Chapter 33: What is Love?

I used to think that this road back to the dormitory would never end, and this long and lonely road would never end. I will always walk alone into the long night, into the endless wind and snow, into the vast expanse of space until the explosion is like in the past. Even if there is one person who takes my hand, I am still alone.

Four years went by in a flash.

I have walked through thousands of mountains and rivers, busy traffic, and crowds of people, and I have traveled through time alone and come to 20xx. My back, like in a black-and-white movie, stretched in the sun, stretched long, long. Our life is not a movie, you can press a button when it's over, go straight back to the beginning, the rain returns to the clouds, the birds fly back to the nest, the leaves return to the trees, the broken up couples are as they first met, and the two people are strange and shy. In the movie, the director can shout, the dead actor can open his eyes, and what is lost, missed, regretted, declined, and disappeared can all come back. And everything that happened in real life is irreparable, I can only live in the present, go forward without attachment, and I am willing to say goodbye to my past hypocritical and useless self and go to the future.

I went to the blue cat's house and ate egg fried rice and borscht, and after eating and drinking, I walked back to the dormitory with my bag on my back. As soon as I opened the door, I saw three noisy people, piled up with boxes all over the floor.

"You ...... Is this going to tear down the house?"

I closed the door with my hand, and the soy sauce screamed, almost scaring me out of my bag.

"Little Lizi! Little Lizi! You're here! Wow, this is not the first time we've been together this semester!"

Soy sauce grabbed my hand, I leaned over and looked in, only to see Eight Treasures and Hot Sauce scuffling together, I don't know what they were grabbing.

It's a familiar picture.

"That's true. Without a trace, I pushed away Soy Sauce's overly enthusiastic hand. Unlike Wei Lin, I will show my true emotions outside without reservation, like drying grain in a grain field, and let the scorching sun scorch my body until it is shriveled and dehydrated.

I walked through the layers of obstacles and returned to my place. "What are they grabbing?" I took off my backpack and put it on my stool, physically and mentally exhausted.

"Babao, this guy is too unruly, he hides a bunch of free hospitality tickets given to her by Frost Blade, but he refuses to share them with us, and he hasn't seen it yet. This guy hasn't been with Frostblade yet, so he's trying to save him money. Soy sauce smiled.

"He's using a hospitality coupon to seduce you, and wants you to fall into the net. Hot sauce commented bluntly, "You hurry up and turn yourself in, do you have any feelings for him?" If you have it, it's good, just respond to other people's feelings, and if you don't feel better, hand over the coupon, and we will suffer for you." ”

Hot sauce is always such a cool girl in my heart, from the time I reported in my freshman year, when I saw her dragging a broken suitcase on wheels on a scooter, she was such a free and uninhibited existence.

"I like his ass, that profiteer. Babao frowned.

"Then why are you kissing him?" Soy sauce crossed his hands on his hips.

Babao took away the hot sauce and hugged her hand, and stood on the cardboard box: "Is he responsible for kissing? This is not in ancient times, not to mention that he is not a woman, why should I be responsible? Strictly speaking, I am still at a loss." Don't be unreasonable about soy sauce, I'm drunk, not controlled by the brain, what's the responsibility, besides, I thought he was you, so I kissed him, how else do you want me to answer!?"

Hahaha, the sky is cute, and the eight treasures who started the drunken madness are the cutest. was so pestered by Babao, soy sauce also went crazy, "What, you originally wanted to kiss me? kiss me, it's even worse, I'm such a big girl, how can I be ruined by you, be careful that my stupid big guy beats you, and looks for you to pay for mental damages!"

I still remember that at the end of my freshman year, Babao once had a big fight with soy sauce because of soy sauce gnawing on the duck's neck in the dormitory and watching a variety show, accusing soy sauce of disturbing his review. As for the soy sauce, it is strongly argued that Babao should take the review materials to the library to occupy a place, and the dormitory is originally a place for entertainment and rest. The two of them competed against each other, refused to give in to each other, and almost rolled up their sleeves and fought. Now, their noise has become a child's play, a kitchen knife without a blade, no matter how noisy it is, it will not hurt feelings at all. Seeing them grow up like this, I was a little gratified.

"What's in this pile of boxes?" I digressed and asked Babao.

"My things, books, clothes, medicine, and wine......"

"Say, is it the wine that Frostblade gave you?" Soy sauce came to the spirit again, as long as it was a topic related to those two people, her eyes would glow, she was really a dedicated matchmaker.

"Of course not. Babao jumped down from the box, "The supermarket is on sale, I specially stocked up." That guy's wine, where is it delicious, it's better for me to mix it myself. ”

"You?" Hot sauce squatted down and used the knife on the key ring in his pocket to cut open Babao's box, "Dark beer, rio and plum wine, you're not trying to mix wine, you're trying to poison us?"

"Cut. Babao snorted and sat on the box, "No matter how bad it is, I won't go to his bar, and if I don't go, I won't go." ”

What a couple.

"You tell me, how long are you going to drink these two boxes of wine? There is still a month and a half before you leave the night, do you want to buy the rhythm of drunk songs day and night?"

"Isn't this you, drink with me? It's rare that everyone is together today, drink and drink, help me consume a little. How long has it been since we've been playing cards and chatting together, it's better to choose a day than to hit the day, let's start now?" Eight Treasures began to stomp his feet.

"I'm not drinking, I'm going to hurry up and pack my things and bring my luggage back a bit. Hot sauce rolled her eyes, and her eyeballs were completely rolled into her upper eyelids, and she couldn't see a little black, which was worthy of being the originator of the white eye. I swear, the white eyes of soy sauce were learned from hot sauce

"What's the hurry, you said it yourself, there's still a month and a half. Babao continued to be coquettish.

Soy Sauce and I also joined Eight Treasure's team and persuaded Hot Sauce to play cards with us in the afternoon.

Hot sauce looked out the window coolly and said lightly, "I'm going to study abroad." Today, I will go to run the formalities, I will only come to the school twice, the thesis defense and graduation ceremony, and when I get the graduation certificate, I will fly directly to Tuao, and I will not go back to the dormitory. From now on, we will have a period in the future. ”

Such a resolute hot sauce, the life of the past 20 years, the past four years of getting along day and night, is like the protagonist in the movie who throws his luggage directly from the plane, the luggage falls from the sky, and the things inside are scattered in the streets and alleys of the magic capital, and she doesn't even bother to look at it.

"Then it's worth getting drunk today, isn't it, little plum?" Soy sauce's eyes flew at me like throwing knives, and I dodged left and right, letting the blades nail to the yellowed wall.

"Yes, yes, yes. I nodded like garlic.

"Pizza, Coke, fried chicken, the necessities of the previous game, you have to go one by one. "Babaogang is full of soy sauce.

Hot sauce looked at us insisting on this, and his eyes softened: "Okay, I'll accompany you today, don't get drunk and don't go home, and the rest, I'll talk about it tomorrow!"

"Are you all right?" Soy Sauce asked me and Bagbo.

"Absolutely. I nodded without hesitation. Tomorrow was supposed to be a holiday before May Day, but I had already asked Sister Hong for a leave of absence to go home for a week's brake date, and by the way, I brought his cat home for fostering, which disrupted our original plan. However, I have never been a person who forgets friends, love friendship and family affection, always at the bottom of love, or directly without a shadow.

"Great, great, which pizza to order? It's so tangled, which fried chicken to call, but unfortunately Samoyed's fried chicken can only line up on the spot and can't be taken out." "The soy sauce is recited by a person, which is strange like Tang Seng chanting.

"Alright, alright," I clapped my hands and motioned for them to concentrate, "let's help Babao clean up the box first, and then lift the square table to the middle." By the way, hot sauce, you can find where to put the cards, I'll go find some unused disposable cups, eight treasures...... Babao, just stand and don't make a mess. ”

"Wow, little Lizi, you bullied me too!" Babao quit and wanted to chase after me and beat me.

"I didn't even have time to go to the toilet, you told me to go and shh first, and then hit me when I came back. I grinned and ran away.

"Me too!" Soy Sauce smeared oil on the soles of his feet and followed me out of the dormitory.

The two of us forced a smile and held hands and went to the toilet together.

I walked to the sink, the soy sauce had not yet come out, and remembering the scene that happened in the morning, I asked the soy sauce loudly: "I have something I want to ask you...... What do you think...... How about the mirin......"

She flushed the water and walked over to me from the cubicle: "It's good, it's good to be a colleague and a classmate, but don't be a lover." If you're a jealous person, you'll be mad to watch him laugh and laugh at other women. ”

I am indeed a woman with low self-esteem and jealousy, and it seems that I was prescient because I knew too well what kind of person I was, so I chose to stay away from him early on, away from the doomed tragic end.

But......

I turned on the faucet and smeared soap: "That'...... What about the brakes?"

The water rattled.

"Hmm...... It's quite reliable, but it's a little stuffy, suitable for being a husband, not a lover. Do you know who is suitable to be a lover? Of course, it is a frost blade, a person is demon and charming, and there are few words and a little suffer, it is easy for girls to have the pleasure of being in control, suitable for Babao. ”

I laughed and asked, "What about the stupid big one?"

"It's right for me, it's not for anyone else. Soy sauce said seriously.

In the water light, there seems to be a bright rainbow, so bright and beautiful.

Love, that's what it should look like.