Chapter 44: She might as well hate me

"I just don't think it's for me. Li Xing said lightly.

Before returning home, where were so many ups and downs going on in her life.

Ning Fuyan was silent, watching Li Xing pack up everything, the hand on his side clenched into a fist, and the expression in his eyes changed, but at this time, the mobile phone rang.

Ning Fuyan took the phone, and listened to what Qin He said on the other end of the phone, his eyes lit up.

"I see. He answered, hung up the phone, and strode over to Li Xing, grabbing her hand before she could go out.

"You ......" Li Xing twisted his eyebrows and looked back at him.

"The person who hit you hasn't been found yet. When Ning Fuyan said this, Li Xing saw a suspicious joy in his eyes, she was stunned, and she didn't know what Ning Fuyan was happy about.

"He Yu will continue to investigate this matter. Li Xing came back to his senses, and as he spoke, he wanted to withdraw his hand from Ning Fuyan's confinement.

But Ning Fu Yan didn't let go, but increased his strength again, as if he was worried that he would let her run away as soon as he let go.

Li Xing turned to face him, and there was no emotion in his eyes.

Ning Fuyan pursed his lips, and his face revealed a stubbornness.

Ning Fu Yan. Li Xing called out to him, "Let it go, count me begging you?"

There was impatience in her eyes, her eyebrows furrowed, Ning Fuyan's kindness to her made her unable to feel a little real, even if she did soften.

Even if he was ignored by Li Xing, Ning Fuyan was only uncomfortable, but when he saw the impatience between Li Xing's eyebrows, he felt despair and coldness all over his body.

Li Xing, she really doesn't like him anymore.

Ning Fuyan's body stiffened, and he still didn't let go of his arm that was holding her.

Li Xing's eyebrows deepened, and he opened his mouth to say something, Ning Fuyan suddenly strode outside, he was still holding Li Xing's hand, and the strength in his hand was not loosened at all, Li Xing was caught off guard and was pulled by him, staggered forward a few steps, and then followed him outside.

Walking into the elevator, Li Xing stood firmly, and he couldn't care about the things in his hand, he just wanted to break his hand that was dragging his wrist, but no matter how hard she tried, Ning Fuyan's hand didn't let go, Li Xing was ruthless, and his nails cut out a few blood marks on the back of his hand.

"Ning Fuyan, you let go of me!" Li Xing gritted his teeth and shouted, his face was full of anger, and his face, which was originally a little pale, was a little bloody because of his emotional excitement.

When he entered the elevator, Ning Fuyan only stared at the elevator door, and it wasn't until Li Xing called him at this time that he suddenly turned his head and looked at Li Xing, his eyes didn't know when the redness spread, which was a little scary.

Li Xing was taken aback by his appearance.

"Ning Fuyan, are you crazy?"

Ning Fuyan looked at her fixedly, and suddenly stretched out his other hand, pulled her into his arms, and hugged her hard.

"Li Xing, I really like you. His voice was hoarse, with pain that could not be ignored.

Li Xing's body stiffened, and she looked at the elevator wall in a daze, her own face was reflected on the elevator wall, there was no joy, no surprise, just a calm mixed with faint sadness.

She took a deep breath and her voice calmed.

She said: "Ning Fuyan, I originally thought about this sentence for six years. ”

Ning Fuyan's body stiffened.

Li Xing continued to talk regardless of it, "Since I liked you, I was thinking, if you like me one day, I will definitely be with you, we get married, live in the same house, you go to work, I can learn how to cook and make snacks at home, your daily clothes are all I choose for you, shirts, ties, and even cufflinks, and we will have children......"

Her voice paused, Ning Fuyan obviously felt that her body was stiff, even a little cold, he was actually about the same, when Li Xing said all this, he didn't see a little hope, but felt colder and colder, even desperate.

Li Xing only paused for a moment, and then continued, "At that time, you obviously didn't like me, but I felt so happy even if I just thought about these things, but when I really heard this sentence from your mouth, you said that you like me, but I feel that when people who have liked me for so long also like themselves, they may not be so surprised and happy, but sad......"

Li Xing's eyes were red, and he didn't know if it was because the things he had imagined countless times could no longer be realized, or because of something else.

"Ning Fuyan, I just feel sad. Li Xing's voice was a little hoarse, she blinked, raised her eyes up, and didn't want to cry at this time, "I'm really sad that when I finally decided not to like you anymore, you said you liked me." ”

But what if she likes it? Everything she once thought about will never be there again.

"Ning Fuyan, I don't like you anymore, and I won't like you anymore in the future. Li Xing said clearly word by word, she reached out to Ning Fuyan's shoulder, pushed him with all her strength, and let herself withdraw from his arms.

Li Xing's eyes were flushed and her eyes were moist, but she pulled the corners of her lips.

Ning Fuyan looked down at her, trembling his lips, for a long time, when the elevator door behind him opened, he said in a low voice: "Before leaving, will you go to another place with me?"

There was pleading in his tone.

Li Xing had never seen such a Ning Fuyan, she was silent for a while, and when the elevator door was fully opened, she nodded and responded: "Okay." ”

When Ning Fuyan nodded in response, a faint light flashed in her eyes, as if she had caught a ray of hope.

Li Xing saw it, but he didn't say anything, but he knew in his heart that no matter where Ning Fuyan wanted to take her, he was afraid that his hope would be disappointed.

Li Xing followed Ning Fuyan out of the hospital, a car was parked outside the hospital, Li Yue and He Yu stood outside the car waiting for her, and when they saw her and Ning Fuyan coming out, both of them greeted her.

"You don't have to send me, I'll take the car myself later. Li Xing said.

Li Yue and He Yu glanced at each other, and they both knew that Li Xing was in trouble, and even Li Yue only nodded this time and didn't say anything more.

Li Xing smiled, reached out and touched Li Yue's head, and said, "I hope that the next time we meet, we can meet Ah Yue's girlfriend." ”

Li Yue's face turned red, and he snorted and said, "Sister, don't worry about it." ”

Li Xing turned around and got into Ning Fuyan's car, the two were silent all the way, the car drove into the villa area, Li Xing was stunned for a moment, and asked Ning Fuyan sideways: "You want to take me to your house?"

"Originally, it was also your home. Ning Fuyan said in a deep voice, and glanced at Li Xing, who was stunned for a moment and did not answer.

Ning Fuyan drove the car back to the villa and walked in with Li Xing, the housekeeper heard the movement and greeted him, and when he saw Li Xing, he was stunned at first, and his face was surprised after reacting.

"Ma'am, you're finally back!" said the butler with a smile.

Li Xing raised his lips, "Just call me Li Xing." ”

Her smile was polite and detached, and the housekeeper, who was the most observant of words, saw it at a glance, glanced sideways at Ning Fuyan, and found that her husband's expression was not very good, and he immediately knew that the truth was not as he thought.

But the smile on the housekeeper's face did not restrain in the slightest, and he still said to Li Xing with a kind and enthusiastic face: "Madam, you have been away for three years, Mr. has been thinking about you, Mr. has a dull temperament, and he is slow to deal with feelings, he cares about you, sometimes he doesn't know, but everything is thinking about Mrs. You, and now Mrs. You are back, it's great." ”

The smile on Li Xing's face gradually fell, she didn't go to take over the house, she just looked sideways at Ning Fuyan and asked, "If you have anything, just say it." ”

The housekeeper looked at Li Xing, and then at Ning Fuyan, but he didn't expect that the situation between his husband and Li Xing had been so bad, and Li Xing obviously didn't want to have anything to do with Ning Fuyan at all.

Ning Fuyan knew that it was useless for the housekeeper to say more, so he glanced at the housekeeper and asked him to retreat first.

"Come up with me. Ning Fuyan said in a deep voice.

Li Xing followed Ning Fuyan to the second floor, the second floor was a corridor, there were rooms on both sides of the corridor, and there was only one place where Li Xing had been, and that was the bedroom.

Ning Fuyan opened the bedroom door and looked at her sideways.

Li Xing's eyebrows furrowed slightly, he was reluctant to go in, with the current relationship between her and Ning Fuyan, he followed into his bedroom, how strange was this matter, "Why don't you talk in a different place?"

"Everything I'm going to show you is in there. Ning Fuyan stood still and didn't move.

Li Xing thought about it, but walked in, and when she entered, Ning Fuyan in the back was about to close the door, but heard Li Xing say: "The door is open." ”

This is to make the relationship with him clear, although it makes no difference whether the door is open or closed in the current situation.

Ning Fuyan's face flashed with obscurity, and he let go of the doorknob, leaving the door open as Li Xing had requested.

Obviously, he didn't sleep in this room for a few nights, but Li Xing just gave birth to a sense of familiarity.

Ning Fuyan crossed Li Xing and took a box from the bedside, the box was carved from wood, it was very exquisite, and when Ning Fuyan took it, Li Xing smelled a faint sandalwood.

She didn't know what would make Ning Fuyan use such a box, her eyes fell on the box, until Ning Fuyan opened the box and looked at the contents inside, her eyes froze.

The first thing that caught her eye was the marriage certificate that Ning Fuyan had shown her at the beginning, and there was a stack of papers and pamphlets pressed under the marriage certificate.

There is also a small box in the corner.

Li Xing looked at the small box, her heart jumped, and a certain thought floated up and was quickly suppressed by her.

"Why are you showing me this?" Li Xing forced himself to open his eyes, his voice a little hoarse.

Ning Fuyan's eyes kept falling on her face, and when he heard her question, he didn't answer, but picked up the small box, opened it, and a pair of rings with simple styles and details were revealed.

"This is the engagement ring I chose, I don't know if you like it or not. Ning Fuyan said in a low voice.

Li Xing paused for a moment and landed her gaze on the ring, her face stunned, but she didn't speak.

Ning Fuyan paused and continued, "The ring was made by someone three years ago, and the style was not shown to you, I thought about the wedding ring and let you choose it, here is the style for people to draw, as well as the settings for the wedding dress and wedding scene layout, all have been drawn, if you don't like these, I will let them redraw ......"

His voice was very low, and word by word fell on Li Xing's ears, making her at a loss but secretly happy.

But she personally extinguished those secret joys, she looked at Ning Fuyan, and only felt that the corners of her eyes were sour, "Why are you telling me these things now?"

Ning Fuyan's voice stopped, and he was holding the box, which contained something that every woman wanted to have, which was unique in this world.

"I had these things ready for me three years ago. Ning Fuyan's voice was difficult, and there was still hope in his eyes, "I didn't know that I liked you at that time, but I still subconsciously wanted to give you the best ......."

When facing her, his words were like knives, injuring her completely, but behind the scenes, he was preparing to deliver the best things to her.

Ning Fuyan didn't know what kind of emotions he liked, and at that time Qin He asked him, "Does the Ning family need this child, or do you want this child?"

He asked Qin He rhetorically, "Is there any difference in this?"

Later, when he learned that Li Xing was dead, he knew the difference, and he wanted this child, because he was happy about the arrival of this child from the beginning and had the greatest expectations.

But before those joys could be clearly perceived by Ning Fuyan, he learned that Li Xing didn't want this child.

Why don't you want this child? It's him and hers, doesn't she like him too?

So the joy that had not yet been felt in detail was drowned out by the surging anger.

No one told him that the anger came from likes that didn't know when.

Li Xing looked at Ning Fuyan's eyes, looked at the caution in his eyes, and the meager hope.

She closed her eyes and reached for the box to close it.

"Ning Fuyan, don't say it. Li Xing opened his eyes and looked at him, and said with a smile that was more ugly than crying, "If you keep talking, I will really be soft-hearted." ”

But she didn't want to be soft-hearted anymore.

She said that if she likes someone, even if everyone knows it, it doesn't matter, and if she says she doesn't like it, then she really won't look back.

Ning Fuyan didn't know, when he heard Li Xing's words, his eyes lit up, and he opened his mouth to continue, but Li Xing reached out and covered his lips.

"I've got to catch a flight. Li Xing whispered, smiling at him.

Ning Fuyan's expression froze, the light in his eyes shattered, he moved his lips, but he felt that his throat was hard and he couldn't say a word.

Li Xing withdrew her hand, her eyes fell on the box in his hand, and after looking at it for a while, she said: "These things have been lost, and they won't be used in the future, and when you have someone you like in the future, let someone paint her again." ”

"I won't have anyone I like anymore. When Ning Fuyan said this, every time he said a word, he felt like a knife in his throat, and the pain made him want to choke.

Coincidentally, so did I.

Li Xing thought in her heart, but she didn't say this sentence, she pursed her lips, and said to Ning Fu Yan: "Goodbye." ”

Then he turned around and walked out of Ning Fuyan's bedroom.

Ning Fuyan stood still and didn't move, holding the box, watching her walk out of the house, turning her head and going downstairs, at this moment, she felt that she had really lost her.

But he didn't know that the moment Li Xing turned around, the tears in her eyes fell, she cried silently, crying a little hard, and her tears were so blurred that she couldn't see the way clearly.

The housekeeper had been waiting at the top of the stairs, and when he saw her coming down, his heart sank, and he hurriedly stepped forward, but before he could say a word, Li Xing walked in front of him and strode out of the villa.

The housekeeper hurriedly ran upstairs and stood at the door of the master bedroom, "Sir......"

There was only one shout, and all the words were scattered.

Ning Fuyan stood in the bedroom, still holding the box in his hand, there was no focus in his eyes, and the whole person had no vitality, and after a long time, he suddenly came back to his senses and muttered: "She might as well hate me." ”

The last word was choked, and before the words fell, tears fell from his eyes.

The housekeeper suddenly remembered that three years ago, the gentleman with the autopsy report, after Lin Qin and Qin He left the villa, stayed in the bedroom for a night without eating or drinking, and he also stayed outside for a night, and the next morning when he wanted to call Mr. out, he opened the door and saw such a scene.

He grew up seeing a gentleman with a calm and steady personality, sitting on the ground with his back against the edge of the bed, and bloodshot eyes spreading.

The housekeeper tried to persuade him, but he heard the gentleman say something, and his voice was very low and low, as if choked out of his throat, and the butler came closer to hear what the gentleman said.

He said, "How much she will hate me when she dies." ”

At that time, the housekeeper was worried that his husband would collapse like this, but the next day, Ning Fuyan returned to his usual appearance, going to work and getting off work normally, but he didn't mention anything about holding a funeral for his wife, but the light in the bedroom was often on all night.

The housekeeper didn't know if it was good or bad, so he told Mr. Qin about this, but even Mr. Qin didn't know what to do.

After Li Xing left, the housekeeper held hopes, hoping that Ning Fuyan could cheer up as soon as possible like he did three years ago, but that night, Ning Fuyan fell ill.

The housekeeper hurriedly found Qin He, Qin He learned about Li Xing's departure from the housekeeper's mouth, stood beside Ning Fuyan's bed and was stunned for a long time, and finally had a headache.

He saw the box at the head of the bed, the box was not covered, and the contents were clear at a glance, Qin He was stunned, and stayed by Ning Fuyan's bed all night, and when Ning Fuyan's fever subsided and woke up, he handed Ning Fuyan a glass of water, and his voice was hoarse as soon as he opened his mouth.

"Ah Yan, I'm sorry. Qin He's voice was full of apology and remorse.

Ning Fuyan was stunned for a moment, "What do you mean?"

"If I hadn't brought Yuan Qiao back at the beginning, maybe everything that followed would not have happened, you and Li Xing would have been able to get married smoothly and have their own children...... "The more he said, the more remorseful Qin He's voice became, and when he got to the back, he could barely speak, took off his glasses, and his eyes were red.

At the beginning, he just wanted Li Xing to get in touch with Yuan Qiao, but he didn't expect Yuan Qiao to be so obsessed with Ning Fuyan in his heart.

Ning Fuyan heard what he meant, and was silent for a long time before he said in a dumb voice: "It has nothing to do with you." ”

Even if Qin He hadn't brought Yuan Qiao to Li Xing, Jiang Chi had already contacted Yuan Qiao at that time, Yuan Qiao would still kidnap Li Yue, and everything else would still happen.

Qin He was silent, looking at Ning Fuyan's face, he opened his lips several times and couldn't speak, he wanted to ask Ning Fuyan and Li Xing how they were, but looking at Ning Fuyan's appearance, he couldn't ask.

Ning Fuyan has been sick for more than half a month, and after he recovered, the whole person has lost a lot of weight, but the whole person has even less words, Qin He probably still feels sorry in his heart, and has been immersed in investigating Li Xing's car accident, and he can learn from Li Xing that the woman who appeared at the scene was wearing a ring, and there were no other clues.

As for Yuan Qiao, after being caught, he bit to death the person who hit Li Xing, and finally committed suicide.

Until He Yu couldn't stand it anymore and contacted Li Xing, who was far away in country M, Li Xing asked people to draw a photo of a ring according to his memory and send it back to China.

"Custom-made rings. After just one glance, Ning Fuyan said in a deep voice, his eyes sank, "I'll ask the assistant to ask about this matter." ”

The identities of the customers of these custom rings are confidential, if you rush to ask, you can't ask anything, but Ning Fuyan asks people to ask, and those people are afraid of Ning Fuyan's identity, maybe they can ask something.

Qin He and He Yu both understood this and nodded.

Within a few days, Ning Fuyan's assistant brought back the news.

"It was Zheng Yuanning of the Zheng family who customized this ring. ”

"If I'm not mistaken, Zheng Yuanning is married to Liu Jiayi. Qin He twisted his eyebrows and said, paused and added: "Liu Jiayi and Yuan Qiao are friends." ”

"For the sake of a friend, Li Xing is attacked? He Yu was sarcastic in a cold voice on the side, and turned around and left after speaking, "Solve her, I can go back, hurry up, don't delay." ”

She had been impatient to stay here for a long time, and if her brother hadn't asked her to find out the truth before she could go back, He Yu would have run back a long time ago.

Although her grandfather was very good to her, her grandfather was not the only granddaughter like her, there were several granddaughters and grandchildren, and even more cousins and cousins of He Yu.

She was too lazy to deal with those people, she couldn't play intrigues, she went straight to her fists, and those people went to her grandfather to sell miserably, and her grandfather protected her once or twice, and he wouldn't protect her all the time.

The more he left He Chaorong, the more He Yu realized that he could always protect himself, and only his brother was left.

Soon, He Yu took people to find Liu Jiayi who was in the mall, He Yu was well-behaved, although he was followed by a few black-clothed bodyguards, he didn't look like someone who wanted to cause trouble.

Until He Yu walked up to Liu Jiayi, looked her up and down for a while, twisted his eyebrows and said, "You don't look like a ruthless person." ”

The smile on Liu Jiayi's face froze for a moment, she straightened the sideburns in her ear, and did not speak.

The rest of the group with her had already glared at He Yu, "Seeing that you are not very old, why do you speak so viciously?

"I didn't talk to you, what are you yelling about?" He Yu glanced at the man impatiently, smiled at Liu Jiayi, smiled well-behaved, but said on his lips: "Your ring is really beautiful, it was given to you by Zheng Yuanning, right?"

"This is my wedding ring with Yuan Ning. Liu Jiayi was stunned for a moment, not knowing why He Yu's attention turned to her ring, but after she came back to her senses, she showed a gentle smile and said while stroking the ring.