Chapter 63: Start Again
I never thought I'd walk around campus with someone I liked. Not only that, but he also took my backpack and hung it on his shoulder on one shoulder, which was not small and looked extra mini on his back, which was really cute.
Walking in the familiar campus, I suddenly remembered myself four years ago, running happily around the campus, this one also wants to try, that one also wants to experience, and I don't take love as one thing at all. At that time, I thought that there were so many interesting things in the world, why did I have to pursue unpredictable love, and I had to live with a person? How boring it should be to live in an ordinary life, birth, old age, sickness and death.
Now I feel that being hit by love, whether it is alone, it is an interesting life and an indispensable experience in life.
We held hands and walked to the cafeteria. On the surface, I was majestic and high-spirited, maintaining an expression that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, but privately discussed with the brakes: "I am embarrassed to hold hands in public." ”
"You yourself come to take my hand first, what's the matter, now I want to regret it, it's too late. He glanced at me and cocked his head to the side arrogantly.
It's all because I was hot-headed for a while, and I generously disclosed our relationship with Ah Huan, which was like digging a hole for myself. Ah Huan circled around us and asked us all kinds of questions, and finally laughed: "I have long seen that you are eyebrows, and I didn't expect such a rapid progress." Okay, you've done your duty by waiting for me for half an hour, I can't be a light bulb between the two of you, I'm leaving, bye-bye. With that, Ah Yan covered his mouth and left.
"Speaking of which, when did we frown in front of Ah Huan?" I took his hand vigorously and shook it vigorously, like two kindergarten children going on an outing.
"That's me unilaterally sending Qiu Bo to you to be caught by her. "Why is the brake's mouth so sweet now, did I climb a tree and steal a pound of honey, why didn't I see my face stung into a big pig's head?
"What if I don't find out?"
"Then keep shining until you see it. The brakes held my hand tightly, and the two of us went from an outing to a loving hand-holding, and the two of us walked and walked, getting closer and closer, and finally, he wrapped his arms around my shoulders.
"It doesn't matter if we're not together, do you know the theory of parallel space-time? Among so many parallel space-times, there is always one of us holding hands and holding our shoulders as we are now, but there are also a few times and spaces where we miss each other and don't even meet. Everything is nothing but the theory of probability. "I confessed to the brakes the conclusions I had thought about in my head before, and although it sounded a little frustrating, this is the real me, and it would be good to recognize it early.
The brakes flattered, let go of the hand that was around me, and said, "I've thought a lot about it in the past two days." Ziyan said that everyone will meet three people in their life, the first is the person you love the most, the second is the person who loves you the most, and the third is the person who wants to spend your life with you. I know I love you enough, but now you can't respond to my love calmly, maybe you still need to walk a while to understand what is best for you, what is your true home, can get along for a lifetime...... Xiao Lizi, it's better for us to break up. ”
"What did you say?" I was stunned one moment, and the next I turned to leave. I admit that I didn't say that I loved him, but the feeling of loving him was the same as him, or even the same.
He pulled me back and hugged me tightly in his arms: "You see, your first reaction is not to stay, but to leave." Listen to me, Xiaoguozi, let's walk on the road of love together, turn off the map navigation for the time being, cancel the end point, ignore all the forks in the road around us, let's not turn on the high beams on the road, let's turn on a small light, just look close, go forward, that's it. I don't think it will be a psychological burden on you, and it won't hurt my heart that I have to do with you - from now on, I'm going to start pursuing you again, and we'll start from scratch, okay. ”
What does it feel like to finally be with someone you like? It's holding his hand, flustered and relieved, and at the same time feeling like a knife for a moment. If I had been braver, braver, would have it been that the path he had come to me would have changed from thorny to full bloom. It's a pity that the wish is so good, the reality is still skinny, and I still can't get over the natural danger in my heart for the time being. I'm glad you can sense my frustration, but at the same time, I feel guilty for my apparent weakness. Give me one more chance, maybe I can do better, and this time I will run towards you without any scruples and throw myself into your arms.
We hugged each other like this, like a pair of glue-like lovers who couldn't be cut by a knife, but in fact it was not. The students around me chattered by, discussing how we were so unashamed in the daytime. I buried my head in his chest, breathed in the smell of laundry detergent on his body, took out my mobile phone in my suit pocket, turned on the timer, and whispered: "Okay, I promise you, I'll give you five minutes now, and in five minutes, we'll get to know each other again, how about it?"
He lowered his head and kissed me on the lips, this kiss was different from the previous ones, this kiss was sloppy, like a typhoon blowing from the East China Sea in late summer and early autumn, the wind and rain were blowing, and finally the wind and rain were intertwined, and the trees were also overturned, and the street lamps were also blown crooked. After the rain, the sky will be clear, and it will be a good autumn weather.
He put one hand around my waist, and the other hand stuck on my ear, gently rubbing my ear, all the way from the ear to the bottom of the neck, I trembled slightly, like a kitten that had been touched in the underbelly.
The phone rang just in time. The two of us blushed and pulled out of this kiss.
"What now?" Brake silently rubbed his red and swollen lips.
"You wait for me. "I pulled my skirt that had fallen down, pulled my backpack off his shoulder, ran ten meters in the opposite direction of him, turned to the side of the sign at the junction, and let the sign cover my figure. I took out my lipstick from my bag, recolored my lips that had been kissed with the front lens of my phone camera, pulled my hair with my hands, and put on the small hairpin that was given to me before putting it in the soy sauce in my purse, and finally, I tucked my blazer into my bag, unbuttoned the top two buttons of my shirt, and pulled the sleeves under my elbows.
With that, I trotted towards the brakes.
"Hello," I stood still in front of him, panting, still smiling and holding out my right hand to him, "Please take care of us for the first time." ”
His eyes changed from surprise to surprise, and he tacitly played the game with me: "Hello, I'm Cheng Xiaoxiao, it's nice to meet you." ”
"Hmm...... My name is Fu Xiaohao, Haoyue is empty, you can call me Fu Baibai like my classmates. Seeing his increasingly interested look, I simply told him all the titles I had in elementary and junior high school.
"It's really fake, why don't I believe it?" He pretended to be surprised, startled, and his usual solemn expression was completely different, and he acted in a play, which was quite interesting.
"Don't lie to you, when I was in junior high school, the combination with the little sisters was called: a combination of white skin, beautiful appearance, and good temperament. If you don't believe it, you can go to our junior high school to inquire, Tong Su is not deceiving, and he will never deceive people. Ah, let's not stand here and chat, let's go to the cafeteria and talk while eating. ”
"I thought you weren't eating. "The brake hand was in the pocket of my trousers, and I was hanging down the side of my skirt, and the two of us were half a meter apart.
"Why do you say that?"
"Didn't the little fairies all drink the golden wind and jade dew, why did they go down to the mortals and eat the whole grains with me and other mortals?"
"Poof-" I laughed angrily at him, stretched out an index finger, and drew in a circle in the air, "As soon as the golden wind and jade dew meet, they will win countless in the world, tenderness is like water, the best period is like a dream, endure the return of the Queqiao Bridge, if the two love for a long time, how can it be in the morning and twilight." ”
"I didn't expect the little fairy to memorize a good poem. Suddenly a motorcycle roared beside him, he reached out and pulled me into his arms, I held his arm helplessly, "This delivery motorcycle, don't hit my fairy." ”
"Then I'll wave my finger and let him go up in smoke. I snorted, only to realize that I was still holding him, and quickly separated, this time a meter away from him. We chatted like this, and after a while, we reached the door of the cafeteria.
Since my senior year, I have rarely come to the cafeteria to eat, and now I miss it again. The crowd in the cafeteria was bustling, noisy, and crowded, squeezing me and the brakes out of two places, and I had to cross the head, take his hand, and walk to the second floor.
"Why did you do this to me when you met for the first time? Brake looked at me with a smile, and he looked very bad.
"I'm full of maternal love, I'm afraid that you will get lost and can't find your way home, crying for your mother. I stiffened my mouth and let go of the hand that was holding him.
There was a second of loss in his eyes, he shrugged his shoulders and asked, "What do you want to eat, I'm in for a treat." ”
"No, no, no, I'll pay for it myself. "The two of us walked to the Korean food window, and I ordered a Korean tofu soup with rice, and he asked for a bibimbap.
"No, no, no, there is no reason to ask the girl to pay for the first meeting. I'll do it. As he spoke, he took out his meal card and put it on the deduction machine, and the cafeteria aunt entered the price of our two meals in a familiar manner, twenty yuan.
"Then I'll invite you to watch a movie in the evening, and that's it. "I snapped my fingers and had an idea.
"Why are you still so stubborn. Brake sighed, and took the tray handed by the cafeteria aunt for me, the copper pot on it contained the tofu soup I wanted, and the bibimbap he ordered was placed in the stone pot.
"How hard it is to earn money, they are all children raised by their parents and raised in the palm of their hands, I am a boy who feels sorry for the blind date. I pouted and argued with him. Instead of arguing with me, Brake smiled and said, "Look, I know your heart a little better now, how good." ”