Chapter 182: Crying

Seeing him like this, Lin Qingyan's tears fell even more fiercely, so he lowered his head and forcibly held back the sobbing sound in his throat. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 ο½‰ο½Žο½†ο½

This Lin Qingyan is like this, Qi Ruochen has a moment of softness, he understands Qingyan's heart for himself, and when he heard her say in person that she likes herself, he is not excited, he really wants to walk over, wipe away her tears, hug her into his arms and let her not cry, but thinking that it is possible to put her in danger because of himself, he stood up slightly and sat down slowly, looked at the sad Lin Qingyan, and pretended to be calm: "Qingyan, we are not suitable, Qin Zijin's words, I have observed him, he is actually a good person......"

Without waiting for Qi Ruochen to finish speaking, Lin Qingyan raised his head and interrupted him: "Why is it not appropriate, you say it and listen to it," this sentence is inappropriate, the woman in purple Chen Shuang also said it to herself, but now that she heard Qi Ruochen say it, she just felt even harsher, "Ruochen, I know you have a lot of things, I don't want me to know, everyone has some things they don't want people to know, I can understand this, but I can't say that we are not suitable because of these things that I don't want people to know, didn't we get along very well before." I'm sure we'll get along better in the future. ”

Knowing what he was talking about now, Lin Qingyan couldn't listen to it, and Qi Ruochen didn't try to say more, so he had to use indifference to provoke Lin Qingyan's attachment to himself.

"I'm done, I'm going to the study, Qingyan will eat slowly. Throwing such a sentence indifferently, Qi Ruochen put down the dishes and chopsticks, got up and walked out the door.

Seeing that he was leaving, Lin Qingyan was startled, hurriedly put the jade pendant he was holding on the table, got up and chased after him quickly.

"Ruochen," grabbed the hem of Qi Ruochen's clothes, looking at him turning around, indifferent and impatient face, Lin Qingyan endured the pain and grievances in his heart, and choked softly: "I like you, Ruochen," After speaking, tears fell involuntarily: "I asked you before if you like me, you said, what you like, no matter what kind of liking you are, I can accept it, but don't treat me like you are now?"

The original delicate makeup, because Lin Qingyan cried too much, has now been spent on her face, looking at the tears that are like Xiaoquan's eyes constantly swimming out, Qi Ruochen felt pain in her heart, but she couldn't help but stretch out her hands, caress her face, and gently wipe away her tears. In a soft tone, he said, "Don't cry, Kiyoken." ”

Seeing that Qi Ruochen's face was no longer indifferent and impatient just now, as if he had returned to the way he cared about himself before, Lin Qingyan was both happy and aggrieved in his heart, hugged Qi Ruochen, leaned in front of him, and couldn't help but cry.

Qi Ruochen raised his hand and patted her on the back to comfort her, but let it go again.

When Lin Qingyan's crying gradually stopped, Qi Ruochen sighed and said, "Qingyan, do I like you like you like my brother?"

But Ruochen is not a brother who is related by blood, now like a brother, there is nothing, Lin Qingyan, who was buried in front of Qi Ruochen, slowly raised his head, thinking that he had been crying for so long, and his face might have been spent, so he wiped his sleeve on his face indiscriminately, and then whispered in a somewhat hoarse voice after crying: "I know, I will wait for you to like me." ”

Hearing this, Qi Ruochen was moved, in fact, Qingyan didn't have to wait, he had already liked her a long time ago, and he was also very sad to give up her now, but he couldn't tell the truth.

"Kiyoken, I have someone I like. Qi Ruochen said seriously, but his eyes turned to the door and did not look at Lin Qingyan.

Hearing this, Lin Qingyan was stunned for a moment, then his body was cold, and he immediately distanced himself from Qi Ruochen, seeing that he didn't look at himself, he couldn't help but turn to him, and said seriously and stubbornly: "Who is it, is it that Chen Shuang, is it because of her, so you are alienated from me." "Thinking that before Chen Shuang didn't come to ask Ruochen to go to Beijing, Ruochen was still good to herself, but after she went to Beijing with her, it became like this, and Lin Qingyan had to think of her.

As if he didn't want to answer this question, Qi Ruochen didn't say anything.

Seeing him like this, Lin Qingyan only took him by default, obviously it was summer evening, because there was ice in the house, and the temperature was just right, but Lin Qingyan felt like he was in the cold wind of winter.

The worst conjecture was confirmed, it turned out that he really liked that Chen Shuang, no wonder he was so avoiding himself now, and he had to push himself out, it turned out that he was afraid of being entangled by himself, so it would be good to make it clear earlier, just tell her earlier, otherwise he wouldn't be like a madman or a clown, crying and pestering him with no regard for his self-esteem.

Thinking of everything that happened since dinner time, the corners of Lin Qingyan's mouth floated helplessly self-deprecation, and tears fell silently, she had never liked someone before, and now she finally liked one, but she had someone else in her heart, she had thought that if she met someone she liked, she would definitely show her most beautiful side in front of him, and then confess to him, but her confession just now was really a big joke, an ugly and sad confession.

Seeing Lin Qingyan like this, Qi Ruochen knew that she had misunderstood, but he didn't explain, but said in a soft tone: "Qingyan, you haven't eaten dinner at all, sit down and eat." ”

"I'm not hungry," Glancing at Qi Ruochen, Lin Qingxue looked at his previous indifference to himself, dropped this sentence lightly, and left the house.

Looking at Lin Qingyan's stubborn back when he left, Qi Ruochen closed his eyes with a painful expression.

Coming out of Qi Ruochen's courtyard, the sky was already slightly dark, everything was in the dark, Lu Wan was not around, Lin Qingyan didn't have to pretend to be strong, let the tears fall involuntarily, and didn't want to go back to the house, so he walked towards the garden, walked into the pavilion in the garden and sat down, letting the evening breeze blow herself, she was very cold now, and she just wanted to let the night bring some hot wind to blow herself warmer.

During the day, the scenery in the garden is good, but it is completely dark, and there is no moon, and the branches and flowers are a little ghostly.

When she went to the young master to find the young lady, she knew that the young lady had left, and then hurried back to the courtyard, and knew that the young lady had not come back yet, and she was anxious and worried, thinking that the young lady usually went to the garden the most, so she hurried to the garden, because she was too anxious, she was in a hurry, and she forgot to bring a lantern out to illuminate, and when she entered the garden, she was a little scared when she saw the scene in the garden, and called the young lady a few times, but no one returned, and she wanted to go back and let people come to find it with the lantern, and suddenly thought that the young lady might be in the pavilion, so she walked to the pavilion with courage, thinking that if the young lady was not in the pavilion, then go back to find someone to look for it together。

Hearing someone calling Miss, the voice was getting closer and closer, it sounded like Lu Wan, Lin Qingyan moved his body that was a little numb after not moving for a long time, and asked, "Is it Lu Wan?"

Hearing Miss's voice coming from the pavilion, Lu Wan was overjoyed, and replied, "Miss, it's a slave," while cautiously walking towards the pavilion.

(To be continued.) )