," he said, holding his phone away from his face and looking left and right, "your new phone has pretty clear pixels." β
"Yes, can you recommend it? Even if you recommend a big brother, I will buy it with all my heart. "I tell the truth what I think in my heart, and I don't want to be like before, holding my heart like a pipa and half-covering my face, so that people can see flowers in the fog and look at the moon in the water.
"Then I'll have to buy a BB machine to match you. Hahaha, the two of us have to walk sideways like a crab with a big brother and a BB machine pinned to our waist, otherwise we will lower our identities. β
I was amused by him, Benny screamed a few times in dissatisfaction, slipped off his hand like a loach, jumped on the top of the closet, and lay on the dust that he hadn't wiped in a hundred years, "Your Benny volunteered to help me wipe the dust, I will eat and live, but I won't help with the bath." β
"Okay, well, when I get back, I'll help it bathe. As he said this, his expression changed subtly, as if he realized the ambiguity of his words, and changed the subject and said, "I came back to live this time, and I have done a lot of things for the family, and I have listened to your words and sat down with my parents for a long time, and we chatted very happily...... In life, I was too anxious, anxious to achieve, always thinking about how much I wanted to achieve, invisibly adding too much pressure to myself, and living a not so chic life. When I go home this time, I can stay in peace, and thank you for what you said to me last time, which made me calm down and live a real life. β
I saw that the corners of his eyes were drooping and his expression was heavy, and I didn't want him to be so unhappy, so I gaged and joked: "Hahaha, you haven't been home for a long time, and when you stay for a few more days, the family will think you're redundant, and they will urge you to go back to school." β
"I guess so, I guess a few relatives came to sharpen my ears, and I thought about running back to school. He scratched his head, but stopped talking.
"What's wrong?"
"In the past four or five years, I have rarely come home for long-term stays. This time, I agreed with my family that I would go home this summer and come back to continue working hard in the future. β
"Well, this is very good, isn't it often said on the Internet, don't forget your original intention, you have to always, you don't have to go so far, forget why you studied hard and worked hard to earn money in the first place, isn't it all for your family. "I was so distraught that I blurted out some official words that I didn't believe in my daily life. According to my usual style, I will definitely say that the hard work in this life is for myself, and life is a lonely one-way street, not for anyone. And now, I am in a mess, and I completely take his words as a farewell.
The practice of breaking up after graduation on the college campus, even couples who have been talking for four years can't survive the estrangement of living apart, let alone the two men and women who have just started to fall in love. The words of the brakes were like pouring a basin of cold water on the scorching charcoal fire, steaming with bursts of white steam. It's better to brake in time than to be hit straight into the sky by a big truck.
"And for the people who love. He felt my uneasiness through the screen and added. I listen to it in my ears, isn't it a taste, am I his lover, I'm afraid it's just a girlfriend who accompanies him through a boring spring, right? Spring girlfriend, summer breakup, fireworks in an instant, beauty is beautiful, but fleeting. In his eyes, am I also such a cheap existence, I don't have the confidence to ask him.
It is said that time is the medicine that can repair the pain, and along the way, the scars and sorrows on my body have passed away with the wind and scattered in the wind. However, shouldn't time also be the process of sowing seeds in spring and harvesting in autumn, why do I feel more and more tacit understanding and sweetness getting stronger and stronger, and I have to press the stop button.
Maybe what he really needs is a free babysitter to help watch the cats, I laugh.
"Has anything happened in the past few days, I see that your expression is a little melancholy. "Brakes deliberately made some funny expressions to get my attention.
I forced a smile: "What's the matter, oh yes, I passed the plagiarism check of my thesis, and I can start preparing for the defense." β
"Because you rebuilt the dormitory, you defended in advance, right? β
"Yes, half a month in advance, this time it is the first debate in mid-May, the second debate at the end of May, the graduation ceremony in early June, and I will leave the dormitory within three days. I replied mechanically, trying to make him think that I was depressed because I was about to graduate.
"Do you know that Wei Lin has to resubmit his paper because of the high plagiarism rate of the paper?"
"Oh yes, I don't know, after I lost my phone, the messages in the WeChat group were not synchronized, and even my own results were told to me by soy sauce. "I'm not lying, soy sauce told me.
Panicking won't change your current situation, it will only make your head dizzy and end up making the wrong decision.
"It's not an easy task to complete the thesis in seven days. If you had the ability to write it well, you wouldn't have copied it. "Brake tsk comment.
"He was changed by someone else to submit his paper, not his own level. I hurriedly retorted.
"Huh, why do you know so well?" he asked.
I was stunned for a moment and replied: "After all, he has been a good student for three years, and his academic level will not be bad, right?" β
"Yes. If he really had his paper changed by someone else, he could ask me to check the login port, maybe he could find out the real culprit and give him justice. β
"He knows this matter himself, and he will naturally come to the door when he needs help. I talked to Brake about something else, and then I excused myself and said goodnight to him.
After ending the video chat, I found that Soy Sauce was calling me in the group, and seeing that I didn't reply, I opened the small window and knocked on me again, and I fell crooked, lying on the pillow, feeling an indescribable loss.
"Why are you not replying to me for so long. β
"I'm video chatting with the brakes. "I was too lazy to type, and I used the input method to voice input, which was full of errors and had to be modified manually. Even so, I didn't want to send a voice directly to her and let her sense my disappointment.
As expected, Soy Sauce replied to me with a few angry expressions: "Okay, Xiao Lizi, you forget your friends when you see sex, and forget your righteousness when you see profit." β
"Didn't you reply in time because of your date?" I pierced her mercilessly.
"I don't have a good network, equipment debugging, how can I compare with you. β
"The movie you watched in the afternoon, the signal in the cinema is not good, it's understandable. However, when the Eight Treasures are killed, you should be having a candlelight dinner, and you are the one who really forgets your friends. I said with voice typing.
Soy sauce replied to me with a few flattering expressions, and replied: "Xiao Lizi, why is it a little angry today, I just bought a new mobile phone, shouldn't it be the time to dance happily." β
"yes, I'm overjoyed to think about paying off my credit card in the next few months. I said in a grumbling tone.
"I don't think you're because of your phone, it's because of the brakes, right?" The soy sauce guy has a keen sense of smell, and when he smells it, he knows that something is wrong with my displeasure, "What did he just say made you unhappy, I'll help you beat him." β
"It's nothing," I hesitated for a while, and finally vomited, "He told me that he was going home for the summer vacation, and you also know that the summer vacation of our school is so long for three months, and when he comes back, maybe he will be married to some inexplicable fiancΓ©e in his hometown, or worse, he will directly forget about my existence, and no longer contact me as a stranger." β
I don't think we should take him too seriously, so there will be a lot less disappointment. Now that I think about it, the two of us didn't have a group photo, and if we break up in the future, we don't even have a thought, which is also very good, and I am entangled in my heart, thinking about whether to delete it.
"You're just a little bit confident in your relationship. The soy sauce woke up the dreamer, "Although your concerns are not unreasonable, you also have to give yourself a little confidence." The reason why the two of you can be together is nothing more than that Wang Ba looked at the mung bean and saw it right, no, you are together because you have the right personality, the right conditions, and the right family. And you can bring joy to each other, wake up dormant dopamine, and start chemistry again. These feelings have nothing to do with time or space, they all rely on two pieces of sincerity. Xiao Lizi, you have to believe that the feelings between adults are paid after careful consideration and with a sense of responsibility; this kind of affection is not like the first love, which is scattered in the air. β
appeared, a tirade in the style of soy sauce.
I read her essay three times from beginning to end, and finally my mind calmed down. Soy sauce can read my heart every time, take my hand and lead me out of the horns and back to the road. This friend, I've made too much money.
"Besides, didn't you say that you don't want to enter the marriage hall. Have you ever thought that if you keep such thoughts unchanged, you and the brakes will only have two endings, one is to break up peacefully, and the other is to tear your face and finally break up. If he really graduates and parted ways with you, wouldn't it be a peaceful goodbye and a life in your own setting. Life in the world is just a game, so you don't have to take it so seriously. Brake this guy is good, in a way, he at least taught you how to deal with a relationship, and it's not a loss. "In a sense, soy sauce is the little angel with pure white wings in my heart, and the little devil with sharp horns who knows the dark corners of my heart best.
"And what about you and the stupid big one, will we be together after graduation?" I asked her.
"Of course, don't forget, I'm the first person in our dorm room to get married. If I really want to do it, you can be my bridesmaid, and I'll open the back door for you and stuff the bouquet for you. β
"Hahaha, if there is really fate, it will be a word. "I sent a hook hook emoji, the network was delayed, and it was not sent out for a long time.
"Of course, it would be better if you could join me in a couple and have a couple's wedding. β
My sentence was a certainty, and it was successfully sent at this time.